Chapter 180: Poignant Love

Ning Xin looked at Chen Shuisheng in surprise, she really didn't understand why Chen Shuisheng didn't sleep in the room, and sat outside alone in the middle of the night.

Walking around the door of the room and looking towards the room, Ning Xin suddenly realized.

Ning Xin sat down on the chair next to Chen Shuisheng, lowered her voice, and pouted, "You really pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, give the bed to the beauty, but hide outside and suffer from the cold." ”

"What if you don't? I can't squeeze into bed with beautiful women, can I? Chen Shuisheng joked: "If that's the case, you can see it, but you have to say that I am a big pervert." ”

"Not really."

Ning Xin scoffed, "However, I really suspect that you have that thief's heart, not that thief's guts." If only I had changed! I just slept with the beautiful woman in my arms, hum! ”

Ning Xin frowned mischievously.

Chen Shuisheng's mood was relaxed for a while, Ning Xin was a cheerful person, and joking with her could be larger, after a pause, Chen Shuisheng leaned into Ning Xin's ear and said, "Then what if the beauty lying on my bed is you?" Do you still want me to sleep with her in my arms? ”

"Cut, do you dare?"

Ning Xin looked down on people, but her face was already slightly red.

Chen Shuisheng was a little surprised by Ning Xin's performance, "Look down on me so much? ”

"It's not that you look down on him, it's that you can't do that, because I know that Shui Sheng is a perfect person at all, it's funny, sometimes I even hope that he is not so perfect......" Ning Xin said this when she looked at the front and said it blankly, she seemed to be associating, talking to herself, not chatting with Chen Shuisheng. Because in her heart, Chen Shuisheng is close at hand, but out of reach.

Chen Shuisheng sensed this artistic conception.

Sensing this artistic conception, Chen Shuisheng suddenly became a little confused, why did he give Ning Xin such an artistic conception?

Ning Xin turned her head and was stunned to see Chen Shuisheng staring blankly at the wall tiles, as if he was thinking about something, and as if he had suddenly realized something.

After a pause, Ning Xin suddenly smiled slightly, her tone was flat, and she said softly: "How about it, I said it, you yourself were scared by your own perfection, right?" ”

"Nope!"

Chen Shuisheng immediately shook his head, sighed, and responded seriously: "Actually, I don't think I'm perfect, what I'm really afraid of in my heart is that I can't control it and learn badly, and I will defile my life from then on, I don't want to do those things that make myself or others regret." So, a lot of the time I try to avoid it. ”

These words are Chen Shuisheng's true state of mind.

Chen Shuisheng felt that Ning Xin let herself see her artistic conception, and he should also open his heart to talk to her.

"That's what you think in your heart......"

Ning Xin was a little surprised, and she was also slightly disappointed, she suddenly found that the perfect boy she thought was just an ordinary person like herself, so she was very conflicted in her heart. After a pause, Ning Xin adjusted her mentality, and then sneered and said, "I'm so stupid...... Oh, however, your situation is actually very normal, everyone's heart is two-sided, take the love of this kind of thing, the more you keep it, the more you imprison it, the more your other heart desires, the more you care about it, but when you really let go one day, then you can not be bothered by this kind of heart. Of course, I'm just talking about falling in love at the beginning, and if one day you really like someone, then the feeling changes again......"

"What has become?"

Chen Shuisheng suddenly discovered that Ning Xin was a person with a story, and believed that everything she said was true and had been experienced by her.

Ning Xin lowered her head, and her voice became very low, "It will be a kind of heart that can be very satisfied as long as you see him, I hope he is good, as long as he is good, everything will be worth it." ”

"Wow, now I understand, you call this true love." Chen Shuisheng suddenly didn't know that the person Ning Xin really loved was actually himself.

Ning Xin smiled and nodded: "You're so smart, but you're also stupid sometimes......"

Ning Xin is saying that Chen Shuisheng is very stupid, and he has spoken to this extent, but he still doesn't understand, it's really the same as wood.

"I said I wasn't perfect, hehe......" Chen Shuisheng smiled stupidly, "By the way, Ning Xin, you ...... Have you ever had a hard-hearted love? If you could, tell me how it feels to be in love? As you said, I'm actually very stupid, and I really want to make up for this knowledge. ”

"Do you really want to hear my story?"

Ning Xin really wanted to say that this story belonged only to her before, to now. If Chen Shuisheng wants to hear it, then this story will not only belong to him in the future. In the past, Ning Xin swore in her heart that she would only marry the first boy who heard her story, and if he didn't marry herself, then she would become a monk.

Therefore, at this time, Ning Xin's eyes were very solemn when he looked at Chen Shuisheng.

Chen Shuisheng felt that Ning Xin was a little weird, so he scratched his head and smiled: "If you want, I want to listen, I promise that I won't say it to anyone." ”

To Ning Xin's ears, these words seemed to be saying, if you are willing to marry me, I am willing to marry you, and I swear that I will love you well for the rest of my life until I am old.

Ning Xin's eyes flickered a little, although she knew that it was just her own imagination, she was still very excited, and she still had the urge to cry.

Chen Shuisheng looked at Ning Xin quietly and felt that Ning Xin had become very beautiful at the moment.

Yes, the shyness and shyness of girls, and the gentle expression of true feelings are the most beautiful and beautiful.

Chen Shuisheng couldn't help but grab Ning Xin's hand, "Don't be afraid, say it, as you said, if your heart is relaxed and open, you won't feel so tired." Because many times, some things need to be shared with someone. ”

There was a warm feeling in his hands.

Ning Xin blushed, looked at Chen Shuisheng with disgust, and withdrew her hand, "My hand, but the first time I was touched by a boy, if you catch it, you will be responsible." ”

"Okay......"

Chen Shuisheng responded casually, and said unexpectedly: "Ning Xin, you are so amazing, you have been in love, and your hand has not been touched by others?" Are you unrequited? ”

In fact, Ning Xin has always been unrequited.

Ning Xin nodded, "When I liked that boy, we were both in our teens, and I didn't know why, I thought he was good when I saw him, so I wanted to talk to him, and deliberately created opportunities to chat with him, and I was ignorant and even felt that he belonged to me...... But the good times didn't last long, he left in only half a year, and I don't know where he went until now. ”

"What a poignant love!" Chen Shuisheng couldn't help but be moved, what a pure love this is! "Perhaps, maybe I can help you find him! Ning Xin, tell me, what is his name? What is the name of that school you are in? ”

Chen Shuisheng's heart moved, and suddenly thought that he was taken by his mother when he was a child, and he often changed schools, could it be that the boy Ning Xin said was himself?

"No!"

Ning Xin suddenly smiled: "I have forgotten him, I don't want to see him again, because I am afraid that I will not be able to face him, just like you, I am afraid to face some things." Don't look at me all day long, giggling, in fact, that's not the real me, really I'm the same as Ning Qing, very quiet and shy. ”

A childhood relationship made Ning Xin change so dramatically.

She even changed her personality and became a different person.

This love, this love, made Chen Shuisheng jealous, and Chen Shuisheng wished that he was that boy.

Suddenly, Chen Shuisheng found that Ning Xin secretly wiped away two tears.

"You haven't forgotten him......"

Chen Shuisheng suddenly had a sense of mission in his heart, he must help Ning Xin find that boy, "Ning Xin, please tell me, what is that boy's name?" What was the name of your school when you were a child? I can promise you not to help you find him, but I must share the pain for you. ”

Seeing that Chen Shuisheng was so serious, Ning Xin got up and shook his head and said, "Shuisheng, I'm sorry, I want to keep him in my heart, so I can't say, I'm sorry......"

"No, you have to say it!"

Chen Shuisheng grabbed Ning Xin's hand again, and suddenly felt that the possibility of being the little boy had become stronger.