Chapter 156: The longing of the heart and the secret of the heart

Xu Guilun replied in detail: "After you made your request 5 days ago, I have already placed an order with the Holder J0 Star Airlines Company, the best company in the Galactic Federation, which specializes in the production of armed expedition spaceships for professional explorers.

Because the time you requested at that time was urgent, and the customized armed expedition spacecraft would take at least 1 year to be delivered...""Then what you ordered must be the standard, how long will it take to be ready?" Gong Yaming interrupted Xu Guilun's words and asked.

"It will be delivered in another week," Xu Guilun replied, "In addition to the standard spacecraft, I have also customized a customized small armed expedition ship of the highest specification for you, and you can change it by this time next year." "You're really thoughtful," Gong Yaming said with satisfaction, "a week later, on January 3rd of the New Year."

In this way, I still have time to soar through the universe before CC and her parents go to the subcontinent. "You're coming to Yabo on January 3rd?" Xu Guilun asked suspiciously.

"yes, there's one thing I'm anxious to verify, so I don't plan to stay in Shanteng for too long." Gong Yaming looked up at the sky and replied.

Hearing Gong Yaming say this, of course Xu Guilun would not ask him what he was eager to verify, but said directly: "Then good boss, I will be ready to welcome you on January 3rd."

"Okay Guilun, we'll see you on January 3rd, you can rest." Gong Yaming felt relieved after hanging up the telegram, and then looking up at the unpredictable cosmic wonders in the starry sky, he suddenly felt an impulse spread from the bottom of his heart.

Feeling the deep longing in his heart, the corners of Gong Yaming's mouth gradually appeared and he muttered with a smile: "It's also forgivable to go out of line once in a while, I'm only 24 years old after all." Then he walked briskly to the dark corners of the Shanteng neighborhood.

A moment later, a lifelike giant bird rose from the top floor of a night-empty mansion in Shanteng, and rushed vertically into the dusty night sky.

After the stand-in ability was upgraded to D-level, Gong Yaming evolved the stand-in into a giant bird for the first time, but in a few seconds, he felt that compared with the E+ level of the stand-in ability, the giant bird had substantially improved both speed and dexterity.

As a result, an even more frantic desire arose in Gong Yaming's heart, tempting him to break free from the shackles of the planet, ride the giant bird, and soar freely in the universe.

However, because the risks that need to be taken in the former are too great compared to flying in the night sky of Shanteng City, which has far exceeded the bottom line in Gong Yaming's heart, he did not go crazy enough to rush out of the earth's atmosphere in the end, but just flew aimlessly in the air of 5 or 6 kilometers for a while, and then returned to the ground.

The flight time seemed to Gong Yaming to be only 2 or 30 minutes, but in fact, several hours had passed, and by the time he returned home in the rental hovering car, the time had already reached the early hours of the next morning.

Quietly operating the electronic instrument on his wrist to open the door, seeing that the living room was empty, Gong Yaming breathed a sigh of relief, changed into slippers, and planned to go to the bathroom to rinse off and go back to his bedroom.

Suddenly, a deep voice came from the terrace of the living room: "Yaming, are you back?" "It's my dad, I'm sorry I'm late." Gong Yaming was stunned for a moment, and lightly walked to the door of the terrace and replied in a low voice.

"It's okay, I heard Ami say that you have a party with your friends who used to be in Shanteng today, and it's not too late for this time," Gong Boxin said with a hoarse laugh and very understanding. "Dad, what you're saying now is completely different from what you said two years ago. Gong Yaming was stunned for a moment, then replied in a low voice with a smile.

Gong Boxin said softly: "Yaming, two years ago you were a student of the senior high school, and now you are a federal C-level explorer, these two identities, one is a child who needs to be disciplined by parents at all times; One is the elite of the elite who are fighting for the future and destiny of mankind.

Your identity has changed dramatically, and of course my requirements for you will be different. "But whatever my identity becomes, I will always be your son." Hearing the loneliness and sadness in his father's tone, although he didn't understand the reason, Gong Yaming still walked into the terrace, stood beside Gong Boxin, and whispered as he stared at the night.

"Yaming, what you said seems to me to be similar, a few decades ago, someone once said to me: No matter what my identity becomes, I will always be your brother," Gong Boxin was silent for a while, smiled and whispered, "He is also a federal explorer, and the brother I once admired the most, that is, your uncle Gong Boming." Gong Yaming on the side did not speak, and listened patiently to his father's narration.

"Your uncle was better than me from an early age, he was smart, passionate and charismatic, and he was a leader in the school when he was in secondary school.

Whether it is a teacher or a classmate, everyone likes him and loves him, and he will be praised when he goes there.

Although they are biological brothers, I am like the tiniest planet with no light that revolves around the star.

At that time, no one knew that I was Gong Boxin, even if it was my best friend, when he introduced me to others, he would say that it was Gong Boming's younger brother.

At first, I liked this title very much, because I have always been deeply proud of my brother who is so good, but more than ten years later, I have grown up, and I have always been the younger brother of Gong Boming.

Even my first girlfriend, when they broke up, frankly admitted that they were willing to date me because I was Gong Boming's younger brother.

So, slowly, I began to dislike and hate myself for having such an excellent brother who could never be surpassed, and I began to want to become completely different from him, get rid of his shadow, and become Gong Boxin.

He is enthusiastic, cheerful, and adventurous; I forced myself to be introverted and calm.

He is impulsive, but he is good at being resourceful, and can often do the impossible to succeed in unexpected ways. I forced myself to think twice before doing things, and after planning clearly, I did it one by one.

He became a federal explorer, carving out vast territories for humanity; I didn't have the ability to be a professional explorer, so I went to serve in the military and became a professional soldier to defend the peace of mankind.

In this way, 7 years later, when I was promoted to sergeant because of my heroic achievements and accumulated merits, and was admitted to the De Yalun Barren Mountain Military Training Institute, I finally became a non-commissioned officer of Gong Boming in the eyes of others, who was completely different from the explorers of Gong Boxin, in terms of temperament, habits, speech and demeanor, and life trajectory.

No one knows how frightened I was when I faced the barbarian creatures in the De Aaron Barren Mountain Astral Zone, I was actually not suitable to be a professional soldier at all, and I actually didn't have the courage to face the barbarian creatures at all.

The reason why I was able to support humanity at the forefront of the defense against the invasion of wild creatures for seven years was simply because I didn't want to be called the sad and ridiculous brother of Gong Boming. Because of this, deep down in my heart, I don't want to hear the name Gong Boming, I never take the initiative to contact him, I don't want to see him, I hate him, I hate him for no reason and for no reason.

I choose to forget that he once carried me behind my back and ran wildly through the streets of the mountains on a pulley; I choose to forget that when someone bullied me, he rushed again and again at the scoundrel boy who was far taller and stronger than him; I choose to forget that when I am in pain, he always quietly brings tobacco and wine from unknown places, sharing them with me and comforting me; I choose to forget that when he became an explorer, in the face of my jealous gaze, he once told me that no matter what my identity became, I would always be your brother... It wasn't until today that I learned of his death from your mouth that I suddenly remembered everything he had done for me..."At this point, Gong Boxin could no longer continue to recount.

Deliberately pretending not to see the tears flowing wantonly in his father's eyes, Gong Yaming did not give any comfort to Gong Boxin, but just silently accompanied him.

After a long time, Gong Boxin's emotions gradually calmed down, and he realized that he couldn't hold back the surging mood just now, and he actually told his son a lot of secrets buried in the deepest part of his heart, and he whispered: "Yaming, I drank too many alcoholic drinks when I had a party with Zhang Shan and Wei Zhou, and I stood here and dozed off all the time, so I won't accompany you anymore. Gong Yaming interrupted Gong Boxin's words and said in a low voice.

"Okay Yaming, then you go to sleep first, don't worry about me, I'll go rest in a while." Knowing the second son's intentions, Gong Boxin nodded and replied softly.

"Then I'll go to sleep first, Dad, good night." After Gong Yaming said this, he silently withdrew from the terrace.

After that, he looked at his father, who had quit tobacco for a long time, lit two tobaccos with trembling arms, and quietly closed the curtains on the terrace... When he saw his father for breakfast the next day, Gong Yaming saw that Gong Boxin had replied with an unrestrained expression, but when his father's eyes were fixed on him, he still instinctively felt that there was a kind of relief and warmth in this gaze that was completely different from the past.

In the middle of breakfast, Gong Yaming saw that his mother Xun Meijing was in a good mood, so he found the right time to eat natural rice porridge with a spoon, and said softly: "Dad, Mom, I plan to return to Shengde on January 3 after the New Year to preview next year's schoolwork." "January 3rd, that's not another 6 days, Yaming, you will return to school at that time, will it be too early." Xun Meijing said in surprise.

"The first half of next year is a special one, as it is my final stage at Sidley Prep, so I want to go back to school early to prepare for my choice of department." Gong Yaming replied with his head down.

The second son's reason was very abundant, Xun Meijing didn't say anything more, but her mood obviously became depressed, at this time Gong Boxin drank the last bite of rice porridge, wiped his mouth, stood up and patted his wife's shoulder and said: "Meijing, of course my son will not always be by our side when he grows up, for parents, knowing that he is motivated and has a bright future, isn't it enough."

Don't think about it, Ya Ming is gone, and we still have Ya Mei and Ya Lei by our side.

Yamei and Yalei will go to other cities to study in schools in the future, and we still have babies by our side.

When the baby grows up, the children of Yaguang, Yaming, Yamei, and Yalei may all be born, and we who may have retired by then, are worried not that they are not around, but that they are all around, do you think I am right? Maybe it was because she was moved by the bright future described by her husband, maybe it was because she had a lovely grandson, which really transferred Xun Meijing's love a lot, or maybe it was both, Xun Meijing nodded silently as her mood gradually improved. After breakfast, Gong Boxin went to work at the Shanteng City Mineral Deposit Management Committee.

And Xun Meijing obviously planned to take the legal documents of the Chihuangxing mine disaster lawsuit to the eldest son Gong Yaguang's house to take care of her beloved grandson while drafting the indictment, only to listen to her put the dishes into the kitchen cleaning instrument, and asked hopefully: "Yaming, Yamei, Yalei, I am going to your eldest brother's house to see the baby now, do you always go with me?" "Mom, I'm going to go to Shanteng Square with my friends to compete in fancy skating at noon, and I don't have time to accompany you to my brother's house." Gong Yalei hurriedly replied.

"Mom, although I miss the baby very much, Jiahui invited Gong Yaming to eat together at noon yesterday, I have to accompany him, and I don't have time to go to my eldest brother's house." Gong Yamei shook her head and said.

"Yamei, how many times have I said, don't call your second brother's name directly," Xun Meijing said dissatisfiedly and then asked sensitively: "The Jiahui you are talking about is the tall, delicate, and polite person who treats people very politely, your best friend Lin Jiahui, right?" Why did she invite Yamin to dinner? Gong Yamei said with an unnatural expression: "It's her, because when Jiahui and I were wrongly arrested by the police last time, the second brother also helped her acquit, so she has always wanted to find an opportunity to express her gratitude." Hearing her daughter mention that she was arrested by the Shanteng police on suspicion of participating in an ultra-liberal gathering, Xun Meijing's originally happy expression became gloomy, and she couldn't help but teach her a tactful lesson again: "Yamei, it's good that you and your friends have a sense of justice to be responsible for the society, and my mother is also very pleased."

But you are too young to understand the complexity of society, and we have to look at it from many angles as if it was not right or wrong.

For example, in the case that my mother planned to sue this time, the reason why the mining company paid such a low compensation was actually because the reason for the Chihuangxing mine disaster was that the miners who died did not follow the engineer's instructions to remove the exhaust gas from the mine in order to save work incidents, resulting in a deflagration of the exhaust gas.

From this point of view, according to the relevant federal laws...""According to the relevant laws, maybe the families of these dead miners should also compensate the mining company for the losses caused by the negligence of their deceased relatives, right," Gong Yami looked directly into her mother's eyes and stubbornly interjected: "But Mom, even if there is no legal basis, you are still standing on the side of the families of the dead miners and providing them with free legal aid."

Because of the pursuit of fairness and justice in your heart, you have no way to ignore those poor and helpless people whose lives are in trouble.

How much do practicing lawyers with similar abilities to you pay after practicing for decades, and how much do you have, do you think it's worth sacrificing so many material interests? I don't know what you think, but as your daughter, I think it's worth it for you to do this, because you give your child a mother to be emulated and proud of.

Mom, there are some things that are worth looking at from many angles, but after looking at them, sometimes even if we know it's stupid to keep going, we still stick to the original idea just because we think it's worth it. "But my dear daughter, my persistence is only the loss of some wealth and benefits," Xun Meijing was silent for a while, and for the first time, she looked at Gong Yamei with a gaze that seemed to be equal, and whispered: "And your persistence may cause you to lose your freedom, your future, and even your life." "Mom, you have your choice, and I have mine," Gong Yami replied quietly, "I respect your choice, so please respect mine too." ..., not to mention that things are not as terrible as you think, and I believe in a moderate liberalism in which the value of government is to serve the people, not an ultra-liberal that promotes violent resistance.

My dream in the future is to become a democratic politician or a parliamentarian, not a terrorist. Listening to this conversation between Gong Yamei and Xun Meijing, Gong Yaming suddenly knew where his sister's persistence and those inexplicable sense of responsibility to society came from.

Hearing the end, seeing that his mother seemed to be about to be convinced, he couldn't help but say: "The government can and should give the general public a relatively fair democracy, but the theory that the value of the government's existence is to serve the people is too extreme."

Yamei, it is easy for you to deny all the value of the existence of a government because of an isolated unfair event, which seems to make sense on the surface, but in fact there is only a thin line between it and anarchism in ultra-liberalism.

You must know that absolute justice will not exist, and any justice can only be relative..."So brother, the interests of the future elite of the federation like you, should be sheltered by the relative justice provided by the government," Gong Yamei interrupted Gong Yaming's words in a sarcastic tone, "And those useless miners who work hard all day in the Red Yellow Star, just in exchange for food and clothing for their families, are going to become victims of relative justice, right?" "Yami, you are stealing the concept, what I mean by relative justice is aimless, random," Gong Yaming replied with a frown: "For the relative justice of society, the person who is sacrificed may be any individual in society. "But you can't deny that compared to you, the miners of the Red Yellow Star, who are engaged in simple manual work and lack high-end knowledge and ability, may have a much greater chance of being sacrificed by your so-called relative justice." Gong Yami said without backing down.