Su Hao was holding a small portable notebook in his hand, the first name on the first page was Lu Chuan, followed by the names and addresses of his girlfriend and his parents, who lived together.

At this moment, he had arrived at their door.

Su Hao took a deep breath, tried to put on the most gentle and sincere smile, and knocked on the door gently.

Soon, the door opened, and it was a girl who opened it, and Xiumin's face was exactly the same as in the photo. Although it is not beautiful, it is also beautiful, her face is pale, her brows are slightly furrowed like butterfly wings, and there is a little sadness hidden in it...... Maybe it was because of the death of her beloved boyfriend, she was originally a very aura girl, but at the moment she couldn't show a real smile on her face, only haggard and sad, like flowers and plants in drought.

He also found out that she was wearing black.

She saw Su Hao's sunny and kind smiling face, smiled reluctantly, and asked, "May I ask who you are?" ”

Su Hao bowed slightly, slightly nervous and stammered, and said, "I'm from Lu Chuan...... 's comrade-in-arms, my name is Su Hao, are you Xi Yu? ”

Su Hao said to his mouth, but temporarily changed his words, but the word company commander couldn't say it anyway, and he didn't dare to mention his name, because he preconceived that Lu Chuan's death had a lot to do with him, and he almost had his own responsibility, because he didn't take care of him, and it also made the girl in front of him sad, and when he saw him at this time, the guilt in his heart became more and more intense.

Xi Yu nodded, turned sideways, and stretched out his hand to signal to sit down, Su Hao was also a little nervous at this time, and sat down.

Her home is very simple and elegant, with a calligraphy and a landscape painting, the ground is dusty, the windows are bright and clean, although it is not as luxurious as a mansion and villa, but in this simple and clean style, you can find some comfortable and simple elegance, which actually calms Su Hao's uneasy mood.

"I'm here this time mainly to give this to you." After Su Hao finished speaking, he took out the photo, which was a group photo of Lu Chuan and Xi Yu.

Xi Yu was stunned for a moment, stretched out his hand and took it gently, looked at it for a while, saw things and thought about people, closed his eyes in pain, lowered his head but didn't want Su Hao to see it. Then put away the photos and put them away.

Su Hao looked at Xi Yu's expression, and did not cry as he expected, but there was a hint of pain and struggle, he had heard Ah Chuan show off his girlfriend before, although he was full of pride, but it was pride from the bottom of his heart, the two of them met each other, met, knew each other, fell in love, step by step, they were full of sweetness and warmth, if Ah Chuan did not have an accident, the two of them were bound to be good for a lifetime.

But the happiness of this life can only be fixed on this group photo, and there is no future.

God is always like this, there are lovers, and life and death are often separated.

Su Hao felt even more guilty, because he could see that Xi Yu was trying his best to hide his expression and didn't want to make Su Hao sad.

"Thank you." Xi Yu said, "Thank you Su Hao, this photo is the only photo I took with him, if you don't bring it, you won't even be able to keep the last bit of commemoration." ”

She didn't wait for Su Hao to answer, and immediately continued: "Although he didn't tell me before leaving, but now I know that my lover has sacrificed his life for the country, and he didn't tell me because he was afraid that I would be sad, but I am not a stingy woman." If you want to blame, blame this world, and blame others. ”

Then, with a little pride, he said: "Although my lover has become a martyr, he is also a big husband!" ”

Although Xi Yu's words were plain, they were full of kindness, not wanting Su Hao to blame himself too much, but telling him: I don't blame you, I can only blame this world. This moved Su Hao, but he was even more ashamed.

"Even though I say that, I still have my responsibility in this...... I'm sorry brother and sister! When Su Hao said this, he stood up and bowed to Xi Yu.

Xi Yu hurriedly stood up and helped Su Hao sit down, and said: "I am not a person who does not distinguish between right and wrong, there are some things that cannot be avoided by manpower at all, it can only be said that it is fate, it is not your fault." ”

After Fu Su Hao sat down, Xi Yu said, "Can you tell me about him in the army?" ”

Su Hao thought about it and nodded.

"Lu Chuan and I joined the same army in the same period, and we used to be in Linpu, and when we first got acquainted with each other, he begged me to teach him how to shoot targets. At that time, I was a little bit more talented, I hit 8 rings on the first target shot, he hit 4 rings, and my talent was slightly better than his. ”

"So I taught him all my tricks."

"Later, we started to train systematically to shoot targets, and he was the most competitive and hardworking, and I was the one who was the most hanging. Every day he trains to shoot targets, he is the first to go to the shooting range, and I arrived with the general flow, at the end of every day of training, he is the last to leave, I can try as early as possible. ”

"He has always been down-to-earth, step by step, thinking that only by practicing more can he achieve results, but I am a little slack, a little passable, and I feel that even if I don't work so hard, my results will not be too bad."

"It's almost the test, and the instructor set him a goal, which is 10 guns and 80 rings, and he also set a goal for me, which is 10 guns and 90 rings. Waiting, he worked harder and harder, and I just practiced a little more. ”

"Later, I tested it, and the results came out, and unexpectedly, he was 10 guns and 90 rings, and I was 10 guns and 80 rings...... The goals and test scores of the two of us seemed to be reversed, which was beyond everyone's expectations. ”

"Only I understand that this makes him deserve it, only hard work can produce results, this is his real strength, and my results are understandable, because I neglected to train, how can I be his opponent?"

"Before I joined the army, I didn't work very hard, I only wrote homework in elementary school, I only wrote homework in junior high school, I only wrote homework in high school, and I only wrote homework when I went to military school, but this journey was so smooth, so I slack."

"Heaven favors only those who struggle."

Although this truth is very simple, who can really understand it? Who understands it and is willing to actually put it into action? Lu Chuan really taught me a lesson with his actions and made me understand this truth. ”

"From this day on, I also began to work hard for a goal, and slowly, both of us got better and better."

"He is my brother and my nobleman."

Xi Yu listened to Su Hao say this, her hazy eyes gradually became brighter, although she often heard Ah Chuan talk about things in the army, but they were all interesting things in the army, but this was the first time she heard such a story of struggle, and she couldn't help but start to miss her man.

Then, she said: "To be the daughter-in-law of such a man, even if he is gone, I will never regret it." ”

Su Hao looked at the strong appearance of the girl in front of him, and finally felt a little more relaxed, and the guilt in his heart was much smaller.

He still has to go down, find the relatives of those brothers, and apologize one by one.

ps: I barely wrote it out, although I didn't feel it particularly well, but I still tried my best, so it dragged on for a day...... Everyone thinks it's not good-looking, let's take a look,