The wind of Toulon has a kind of roughness, there is no willow shore breeze and waning moon, there is no cold willow wind, but the atmosphere is more related to people's mentality, just like now, Zhao Zhu and Xinyu are sitting on the wild grass, Xinyu is holding the cheeks, listening quietly, Zhao Zhu is gently telling the story, the years are quiet, it is better.

After Zhao Zhu finished speaking, he looked at Xinyu, Xinyu's lips curled slightly, and asked, "So, you don't remember the days you were with her at all?" ”

"Yes, my memory, erased." Zhao Zhu said.

"So, do you still love her?" Xinyu asked again.

"Love."

This answer, Zhao Zhu almost doesn't need to think about it, who is it, in the face of such a girl, don't like it, don't love, it's simply impossible, there is no second Yuxin in this world, and there is no second such a stupid girl.

Zhao Zhu has been in the circle, struggling, in that circle, few people can maintain human nature, even Zhao Zhu himself has not been able to avoid vulgarity, but that girl, while carrying out the task world, while talking with herself in the school about the immature love of middle school students, and for herself, did not enter the door, chose a person to face those old immortals, and finally the soul was divided and suppressed, forgetting herself, but still remembering to protect herself, even if she had deliberately discarded her, But she will continue to tolerate herself, will continue to protect herself, and will continue to work for herself...... Selfless.

Either on the initiative or forced, Zhao Zhu has done too many things to be sorry for that girl, she has silently endured too much, even if she finally knows who she is, she just begs Zhao Zhu to hurry up and take one last look at her. And the man he loved, the man he didn't hesitate to protect with his bones, didn't know who she was at all, Zhao Zhu at that time, in his eyes, there was only confusion and incomprehension.

I don't know. At that moment, when she saw the gaze in her eyes, would she be heartbroken, would she feel worthless for herself?

Thinking of this, tears began to flow from Zhao Zhu's eyes, and the man didn't flick when he had tears, but it was not time to be sad.

Today's Zhao Dashao will not shed a single tear even if he is subjected to terrible torture of his soul and body, but deep in his heart. He still retains that softness, and when that softness is touched, everything is not so important.

That girl will always stay in her heart, and she will always owe her.

"You don't remember the time when you were in love with her at the beginning, but you still said you loved her. Is your love just a kind of compensation and reward? ”

Xinyu asked curiously. doesn't seem to care at all, the heroine in Zhao Zhu's previous story is herself, she seems very indifferent and calm, as if she is really just discussing a story with Zhao Zhu.

Hear this question. Zhao Zhu smiled, laughing so hard that tears kept dripping down.

"The boundaries between life and death, the cycle of forgetting and acquaintance, and the transformation of the virtual and the real have all been experienced. At this time, if there is no need to discuss and explore whether this simple and immature love is compensation or pure affection. ”

"If, I say if, if I wasn't the real her, there are many of her in your story." Xinyu's eyelashes are half-squinted, like a curious little girl after listening to the story.

"You're her, I'm sure." Zhao Zhu said.

"Why?"

"Even if you don't remember anything, it's okay, I'll keep you with me."

"This, what's the point, I don't know you at all, I don't remember you, you left me by your side, and what you left behind is not the girl named Yuxin in your memory, I am Xinyu, not Yuxin."

"At the beginning, I also forgot her, but now, I am still in love with her, even if you don't remember me, I believe that you will fall in love with me again in the future."

"Wang Lang, no, Zhao Zhu, are you a little too confident, what do you mean that I will definitely fall in love with you again in the future?"

"I believe that in the dark, there will be a line, always existing, connecting two people, no matter life, old age and death, no matter separation and reunion, it will bind two people together, there is a feeling that never lies, it is the feeling when I see you."

"I can't stay with you now, I'm a person sent by the North Courtyard, and I have my mission." Xinyu pouted, "What can I do about this?" ”

Zhao Zhu turned around and looked into Xinyu's eyes.

"I don't care, this time, I definitely won't let you leave me again, I want you to accompany me, I want to accompany you, even if we forget the first beauty, we can re-cultivate the relationship."

"You still have your army, you still have your ambitions, how much of your mind can be put on a woman who has no impression or feeling for you at all?"

"I don't want the army, I can abandon the status, I can let go of all this I have won for more than a year, as long as you are by my side, even if we live in seclusion, we go to the earth, we can even go to the heavenly realm, we find a quiet place and stay together."

"What about your brothers, in your story, you have a good relationship with your brothers, you lost it all, what are you going to do with your brothers who are waiting for you to save?"

Hearing this, Zhao Zhu shook his head, "If they stand here now, they will only agree to me doing so." ”

"This ...... It's so selfish. ”

"Yes, it's selfishness, I've lost a lot of beautiful and precious things, I'm chasing them, they can't be measured by quantity, when I finally met one, I thought, I should not hesitate to cherish it first, as for the rest, I won't give up, even if I live in seclusion with you, I can continue to cultivate, I believe, I won't give up my efforts."

"This, too, makes sense, then, what about your wife? In your story, you are married, you have a wife who loves you deeply, and she is also the woman you love deeply, don't you go to her, but here you are talking to me about love, which seems to be a little out of line with the main theme of your story.

Or do you think about it, and you and I are here with me, so you simply forget about her. Or, continue to look for her, and after finding her, you can have three wives and four concubines? ”

Zhao Zhu's expression suddenly sank.

Qin Tiantian.

He took a deep breath and spit out heavily.

Yu Qin Tiantian. Zhao Zhu didn't know how to explain it, and he didn't know how to explain it, because it couldn't be said at all, and he couldn't say it.

"What, speechless?" Xinyu didn't relent, "You have held a wedding, witnessed it in front of relatives, friends and elders, and made a vow to each other, what about you now." What are you doing? ”

Zhao Zhu squatted down and looked at the yellow grass on the ground.

"Is this your love? That's what you're promised? Is this your obsession? ”

Xinyu also stood up, stood behind Zhao Zhu and asked one after another, "You can give up your brother for the sake of a woman, give up your own hard work for more than a year, and give up the wife you are marrying;

Zhao Zhu, can you stop deceiving yourself?

Stop disguising and deceiving yourself as if you were a seed of infatuation. It's like he's doing something great to make up for what he owes in his heart, as if he's so tall and perfect. Good no good?

Such a man, even if your story is true, I will not like you now, let alone love you. ”

Zhao Zhu's eyes. began to be filled with a blood-red light, and the phantom of a ghost-faced Buddha appeared behind Zhao Zhu, and the Sanskrit sound sounded, as if it was to eliminate the demons and anger for Zhao Zhu, but this anger could not be resolved at all. The surrounding grass slowly withered at this time.

In front of the woman he loves, in front of the woman he can't forget, he was questioned like this, he was counted like this, like his own heart, he was dug out and put in the spotlight and was clearly seen by everyone.

Self, right or wrong, self, what are you doing?

What kind of person am I?

Zhao Zhu fell into a deep confusion and self-questioning, if it was someone else, he would not be able to have this kind of influence on Zhao Zhu at all, but this was the woman he loved, what she said, Zhao Zhu could not avoid it, and there was no place to avoid it.

Everything doesn't seem to be what Zhao Zhu originally thought.

With both hands, clutching the dirt, Zhao Zhu's face began to show a crazy color.

"Amitabha, emptiness is color, color is emptiness......"

The Ghost Face Buddha continued to chant, and the anger on Zhao Zhu's body finally began to loosen, and in the end, it was all transferred to the Ghost Face Buddha, and the image of the Ghost Face Buddha underwent some slight changes, and in its palm, it seemed that a very small rune appeared.

"Whew...... Call...... Whew......"

Zhao Zhu was sweating profusely, his spirit finally returned to clarity, and he was soaked, and the fierce battle with insects for several days and nights before did not make him feel so physically and mentally exhausted.

It's literal, suffocating him.

Standing up from the ground, Zhao Zhu's face showed a touch of loneliness.

"I don't know how to explain it now, I don't know how to say it, I'm very confused now, today, let's do it first, you are here, pay attention to safety."

After speaking, Zhao Zhu began to walk towards the base, like a ...... Deserter.

"Zhao Zhu!"

Zhao Zhu stopped and stood there.

Immediately afterwards, Zhao Zhu felt that a person hugged him from behind, warming his weak body, and his heart suddenly cramped again.

"You are confused,

You are miserable,

I know

Actually, you have another choice,

That is, with me, together, we will get your brother and your wife back, between us, there is no commitment, no vows, no marriage, they are not worthy of our feelings. ”

Hearing these words, Zhao Zhu's body trembled, slowly turned around, and looked at Xinyu, who was calm and indifferent before, and had already cried into a tearful person at this time.

"Who reads the west wind and is cool alone?

Xiao Xiao yellow leaves closed window,

Contemplating the past and setting up the remnant sun. ”

This is Zhao Zhu's notebook to Chen Yuxin, at this time, Xinyu read it out word by word, tears fell on Zhao Zhu's chest, extremely warm, as if Zhao Zhu's heart also melted.

"I was surprised by the wine, and I slept heavily, and the gambling books were consumed with the fragrance of tea." Xinyu continued to read, raised her head slightly, and looked at Zhao Zhu, her tears were salty, but her smile was so warm and bright.

"At that time, it was just ordinary."

The last sentence was read out by the two of them together, and immediately, Zhao Zhu picked up the girl in his arms almost like crazy, cheering and spinning on the vast yellow barren grass.

At that time, it was just ordinary! (To be continued.) )