Chapter 18: The Struggle of the Self

And that arrogant guy, although he kept shouting to snatch his body, but Lin Yumo was not very jealous of him for some reason, and even-like like this, he had to make a noise to let the whole world know about evil, there was really no need to take precautions.

Even Lin Yumo has a hunch that this guy is acting too straightforwardly, although he acts wantonly, but as long as he finds out the principle of his actions, he can find that he still has his own set of principles, and the tuxedo boy is different, in Lin Yumo's perception, there is nothing in this guy's body that belongs to 'human nature' at all Heat', as cold as a program and a machine, anything seems to be sacrificed to accomplish his purpose, and this kind of existence makes Lin Yumo faintly feel a chill in his heart!

Thinking of this, Lin Yumo didn't want to continue listening to the conversation between these two people here, the purpose of his trip was to explore the truth at the end of this road, that's all!

Even if there is an unknown crisis at the end of this ladder looking at him--but these are no longer important to Lin Yumo at this moment, he just wants to use the fastest speed to get the information that can be used from the mouths of the two beings in front of him who are obviously closely related to him!

"What the hell are you? Where the hell is this? Where did the rational personality that I had splintered from through guò self-suggestion go? And that strange state I was in just now - can any of you explain it to me? “

As if surprised that Lin Yumo asked such an idiotic question, the young man in Chinese clothes couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and then laughed: "Haha, hahahaha!" I'm really impressed! I thought you were going to let this guy in front of you protect you for the rest of your life, and then you were kept in the dark until you were old, and you died in a daze! It's no problem to let Uncle Ben be merciful to you, but I've always been curious until now, and it stands to reason that the dead face next to you should have leaked these to you a long time ago, but why are you still showing such an interesting expression now? Only now do I realize that this is the case, that dead face has always done this for the sake of going with the flow! ”

With a provocative smile, the arrogant young man shifted his gaze from Lin Yumo to the tuxedo boy, and then turned around and pointed at the tuxedo boy at Lin Yumo, and said word by word.

"He's never revealed anything to you, no! It should be said that this guy has not really appeared in front of you all these years, so this kind of guy is a dangerous existence that cannot be relied on and trusted! ”

The arrogant young man looked at Lin Yumo with a contemplative look on his face, a smug smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then said.

"Since that hypocrite didn't sue you, then I'll sue you!"

The arrogant young man who said this glanced at the tuxedo boy slightly, and seemed a little surprised why this guy didn't stand up to stop himself from speaking, although the young man in Chinese clothes was surprised by this, but since he didn't say anything over there, he continued to speak: "This place is our sea of knowledge, and the reason why I say this is our sea of knowledge is because, you, me, and that dead face, the three of us are an inseparable part of this existence called 'Lin Yumo'!" ”

After a slight pause, the red pupils glanced at Lin Yumo, who seemed to be stunned, with some mocking and unclear eyes, and then said: "Since that moment a long time ago, you are no longer completely you, you are you, I am you, he is also you, we are the 'parts' that make up the 'whole', our spirit and will are intertwined, and without any piece we can't complete the complete structure of 'Lin Yumo'!" ”

"And my existence zài, by the outside world called 'instinctive me', instinctive self is the aggregate of all your yuwang and instincts, your existence zài is called 'embodied me', some people also call it 'self', your existence zài is the subject, is the foundation, is the basis of our existence, if I and he are vines on the tree, you are the trunk of the tree, we must be attached to the existence zài, but the three of us are not so simple subordination, and the dead face, is' Transcending the self, ignoring instincts, and acting and thinking are all aimed at achieving the so-called 'correct' and 'moral' perfection. ”

Speaking of this, a somewhat eerie smile appeared on the face of the young man in Chinese costumes, although it seemed to explain the facts, but it seemed to be gloating to Lin Yumo: "This kind of order to achieve' Perfection' and the birth of things is the real monster.,Things like yuwang and instinct even herbivorous rabbits will have.,Compared to me.,The guy who just blindly pursues the result.,So it's more dangerous to ignore everything.,I think you also have a experience.,Sometimes perfection is the biggest flaw! ”

Speaking of which, Lin Yumo, who represents the self, looked at the self with a rose pattern on his face, and then looked at the superego that had been silent, Lin Yumo, who was quite good at thinking, was in a flash of inspiration, remembering that when he studied suggestion and hypnosis before, he read Freud's structural theory, according to the speculation of his theory, the id, the ego and the superego are indeed the three major parts of the spirit.

The "id" (completely subconscious) represents yuwang, repressed by consciousness; The "ego" (mostly consciously) is responsible for dealing with real-world things; The "superego" (partially conscious) is the conscience or inner moral judgment.

However, it seems that Lin Yumo remembered that he had artificially split the absolute rational sub-personality, if according to this theory, his situation would be slightly different from the book, just when Lin Yumo fell into deeper doubts, this self spoke again: "Didn't you ask me what the so-called 'absolutely rational personality' is all about?" ”

I saw his fingers swipe in the air, and a plausible mirror appeared in front of Lin Yumo like this, and the scene that appeared in the mirror was the 'walking dead' thing that temporarily took over Lin Yumo's body movement after the ceremony held by Lin Yumo during the Seven Stars was completed!

"It's ...... What's going on......"

Seeing this, a trace of horror flashed in Lin Yumo's eyes, because he never knew that what he created was such a terrifying thing!

At this time, Ben pointed to the scene shown in the mirror and said: "That thing is nothing but a false shell of the will you created Zào, in fact, if you want me to say it, it is not even a shell, after all, it is just a false defect artificially created by you." If I want to evaluate it, that thing is a thinking program written by yourself in the subconscious that can run automatically, without a soul, without a will, it's just that you subconsciously separate yourself from the superego-infected consciousness through guò self-suggestion, and in the end you can only barely follow the superego's mode, according to the pre-stored plan to act unchanged, ha! You can build something like this! ”

"But thanks to that thing, if it wasn't for the creation of this thing, I'm afraid that after you awakened the superego at the age of seven, you wouldn't necessarily develop into something under the influence of the superego, and after unconsciously creating this thing, the superego no longer has the opportunity to directly latent on your main consciousness and have a direct connection with you, but there must be a cause and effect, if you can't get in touch with him at the beginning, you can't reach the point of separating the self-consciousness, and you don't do this, After that, it is even more impossible for you to throw anything you don't need to yuwang or something, and I won't grow stronger because of this, and this series of changes will eventually be met by fate, and the so-called defective product of absolute personality will be formed! ”

At this time, Lin Yumo knew that his so-called awakening was just because he temporarily awakened the superego, and then he accidentally stripped off the fragments of consciousness that were impregnated by the superego's will after awakening, and then threw his yuwang to the id, completely independent, and formed the so-called rational personality, but now it seems that this so-called rational personality is just a joke.

didn't give Lin Yumo more time to think, I saw Ben I take the initiative to approach him, hugged my shoulder, proudly raised my chin, and said arrogantly at Lin Yumo: "How is it, don't you think it's incredible?" That's right, no matter how hard you try, you can only create such a defective product, and it must be very bad and painful to be ruthlessly denied by others after trying your best like this! In that case, you might as well give me the opportunity, and I will help you realize all your wishes and ambitions. ”

Speaking of this, he seemed to remember his ambitions, and the expression of the young man in Chinese clothes began to become fanatical: "I will take the glory of Lin Yumo's name to the peak of mystery and transcendence!" I will let this body figure be awe-inspiring by the eyes of hundreds of millions of people, I will let the name Lin Yumo resound in endless time and space, and all you need to do is open this cage and let me out! Don't worry, even if I become everyone's leader, I won't be bad for you, you should know that you and I are really a whole of save, helping me is helping yourself, and what's wrong with relaxing and resting? What a wonderful thing it would be to live in comfort! Isn't that like the truest thoughts of a waste like you? ”