Episode.59 The Lord God Says 'Sorry'
[PS: Opening remarks - this chapter is a bad taste and has little to do with the plot~]
The Lord God appearedβ
[It's not that there is change, but there is change, because occasionally there is a situation where people around you are making progress and they are stagnant, so human beings are very interesting in this aspect, isn't it the most worthwhile place for human beings to observe?] Nangong Hiiragi, as a traverser, you are also a test subject of mine, so I will try my best to help you, not let you die, let you achieve your goal, or break your bones before the ultimate goal, this is my idea, I feel very excited when I think about it. γ
"After all, you're just a 'god of interest,' aren't you? It's the same as the Bald Cape Man. It seems to me that the Lord God of this world is very absurd in himself, and your thoughts and actions have an incomprehensible purpose. β
Do you know why Jesus made disciples? Do you know why Jesus considered himself the Son of God? Do you know how many believers in Christianity there are now? γ
"I don't know...... Those questions will not be clarified even by research, after all, in this world, people are born and die every second, and the idea of counting is simply ridiculous. β
[Therefore, the purpose of our generation is the same, even if we exhaust all our wisdom to think, we will not come up with a definite answer, we just want to do it.] So to add another question, do you know how many hairs you have? Strictly speaking, because hair grows based on the number of hair follicles, do you know how many hair follicles you have? No, there is no need to answer Oh Nangong Hiiragi also. The answer is definitely not clear. Who would be bored enough to figure out how many hairs they have? That's not human. γ
"That's true, that's true, the behavior itself is anomalous, but what does it matter?"
[The relationship is very large, and it can be seen from here that human beings cannot even figure out the things that are closest to themselves, so how can they understand the thoughts of others and the purpose of the whole world? Nangong Hiiragi, you are still too gentle, that will make you repeat misfortune. It makes me feel a little bored. γ
"It's boring...... My misfortune is not something you use to make fun of, and besides, I don't think I'm very gentle, I just think that if I can do it, I can do it. β
[Oh, this is gentleness, such as saving the young brothers and sisters I met before, and the Anjiu sisters in the prison. So, to put it another way, why do you think God put the 'tree of wisdom' in the Garden of Eden and told Adam and Eve not to eat the forbidden fruit there? It would have been nice to have the 'Tree of Wisdom' in another place, but it would have been in that place. The reason? γ
"It's just a myth. Of course, if I have to give an answer. Probably God wanted Adam and Eve to cause another kind of miracle, one that relied on 'human' instincts. β
[In this way, God is really gentle, it is clear that Adam and Eve would simply go to see animals mating every day, but in the end they developed into mating with each other. γ
"Poof...... How do you know that they go to see animals to mate, even if there are other creatures in the Garden of Eden, they can't go every day, right? Don't be misled by Japanese manga! What is your reason for being here compared to that? Benefits for me? Or is there another purpose, another arrangement, another task? β
[Neither, although I will help you, but the person who affects this world is yourself, if I interfere too much, I will be discovered by the committee.] The consequence of being found out is confinement, a hundred years at a time, even if it is short, I don't want to. γ
"Your concept of time is still as exaggerated as ever, so since it's not a pet that provides me with the power of a magical girl like QB, you have no use value."
['Magical girl',These four words are becoming more and more common.,If you put it in ancient Europe,Magical girls can be seen as young witches.,Most of that existence will be caught and tortured by the church.] Even if they could use magic, they would definitely be caught at some point, and if they were caught, they would end up being burned at the stake, because in the era of 'witch hunting', some churches relied on the absurd practice of 'depriving evil witches of their property' to confiscate all the money of witches' families, so witches had to be killed. γ
"In the end, it's for profit...... This kind of thing will exist no matter what era it is, and those guys who are in the name of righteousness are not necessarily good people. β
[The same is true of this world, although your enemy Mew Seed Inquisitor is the 'righteous' side, but they deprive the Mew of the right to live, which is evil. Nangong Hiiragi, repeating death, what do you think is justice and what is evil? γ
"I'm really sorry, I'm not interested in this aspect of the problem at all, what is good for me is justice, and what is bad is evil, is it okay to say that? Rather than that kind of literal explanation, I hope to be able to put it into action, prove my justice, and change my current situation. Whether it's CCG or Bronze Tree, while I am a pawn between them, they are also my pawns, and if you want to use each other, you must be clear about your goals and implement 'justice'. β
Not a partner of righteousness, but justice itself. In that case, you have to learn to use your own powers, not only the ability to cut time, but also the ability to sow. γ
"Of course I know this, I don't need you to remind me...... After all that, you didn't tell me the purpose of your appearance at all. The first few times you've appeared have been purposeful, this time it's not just to talk to me, right? β
[It's also quite interesting to chat with you, but this time I'm here to confirm your ability.] γ
"What do you mean...... Confirm my abilities? What's the problem? β
[Is it unconscious?] This is the same as a squirrel, worthy of Nangong Hiiragi. γ
Hiiragi, who was praised by the main god in an inexplicable way, also frowned, which made the large ball of light that suddenly appeared brighten. Begin to explain.
[It's a squirrel.] They have a habit of burying the pine cones they find. But their memory is so bad that they often forget where they were buried, so the forgotten pine cones slowly grow into trees, that is, trees that are unintentionally planted into forests. But on the other hand, the beavers gnaw off nearly 200 trees every year, which is not compensatory, but it also causes a certain amount of deterrence. γ
This main god is really verbose, this is the fact that Hiiragi first confirmed.
It's better to say. Hiiragi has known it for a long time, but this guy is the main god after all, and it's troublesome to say something abusive to make it unhappy.
[Your ability is cutting time, right?] It can be understood as reading the archive, but this ability is not something that you can use at will, as if you had cut off the future time and paid the price of losing your left eye. γ
"So, there is still a price to my ability? Could it be hidden consumption? β
[Even so, you are still not in a hurry, it is really worthy of my crotch...... The man I value. γ
"You're really getting more and more disgusting, Lord Shensang, I've been watching some cute episodes like "Rabbit" recently. Escape the world of darkness and strange anime. β
[To put it simply, your abilities can be said to be invincible.] But there are still some drawbacks and shortcomings, as you yourself must be well aware. Even if you can access the save file infinitely, the people around you are still at the original point in time, and you are the only one who has 'accumulated life'......]
The only one who 'accumulates life' is himself, and Hiiragi knows this very well, after all, reading the archive means giving up the present, going back to the past, and doing it all over again.
Hiiragiya's life has been repeating, knowledge has been accumulating, and at the same time, a sense of emptiness has gradually appeared.
[In the final analysis, you are still a human being, Nangong Hiiragi, and humans also have a lifespan. Suppose your lifespan is 50 years, then if you want to live forever, you can only keep reading until the age of 50, and keep repeating part of your life before the age of 50, for you, there will never be the concept of 51 years, unless you want to end your life completely. But ......]
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[No one really wants to die, even if you insist on dying, you will unconsciously read the archive and go back to before you died.] In other words, others have a future in fifty years, but Nangong Hiiragi, you don't have a future after that. γ
"It's a bit sad, but I'm not going to live to that age, and it's okay to stay young all the time."
[That's right, but don't forget, just now it was just a hypothesis, Nangong Hiiragi, your real lifespan is only twenty-five years. γ
The Lord God made such a declaration suddenly, plainly.
ββ¦β¦ Is that...... As a price for constant use of power? β
[That's it, because you said it before.,It's an abnormal infinite world.,Unlike those heroes who use the ability of the rotten street infinitely without any price.,You need to pay the price.,In exchange for loss.] If you don't have the concept of twenty-five years, it is natural that you will not be eligible to get married, after all, it will make you constantly lose your family, this feeling is very annoying to human beings, right? γ
Get married...... It's a little far away for people like Hiiragi, but it suddenly feels unexpected in the mouth of the main god.
[Even if you and Miss Xiao Nai make children now, you will still be separated from them in five years, and then experience another world, probably this is how it feels. γ
"It's really annoying, why do you want to use me and Xiao Nai to create children as the premise, you're really dirty as the main god."
[No matter what, as a human being, Nangong Hiiragi also has no future after twenty-five years, only constant repetition, eternal repetition, and entering the infinite world created by himself in a real way. γ
Hiiragi can also be very troubled.,At least let yourself watch your children grow up.,It's not a novel world.,After the traverser raids the girl, he began to continue the strategy.γ
Nangong Hiiragi also wants to build a family, even if it is very far away!
But is there a breakthrough in this situation?
Thinking of this, Hiiragi also suddenly grasped the point in the main god's words, and then laughed.
"This is just 'Nangong Hiiragi' for humans."
[Unexpected, provocative speech.] γ
"Wouldn't it be nice to be a god?"
Now, as a half-breed and half-human, Hiiragi needs a lot of hard work and struggle to move in the direction of 'becoming a god'.
[I'm really sorry, Nangong Hiiragi, he actually said something like that. γ
"No, no, no, you're my favorite."
Although it is a lie.
[If you want to become an adult, you need to not only work hard, but also develop your abilities to the extreme.] γ
Does the Lord God mean that the ability to 'cut time' is not yet complete?
So what can be done to further develop the capabilities?
Thinking back to the battles so far, they have all shown new abilities in desperate situations, and it seems that it is necessary to learn about the protagonist in the hot-blooded anime.
In order to protect something, in order to achieve something, in order to achieve something, burst out in a desperate situation with unprecedented power!
[Then welcome to today's 'Main God Sauce Talk Room', and see you in the next issue!] γ
"What are you talking nonsense again......"
[Actually, that's how my body is.] γ
Speaking of this, the main god changed into a gothic-style black and red dress and an umbrella.
I opened my red lips and smiled.,I can see the tiger teeth in my mouth.,It's probably a cute character in some anime.γ
[How does this look like?] It's the favorite of people like you, right? So, see you next time. γ
"Sure enough, it's not an ordinary main god."
With an exclamation, the time of the four weeks began to flow.
Now Hiiragi is planning to go out with Aite on a mission.
This mission is to serve as a guard for a certain kind of restaurant, and the difficulty is neither high nor low, and it needs to be judged based on the situation on the spot.
Xuandu and Kaneki went to solve the troubles that came to the 18th district from other districts, and the others also had their own tasks.
Walking in the crowd, Hiiragi now moves as a human like Aite.
"Looking forward to what's next?"
Izumi Takatsuki, who was wearing a mask, asked.
This guy is a star in both the human world and the mew world.
Thinking of this, Hiiragi also wanted to ask this Takatsuki teacher how to create and how to write excellent works.
The reason is simple, Hiiragi is still a little interested in writing, and as for the next thing......
"Not much looking forward to it."
Hiiragi is also looking forward to the battle in the future.
A battle that determines whether the mission is completed or not. (To be continued.) )