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The two of them walked in the silent barren field, the weeds and wheat stalks in the barren field brushed the corners and ankles of their clothes from time to time, the bright moon was exceptionally bright, and the bright moonlight covered the earth, in this night without lights, they could effortlessly clear everything a hundred meters away.

At the beginning, Zhang Xiaoqiang just took Huang Quan for an unconscious walk, Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't speak, Huang Quan didn't make a sound, the two of them walked in the field, and they could only hear the sound of the weeds rubbing the corners of their clothes.

"When is the Mid-Autumn Festival? Passed? Still haven't been? ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang felt the tranquility around him, looked at the bright moon like a jade plate, remembered the previous Mid-Autumn Festival, and asked about Huangquan. Huang Quan thinks about improving the combat effectiveness of the regular team members every day, and he can think of the Mid-Autumn Festival of the lunar calendar, and he is a little puzzled, Zhang Xiaoqiang is asking exactly what he doesn't understand.

Zhang Xiaoqiang looked a little funny when he came to Huangquan, shook his head and said:

"It doesn't matter... Who in this world remembers the old festivals? We have survived to this point, and more than 90% of the world's people have earned, what is the saying? Today we are in is the day of tomorrow for which those who were damaged yesterday pray. 'Alright, I'm content・・・・・"

Huang Quan heard that Zhang Xiaoqiang's tone was a little depressed, a little strange, their main purpose was to find a boat, and if they found a boat, they could return to the base, use the Yangtze River to connect the base and the gathering place into a line, and then rely on the base to gradually digest the gathering place, use the huge population resources to go to the entire Yangtze River along the materials, and control the entire Yangtze River while controlling the Yangtze River.

At that time, they will have countless materials and resources, use these resources to produce various weapons, equip them with the survivors they find, regain the lost territory step by step, drive the zombies out of J City, drive them out of HB Province, and even drive them out of China, and at that time, even if he dies in battle, he will have no regrets.

So Huang Quan is one of Zhang Xiaoqiang's resolute supporters, at least, Zhang Xiaoqiang has been doing it slowly according to this step, with a goal, a plan, and the possibility of being able to complete it, Huang Quan doesn't think there will be any other problems, even if they fail in the end, at least they can do it without regrets and complaints, after all, they have worked hard.

"Why do you say that? Brother cockroach, we follow you, charge with you, fight together, even if we die in battle, we have no regrets, Osmanthus Mountain is the holy place in our hearts, we are also willing to be buried on Osmanthus Mountain, that is our destination.

Our goal is not only to survive, I am fed up with the days of hiding like a mouse, I don't know others, I was rescued by you at the missile base, seven months of imprisonment, the life of isolation, the emotions of each of us are close to madness, if it were not for the old officer, I don't know what I would do.

And when we have food, we have water, we even have outside sources, and you think about the fact that more survivors are living in the wild, in closed dark rooms, in the misery of killing each other for a little food, what do you make them think?

I don't dare to imagine the days in the future, either we will be killed by zombies and mutant beasts like rats, and all mankind will be extinct, or we will transform into beasts that only know how to kill, lose our culture, forget our ancestors, and only know killing, and at that time people will no longer be human.

We follow you because you have the qualifications to let us follow, because you are not thinking about yourself, not about our small group, you are thinking about the future of mankind..."

"Wait... I didn't say I wanted to be a savior, did I? How do I listen to you and feel like you want to take me into the ditch? Do you still want me to liberate all mankind? ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang hurriedly interrupted Huang Quan, the more he listened, the more wrong he became, what kind of virtue he was, he knew it himself, and he didn't want to be famous for a hundred years, he just wanted to live, live well, and let the continuation of his life live, that's all.

"You didn't say you would be a savior..."

Zhang Xiaoqiang sighed in his heart, he was really afraid that he had been sassy before, and he said this, if this is the case, he will shoot himself with one shot, what is this called, isn't he making trouble for himself? He is not a great thinker, he is just a small citizen before the end of the world, a small leader after the end of the world.

"But you said something after you were injured, it was Huang Tingwei who asked, you said that you would let those children grow up, let them become the inheritors of culture, and become the future reusers of China, in fact, at that time, I just followed you and repaid your thoughts with my life.

When you say that, I know that we have a real goal, not to liberate all mankind, but to protect as a civilization spark, so that our descendants can continue our civilization and knowledge, let them learn the rules of survival, let them know who their ancestors are, they will fight zombies and mutant beasts in the future, not for simple survival and struggle, so that human beings can live in this world with dignity, instead of waiting for the day to be extinct like rare animals. ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang was a little speechless, his thoughts were not as noble as Huang Quan said, he was selfish, he didn't want to fight until he died, or he was still thinking about fighting when he was dying, he just wanted to cultivate talents as soon as possible, pick a son as soon as possible, and enjoy the rest of his life, in the final analysis, it was just a lazy word.

"Brother Cockroach Actually, many brothers are willing to follow you to life and death, not for any treatment or benefits, people who have been hungry can only be satisfied if they can have a bowl of food to eat, like the life of those civilians in the base is not bad, why be born and die, they are willing to follow you, they know that if they don't stand up, you alone will not be able to maintain the entire base.

You are our hero, but you are not a lone hero, you have us by your side, there are so many brothers in life and death, we follow you, die without regrets. ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang was silent, he has always carried too much, and every time he wanders on the edge of life and death, he also feels tired and bored, he is not a natural adventurer, he is just a small citizen who hopes to honestly hide on the side and live a small life, when he was a child, he once fantasized about becoming a well-known big man, and when he grew up, such thoughts have long been forgotten in the corner of memory.

It's very tiring to be a big man, really tired, Zhang Xiaoqiang, who is used to being lazy, can't imagine the future days, especially when he is responsible for the life and death decisions of tens of thousands of people.

Zhang Xiaoqiang has two selves in his heart, one is him before the end of the world, an ordinary, somewhat mediocre otaku, and the other is him after the end of the world, with a triangular assassination to kill the survivors who left the house, and the two of them sometimes meet and sometimes separate.

One is the conservative who is content with the status quo, the other is to actively create the future, taking everything into his own hands, including life and death, the two contradictory thoughts are entangled in his brain, sometimes conservative prevails, pushing him to avoid the land, go to the sea to find a place where no one can find a place to live, and sometimes the pioneering spirit prevails, so that he subconsciously buys people's hearts and covets the population in the gathering place.

Zhang Xiaoqiang has been conservative for decades, and suddenly it is a little difficult to change the whole temperament, so every time he acts, the conservative style accounts for the majority, constituting the main body of his character, and it is precisely because of this character that he has an escape psychology towards the end of the world, but unfortunately, the reason why the end of the world is the end of the world is precisely because of its cruel law of the jungle, it cannot adapt to survival, and can only be waited for to be eliminated.