Chapter 60: Handwriting (Final Chapter of the Volume)

Let's go? I frowned, my face sank, and my head suddenly became blank, I couldn't believe what was going on in front of me, really, impossible, Wu Shuang couldn't go, absolutely impossible, but when I saw the empty 207, I couldn't help screaming and slammed my hand against the wall.

I turned around and ran out of 207, shouting loudly to look for Wu Shuang, I dragged my tired body around the city for a whole day, I walked all the places I knew in the neighborhood, including the fast food restaurant, and the hospital where Wu Shuang worked, but in the end there was no news.

My voice was completely hoarse, I knew that this was futile, but I didn't want to give up, I knew that Wu Shuang would never leave me, and she would come back when she heard my voice!

When I no longer had the strength to shout Wu Shuang's name loudly, I finally couldn't stand up and fell to the ground, I wondered why Wu Shuang left all of a sudden? Am I bad? Or am I doing something wrong? I can't figure it out, I just can't figure it out.

In the hospital that day, taking care of me at 207, on the night of July 14, what the hell are these? What is it to walk away without a sound! Pity me or do you sympathize with me?

I don't, this pity and sympathy I don't, don't, then can you come back? I'm not half your boyfriend yet, but I've treated you like all I am, and even though it's not been very long, I haven't thought about giving up.

Your laughter, your voice, your movements, all of you, all of them are deeply engraved in my heart, but you are suddenly gone, what should I do! Do you want me to dig out my heart and throw it in the trash?

I was lying on the ground, crying, shaking my head, and I thought I was to blame for all this, to blame me for not doing well enough! I have been with Wu Shuang for so long I only know that her name is Wu Shuang, I don't know anything about the things behind her, just like Zhang Mi who said goodbye, suddenly I feel that they have become familiar and strange in my heart, as if I have always been a passer-by with them, the greeting is so cordial, and the parting is so ruthless.

I don't know if they have their own hardships or for some other reason, I still can't believe that Wu Shuang will be willing to leave me, because her eyes have already told everything, she and I feel the same, although I didn't say it, but I already knew it in my heart.

But she still left, and all of a sudden, Wu Shuang, I know that you must have something to hide from me, and you haven't told me.

"You kid get me up! Let's this is a thriller, not a Qiong Yao drama, you get up for Lao Tzu! ”

"Xiaoxian, don't be like this, everything happens for a reason, maybe Wu Shuang is also for your good."

"Get up! Hurry up,......" Waist shouted at me as he pulled me up from the ground and carried me behind me.

After that, I locked myself in 207 alone, sat on the floor and kept staring at the bed, telling myself that Wu Shuang lay quietly on the bed and slept without leaving, maybe so that I wouldn't be so depressed for the time being.

I got two cases of beer from downstairs and stayed at 207 for five days, I didn't do anything but stay next to the bed and wait for Wu Shuang on the bed to wake up, go under the bed and pull me up.

Waist and Zhuge are also very anxious, seeing that I honestly don't open the door for fear that something will happen to me alone, the two of them actually broke down the door and put me some food every day, but I don't recognize anything except wine and Wu Shuang.

Finally, on the fifth day, the waist stretched out his hand and hit me, saying that I was a, very cowardly, life and death have come several times, but now I am staying here and becoming a waste!

I was picked up by my waist and slammed my back to the ground on the side, Zhuge didn't have the strength of my waist and couldn't stop my waist at all, but I actually felt so comfortable being beaten by my waist, I don't know if it was because the wine had spoiled my brain these days.

I didn't get angry with my waist, and I didn't pay attention to my waist and picked up the wine and went downstairs, feeling that my life had lost its way since Wu Shuang left me, and I had even forgotten the meaning of living as a human being.

I've heard a saying that goes something like this:

I have also wasted time, even reckless to the point of seeing death as home, only because I met you began to desire to live a long life, if one day you are lost, if what I see in front of my eyes is a blank, then I don't want eyes and I don't want you to be lost.

That's probably what it looks like, and now I think I'm really answering this sentence, and I really don't care about anything if you can come back.

I walked in front, and Zhuge and his waist followed me all the time, probably afraid that something would happen to me......

But what! Some things always come so unexpectedly, on the corner of an alley, I suddenly saw a guy with a dagger snatching a girl's handbag, I reached out and threw out the half bottle of beer in my hand, the beer bottle hit the guy's head hard, saw my shaking body and came over, he let go of the girl's mouth and said "fuck" and the dagger sprinted.

I stood on the ground and didn't move, thinking that the guy was just scaring people, but I didn't expect that the dagger didn't mean to stop, and it was inserted into my stomach at once, and the girl on the side screamed and shouted "killed".

At this moment, Zhuge and his waist also rushed out from behind, and pressed the guy to the ground, I looked down at the knife that was inserted in my body and the blood gushing out, there was still no expression on my face, and I didn't seem to feel how painful the knife stabbed into my body, I covered my stomach with one hand and bent over with the other, picked up the half bottle of beer on the ground and drank it.

The waist knocked out the beer in my hand, "Zhang Shixian, ** stupid!" As he spoke, he took his phone and dialed 120.

The girl stayed there motionless.

In a blink of an eye, the next morning, I had three stitches in the hospital, and when she said that she was the reporter Li Zihan who secretly photographed us on the highway, I still sat still, and said in my heart who you love, who is it, don't care about the, and stab me if you don't accept it.

However, Li Zihan and Waist They chatted very much and said that this is called not a big acquaintance, when Li Zihan asked why I kept an expression, Waist and Zhuge looked at me, they did not speak and said to Li Zihan Don't ask this kind of question in front of me in the future.

And me! It was also because I saved this reporter that I was in the newspaper the next day, and although I was not even a righteous and courageous act, I was blown by this reporter as a hero who saved the heavens and the earth.

Three days later, I was out of the hospital.

Back in 207, I looked at my sloppy beard in the mirror, and couldn't help laughing, I think I was giggling, because I couldn't figure out whether I was going to stay here and wait for Wu Shuang to come back, and I had to continue to go out to find Wu Shuanghao.

In the next few days, I thought about a lot of things and finally made a decision, I quit my job and didn't work in the shroud shop, I want to go back to my hometown to see my parents, I miss them very much in the past few months, just when I was packing my luggage, I found a few more lines in my diary, I found that it was Wu Shuang left behind and she said:

Xiaoxian, please forgive me for not saying goodbye,

I've had a lot of fun and a lot of fun to spend with you, thank you.

But I want to say that I'm not what you think I am, and we're not the same kind of people.

You take care of yourself.

We're going to leave it at that......

I read these lines with moist eyes, curled the corners of my mouth and closed the diary with a smile. I don't know why, these lines of words collided back and forth in my head, until my mind went blank, and then a few words slowly appeared: 'I want to find you, no matter who you are, no matter where you go, I must get you back!'" ’……

Before leaving, Waist and Zhuge also decided to go home to have a look, because for a few of us during this time, we have walked a lot along the coffin, and the most worried person must be the person closest to us.