I can't hear the meaning of his words, but although I know it, I still have to pretend to ask for advice on the surface, "Uncle Yan, I don't know if there is anything you have right now that our juniors can do." I have never forgotten your kindness before, and I have always been worried that I can't repay it. ”

Yan Wenhua seemed to be in a good mood when he heard this, and the thick beard on his lips trembled, stirring everyone's nerves one at a time. I only heard him smile and say, "Little brother Zhang Wen, I am still very accurate in my opinion, you must be a person who does great things in the future." I really don't have anything I can think of right now that I need your help, but if you guys can get out of the muddy quagmire that is coming, we might have a business to do. ”

I nodded, "Then I don't know if you forgot to say the part just now, do you remember it?" ”

"Oh! That, you look at my brain, people are old and useless, I just remembered it. The first wave of people who kidnapped Pang Qinghe were indeed just to know the location of that small barbarian country, for the elixir of longevity. But the second wave of centaurs, not just with that purpose, they want to kill two birds with one stone. No matter what the breakthrough is, it is an important achievement. ”

I didn't understand, so I shook my head again and again, "Uncle Yan, can you make it clear?" ”

Yan Wenhua first glanced back at the more than twenty bodyguards, then swept his gaze over us one by one, and then re-spoke after a while, "What I'm going to say next may be exposed to the world after a while, but before that, no one can know that it came out of my mouth, understand?" ”

I hurriedly nodded, I couldn't imagine that with his current status, he would have to tremble so much even to say a word. However, when I heard what he said next, I instantly felt the same way.

"Don't you think it's strange, Pang Sanniang made such a big movement at the feet of the Son of Heaven with great fanfare, and why was it not blocked? Even the second wave of people simply put her under house arrest. Why haven't you done anything radical for the time being? It's all because of Pang Sanniang's dual identity that has been operating for so many years! On the surface, she's part of our circle, but on the other hand, she's ......"

In the end, I didn't even know how I left the teahouse, how I returned to the courtyard, and little by little the truth came out of Yan Wenhua's mouth, after knowing Pang Sanniang's true identity. I have to admit it. I did have the idea of not mixing and hiding away, and it was also because I was afraid. Because I know that once I take this step, there really is no going back.

They probably had the same thoughts as me, so they all kept silent, and the eight of us sat in the courtyard for hours, looking at each other. Until the most carefree sunspot said, "To do it or not to do it, you have to decide after all." ”

I'm not sure who he was saying this to. But I reflexively lowered my head to avoid his gaze, just like when the teacher asks a question in class and asks someone to get up and answer.

In fact, no one likes to lie and like to be kept in the valley. When encountering problems, they are accustomed to getting to the bottom of the problem, and they have to ask for clarification. And most of the time, the final answer is ugly and unpopular. People think that's what they want, but when they really know the truth, they will regret why they have to break the casserole and ask to the end.

The ancients had clouds. It's hard to get confused! Often what allows us to sleep peacefully every night is deliberate deception, those who do not know are not guilty, because they do not know, they can live stupidly.

The big heads followed Kuroko's words and looked at me in unison, and although I lowered my head, I could still feel their gaze. Xiu'er's hand reached out, as if to cheer me up.

The arrow is ready to be sent, but I really don't have an answer: "You all already know the facts, this matter, to be honest, I can't decide whether to do it or not, and it's not something I can decide at all." I can't control everyone's lives. So, okay with a vote? ”

Making a life-or-death choice is unexpectedly difficult. We instinctively wanted to escape, but as soon as our minds touched Pang Qinghe's impression slightly, we hesitated and didn't know what to do.

In the end, the smoker, Xiu'er, taro, and sunspot raised their hands one by one to show their participation, and only four people were still hesitating, just at such a solemn moment, the fat man suddenly asked solemnly, "There is a question, no one has directly raised it, that is, where do we have to go to return to the ordinary, because in just over half a year, a lot of things have happened to everyone, injuries, even death, fighting with people, fighting with beasts, fighting with ghosts, how many times have almost lost their lives." So I wondered, what the hell is going to be, have you ever wondered where the end is? ”

The fat man's serious expression appeared on his face that he had never had, and I think that he was not afraid, and he was never afraid, and many times I even felt that he had a twisted urge to actively seek death. But this question is very real, after all, it is an existential moment at this moment, and if there is no goal, just to enjoy the excitement of life, it is indeed too stupid.

Kuroko nodded, "My direction hasn't changed." ”

"I hope to find the Golden Nation and solve mysteries that have lasted for thousands of years." ”

The smoker took a long puff of smoke rings, "The architecture of the ancients is quite attractive to me. ”

Taro "excellent medical skills." ”

The monkey "is around you." ”

The fat man sighed, "I like treasures, I like money, but not to the point of dying for them, but it doesn't matter, since you all have goals, it's enough to let me know that everything I do is not impulsive or stupid." As he spoke, he raised his hand to show his participation.

In the end, only me and Xiu'er were left, and Xiu'er looked at me, "I just want to be with the mosquitoes." ”

I looked at them, and for a while the faces in front of me seemed to be in a trance, and I couldn't tell who was who, everyone had a goal, but what about me? Is there really one? What the hell am I running around for? Indeed, at the beginning, it was because of the fun, thrilling life that stimulates the rapid flow of blood and makes people feel energized. But then, what did I do? To be honest, I don't know the answer. The chaotic feeling is like seeing them happy and being happy, but never thinking about what they really want. (To be continued......)