Chapter 91: Growth
Let me decide for myself? My intuition tells me that I must not get involved in this mess, otherwise there will be a steady stream of troubles in the future, many times, people who seem to be beautiful, but there will be too many things to worry about, far less than the current brothers who want to do whatever they want, carefree.
"Still." How could Pang Qinghe's cold water splash over, "If you accept it, as the second master said, it will indeed bring a lot of advantages." At least one point, before leaving, there will be great concerns about searching for people who want your life in Beiping City, and you don't have to shrink your head and tail anymore, you can be above board. Prominent status is a double-edged sword, and if there are disadvantages, it will naturally be advantageous. ”
The big head looked at me, "Mosquito, no matter what decision you make, we will support it." ”
The fat man was still immersed in loss, and when he heard this, he reluctantly smiled and nodded at me, as did the rest of the people. Speaking of which, I can only take a step at a time and then talk about it. Indeed, it is very annoying to be hunted by all kinds of people like farts and bugs. If you get a status, you can greatly cut off this kind of thing, but it is also an opportunity.
"Let's go back to Beiping City! Besides, He Lao Er has not been buried yet, and it is also a great disrespect to him to discuss these now. "I proposed.
This sentence seemed to hit Pang Qinghe's heart, sadness welled up on her cheeks, she stared at He Laoer's corpse and said, "The second master has no children and no daughters in this life, and with such an identity, he is still alone in the end, hey, life!" Mosquitoes, whether you want to accept those things he gave you or not. His funeral will still need to be presided over by you, and there will be a mix of people from all walks of life, and now, I can't think of anyone else who can do this except you. ”
"Hmm." I nodded in agreement, thinking to myself, just to preside over a funeral, nothing.
In the bump of the vehicle, the tired everyone, taking advantage of the night, sleepiness hit violently, no one spoke for a while, the cold silence spread in the car, and after a while, they all fell asleep. The old ghost had a hunting knife in his arms, and since there was nowhere to go, he decided to go back to Beiping City with us to witness the demise of the organization.
When I imagine what that moment will look like in my head, I will unconsciously get excited. Xiu'er fell asleep quietly in my arms, a little face after more than half a month of wind and sun, slightly rough, with a touch of the hand, only to find that most of it was dust. It's really embarrassing for her, a little girl is running around with me here and there, and many times she has been caught in a battle of life and death. Looking at Xiu'er, a small sapling seemed to have grown in the center of the underworld. I remembered what my grandfather once said: It's good to enjoy the shade under the big tree! Perhaps what he is referring to is the current situation, and I hope that I can recognize the facts as soon as possible, and do not try to use my own strength to arrogantly think that I can turn the tide and turn the situation upside down, and the power of one person is always limited. If you want to go higher and further, you must learn to decentralize and step on the shoulders of others, and use their help to go to the next level.
Perhaps, if you still have good thoughts in your heart, you will feel that it is very unfair to those people to do this, but you must know that this society, any society, is imperceptibly divided into three, six, nine and so on, no matter how the name of the country changes, how the nature is publicized. Its essence never changes. After all, a small number of so-called 'elites' will stand in a dominant position, and a large number of ordinary people will silently face the loess and work hard with their backs to the sky, and why can those elites become elites? It is because they have long realized this, and they are one step ahead of others and unscrupulously step on the shoulders of the people at the bottom and rush to the top.
So, don't feel guilty, God is fair, some people may be born destined to be a stepping stone-like character. If they don't make more use of it, their lives will become worthless.
At this moment, I felt that the invisible shackles seemed to be about to be stuck on my body, which made me understand that maybe I should have understood a long time ago, after having Xiu'er, I was actually not free to do whatever I wanted, there is only one life, and my death can indeed be a hundred, but thinking about how much grief it will bring to others later, this is the most painful.
Along the way, the big head sacrificed his original appearance, the fat man kept changing, and the monkey was even more bloody for us. Everyone except me is silently paying for this team and this big family, only me, who is still ignorant like a child, only knows how to blindly ask.
The sign of growth is not age, not body, but knowing that it is used for the feelings you want to keep, the people you want to keep, to work hard. Because you don't work hard, he will face ups and downs every day, and he will not have the capital to tell others: This is my family, get out!
Thinking about it this way, the opportunity of He Lao'er's death, I seem to have matured in an instant, is it really the providence of heaven in the dark? God took him away just to give me a chance to really protect our extended family?
I looked up at the stars through the hole, wondering if there was really a legendary immortal on it who was lighting a lamp for everyone and guiding the way. Looking at the faces that are sleeping lightly, Xiu'er, big head, fat man, smoker, taro, monkey, sunspot. In fact, I already have the answer in my heart.
Since the storm is coming, let's come more violently!
In the middle of the night, the whistling north wind blows with the speeding cars, announcing the end of the bleak autumn season and ushering in the cold and windy winter. It turns out that everyone started from the end of spring to the present, and in the blink of an eye, most of the half year will pass. Unfortunately, no one has time to remember the time that has passed. Because in the coming cold winter of heavy snowfall, countless bones will inevitably be buried deep in the ground.
Since the evening, the two cars have been galloping all the way without stopping, and when the sun is hazy the next morning, everyone can already see Beiping City and the five carefully camouflaged military vehicles waiting at the city gate for a long time. The old man sat in a car in the center, and when he met us, the car spun around and led everyone around to a place that looked like an abandoned and oversized factory. At this time, the sun is in full view.
We have all woken up since we entered Beiping City, and when we arrived at the place, we got out of the car one after another, and the old man's relieved smile was on his face, and the north wind that hit his body like a knife could not affect his body shaking with excitement. "Guys, it's a good job."
An endless sense of exhaustion permeated his body, and no one had the strength to say a few polite words to him, and in just two words, the big head asked for a pen and paper, spread them on the hood of the car, and quickly wrote the names that he remembered in his hand. The old man saw He Lao Er lying inside through the open car door, and then looked at us all scarred and bloodstained. I also understand that everyone has paid too much this trip. The tone of voice was much kinder. But now everyone just wants to end the matter quickly and go back to rest. I didn't even have much strength to speak, so I had to laugh with him.
When the big man handed over the list, everyone said goodbye, and got back into the car, the old man promised that he would come to inform him on the day of the action, and left in a hurry. It is not difficult to guess in his mind, after enduring so many years, and now he finally has the opportunity to take revenge, if he says in his heart that he is not eager, it is false.