Chapter 148: Li Takes Peach Blossoms

That night, the group was uncomfortable, Li Yu couldn't sleep all night, he only felt a dullness in his chest and a pain in his legs, and Jin Yue stayed by his side.

She only felt afraid, and this fear was different from being surrounded by zombies, and it was also different from having enemies besieged her. What she experienced was a bottomless darkness, this darkness was not only for individuals, not only for Li Yu, she felt that everyone was surrounded by abyssal fear, completely breathless.

Li Yu turned his head and looked at Jin Yue.

He and Jin Yue had known each other four years ago, met at a meeting within the system, and gradually became acquainted.

She felt that he had a special charm that attracted her, and she couldn't tell what the reason was, handsome? Play? Anyway, she began to pay attention to him. Coincidentally, the two families lived not far away, and after the job transfer, she went to Li Yu's unit and became a member of the counterpart department, and the opportunities to meet were further increased, and the understanding between the two parties was further deepened.

At this time, she realized that he was not alone, he had always had a girlfriend by his side, and he had been dating for a long time.

Jin Yue is not a woman who is willing to get involved in other people's worlds, she retreats in the face of difficulties, collects the seeds of this feeling, and only maintains a relationship with the other party as a friend and colleague.

Later, the zombie crisis broke out, Li Yu became a person again, and Jin Yue survived with Li Yu.

For Li Yu, the relationship is much simpler and clearer. He loves his girlfriend, and has reached the stage of talking about marriage, Jin Yue did not show anything abnormal in front of him, she is just an ordinary friend and an ordinary colleague to him.

If it weren't for the outbreak of the zombie crisis, Li Yu might never have known that this capable woman had simple and pure feelings for him.

On the morning of the outbreak of the zombie crisis, when he was talking to his girlfriend on the phone, Li Yu heard her screams with his own ears. After that, it was Jin Yue who comforted him and encouraged him to face the tragic reality positively.

At present, Jin Yue only wants Li Yu to live, not only because of her feelings, but also because she feels that Li Yu is the only one who can help her resist the darkness in her heart.

You're important to me, even more so in the midst of this apocalypse, you know?! You have to hold on! Stay alive!

"Jin Yue, I really want to be a good leader, a good leader." Li Yu was a little haggard and whispered to Jin Yue.

I know that you are a responsible man, and you try your best to take care of everyone, and anyone with a discerning eye can see it.

But I need you more than anyone else, do you see? What others need is a backbone, a person who leads everyone disappears, and soon someone else will take over, but if you disappear, who will replace the vacancy in my heart?

"The more I want to take care of everyone's safety, the more I want to take into account all aspects, the more I find myself incompetent, I can't even take care of myself now, how can I take care of others?" Li Yu said.

"It's okay, we all understand you, the pressure to survive is so great, you don't have to take everything on yourself." Jin Yue wanted to persuade him to reduce some of his psychological burden.

"I know, but I can't let go of my heart, I am responsible for the death of so many people in front of me"

"You should rest, don't work too hard, there are so many people in everyone, you can share a lot of things."

"I know, but"

Jin Yue hugged Li Yu in her arms and interrupted him, she didn't want him to fall into senseless self-blame again, and she didn't want him to put any pressure and guilt on her body.

The two were silent for a long time, and the zombies downstairs let out a chaotic roar from time to time.

Jin Yue decided to make a confession, she felt that if she didn't say something, it was likely that there would be no more suitable opportunity.

"Li Yu, I like you, I care about you, and I want you to live. Can you do this the easiest, but hardest, thing possible? Jin Yue whispered a confession in Li Yu's ear.

Li Yu's last tight psychological defense line completely collapsed, and a big man finally couldn't hold back his tears, buried in Jin Yue's chest in the dark room, and cried into tears. In fact, after the end of the world, he saw her intentions, she defended him everywhere, and had some rare tacit understanding with him, how could he not feel it.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, she didn't have to die, if I went out with her, she wouldn't have died." The grief that Li Yu had buried in his heart for a long time finally broke the embankment, which was the biggest source of guilt in his heart.

Jin Yue comforted him as if he were comforting an injured child.

After a long time, Li Yu calmed down, sat up straight, and the two looked at each other.

Then Li Yu opened his arms and took Jin Yue in his arms.

"I'm sorry. I know. We're all going to live well. Li Yu's tone returned to normal.

Jin Yue smiled sweetly and rested her head on Li Yu's chest.

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Li Xuan got up from the cold ground in a daze. The three-story gym had a bathroom and toilet in one corner, and he walked through it in the dark.

Suddenly, his eyes flashed, and he saw what appeared to be a person standing in front of the mirror.

A long-haired woman.

"Can't you sleep?" The woman's voice sounded, it was Liu Qianwen's voice.

"Uh, yes, get up." Li Xuan was a little flustered, this was the normal state after he saw the goddess. He simplified the phrase "get up and make it easy".

Liu Qianwen looked at his restrained appearance and couldn't help but feel funny.

"Go ahead." There seemed to be a smile on her lips.

Li Xuan ran to the toilet and didn't pee out for a long time, and he found that he actually reacted.

Finally finished, he walked out in a panic, walked to the door, fixed his pace, and thought about how to talk to Liu Qianwen if she was still standing at the door.

I should say why haven't you slept yet? No, then she'll say I'm going to sleep right away.

I can't sleep anyway, so let's go and talk for a while? No, no, no! She's going to heck me.

He eventually came up with some foolproof claims.

Li Xuan walked out of the door and saw that Liu Qianwen was still leaning outside.

He was hesitant to speak, but Liu Qianwen took the initiative to start talking.

"It's been a long time in there, why haven't you slept yet, can't you sleep?" The woman asked.

"Ahh Li Xuan replied casually.

Damn it! I coward! Talking about something! Am I stupid!? Li Xuan scolded himself with his head.

"Oh yes, I still thought, we can't sleep anyway, why don't we go and talk to the side for a while?" The woman said with some confusion.

Li Xuan was embarrassed to find that he didn't have a chance to say a single word of the carefully prepared words, but the two accosting sentences that were excluded after thinking about it were used by the woman one by one, he couldn't help but say "hehe" to himself, and then hurriedly added a sentence.

"Okay!"

Although he hid his happiness, his bright eyes still wrote.

The two of them sat in the southeast corner of the room, where no one was, behind a set of boxing targets.

"You know, I've been to this villa area." Li Xuan was struggling to find a topic, but the woman said leisurely, "I didn't expect that I would have a chance to live here."

"Uh, what do you mean? Your home used to be here? Li Xuan was puzzled.

"Hahahaha, if only it were really home here. I 'want' to live here, you know? Liu Qianwen turned around and looked at Li Xuan with a look at his younger brother who was ignorant of the world. She actually has something to do with a certain businessman in Lan Yuting.

"Oh, then you're a great businessman, right?" Li Xuan vaguely felt that he had thought of something, but he didn't say it, he didn't want to think about it in a bad way.

"You're so cute." The woman said, looking at Li Xuan with a smile.

Li Xuan's face was hot, avoiding her eyes.

"Lend me your hand, I think it's a little unsure." The woman gently reached out and tapped Li Xuan's hand with her fingers, she seemed to want to find a suitable man to talk to. Li Xuan understood and immediately held Liu Qianwen.

It doesn't seem to be exactly wood, Liu Qianwen thought.

"Are you afraid?" Li Xuan asked. Liu Qianwen didn't continue the topic just now, she deliberately quieted down, wanting to see Li Xuan's reaction, and asked Li Xuan to speak first, Li Xuan really couldn't help but ask first.

At this time, Li Xuan was brewing an "attack", and he felt that he was a little hot.

"Of course I'm afraid. However, it is no different from the fear before the zombie crisis. The woman said.

"No difference? What do you mean? Li Xuan asked.

"It's all the same hardship, it's not easy for people to live." The woman skimmed lightly over the subject, which she found somewhat boring.

"It's still different, but now I'm risking my life to live, and besides, you don't think the material conditions will be bad." Li Xuan was puzzled again, and he looked at the ring in the woman's hand.

Simplicity. The woman smiled, feeling that Li Xuan was still not on the road, and wanted to withdraw her hand.

But Li Xuan didn't let go.

The woman was slightly surprised and turned her head to look at Li Xuan.

"What's wrong?" Liu Qianwen felt that Li Xuan might have to make a move.

"I don't think this team is quite cohesive. Since it's dangerous, it's better to get together. Li Xuan suddenly said this.

"What? Knot... Accompany? Liu Qianwen laughed, she felt that this sentence was very old-fashioned, and got up to leave.

Li Xuan hugged Liu Qianwen by the waist, and his lips were printed.

Liu Qianwenyuan opened her eyes and actually felt overwhelmed, she didn't expect that a man who looked weak and wooden would dare to "attack" herself directly in this way.

Li Xuan let go of his mouth and looked directly at Liu Qianwen.

"I'm sorry. I'm clumsy and timid. You can only use action. ”

Liu Qianwen wanted to pretend to be angry, but she couldn't help laughing.