Deep rain is soaking in the bathtub at the moment.

She felt as if her body had been emptied, and her soul seemed to be gone.

What is the meaning of my existence in this world? Who am I supposed to live for? Am I really a "sinner" to the world who is not accepted by anyone?

Suddenly, she opened her eyes.

"Is that him?"

"The black shadow I can't draw, is it the man who gave birth to this world? Is it the man, the man who commits the sins of human taboos? ”

What kind of mentality did that man give birth to? What do you think of yourself?

He was the source of all the pain he had brought to him, but without that man, she wouldn't exist in this world. This is a paradox, so to hate him and deny him is to deny his own existence.

When Li Yin chose to sacrifice three blood letters to save Yingziye, Shenyu's long-term persistence collapsed.

Is there really anyone in this world who can love someone to this extent?

Min hated her, and everyone in the world discriminated against, hated, or ridiculed her as a heretic. Even if there are people who sympathize with her, they are just standing on the moral high ground and gaining self-satisfaction.

Murong Mirage is the only one who truly identifies with her, appreciates her, and treats her as a normal person.

It's just that person...... Deep rain, suddenly very hopeful, can meet her biological father. Does he need himself? Do you love yourself? Do you regret letting her be born in this world?

But the man is dead.

She remembered that his name was Pu Lingling. That's what Min told her.

However, even if he is dead, at least, he wants to know how that man sees himself. From Min's words before her death, she could roughly judge one thing.

Her father wanted her to be born. Even, I am very happy that she was born.

He did not hate himself, but looked forward to the man he was born with. In other words, he may be the one in this world who has truly loved himself.

She wanted to know about her father's past. Everything she wanted to know about him. If that man is really the only one who has ever loved him, the only one who has expected her birth, then ...... After Ah Xin served her and put on her clothes, she got into a wheelchair and came to the mirror.

In fact, if her legs continue to be treated, there is still hope that she will be able to stand up. Murong Mirage also helped her check a few times, and said that she still had hope of walking again after receiving regular treatment, but the money spent was naturally not a small amount.

However, Deep Rain didn't care if she could get back on her feet.

She looked at herself in the mirror and seemed to understand something.

Li Yin ...... That man, is he really in love with Yingzi Ye so much? If you love someone, love to the point where you can forget everything, can you really make such a big sacrifice? So, would anyone else give me such love? ”

Deep rain, I hope to get an answer to this question.

"Love or hate are just two sides of the mirror."

This is a line from a novel that she likes very much, "The Bullet Flies". The author described the love and hatred between people in the war-torn era.

The author of that book is Li Yin. Even when he was living in this apartment, he didn't stop writing. Later, writing was no longer a means of making a living, but a place for Li Yin to seek spiritual sustenance in his apartment. That's why he even brought his laptop with him when he went to Youshui Village, and updated a few chapters when he had time.

Li Yin, a man, made Shenyu start to think about it and seriously seek his own survival value. As long as there is really someone who has loved her, she is willing to live for that person.

It doesn't matter if that person is dead.

The sky had completely darkened.

At this time, the doorbell rang. The maid Ah Xin went to open the door, and it was Murong Mirage who came in. He came to the living room casually, and Ah Xin pushed the wheelchair that Shen Yu was sitting in came out.

"New blood letter instructions have been released." Murong Mirage said straight to the point: "This time, the whereabouts of the fourth Hell Contract Fragment have been released, and the location is in the No. 6 Forest Area of Feiyun District. ”

"That's right." Shen Yu said lightly: "What else? ”

"Bian Xingchen, I received a blood word instruction. According to your agreement with him, you are going to draw the blood letter this time. How? Do you want to save him, or kill him? ”

"It's the same whether you kill him or not, Li Yin already knows my identity. Next, try not to come to see me if you're fine. ”

Shen Yu's tone seemed very flat, and there was no emotional fluctuation at all.

"You ......" Murong Mirage showed a hint of a sinister smile: "Are you going to kill Li Yin?" Still is...... Keep watching him? ”

"Don't mention Li Yin's matter. I now have new plans. I want to meet my aunt. The younger sister of the man who gave birth to me. I wanted to see her, she should know something, about my father. I want to know, what does that man think of me? Why was I born, and why did I exist...... I wish I could know. Maybe then I can find the meaning of my life. ”

"Oh?" Murong Mirage suddenly walked over, put his face close to Shen Yu, and said, "That's how you think about it?" ”

"I want to seek the meaning of my existence. In any case, I hope to find that meaning. "That's what Deep Rain wants.

"Your aunt, do you know where she is?"

"Well, I know. Moreover, Li Yin has already been in contact with her. I hope you can bring her to me. ”

When Murong Mir heard her say that, his face moved closer to Shen Yu's face a little closer, and said, "Are you sure?" You should know that since Li Yin has already been in contact with her, then if you do that, it is very likely that you will be exposed. ”

"Exposed...... It doesn't matter anymore. I, hoping to find my worth. ”

"What do you mean?" Murong Mir immediately asked, "Could it be that you don't want to continue this experiment?" ”

"Pretty much. This experiment doesn't matter to me anymore. Li Yin's decision has proved that my experiment has failed. In fact, Ke Yinyu had already given me a very big blow at that time, but Li Yin had hit me even harder. And he's getting closer to me now. I don't want to have anything to do with that apartment anymore. Of course, Bian Xingchen's paintings, I will still ......"

Suddenly, Murong Mirage's hand immediately stretched out and choked Shen Yu's neck!

"You're ...... Actually said to stop? Stop this fun experiment? How dare you do that? ”

Murong Mirage's face continued to distort, and his eyes were full of terrifying anger: "Such an interesting experiment, it can let us see the beautiful side of people's true evil!" Thinking of the scene when Xia Xiaomei had to kill her beloved in order to survive, I feel extremely cool just thinking about it! It's even cooler than dissecting the corpses of countless women......"

Then, he grabbed Shenyu fiercely, smashed it towards the floor, then rode on top of her, tore the clothes off her chest, pointed his right index finger on her chest, and said, "You, do you want me to dissect you?" Well, it's a beautiful body, it's so beautiful, is this the body of a demon child born of a forbidden sin committed by humans? What a beautiful body......"

"You...... Murong Mirage, what are you going to do! Shen Yu suddenly became frightened, she couldn't walk on her legs, if Murong Mirage wanted to kill her, she couldn't resist at all!

"Ah Xin, Ah Xin, help! Help me! ”

The maid Ah Xin slowly came to the living room, but she looked at the two of them calmly and said, "Master, are you going to her?" ”

"Ah Xin, you came just in time, hold her hand for me!"

The clothes on his chest were completely torn apart, and the proud twin peaks that were about to come out of the deep rain were suddenly revealed. And Murong Mirage's face was full of excitement, and his lower body immediately reacted.

Ah Xin walked over and pressed Shen Yu's hands according to Murong Mirage's instructions.

"You say you want to find your own meaning in existence?" Murong Mirage's head bowed and he said, "You, the son of the demon, are here to let human beings reveal their true beauty!" You just have to remember that you are the most beautiful, and that's enough! You are the most beautiful in our world! How can you stop this experiment? The reason why I don't kill anyone is to see them kill each other because of you! ”

"Ah Xin...... What is your relationship with you? Shen Yu suddenly remembered that Ah Xin was introduced by Murong Mirage.

Could it be, like this person, all perverts? She just called Murong Mirage "master"?

Murong Mirage didn't answer her directly, but said, "You are not allowed to stop, and you must not stop!" Do you understand? You can only live to make humanity sinful, you can only live to show your beauty! Are you going to give up on such a beautiful experiment just because of Li Yin alone? Do you think that's all there is to our determination? Remember, don't give up! Otherwise I'm going to dissect your body with my own hands! ”

"Ahhh Ah Xin said: "Why don't you dissect her?" It's also very interesting to dissect a living person, and I'd love to see how you dissect a living person......"

Lose your marbles...... Deep rain feels very trembling, these two people are perverts!

"Ah, what a beautiful body! I can't help it, I can't help but want to dissect you! Murong Mirage's expression made Shen Yu feel extremely terrifying. Is she really going to die here?

"I, I know!" Deep rain had to give in to this pervert: "I will continue!" Keep up this experiment! Do as you say! Please, please don't kill me! ”

"Huh? Really, don't you lie to me? Murong Mir continued to sneer and said, "Ah Xin will always monitor you, if you dare to stop, then ...... I'll dissect you alive! Well, the first cut, it's from here......"

The maid on the side, Ah Xin, pursed her lips and smiled at this moment, lowered her head, stared at Shen Yu with her eyes, and said, "Did you hear the master's words?" If you dare to act against the will of your master, then you will be dissected. Well, I really want to see what your beautiful body looks like when it's dismembered, it must be beautiful, yes, it must be so. ”

"Okay, Ah Xin, let her go." Murong Mirage let go of his hand and said, "Deep rain, remember what you said." This is my agreement with you. I'm really sorry for scaring you, right? It's okay, come on, get dressed. That's good......"

"You, did you let Ah Xin spy on me from the beginning?" Shen Yu covered his chest with his hands and said to Murong Mirage, "What did you treat me as something from the beginning?" ”

"Huh? Of course, it's a work of art, or a collectible. ”

"You...... Haven't you loved me? Deep rain suddenly burst into tears: "Haven't you ever treated me as a 'human'?" ”

"People?" Murong Mirage looked at Shen Yu as if he had heard something fantastical, and said, "Hehe, it's almost, right?" For me, people are only works of art and defects. When I first saw your picture and knew your blood, I was hooked on you, ah, I really wanted to violate your body, you know? I've wanted to do it with you more than once, thinking that I can a woman with such a beautiful body that I gave birth to [***], and I'm so happy! Even Ah Xin can't make me so satisfied! ”

Ah Xin is a woman that Murong Mirage met at a perverted forum before, and is a person with extremely severe masochistic symptoms, who was assigned by Murong Mirage to spy on Shen Yu.

"You...... Murong Mirage, you ...... You pervert! ”

Suddenly, Ah Xin ran up and grabbed her by the hair, pinned her to the floor, and roared angrily: "You dare to insult the master? You slut! Look at my ......"

"Don't do that." Murong Mirage said, "Let go, Ah Xin." Deep rain, I've been longing for your body until now. But now is not the time, I want you to fall further, get more blood, unleash greater evil, and then you will be more beautiful. At that time, when I violate you, I will have the most wonderful pleasure! Before that, I had to replace Ah Xin. She is my most faithful servant, and she will watch over your every word and action. By the way, let's draw a good picture of Bian Xingchen, and then continue to use him...... Remember, we are the most beautiful! Wait for me, ah, I really want to touch you now......"

This perverted and obscene words made Shen Yu really feel the horror of Murong Mirage!

"You're mine...... Remember, deep rain, you, are mine! You are the most beautiful...... A work of art! ”

Deep rain finally understood at this time.

Murong Mirage didn't love her at all. For he also sees himself as filth and evil, and she as a child of demons.

He didn't see her as a human being either. He just looks at himself with an aesthetic that is completely upside down from normal people.

Shen Yu's body continued to tremble, and she secretly swore in her heart that she must kill this man!

Gotta kill him!

At this time, Bian Xingchen received a call.

He was discussing with Huang Fu and the others, and the "unknown call" on it immediately let him know who the caller was.

"Hey," he answered, stepped aside, and whispered, "You'......"

"Draw it and I'll give it to you. But when the blood is indicated, you just have to bring your mobile phone, and I will send you an MMS message. Remember, there will be places where you will need to be used in the future. ”

Then, the phone was hung up.

(To be continued)