Chapter 19: Doing the Way for Heaven

Lu Dagang looked at a painting, and the content of the painting was that he was looking at the painting......

I understand this scene very well, but how do I think about it and feel weird...... In Lu Dagang's statement. This demon painting seems to be self-conscious, and can change the content of the painting from time to time to enlighten the viewer.

I was thinking about it, and Lu Dagang continued: "The third scene I saw on the painting is that I use a guillotine in the courtyard to cut my sister into 'meat' sauce. I still remember the "color" in the painting, bright and full, every river of blood is so vivid and vivid, my sister's limbs are scattered and soaked in blood, and the most important thing is her head, when she died, she still had her eyes open and looked at the sky. I still remember the look in her eyes in the painting, which was content and relieved. Just because I saw this look. I made up my mind to kill her, and it was all arranged by fate. ”

"What kind of painting style did you use to describe these scenes in the paintings?" I asked.

"Western Paintings." Lu Dagang said: "I don't know much about painting, but I can still tell the difference between Eastern painting and Western painting. Demon painting uses Western painting techniques, and pays great attention to the "color" used in oil painting, which is full and changeable, thick and bright, and the "color" color is very, very very deceptive and "sexual". ”

"Demon painting makes you see your own destiny, so you think you have to follow the instructions of fate?" Erlong asked.

"It's not that simple." Lu Dagang said: "That painting not only allows me to see the future, but also the expression of its own painting style and 'color' can extremely shock the soul, as if it is a kind of enlightenment and warning in the dark." Destiny is this thing. It not only includes the direction of your life, but also the meaning and responsibility of your life. Everyone lives in this world and has a mission. "Please Baidu is our greatest support, thank you!

"What's your mission?" I asked.

A glimmer of light flashed in Lu Dagang's eyes, and his voice trembled slightly: "My task is to execute and kill those who do evil. ”

"Including your sister?" I sneered.

Lu Dagang ignored my sarcasm. He said: "My sister Lu Ling saw her fate in the painting. Her own sins, her task in life is to keep dying and resurrecting, to atone for her sins in this excruciating way. ”

Erlong suddenly raised his eyebrows and said, "You said that your sister's mission in life is to atone for her sins?" So where did her sin come from, where did she get such a big sin as a minor girl, didn't she commit it in this life? ”

Lu Dagang obviously never thought of this statement, he looked up at us, trembled and said, "People have a past life? ”

His current demeanor is very similar to Xianglin's sister-in-law in "Blessing", holding a broken bowl on crutches and asking Lu Xun tremblingly. "When a person dies, does he have a soul?"

Seeing him like this, I couldn't say anything in my heart, and I felt very sad and bitter. Lu Dagang is now completely 'confused' in this death puzzle, unable to be freed, he urgently needs to find an answer to the 'spirit', which can help him release his feelings, and can tell him that people have the meaning of zĂ i.

But who can answer such a question, I can't answer it, and I find myself 'quite sad'.

Erlong didn't want to interfere with his thoughts, so he made a gesture and motioned for Lu Dagang to continue.

I 'interjected' and asked Lu Dagang: "You said so much, and you just said it, so where is this painting now?" I want to see it. ”

Lu Dagang smiled bitterly and waved his hand: "I hid in a place that no one knows." ”

"We thought you burned it." I'm not polite.

Lu Dagang shook his head: "How is it possible?" When I was mutilating my sister's body, I had a vague feeling that that painting might be a key to my sister's resurrection. In the past, when I killed her, I was strangled to death or drowned, and at least I could still leave her body, but now that I have dismembered her one by one, I doubt that she will ever come back to life, so I want to keep the demon painting. I believe that the painting is full of unknown and powerful forces that can bring her to life. ”

I said, "Lu Dagang, have you ever thought that that painting may be just a kind of display, a window, it can only tell you about your predetermined fate, but cannot change it." ”

Lu Dagang looked at me with blazing eyes: "But if I hadn't seen this painting, if I hadn't seen the enlightenment brought by the painting, how could I have killed someone, how could I have ended up at this point?" You can't deny that the director of this painting is my current fate, I was originally an ordinary college student, and now I am dying, isn't it the role of this painting? ”

Erlong nodded: "Showing fate is itself changing fate." ”

"Okay, go ahead." I nodded. The concept is entangled, and I don't want to get involved in this kind of chattering argument.

"Now I should talk about the identity of my executioner," Lu Dagang said: "Why can't I kill some people, such as Ji 'Chun'. I assassinated him four times, all of which allowed him to escape. ”

I didn't want to dwell on this illusory question, so I said, "Can you tell me how you got out of the detention center?" And why did you carve the word 'I' in the detention center? ”

Lu Dagang was a little impatient and said, "Listen to me, these questions are all closely related." ”

I nodded and motioned for him to continue.

"I found a very important thing," Lu Dagang said, "that the executioner is not only about the determination of identity, but also about ability. If you don't have the power of a chicken, how can you be an executioner? On the other hand, because I now have extraordinary abilities, it is also a powerful testimony for me as an executioner! This is given to me by God, and this is my destiny. ”

"You can escape from prison, is that a manifestation of your ability?" I asked.

Lu Dagang rarely 'showed' a smile: "Yes." But this ability of mine comes and goes, sometimes it escapes into the invisible, I can't find its existence at all, and sometimes it pops up, allowing me to surpass ordinary people and do things that ordinary people can't do. How to describe it, this ability is a bit similar to nuclear power, my body has not changed, but the power drive inside has been raised by several notches, reaching an inhuman state. But I haven't fully mastered the switch to turn on this state at will. That's why I didn't succeed in assassinating Ji 'Chun' Sheng four times in a row, you must think, I can stick to the wall of the building, and it's not very easy to kill someone at night by climbing over the wall and crossing the ridge. Actually, I was wrong, when I was going to assassinate Ji 'Chun', my ability completely disappeared, and I was just an ordinary person. ”

"Why is this happening?" Erlong asked.

Lu Dagang said: "Later, I found a clue, as an executioner, I can not execute any sinners at will according to my own will, I have a fixed task as an executioner, and this ability will only appear when I get close to the target or escape." ”

"So who chose this target for you?" I asked.

"You're on the point," Lu Dagang said, "I'm looking for 'this hand' outside the shadows." So far, I have killed a total of three people, Tian Tao, Gao Shun, and my sister Lu Ling, as well as two failed targets for attempted murder, one is Ji Chunsheng and the other is the head of the detention center. ”

I remembered that when Lu Dagang was imprisoned in the detention center, he once murdered a prisoner with a sharpened toothbrush, but it was unsuccessful, and he even made the family beat him up.

"The purpose of killing that cell boss is to be a real person, and I don't have the slightest 'private' grudge with him." Lu Dagang said: "At that time, I was very vague about my identity and ability as an executioner, and I was not as mature as I am now. At that time, I was thinking about the question of whether I could target anyone who had committed the most heinous crimes, and if I faced them, I could do whatever it took to kill them. When I faced the head of the detention center who abducted and trafficked children and humiliated many 'women' and 'women' from good families, my ability and my feelings disappeared, and I almost died at his hands at that time. He smiled bitterly: "Then I began to research and analyze, and I found one thing, as an executioner, I also have a target for 'sex', some people can kill, some people can't." ”

Erlong and I looked at each other and listened quietly, what Lu Dagang said was beyond our understanding.

Lu Dagang entered a state of frenzy: "I carefully think back to the scene of killing those three people, including my sister, before killing them, I will have a feeling. It's like a writer is writing and a painter is painting...... That feeling and that ability made me heat up and turned on the nuclear-powered engine in my shell. Especially when I kill my sister, this feeling is the strongest, every time I kill her, it is like an artist is creating, my 'spirit' spirit will enter a state of self-forgetfulness, full of nuclear power...... That's one of the reasons I killed my sister, and I'm obsessed with that feeling. After a lot of times, I suddenly had an understanding, this feeling came as soon as I said it, and it was like having a sense of self, and I even felt that it was another 'me'. ”

"That's why the police brought in a 'jing' psychiatrist to give you a 'jing' psychiatric evaluation." I say.

"Yes, that's understandable." Lu Dagang said: "I myself am an ordinary college student, an unfortunate person whose family collapsed and who lost his mother and sick father. And the other 'I' is the executioner who was selected from the underworld to replace the Heavenly Dao and deal with sinners. ”

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