Chapter 139: Ideals
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Compared with Shu Rou's delicate mind, Chenchen never thought that Liu Fei would have those shortcomings, in her mind, Liu Fei was right no matter what she did, even Chenchen, who likes to drink tea, would change his drinking water because of Liu Fei, and felt a sweetness and an aftertaste from the colorless and tasteless water.
There was a long silence in the room.
Li Meng looked at the piece of paper in his hand blankly, his face showed a trace of confusion, and finally, his eyes fell on Liu Fei's face.
"Are we wrong?" Li Meng looked at Liu Fei, he was used to finding answers from Liu Fei, just like he would ask Liu Fei for help when he encountered difficulties since he was a child.
"Maybe." Liu Fei looked blankly at the billowing smoke rising outside the window.
"Yes...... Maybe ......" Li Meng showed a look of disappointment on his face, at this time, he very much hoped that Hu Niu was by his side, and Hu Niu would definitely be able to give him advice, but unfortunately, Hu Niu said that if he didn't do something earth-shattering, Hu Niu would not see him.
"I have a suggestion." Su Zijing plucked up the courage to stand up.
Suddenly he was overjoyed, he needed advice from others so much now.
"We can't find food for 100,000 people, but we can fill them with hope, not let them kill each other and face the constant fear of death." Su Zijing glanced at Liu Fei and said softly.
"Hope...... However, in the end, those who are old, weak, sick and disabled will still die. Li Meng felt very entangled.
"I'm just talking." Su Zijing said weakly.
"Brother Fei, Amethyst is right." Chenchen took Liu Fei's hand and pulled it gently.
"You think so, too?" Liu Fei turned his eyes to look at Chenchen.
"Yes." Chenchen nodded.
"Li Meng, act ahead." Liu Fei glanced at Chenchen.
"Grandma's, working with a girl is indecisive, my mother-in-law will probably agree with you, okay, okay, let's act in advance, our plan is, don't leak our plan to the refugee camp for the time being, I will select a group of skilled people from the Zhenyuan Universe Martial Arts Hall, and go deep into Drow City to find food, this is a map of some supermarkets I drawn, we will start searching from the nearest place......"
"Soothing ......"
Just as Liu Fei was explaining the details of the plan in detail, Su Zijing suddenly stood up and looked at the silent holographic screen in the conference room with an exclamation of surprise.
"Hey, people are scared to death...... What does she do? ”
Li Meng scolded Su Zijing, and his eyes also fell on the holographic screen, and there was a thin back on the entire holographic screen, which looked empty.
It's a soft back.
Shu Rou had already crossed the refugee camp in the slums, less than fifty meters away from the second line of defense, and there were already more alien corpses at this distance, Shu Rou was stumbling and walking in the corpse, and the weak and petite back looked extremely weak, as if she would fall down at any time.
Did she want to kill herself?!
Anyone could see that Shu Rou was gradually approaching the line of death.
Suddenly, everyone understood Shu Rou's complicated eyes just now, which were desperate eyes, and those that were death-seeking eyes......
"Brother Fei, save her!" Chenchen looked at Liu Fei.
"Grandma's, let this stinky girl die if she wants to, otherwise, she will be killed one day...... Ah......h
Liu Fei's target was the woods not far away, and now the distance was too far, and he had to use the speed of the mecha to catch up with Shu Rou.
Liu Fei entered the cockpit of gg-03 in the woods and began to run wildly, destroying countless trees all the way, at this time, Shu Rou was already close to the second line of defense, she seemed to notice the rumbling sound of gg-03, and actually increased her speed and trotted all the way.
It's close!
Ten meters!
Eight meters!
Five meters!
……
An alien in the air hovering in an arc like a bat sensed Shu Rou's presence, the unfolded soft membrane constantly changing shapes, and the dark body emitted a palpitating light.
"Snort......" People seemed to hear a thrilling sound of breaking the air, and the alien drew a stunning black line behind him.
The alien attacked, and hundreds of thousands of spectators looked at the beautiful woman like a moth to a fire, and people didn't understand why this woman went out, but the teachers and students of the school recognized Shu Rou, and the students let out a frightened scream.
At this moment, a god-like mecha suddenly appeared on the holographic screen.
It's gg-03!
gg-03 was like a steel giant beast rushing directly towards the alien that showed a fixed form, and with a loud bang, gg-03's iron fist hit the alien, and the alien was thrown into the air like a pile of garbage and cracked, and the torn limbs drew countless black parabolas in the air.
Before the people could react from the wild attack, GG-03 suddenly lowered his body, and the huge mechanical arm made an extremely gentle movement on the ground, and in an instant, he turned around and ran away, and soon disappeared from the holographic lens, and the place where Shu Rou was standing had become empty, with only the remains of the alien corpse on the ground......
"What are you saving me for?" After watching Liu Fei jump down from the cockpit and put away the mecha, Shu Rou leaned against a tree with a languishing expression.
Liu Fei didn't speak, his face was silent.
"Am I stupid?" A sad smile appeared on Shu Rou's pale face, "I know, I am an idealist, a perfectionist, and what I insist on seems very stupid and stupid in the face of disaster, but I can't turn a blind eye, so I choose to be free......"
"Li Meng has already acted in advance." Liu Fei interrupted Shu Rou's words.
"It's useless, you're right, there are too many people from Zall Mecha University, if Commander Li Yanhong doesn't send troops, the government's rescue force will arrive here in at least a month, so many people, it is impossible to hold out until a month later, the only way is the survival of the fittest by the laws of nature, and only powerful people can survive......"
"Let's go." Liu Fei interrupted Shu Rou's words again, he didn't want to go deeper into this issue, for him, how many people died didn't matter much to him. As long as you don't die the people you care about.
"You go, I want to be quiet." Shu Rou's body leaning against the trunk of the tree slowly slipped down and sat down on the root.
Liu Fei didn't leave, just quietly looked at Shu Rou's haggard face, she hadn't had a good night's sleep for a few days, and her face showed a pale look of malnutrition.
"I'm not going to kill myself, and when I saw that alien lunging at me, I was terrified of death." Shu Rou saw Liu Fei staring at her face intently, and suddenly giggled, that smile was like a hundred flowers blooming in spring, and the entire forest became sunny.
"You only live once."
"Yes, you only have one life, and at that moment, I suddenly realized that I was very selfish......" Shu Rou put away her smile and sighed.
Liu Fei didn't speak, he preferred to listen.
"I hope you can sacrifice your lives to save those weak, but I am not willing to bow my arrogant head to beg Xiao Fengyun, what qualifications do I have to ask you?!" Shu Rou said with a wry smile.
Hearing Xiao Fengyun's name, Liu Fei frowned.
The two of them had their own thoughts, and after a long silence, Shu Rou suddenly stood up, as if she had made a certain decision.
"Liu Fei, send me to the campus."
"Huh?"
"I thought, I should do something instead of waiting for you to do it, in the refugee camp, I don't have any say, so I have to go back to my social circle." Shu Rou's eyes showed a confident glow.
Liu Fei didn't speak, bowed his head and was silent for a while.
"Are you afraid that I will find Xiao Fengyun?" Shu Rou suddenly smiled softly.
"......" Liu Fei felt that his face was hot.
"Liu Fei, I'm too self-righteous, there is a serious conflict between our values, I won't change for you, and you, I won't change for me, what you need is Chenchen's kind of woman who pays without asking for anything in return, not a woman like me who doesn't give up with nihilistic ideals, and, I ...... I'm already engaged......" Shu Rou was still smiling at the beginning, but when she said the back, she had a gloomy face.
Liu Fei didn't answer, walked along the edge of the woods towards the steel city wall, the distance from here to the steel city wall was about more than two hundred meters, the two walked quietly one after the other, without saying a word, because it was too close to the defense line, the refugees had a lesson from the collapse of the first line of defense, and they all evacuated here, and the quiet woods looked gloomy.
When he walked not far from the steel wall, Liu Fei stood up and looked back at Shu Rou.
"Do you have something to say?" Shu Rou Bingxue was smart and immediately saw the clues.
"What am I missing?"
"Does it matter?"
"Important."
"Well, answer me a few questions first."
"Say."
"What is your ideal?"
"Pilot the mech."
"You already have the mech, so what's next, what are you going to do with the mech?"
"Ah......h
"Well, I don't need to answer this question for a while, tell me, what do you most want to do?"
"What do you want to do most...... No, I just want to live. Liu Fei hesitated and replied.
"Yes, everyone wants to be alive, the point is, you are alive now, you have achieved your goal, what are you living for?"
"......" Liu Fei's eyes showed a blank look, the soldering iron head would never talk to him about these topics, and in fact, he never thought about these issues, everything he did seemed to be in order to live a good life, as for the purpose of living, it seemed that he had never considered it.
"You are not a killing machine, as long as you are a human being, you will have ideals, ideals come in various forms, marrying a wife and having children is also an ideal, and it is also an ideal to go down in history, and the ideal will change from time to time according to the different environments, for example, when you don't have a mecha, the ideal is a mecha, then, after you have a mecha, you want to have a more advanced mecha, and even a spaceship......
"I want to have a better mech." Liu Fei couldn't help but breathe a long sigh of relief, it turned out that he had ideals.
"That ......," Shu Rou suddenly felt wide, "this is not really an ideal. ”
"So what is?"
"This ...... I can't explain it, in fact, I'm also very confused, because my ideal is very empty, maybe, I can't complete it with all my life's strength, but I will try! ”
Liu Fei showed a look of disappointment on his face.
"Liu Fei, don't care too much about my thoughts, maybe I'm wrong, I have no desires, in fact, it is also an ideal, a belief, and a pursuit."
"Hmm."
Liu Fei summoned gg-03, he felt that his thinking was very chaotic, as long as he was with Shu Rou, he would always think about a lot of inexplicable questions, but there would be no such troubles around Chenchen, Chenchen was very quiet and quiet, which made him feel calm.
"Thank you." Seeing Liu Fei climb onto the mecha, Shu Rou's face showed a strong attachment like tenderness, but unfortunately, Liu Fei couldn't see it anymore.
"Pong"
"Pong"
The ground shook with a loud bang, like an earthquake, Shu Rou was stunned to watch Liu Fei driving a mecha to perform the aesthetics of violence, and gg-03's thick mechanical legs were like a giant wantonly destroying the sand castle that the child had built on the seaside.
gg-03 stepped on a flat road with a steel wall of more than ten meters.
……
When Liu Fei returned to the library, the meeting had ended, and Chen Chen stood quietly at the door waiting for him, with a pair of eyes like a deep and boundless starry sky, holding a glass of water in her hand.
Liu Fei drank it all, the water was very cold and refreshing, as if all the limbs and bones were soaked in that trace of coolness, and the inexplicable anxiety in his heart disappeared invisibly...... g