Chapter 311: Forever Lost My Love
As soon as Shu Yan saw that Liu Hui had returned from her attending doctor, she asked with a smile, "Huihui, what did that doctor say, when can I be discharged from the hospital?" ”
Liu Hui endured the anxiety in his heart and said with a smile: "Yanyan, you don't have to worry, the doctor has just said that this situation in your body is not serious, and you will soon recover and be discharged from the hospital after treatment." ”
Shu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and she smiled: "If that's the case, it's great, otherwise it's really depressing to have this kind of pimple on your body." ”
Shu Yan's mother took Shu Yan's hand and said, "Our Yanyan has to get better quickly, your father and I are still waiting to see what you look like when you get married!" Xiaohui, you're looking forward to it too, right? ”
Liu Hui said with a smile: "Auntie, I am naturally looking forward to marrying Yanyan, whenever I think of this day, I feel my heart is hot!" ”
So Shu Yan temporarily forgot about her strange condition, and instead looked forward to what she looked like when she got married. In the evening, Chu Chu also got the news and rushed to the hospital, and when she saw Shu Yan covered with pimples in the ward, she was also taken aback, and then began to comfort Shu Yan.
Shu Yan was hospitalized, her parents were too young, and their health was not good, so they were a little unable to take care of Shu Yan, so Liu Hui took a long leave from the factory to take care of Shu Yan in the hospital.
The hospital extracted the unknown germs in Shu Yan's body again for research, and the next day, they found that these unknown germs had mysteriously disappeared again, and the number of unknown germs in Shu Yan's body increased again. There are more and more pimples on Shu Yan's body, these pimples are getting bigger and bigger, and some of the pimples have ruptured, and yellow water has begun to flow out, and the stench is unpleasant.
By now, Shu Yan had found that something was wrong, and her body began to itch, but she didn't want Liu Hui and her parents to worry, so she gritted her teeth and persevered, and didn't show anything abnormal.
In the next few days, the hospital still couldn't study the unknown germs in Shu Yan's body, and Shu Yan's attending doctor told Liu Hui that the pimples on Shu Yan's body did not belong to the category of infectious diseases, because those germs would suddenly disappear the next day after leaving Shu Yan's body, and they would not be able to save them anyway, so even if others were infected with this bacteria, they would not have the symptoms that appeared on Shu Yan's body, because those bacteria could not survive in their bodies for a long time. This is also the reason why Liu Hui often stays with Shu Yan, and even kisses each other, but nothing happens.
But the attending doctor also told Liu Hui that because of the special surname that this germ will disappear suddenly, they cannot study the characteristics of this germ, so they can treat Shu Yan physically according to the surname. Although their hospital convened a meeting of famous doctors from all over the hospital to discuss Shu Yan's condition, and even invited consultations in major hospitals in the province, they still have no way to deal with this bacterium under the current level of technology. Therefore, if the germs in Shu Yan's body cannot be effectively contained, there will be more and more pimples on her body, and her condition will become more and more serious, as for how Shu Yan's condition will eventually develop, they don't know at all.
Therefore, the attending doctor suggested that Liu Hui immediately transfer Shu Yan to the hospital, and it is best to send Shu Yan to a large hospital in Kyoto, the technical strength of the large hospital in Kyoto is much stronger than their hospital, maybe Shu Yan's condition will improve after being there.
Liu Hui listened to the doctor's words, a little depressed, on the way home, he suddenly remembered the bewitching glass that stabbed the sole of Shu Yan's foot, Shu Yan's current condition is definitely related to that piece of glass. So he turned back to the street clinic and prepared to find the glass in the clinic and send it to the hospital for study.
Unfortunately, when Liu Hui found the clinic, the contents of the clinic's trash can had already been dumped in the garbage heap by the clinic, and the garbage heap was transported by the garbage truck to the garbage dump, where the garbage had been incinerated. In other words, Liu Hui will never find that bewitching glass.
Liu Hui didn't find the bewitching glass of the culprit, so he could only return home. He told Shu Yan's parents what the attending doctor said, and Shu Yan's parents were also very worried after hearing it, they were worried about Shu Yan's condition in the past few days, and their hair turned half gray in a short period of time.
Although Shu Yan works in the factory, she does not participate in medical insurance, so she cannot enjoy the treatment of medical insurance. Moreover, their family is a daughter in their later years, so the family has no savings and savings at all, and they really can't afford Shu Yan's expenses for going to Kyoto University Hospital for medical treatment.
Shu Yan's parents began to quietly discuss the sale of their family's house in desperation, and Liu Hui was very helpless after knowing this situation. However, he didn't have much money on him, so he planned to go back to Bashan and find some of his friends in Bashan to see if he could borrow some money from them and send Shu Yan to Kyoto Hospital for treatment, so that Shu Yan's parents would not have nothing to live in after selling their house.
And at this time, when Chu Chu was chatting with Shu Yan in the hospital, he accidentally slipped out and told Shu Yan about her actual condition. Shu Yan was sad and sad, and decided to be discharged from the hospital immediately and return to her home to recuperate. She didn't want to spend so much money lying in the hospital every day, but it didn't have any therapeutic effect.
Liu Hui and Shu Yan's parents naturally did not agree to let Shu Yan go home to recuperate, and they planned to send Shu Yan to a big hospital in Kyoto for treatment even if the family was bankrupt, but Shu Yan behaved very tough this time, and she even threatened to go on a hunger strike. So Liu Hui and Shu Yan's parents had to give in temporarily, they went through the discharge procedures for Shu Yan, and took Shu Yan back home for slow recuperation.
After Shu Yan returned home, Liu Hui accompanied Shu Yan except for work hours every day, took care of her carefully, and comforted her carefully, hoping to keep Shu Yan in a happy mood and use willpower to defeat the cannibalization of her body by unknown germs. But to Liu Hui's disappointment, Shu Yan's physical condition not only did not improve, but became more and more serious.
Now Shu Yan, not only have more pimples appear on the wounds on the soles of her feet, but the rest of her body, especially on her face, is covered with more pimples, these pimples grow on her face, and occasionally break and flow out yellow water, making Shu Yan's image look very terrifying.
Seeing that Shu Yan's condition began to worsen, Liu Hui and Shu Yan's parents proposed to send her to the hospital for treatment, but Shu Yan stopped them all. After discovering her terrifying new image, Shu Yan cried a lot, and then made herself a white veil mask, put it on her head, blocked her face behind the veil, and never let Liu Hui see her face again.
Liu Hui took care of Shu Yan at night and went to work during the day, but his body was tired, and he actually slept during the time of work, and was discovered by the factory owner who happened to inspect the workshop, so Liu Hui tragically suffered the first expulsion in his life.
However, Liu Hui didn't care much about this job at this time, he was fired from the factory, which was just enough for him to focus on taking care of Shu Yan. After Shu Yan learned that Liu Hui was fired from the factory, she was even more painful. So she began to insult Liu Hui, saying that Liu Hui was useless, had no money, and had no way to protect her, so that she was tortured by such a serious illness, and said that she took the initiative to help Liu Hui block a catastrophe, and if she hadn't helped him hoe the ground at that time, the glass would have been stepped on by Liu Hui, and it was Liu Hui who was injured at that time.
In short, Shu Yan's words scolding Liu Hui were as ugly as they sounded, and even Shu Yan's parents felt embarrassed when they heard it, but Liu Hui didn't care, he took Shu Yan's hand and said with a smile: "Yanyan, you scolded me like this, just to let me leave you, I know, you don't want to affect me." Don't forget, there is an electric shock between us, and you can't hide what you think from me. ”
After listening to Liu Hui's words, Shu Yan began to cry, and while crying, she grabbed and beat Liu Hui, telling Liu Hui to leave him immediately, instead of staying by her side. And Liu Hui's response surprised Shu Yan's parents and Chu Chu next to him, he just used his strength to hug Shu Yan into his arms, and then kissed Shu Yan despite Shu Yan's ugly face full of yellow water.
After Liu Hui and Shu Yan separated, he said with tears in his eyes: "Yanyan, I have said a long time ago, no matter what you become, I will love you." Even if you die, I will accompany you, do you still have to test my real surname? ”
At night, Shu Yan looked at Liu Hui, who was sleeping at the head of her bed, took out her iron box from the drawer, and continued to write in the notebook: "On April 13, 2008, it rained heavily. I already feel that my body is getting worse and worse, and I could die at any time. I look very terrible now, when I see my current appearance in the mirror, I myself will feel very scared, but Liu Hui kissed me today, he doesn't care about my horror now, he has fully fulfilled the vow of love between us, although I feel happy, but I am very sad, I don't know what I did wrong, God actually wants to treat us like this, I am even more afraid, if I have anything to do, what should I do with my Huihui......"
After writing the narrative, Shu Yan took out the camera that Liu Hui gave her again, and began to shoot Liu Hui sleeping on the head of the bed, and then told her inseparable love for Liu Hui next to her, and looked forward to what she and Liu Hui would look like when they got married...... Shu Yan's condition continued to deteriorate, the pimples on her body had begun to connect, and began to become extremely itchy and painful, as long as Shu Yan scratched it with her hands, those pimples would burst in a large area, and then a lot of yellow water flowed out, which made Shu Yan miserable, and she could only be scrubbed by Liu Hui with potions every day.
While accompanying Shu Yan, Liu Hui continued to contact Shu Yan's attending doctor at the Provincial People's Hospital, and kept telling him about Shu Yan's condition. It's a pity that after exhausting all means, this dedicated old doctor still can't solve the problem of unknown germs suddenly disappearing within twenty-four hours, so he can't give advice on the treatment of Shu Yan's strange condition at all. In this era, the Chinese medical community has already fallen, and without the stimulation of money, no one is willing to come to Chuzhou to study this unknown germ on Shu Yan. And this strange germ could not be transported to Kyoto for research, so Shu Yan was actually facing a desperate situation.
Liu Hui watched Shu Yan suffer from illness alone, his heart was like a knife, he now regretted very much the decision to let Shu Yan help him hoe the ground, he hoped that he stepped on that bewitching glass, so that Shu Yan would not suffer from the current pain.
Shu Yan's condition continued to deteriorate, her body was covered with pimples, and her whole body was wrapped in these bloody and blurred pimples, and those pimples still squirmed occasionally, making Shu Yan feel painful. After a large area of pimple squirming, she actually passed out.
Shu Yan's coma surprised Liu Hui, and they immediately sent Shu Yan to the Provincial People's Hospital, and Shu Yan's attending doctor did a detailed examination of Shu Yan's body, and then he told Liu Hui that Shu Yan's body had entered a dangerous state, and they had nothing to do about Shu Yan's condition.
Shu Yan's condition alarmed the president of the Provincial People's Hospital, who convened the hospital's top management, and after a meeting to discuss, they refused Shu Yan's request for hospitalization in order to avoid trouble with the hospital.
When Liu Hui and Shu Yan's parents saw that the Provincial People's Hospital rejected Shu Yan's request for admission, they forcibly suppressed the anger in their hearts and transferred Shu Yan to another major hospital. However, after examining Shu Yan's condition, these big hospitals said that they could not treat Shu Yan. For a while, there was no hospital in the huge Chuzhou that was willing to admit Shu Yan, which made Liu Hui and Shu Yan's parents angry, but they had nothing to do about it, they could only take the unconscious Shu Yan home and take careful care of Shu Yan at home.
Shu Yan has been in a coma, her physical condition continues to deteriorate, there is no longer a piece of intact skin on her body surface, countless large and small pimples are flowing yellow water outward, and occasionally those pimples will squirm. Liu Hui's heart was full of sadness, he cleaned up the yellow water for Shu Yan, and kept praying in his heart, hoping that a miracle could occur and Shu Yan's body could get better.
That night, Liu Hui suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, he glanced at Shu Yan lying on the bed, and found that Shu Yan was still the same, maintaining a comatose state, his heart was sad for a while, I don't know why God let this beautiful and kind girl be tortured like this.
And at this time, Liu Hui heard the conversation between Shu Yan's parents downstairs.
"Is there still no news from Zen Master Zhiguang of Guiyuan Temple?" Shu Yan's mother asked.
"No, I also went to Guiyuan Temple today to ask the host inside, and the host said that Zen Master Zhiguang went out to travel, and he didn't know where Zen Master Zhiguang was and when he would come back." Shu Yan's father said in a hoarse voice.
"Everyone says that Zen Master Zhiguang is a living bodhisattva in the world, and he can fulfill anyone's wishes, but why did he go out and wander? Our family's Yanyan's health is getting worse and worse, and she is still unconscious, what should I do if something happens to her......" Shuyan's mother cried as she spoke.
Shu Yan's father sighed, and the family was gloomy.
Liu Hui was curious for a while, and through the conversation between Shu Yan's parents, he knew that there was a Zhiguang Zen Master in Guiyuan Temple, and this Zhiguang Zen Master seemed to have an ability to meet the wishes of many people. So Shu Yan's parents actually hit the idea of Zen Master Zhiguang when they had no hope of seeking medical treatment. It's just that this Zhiguang Zen Master didn't know when he would be able to rush back because he was wandering, so Shu Yan's parents felt desperate.
After hearing the desperate conversation between Shu Yan's parents, Liu Hui also felt a sense of despair in his heart. His heart was full of resentment, why is there still a disease in this world that humans can't overcome? Why is there no expert willing to come to Chuzhou to treat Shu Yan's illness? He secretly swore in his heart that if possible, he would definitely research life-saving medicines in the future, so that people would never be troubled by disease in the world, so that relatives and lovers would not have the tragedy of eternal separation because of illness.
Shu Yan continued to be unconscious, and Liu Hui's parents also rushed to Chuzhou from their hometown Pingdingshan Town after getting the news, and came to visit Shu Yan's condition, after all, they had long regarded Shu Yan as their daughter-in-law. However, when they saw Shu Yan's tragic image, they couldn't help but be secretly frightened, and at the same time, they were also shocked by Liu Hui's emaciated physical condition and desperate mental outlook.
That night, Liu Hui sat on a chair, silently looking at Shu Yan lying on the bed, looking at Shu Yan's once beautiful but now blurred face, and a few lines of tears flowed out of his eyes. Are the once beautiful and sweet memories gone? Is the once healthy and happy lover just gone?
Just when Liu Hui missed Shu Yan incomparably, he saw Shu Yan's eyes move on the bed. Liu Hui was stunned for a moment, rubbed his research vigorously, and then saw Shu Yan slowly open his eyes, but the once beautiful and charming eyes had become pale and dull.
Liu Hui didn't care about this, he was overjoyed at this moment, and asked, "Yanyan, can you hear me?" How is your body feeling right now? ”
Shu Yan looked at the roof with wide eyes like this, and after a while, a look appeared in her eyes, and she said with difficulty: "Huihui, when is it now, how long have I been asleep?" ”
Liu Hui said: "Yanyan, it's May 8, 2008, and you've been asleep for ten days. ”
Shu Yan said in a hoarse voice: "I didn't expect me to sleep for so long, this is the first time in my life!" Huihui, why do you look so haggard? ”
Liu Hui took care of Shu Yan sleeplessly, so he looked very haggard now, Shu Yan looked distressed, she stretched out her fleshy hand, ready to touch Liu Hui's face, but when she saw her weird hand, she immediately retracted it.
Liu Huiqiang smiled: "Yanyan, you must be very hungry after sleeping for so long, let me help you make some gruel!" ”
Shu Yan shook her head and said, "Huihui, don't go, I want to see you more." I don't know what's going on, but I'm in a very good state of mind now, and I'm full of energy. ”
Liu Hui was shocked, Shu Yan had only relied on infusions to maintain the operation of her body for so many days, but she didn't expect to be full of strength after waking up. This strange phenomenon that appeared on Shu Yan, Liu Hui had heard people talk about it before, that is, returning to the light.
As soon as Liu Hui thought of this, he was secretly frightened, but he immediately forced himself to squeeze this thought out of his mind. Perhaps, this is not a flashback at all, but a signal that Shu Yan is about to get better.
So Liu Hui smiled and said, "Yanyan, don't worry!" This means that your body is about to get better. When you are healed, we will travel all over the country together and browse the great rivers and mountains of the motherland. Then get married, have many, many children, and live happily ever after. ”
Shu Yan's eyes showed a look of longing, and after a while, she smiled: "Huihui, I want to try that feeling of electric shock again." ”
Liu Hui immediately used his own hand to hold Shu Yan's bloody hand. Although Shu Yan's body has undergone earth-shaking changes, the feeling of electric shock between the two has not changed at all. So in a strong electric shock, Liu Hui felt Shu Yan's strong love and reluctance for him, and Shu Yan felt Liu Hui's strong love and despair for her. Then under the instinctive reaction of their bodies, Liu Hui and Shu Yan kissed together.
However, Shu Yan reacted immediately, she pushed Liu Hui away and said, "Huihui, wipe your mouth immediately, I'm afraid that the germs on my body will infect you." ”
Liu Hui smiled: "Yanyan, isn't it better for the germs in your body to infect me?" So that I can share your ups and downs. ”
Shu Yan was moved in her heart, and she said, "Huihui, please turn on the camera you sent me, I want to take pictures." ”
So Liu Hui took out the camera from Shu Yan's iron box, turned on the switch of the camera, and put it in front of Shu Yan. Shu Yan held the camera with difficulty and filmed Liu Hui's whole body, and Liu Hui cooperated with her to shoot.
After Shu Yan finished filming, she said to Liu Hui: "Huihui, I'm suddenly a little hungry, please help me make some porridge to drink!" ”
Liu Hui was overjoyed when he saw that Shu Yan suddenly had an appetite, which showed that Shu Yan's condition was not a return to the light, but that she was really going to recover. His tense nerves finally relaxed a little, so he went into the kitchen and helped Shu Yan make gruel.
Shu Yan waited until Liu Hui went out, and immediately dubbed the video she had just shot, and then after the dubbing was completed, she took out her notebook, endured the discomfort in her palms, and recorded her current mood in the notebook. The blood on her hands kept pouring out, staining the page red.
When Liu Hui boiled the gruel and brought it to Shu Yan's room, he found that Shu Yan had begun to be overwhelmed and was lying motionless on the bed. He was taken aback and hurriedly shouted, "Yanyan, how are you?" ”
Shu Yan reluctantly showed a smile, and said with difficulty: "Huihui, I can't do it......"
Liu Hui was taken aback, and he said loudly: "Yanyan, don't let you say that, your body has improved, and you will recover soon, and we will be together again soon." ”
Liu Hui spoke loudly, waking up Shu Yan's parents and his own parents who were sleeping below. When they heard Liu Hui's words, they came to Shu Yan's room together, and they were all overjoyed when they saw Shu Yan wake up. But when they saw Shu Yan wilting on the bed, their hearts suddenly hung in the air.
"Yeon-yeon, what's wrong with you?" Shu Yan's father asked anxiously.
"Dad, I'm sorry......" Shu Yan looked at her father with tears in her eyes.
"Daughter, don't say I'm sorry, when you get better, we will live together." Shu Yan's mother held back the uneasiness in her heart and said in a trembling voice.
"Mom, I'm sorry......" Shu Yan looked at her mother with a reluctant look in her eyes.
Then Shu Yan looked at Liu Hui's parents again, and said with difficulty: "Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry......"
Liu Hui's mother said: "Good boy, don't say that, you must get better quickly, live with our Xiaohui, we are still waiting to hold our grandson!" ”
Liu Hui's father also said: "Good boy, you must be strong, you and Xiaohui still have a great future!" ”
Shu Yan finally looked at Liu Hui with great effort and said, "Huihui, I'm sorry, I broke my promise, I want to go alone first......"
Liu Hui laughed miserably: "Yanyan, you will definitely get better, don't give up!" ”
Shu Yan continued to say to Liu Hui: "Huihui, those notebooks, video CDs and video cameras, you must wrap them and put them by my side, so that with the company of these things, I will not be lonely." ”
Liu Hui nodded and said, "Yanyan, don't worry!" I'll wrap these things up right away and put them next to you, and when you're ready, we can read them together. ”
After Shu Yan explained these things, she glanced at the people around her again, and then let out a long breath and muttered, "Huihui, do you remember that paradise in Shuzhou Province?" I really want to live there forever and look at the beauty of it forever......"
Shu Yan's voice slowly weakened, and then she closed her eyes, and a line of tears slipped from the corners of her eyes. The people in the room saw that Shu Yan had not moved for a long time, and suddenly felt that something was wrong.
Liu Hui carefully put his hand in front of Shu Yan's nose, but found that Shu Yan had stopped breathing, his feet were weak, and he collapsed to the ground all of a sudden. His beloved has left him forever.
(To be continued)