Chapter 22: The Deranged Spirit

A year passed in a blink of an eye, and during this time, Lin Yumo sent a total of four supplies to Lin Weiren, although there was a certain amount of loss due to spatial fluctuations, but most of them were successfully delivered to Lin Weiren's hands.

With the help of these materials and technology beyond the current earth, Lin Weiren has successfully established a physics research institute in Los Angeles in the western United States, taking advantage of the golden development period of the United States after the war, applying for national patents in the United States with various research results, and the results in a short period of time have made Lin Yumo's reputation widely spread in the scientific community, and even in less than a year, the prototype of the Dawn Consortium in the plan has been established.

However, on the contrary, the progress of the Eye of the World project has encountered some problems, because he does not want to expose the core technology, and Lin Weiren lacks the manpower that can be fully trusted, at present, Lin Weiren can only develop the intelligence organization into the local gangs in the United States, but under the control of Veda, and Lin Weiren's response, the organization controlled by it also has the power of the head snake in the world under Los Angeles.

However, in Lin Yumo's view, this is not enough, as long as he can't really break into the upper class of American society, then he can't really get the earth intelligence that affects the world situation.

In addition, it is worth mentioning that in the two years and one month since he came into this world, due to the long-term closed environment, coupled with too heavy mental pressure, and the lack of communication with his peers, Lin Yumo has recently felt that his mental problems cannot be described as the first signs of emergence.

Anxiety, insomnia, irritability, silence and depression, as well as an increasingly strong 'desire to destroy', all began to gradually manifest in Lin Yumo's body.

Such a mental condition has put him in a very dangerous situation, but the only thing to be thankful for is that Lin Yumo's willpower and reason are as strong as the symptoms, relying on his strong reason and will, Lin Yumo can barely suppress the chaotic thoughts and desires in his heart, but there is an old Chinese saying, called 'blocking is better than sparse', under Lin Yumo's blind suppression, now Lin Yumo's suppressed negative situation is like a balloon blowing bigger and bigger, blowing thinner and thinner- Maybe one day, after being slightly touched by an unexpected stimulus, it will be completely 'punctured'.

Lin Yumo himself didn't understand this, and because the whole plan was currently in a critical period, he didn't have the energy to take care of his own situation. Before the overall situation is completed, it is also helpless to continue to struggle to maintain himself, at this time Lin Yumo couldn't help but think that it would be good if there was a person he could fully trust to preside over the overall situation instead of him, and solve these problems by the way!

On this day, Lin Yumo woke up from his slumber on time as usual, in this eternal and eternal dark starry sky that seems to have not changed in any way, if it weren't for the time difference between day and night simulated by Skywalker, Lin Yumo would not have the concept of day and night at all.

When you are asleep, you will not hear the chirping of insects, and you will not see the cold moonlight; When you wake up, you won't see the newborn sun on the horizon, let alone hear the cheerful birdsong in the morning, looking at the monotonous and cold void outside the porthole of the mothership, Lin Yumo even has an illusion - the days spent in these two years are as if they are not 'two years' at all, but just an extraordinarily long 'day'!

This is the real 'life like a year'!

Thinking of this, Lin Yumo's heart was faintly irritable - such a scene was really monotonous to the point of disgusting, which made people subconsciously boring, but unfortunately, the strong self-discipline made him wake up, and still according to his usual schedule, and once again came to the quantum training center.

"It's coming to this place again, and it's really too difficult to simulate the actual combat with B-level difficulty, is this kind of training something that a normal person can complete?"

Lin Yumo sat in the simulation cabin, but he didn't lie down immediately and enter the simulation training as usual.

For some reason, today he has a vague sense of resistance to this thing that looks like a coffin, even if he has just woken up, and his spirit has become a little tired because of it.

"Actually...... I don't have to do this training, do I? What's the point of pushing yourself to do it? Repeating such boring training all day long......"

Lin Yumo's brows furrowed tightly, and his inner thoughts couldn't help but become extreme and irritable.

"Speaking of which, does it make sense for me to push myself so hard? Alien aliens or something, there haven't been any clues until now, right? Does the words of gods and demons have to be true? Does this kind of thing really exist? Is it necessary for me to fight something like this that I don't even know what it is? There should be a way to avoid the battle with alien aliens, the universe is so big, I just need to find a random place to become a changemaker, wouldn't it? Obviously, that thing only needs to attack the earth! ”

Lin Yumo's thoughts drifted farther and farther away, and the nameless fire hidden in his heart burned more and more!

"Enough! you...... How could Lao Tzu have such thoughts of retreating! ”

Somehow, when Lin Yumo's nameless fire reached its peak, his mind woke up from that inexplicable state of retreat and evasion, Lin Yumo's fist smashed into the metal bulkhead of the simulation cabin in annoyance and made a dull sound, his chest rose and fell violently, and fine sweat droplets oozed from his head.

"Even I would have such cowardly thoughts, but I can be sure that my conviction ...... I have always been sticking to it, I have never taken a step back, not before, not now, and not in the future! ”

"But what the hell is that cowardly thought just now?"

Thinking of this, the anxiety and resentment in Lin Yumo's heart not only did not lessen, but became bigger and bigger!

"Nope! None of that matters! I just have to prove my faith! So, I must clear this B-level difficulty simulation combat training today! ”

Saying that, Lin Yumo couldn't take care of his disordered mental state, so he lay down in the simulation cabin and forcibly entered the B-level simulated combat training!

Lin Yumo sat in the cockpit of the Angel, and the system truthfully fed back the real physical state of Lin Yumo from the outside world as usual, so even if he entered the training of simulated actual combat, his breathing still seemed a little short!

"Defeat! Ravage, ravage! Tear! Destroy! That's the only way to ...... Only in this way can my beliefs be thoroughly implemented! ”

Facing the silver-gray painted O Gundam that had blocked him countless times and loaded into the core of Lifonze's battle, Lin Yumo had lost his former calm and sanity, and what supported Lin Yumo to fight with this virtual AI at this moment was no longer the reason he usually trained!

Hungry for victory?

No!

Eager to improve?

Neither is it!

Eager to break through your existing self and reach new heights like never before?

Neither is it!

At this moment, the only thing that dominates Lin Yumo's battle is the obsession that desperately wants to prove something!

Yes!

It's just an obsession, not really trying to prove anything, just subconsciously finding a reason for his actions, it seems that because of the long-term depression, his chest is burning with inexplicable anger; Grumpy, anxious, and wanting to destroy what he sees in front of him, the idea of destroying the qi ē in front of him is like a mad beast, instinctively manipulating his body!

Just because he saw a certain stimulus from the dark starry sky outside the mothership, the hidden spiritual danger hidden in Lin Yumo's heart completely exploded today!

At this moment, the reason and rationality in Lin Yumo's mind have been burned away by this violent beast and fiery and hurtful anger, and only the last trace remains, still struggling to ensure that the clarity of Lin Yumo's soul is not swallowed up by this arrogant desire, so that he completely loses his humanity and turns into a real beast!

"Kill you!"

He couldn't tell whether this was illusory or reality, as long as it was something that appeared in Lin Yumo's field of vision, he subconsciously wanted to rush up and destroy it, not to mention that the O Gundam in front of him also raised the GN beam rifle in his hand and launched an attack on him!

Under the domination of instinct, Lin Yumo, who sensed the danger in the particle rays, manipulated the agile sideways body of the energy angel to dodge the shot of O Gundam, at the same time, Lin Yumo couldn't help but feel that his existence was offended by this 'thing' in front of him, and he challenged his dignity, so the anger and violence in Lin Yumo's chest finally found a real target to vent!

Lin Yumo, who was sitting inside the cab of the Angel, his eyes had unconsciously become red and terrifying due to excessive capillary congestion, his pupils were extremely disordered and narrowed and enlarged, and the violent ups and downs of his chest seemed to burst his driving suit, hot sweat continued to appear on his forehead, and two cyan blood vessels erupted near his temples.

If I had to use one word to describe this state, it would only be summed up by the four words 'like a mad tiger'!

"Kill you! Kill you! Go to hell! ”

Lin Yumo's mouth erupted with a vague roar, and at the same time, the Angel of Energy was also under the control of Lin Yumo, who was like a beast at this moment, and rushed out as quickly and fiercely as a tiger out of a cage!

However, the O Gundam on the other side is not mediocre, and before that, even if Lin Yumo's car has been updated to the third-generation Angel Gundam, it is still evidenced by the fact that this mech that has been loaded into the core of Liphonz's battle is still helpless.

I saw that the O Gundam was lightly changing its position, and in this light and swift-like twist and turn, the O Gundam constantly predicted the flight trajectory of the Angel, and constantly used the GN beam rifle in his hand to shoot tricky and vicious!

This kind of shooting method has been deeply feared by Lin Yumo who has been awake before, but today it is different!

Although Lin Yumo has lost most of his reason at this moment, after losing the calm thinking ability brought by reason, the intuition that comes from the animalistic instinct of the body has been magnified tenfold and hundredfold!

Even if the brain can't think clearly, even if all tactics have been lost, only the rough and direct combat instinct remains, at this moment, Lin Yumo's offensive is more ferocious and effective than usual!

Under Lin Yumo's manipulation, the Angel Gundam directly resisted the particle ray flow formed by the uninterrupted firepower of the O Gundam, and flew against the attack of the O Gundam with a simple to the extreme, never avoiding the transition unless necessary, or only using the slightest twist, to quickly close the distance between himself and the O Gundam!

With the support of his bestial instincts, Lin Yumo instinctively knew almost without thinking about which one would form an effective supply to him in the seemingly seamless rain of bullets in front of him, and which one seemed to be extremely threatening, but in fact would only pass by him, or it was just a feint attack made by O Gundam in order to force him to displace, and which attack was a truly deadly hidden killing move!

In this way, the Angel Gundam chased the flight trajectory of the O Gundam like a sharp arrow from the string, and the attack launched by the O Gundam at him was either blocked by the GN shield, or because he couldn't catch up with the mobility of the Angel Gundam, he passed by the opponent dangerously and dangerously, as for the one who couldn't dodge, Lin Yumo would also subconsciously fine-tune his body, guide the attack to the place with the highest defense of the body, or the less important edge, and concentrate the GN force field for effective resistance.

So, just like that, after paying the price of a minor injury, the Angel actually caught up with the tail of the O Gundam, which had been slipping and not losing his hand, like a loach!