He thought that Ye Yuning would lie on the hospital bed, looking weak, her appearance had changed, she had become ugly, or she had even become an old woman because of the loss of strength......

But he couldn't have imagined that the person lying next to Qin Ziyang in front of him was a skinny man with bandages all over his body!

His skin collapsed as if there was bone beneath the skin, and there was no connective tissue at all. He was firmly covered in bandages, and each bandage was shining with black smoke clouds, which must be magical energy. He couldn't find anything on this person that could be linked to Ye Yuning, except for ...... Those eyes that sparkled with a unique light.

Only her eyes have not changed, and everything else has changed...... It became impossible for him to think at all.

"Ziyang, you go out, I want to talk to him alone." The two looked at each other for a long time, and the man in front of him opened his thin lips and made a dry sound, as if he had committed pharyngitis, and when he got up in the morning, he was similar to the host with a dumb voice.

"I'd better stay." Qin Ziyang said.

"It's okay, trust me." He replied.

Qin Ziyang glanced at Fan Li, looked at him who was trembling all over, sighed, and walked out of the ward.

"You...... Have a seat. The man stared at him, as if he couldn't move.

Fan Lixi sat down in front of him and scanned his whole body. He guessed that if he put it on someone else, he would definitely go crazy and run out of the house.

"Twenty years ago, I wasn't as beautiful as you saw before, and I wasn't as ...... as you see now Dispirited. At that time, I had some sad self-confidence that I wanted to be able to achieve something in physics, but unfortunately, God did not favor my success, but pulled me to the bottom. I was born in a small town in the land of Xiaoxiang, and my father's surname was Gu, and he was a businessman. It was a windy day. My mother gave birth to me and named me Gu Yingfeng, hoping that I would be able to swim against the wind. ”

"Actually, my fate has been extremely rough since I was a child. I'm a monster, usually a boy, but when I get angry to the extreme, I will change, and the wind will blow around me, and I will become a girl, and I will be a girl with a very good body. My strange illness frightened my parents. They tried many ways to heal me, but none of them worked. In the end, I could only control my emotions, so I couldn't devote myself to my studies, my grades plummeted, and I didn't dare to do problems I didn't know, for fear that I would become a girl if my emotions fluctuated. In this way, I lived to high school and was admitted to a university in Yancheng. Later, after graduating from college, I worked in a small business. ”

For some reason, listening to the man's dry voice, Fan Li actually had a trace of sympathy. He felt that the person in front of him was not Ye Yuning, but a seriously ill patient, but he still couldn't stare into his eyes, nor did he dare to look at his mummified body. I can only stare at the head of the bed.

"Actually, I used to be a boy and I also liked a girl, so I know how you feel. I know what kind of attachment it is to like a girl from the bottom of my heart. At that time, I felt like a weirdo, and I couldn't control my emotions because of the difficulties in work and love. At midnight, she turned into a girl to vent. I found that I was strong as a daughter, able to control wind energy, more open-minded, and bolder. So I became a policewoman in Yancheng, living in my little world of punishing thugs, I felt that life was very happy, fearless, and stressful, but I couldn't be with my beloved anymore, watching her go to and from work every day, watching her enter the palace of marriage, everything was torment. ”

"Later, I joined the 'ant nest' at the invitation of Zhang Xin, and after a year of life and death battlefield, I understood a lot, and I began to forget my previous life and accept my daughter wholeheartedly. I found that I adapted quickly, and with Qin Ziyang's unconventional eyes and encouragement, I slowly came out of the shadows. Over the years, I have turned the pressure of the past into an experience, as a story, and after meeting you, I found that God is still a little interesting to me, and I can still have love. ”

"At that time, my heart was full of gratitude, and I felt that I couldn't enjoy such happiness alone, so I created an army of female policemen to rescue other girls who were in emotional crisis, so I felt a sense of accomplishment, and I fell in love with my body completely. But...... But I didn't expect to come back, and only after I met you. ”

Fan Li saw tears running through his thin face, gradually soaking the white pillow, he seemed to see Ye Yuning lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, hoping for the belated emotion, waiting for the lonely departure.

"When I was in the lost city, I saw that you were a pure and immaculate person. You restrained my madness and liberated my emotions. But I know that for an innocent and pure person like you, my deception is sinful, I am a master of disguise, and I can deceive you for a lifetime, but I will not be at peace in my life, and I will not dare to face you in my life, so now, I accept this fate, so with deceitful feelings, I would rather not. Maybe I've killed too many people, God won't see how many people I've saved, he will only see how many people I've killed, how many people's happiness I have taken away, how much bad luck will be added to me, I admit it, I really admit it, I'm tired, I should also quit the 'ant nest', quit my life, at this time, I'd rather be a Yancheng policewoman, one day I will be' The soldiers of the ant nest were killed, and one day I might be thrown into a mental hospital, but at least for those days, I was free, my emotions were free, and whoever I wanted to like, and whoever liked me, was free...... Ahem, ahem! ”

He was a little excited, and after a dry cough, a light red water flowed from the corner of his mouth, and Fan Li wanted to wipe him, but his hand reached into the air and stopped.

"Fan, let's go, you've already made a move to Shaq. Gray and Qin Ziyang have asked for instructions, and Ni Ziqiong has also asked Lan Pa for instructions before, they have promised to let you leave temporarily, and I will leave too, don't worry, I will leave your sight soon, we will never meet, you will meet a better girl, and you will forget me at that time. ”

"But...... I will never meet a better person in this world than you. Fan Li sighed, and then he saw that the man raised his head slightly and stared at him, he was embarrassed for a while, and turned his gaze to the window and looked at the blue sky. I'm sorry, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be like this. ”

"I can't contain the fire in the paper, my mask is too heavy, and it is a pressure on you and me. Seriously, you are the only person in this world who has made me move my true feelings, and you are also the love of Ye Yuning's life, I hope our relationship is free, if you still care about my feelings, just go, otherwise you will only make me feel more guilty and uneasy, I am already like this, do you still want me to die? After he finished speaking, he twisted his head to the side, Fan Lifu didn't have a rut, Ye Yuning said everything, he could only slowly stand up and walk towards the door, when he opened the door, he looked back at him, and saw the sheriff who was riding a motorcycle from the sky, with his belated precious feelings completely flew away.

Fan Li opened the door and walked out, everyone stared at him, he walked aimlessly towards the front, Qin Ziyang wanted to follow, but Shak. Gray stopped.

"Let him think about it on his own." Sark. Gray said.

Fan Fox walked forward, and before he knew it, he walked to Crum. On Young's scooter, Crumb didn't speak, but took him out of the "ant nest", walked on the bridge, walked out of the range of the "ant nest", and stopped at the edge of a canyon.

Fan Li jumped out of the car and walked along the canyon, he saw many animals, but many of them he couldn't name, and he also saw many insects, they were probably Qin Ziyang's scouts. There was always a kind of qi in his heart that blocked the blood vessels, making his heart unable to beat, making the blood unable to flow, and he felt that his heart was as cold as ice, and his cheeks were covered with a thick layer of frost, which was extremely heavy.

Yu Ning, his goddess, has now become a thin man, no matter how strong the link between them is, it will take a little time to digest, after all, this is human instinct, he can't be like Plato, that preciousness can be built in the pure spiritual realm, he is just a mortal, an ordinary person, an ordinary abnormal person.

He walked all the way forward, through the mountains, rivers and seas, through the peaks and grasslands, from south to north, from north to south. His heart drifted to the north, where there was a prairie, and on the prairie a smiling child with a wine glass walked towards him.

"If this were to be said by me, your feelings would not be free, and my existence would be meaningless." Fredem smiled at him as if mocking his fate, and then vanished, a puff of green smoke, and vanished with the sheriff who had gotten up.

Where can he go? Is it really back to the island of "extinction"? There are shadows of Yu Ning everywhere, and there is beauty left by Yu Ning everywhere, how can he break such beauty?

He hoped that he had never met Ye Yuning, there had never been an "ant nest", and there would have been no Regent and Fredeem, maybe Fredem was still there, but in his heart, he would not jump out from time to time to solve problems for him. Of course, he won't meet Qin Ziyang and Ni Ziqiong, he won't meet Lan Pa, he won't see the betrayed Jialan and Kai crossbow, and he won't arrive at the damn Youdu and see the dead grandfather. His life is still in that uneventful reptile shop, watching the fire roses and white-headed and knee-old larvae in a daze every day, and occasionally entering a batch of Brazilian gold ghosts, cultivating them for a period of time, and earning thousands of dollars. Although that kind of life is poor, Xiao Xiao has not become bad, Xiao Yun is still there, Chu Jianghe has not lost his brother, and he has not lost his innocence.

"Have you thought about it? It's time for us to go back. "Crumb. Yang's voice came from behind him, and Fan Li looked back at him, then looked down at his watch, surprised that he had been walking here for five hours, and Crum. Yang actually waited for himself for five hours.

"Okay, but where can I go?" Fan Lifu looked at Crumb and asked stupidly.

"A madman like me can find his own direction, why can't you be such a smart person?"

"Qin Ziyang them...... I'm gone. ”

"That's right, they're on a mission." Crumb replied.

"Send me back, then."

"Where's it going?"

"'Ant's nest'." Fan Li exhaled and smiled at the sky. (To be continued......)