Chapter Seventy-Eight: Heartache, Let Me Look for It

The Land Rover didn't wake up until the night, and the wine woke up. He felt like a dream about what happened today, the bloody massacre in the first half was a nightmare, and the lingering intersection with "Zhang Xiaotong" in the second half was a sweet dream.

Woke up

The dream is gone

You and I are separated

Xiaotong, why did they bother to be together

I can only say that I lost

Maybe you can't resist reality

But I just want to continue

Our fond memories......

Land Rover was sitting on the haystack, his head was still very painful, and he wondered how he had taken off his clothes, probably in a drunken dream. He really doesn't know how to blame himself for the drunken slaughter of the village. But killing is also killed, isn't it common to kill people in the last days? In order to survive, this may be the only excuse.

Dressed, he walked out of the cave and found it dark.

The excavator's blood is not so abrupt in the dark, and it looks like it will have to be scrubbed tomorrow.

Back home, a few candles lit up the hall, Sophie, Guo Huiya and Jiang Xiaowen were all there, Wang was lying on the bed to infuse liquids, and Chinese medicine was boiling on the small stove at the door.

When everyone saw the Land Rover walk in, they all wanted to say something comforting, but no one opened their mouths.

Land Rover came to Wang's side and saw Wang's sallow face in the sleep, and a trace of regret welled up in his heart.

"Thank you for taking care of my mom." Land Rover said to the three girls.

"The old Chinese medicine doctor said that my aunt was frightened and angry, and the old illness relapsed," Guo Huiya explained: "It is necessary to take care of it for a period of time, infuse fluids every day, take traditional Chinese medicine, and combine Chinese and Western medicine to treat." ”

"yes, I see." Land Rover nodded, sighed, and said to the three of them: "I'm in a bad mood today, I can't accompany everyone, I want to go to sleep." - Huiya, I'll go to the little house where you live for one night. ”

"No problem," Guo Huiya smiled and said, "I hope you can feel better tomorrow." ”

Land Rover glanced at Sophie as she left, she lowered her head and wiped the heavy machine gun with a towel, ignoring Land Rover; And Jiang Xiaowen is also hugging Lele, using a small comb to comb the puppy's hair. This kind of silence may be the best placebo.

Land Rover came to the small house, lit a candle, closed the door, lay on the bed, and felt that the world was silent. All that was quiet was his heartbeat, and his memories.

He inadvertently rolled over, only to see that the small lock on the drawer of his bookcase was missing, and the drawer showed signs of being opened.

Land Rover's heart was cold, he sat up, opened the drawer, and found that the honorary certificates inside were intact, and the poetry notebook he once wrote to Zhang Xiaotong had traces of turning. There is no need to guess, it must have been Guo Huiya who picked the lock and peeked at these things. Land Rover took out a copy casually, opened it, saw those immature handwriting, remembered the beauty of loss, and his heart was suddenly empty. Suddenly, Land Rover found that the photo of Zhang Xiaotong tucked away in the notebook was missing.

This is a gift from Zhang Xiaotong to him on his 18th birthday. It is also the most precious one, and he has always regarded it as a treasure.

He opened the other two notebooks, and finally found this photo on the last page of one of them, but on this slightly yellowed old photo, Zhang Xiaotong's youthful and beautiful cheeks were drawn with a ballpoint pen into a big flower cat, with ears on his head, a beard on his mouth, and his eyes were blackened like pirates.

Land Rover was suddenly very angry, his most beloved birthday gift was ruined, he was trembling with anger, and immediately came to the hall and said to Guo Huiya: "Come here." ”

"What's wrong?" Guo Huiya wondered.

"Hurry up!"

Guo Huiya followed the Land Rover into the small house.

Land Rover closed the door, spread out the photo of Guo Huiya being played with and damaged in front of her, and asked angrily, "Why are you doing this?" ”

Guo Huiya realized that she had made a big mistake, and pursed her lips and did not dare to speak out.

"I know you love me, but isn't it right for you to rummage through other people's things?" Land Rover continued to ask: "It's just a mess, but you have to break it, and turn Zhang Xiaotong into a big cat, what kind of heart do you have?" You're not a three-year-old! Can I say you're a pervert? There is no moral bottom line for your behavior like this! What's the use of me and you? You have such a small heart and such cruel methods, you are the most shameless girl I have ever seen! ……”

The first time Guo Huiya heard Land Rover criticize herself so harshly, she couldn't help choking, two lines of tears flowed down, and she kept wiping them with the back of her hand.

"What are you crying about?!" Land Rover still scolded: "I'll tell you directly now!" Your behavior has touched my bottom line! I won't forgive you! ”

"Right...... Sorry ......"

"Sorry for changing the photo back? You stop talking nonsense, get out of here! You are not allowed to live in this house in the future! Hands are long, hands are cheap, why don't you go to be a thief? ”

"Stop scolding, really, really sorry......"

Land Rover stretched out his hand to hit her, but never did. As a big man, he wouldn't be stupid enough to beat up a girl.

"! I'm going to sleep, let's go! Don't cry in front of my eyes, dirty my vision! ”

"Woo woo woo ......"

"One last time: get out!" After Lu Rover finished speaking, he watched Guo Huiya wipe her tears on the spot, still not moving, so he pushed Guo Huiya out, and then locked the door with a "snap".

Land Rover lay back on the bed, his chest bowing together.

After more than ten minutes, Land Rover's mood calmed down. He felt that he was too impulsive just now, wasn't it just an old photo? Why be angry with the girls around you. Self-examination is indeed a bit excessive.

Land Rover hurriedly walked out the door, wanting to apologize to Guo Huiya. But when he opened the door, he was surprised to find Guo Huiya standing at the door, it turned out that for more than ten minutes, she had been standing here motionless, sculptural, and repenting of her sins by self-punishment.

"Come in," Land Rover took Guo Huiya's hand and said, "I'm sorry, my head was short-circuited just now." ”

The two were back in the house, and Land Rover hugged her and kept saying sorry. After sitting down, Land Rover gently took Guo Huiya in his arms, kissed her face, and could taste the salty taste after being moistened with tears.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that about you, please forgive me." Land Rover apologized and said: "I don't know why, maybe it's because I dreamed of someone today!" Hey, today is really the most complicated and memorable day for me, from childhood to adulthood, I haven't happened so much in one day. ”

"I want to apologize to you first," Guo Huiya whispered, "I shouldn't have scribbled." I'm not a good person, because I grew up in an orphanage when I was a kid and I didn't have any friends, so I liked to use a pen to scribble on paper to relieve my boredom. That's when this bad habit was formed. I painted a photo of Zhang Xiaotong, and it was my fault. But I didn't mean to be as bad as you thought. ”

"It's okay, let's all calm down."

I don't know how long it took, Land Rover took the initiative to explain: "I know you have always had a question in your heart, so I'll confess to you now." Actually, the one I love in my heart is Zhang Xiaotong, she is my ex-girlfriend, and she proposed to break up with me because I can't afford to marry her. But I'm not reconciled, I love too much, and I can't let go. I'm sorry, Huiya, I said I love you, actually, I can't let go of her. ”

"I've already guessed," Guo Huiya looked into Land Rover's eyes and said, "But I won't blame you, I know you'll come back and love me." I have a suggestion. ”

"What?"

"You go to Beijing to find out, check Zhang Xiaotong's whereabouts, if she is still alive, I wish you happiness forever; If she's gone, please come back and love me! ”

After listening to Guo Huiya's suggestion, Land Rover was even more heartbroken. He couldn't bear to know the facts, if he really learned that Zhang Xiaotong was no longer alive, what kind of pain would it be. However, if you don't know Zhang Xiaotong's whereabouts, for him and Guo Huiya, it will be a pain for both of them!

Better a finger off than always aching!

Land Rover has already made up his mind to leave the village, leave this sad place, and travel the world with the goal of finding Zhang Xiaotong, even if there is no result, he is willing.

Land Rover nodded and said categorically: "You're right!" I decided to go to her and open this knot, otherwise we would never have come to fruition, and we would have delayed you. ”

"I'm not afraid of being delayed by you, you can go with confidence, I'm waiting for you!" In the swaying of the candlelight, Guo Huiya's eyes flashed with moving beauty, she touched Lu Rover's face with both hands, and said excitedly and firmly: "Land Rover, look at me, I just want to tell you that when you come back, I want to live happily with you; If you don't come back, I'll wait for you for the rest of your life......"

"Thank you......" Land Rover was so moved that he couldn't help but shed a few tears of men's tears and hugged Guo Huiya tightly in his arms......

Squeak -

At this point, the door was pushed open.

Land Rover realized that he had forgotten to lock the door just now.

Sophie poked her head in, saw the scene of Land Rover and Guo Huiya hugging each other, her expression changed from surprise to loneliness, and then closed the door.

"Sophie looks so strange, why didn't she knock on the door and come in."

"She's probably curious what we're doing, it's fine. It's not early, you go to sleep. - You can sleep in this house, I'll go back to the couch. ”

"Okay. Beware of catching a cold. ”

Land Rover came to the hall and saw that Sophie was still wiping her gun, but her expression was unusually lost. He knew very well that Sophie was also interested in himself, and he must have been extremely sad when he witnessed the scene just now. But Sophie is a strong-looking woman, and she will definitely not say what she really thinks from the bottom of her heart. Land Rover couldn't find a way for her to explain it all.

In this case, the only thing Land Rover can do is escape......

No, not an escape!

It should be in search of!

please

Let me look for it

Can't forget you

The beauty that was lost

Whether

Still in my heart......

He decided to find Zhang Xiaotong alone, whether he could find it or not, whether Zhang Xiaotong was alive or dead, he wanted to fulfill this long-cherished wish, and draw a perfect or cruel end to this thought and relationship. And he had killed so many people, and he had no intention of staying in the village, and he always felt a heavy sense of guilt tormenting his soul invisibly! He needed to struggle out of the water and take a big breath......