57 Ruri's Heart

"I'm out of the house."

In the morning, the fifth watch Ruli left home at the point when she was just able to get on the base safely, and the eldest sister Yue Xiang in the fifth grade of elementary school and the younger sister Zhu Xi who had just entered the first grade both left earlier than her.

But the two of them are too innocent - especially the little sister Joo-hee who is bouncing to school, and when they grow up, they will understand why school is the most hated place for students all over the world.

Originally, she once thought that she had already seen the true face of the school, and she had long lost hope for a happy youth campus life or something......

But when she first entered high school, she couldn't help but look forward to the high school life with "that person".

Although now, the dream of high school life that she once fantasized about was completely shattered, and the school has once again become the place she least wants to go and has to go, but it is not the fault of "that person", "that person" is not wrong at all!

If a year ago, who said that she would go to and from school with a certain boy every day in high school, eat lunch boxes together during lunch breaks, hang out with him after school, occasionally go to that boy's house to play, and even lie on his bed shamelessly......

Even if that person is her future self, she will definitely think that her future self has completely become a pathetic paranoid.

Such high school life or something...... Even in the most silver~ chaotic and shameless spring dream she has ever had, it has never appeared.

Instead of expecting that kind of high school life dream come true, it is better to work hard to cultivate your "dark power" and silently wait for the moment when you will recover the powerful and beautiful demon body you used in your "previous life".

But because of the sudden appearance of "that person", the high school life that she didn't dare to dream of even if she dreamed of it really became a reality for a short time.

She is very grateful to "that person", and she is really very grateful from the bottom of her heart.

From the moment "that person" first found her in the old bookstore where she worked, her real body was the "black cat" who brought misfortune, and her fate, which had been burdened with the curse of darkness, miraculously began to change for the better.

- Although she was completely defeated by "that person" in the "showdown of fate", "that person" did not choose to leave, but always stood in front of her, waiting for her to grow.

- Although the online gathering was a failure, she then attended the second meeting with "that person" and made two good friends.

- Even though her work really sucks, "that person" will indiscriminately defend her in front of the terrible editors.

- Despite her ordinary and weak appearance as a human being, "that person" is still willing to go to and from school with her every day and eat a bento box with her......

Although "that person's" face is always expressionless, and his voice is always emotionless, even if he is "cool", he is too "cool", but she clearly knows the tenderness of "that person" hidden under the cold appearance.

As long as there is "that person", it makes sense for her to choose this high school that almost no junior high school classmates apply for.

- Even if many of her illusions were quickly shattered, it didn't matter if the new class in high school had once again become the same disgusting place she had in junior high school.

If she could stay with "that person" all the time, then nothing else would have to worry about, because that was just a disguise for her as a "human".

And in the dark world, although she still can't beat "that person", she is also the "Matsudo black~cat" who won the strongest name in the World Fighting Championship where "that person" did not participate, and she also has a female servant surnamed Supernatus and a powerful old enemy with a female surname Seraph.

Originally, she thought so...... That's what she really thought......

However, when "that person" expresses kindness to her as a "human" again and again as an older brother and senior, she gradually accumulates black emotions in her heart that even she herself does not know the essence of.

And when "that person" reached out to her, who had been fighting alone in the enemy's base camp in a heroic manner, and was already scarred but refused to fall, for some reason, she suddenly felt very, very angry.

Even when she had been knocked to the ground by simultaneous attacks from all directions, her body and face had been relentlessly trampled by the enemy, and she was covered in mud and water, she had never felt so angry.

Because of the sudden outbreak of this dark will, she categorically refused the help of "that person", and even trampled on "that person's" kindness repeatedly.

But she knew that her sky-high anger was not aimed at "that person", maybe it was aimed at her weak self, maybe it was aimed at the cruel world, or maybe it was aimed at the fate that ruthlessly played with her in the palm of her hand...... But it's not aimed at "that person".

Only this, she knows very well.

Although she herself didn't know why she was so angry, at "that moment", she had never felt so clearly the barrier between her and "that person", which was wider than the Milky Way separating the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, and stronger than the "Wall of Sighs" separating the Underworld and the Pure Land of Bliss.

Her real name is "Black Cat", a "Fallen Saint" descended from the present world, and a black beast who was a knight of the "Queen" in her previous life.

But "that man" is higher in rank than the "queen", higher than the "emperor", and even below one person among the gods, a glorious morning star and a glorious son with six-sevenths of the power of the "supreme father".

When he refused to bow to the "Holy Son" because of pride, and led one-third of the angels in the heavenly realm to "fall into the sky", he became a supreme being who could compete with the "Supreme Father".

Even in this world, the inferior body of the surname "human" cannot hide his light, and "that person" is still the best of the human race.

It is a super genius who is extremely respectful to everyone, and even can't give birth to the slightest jealousy because of the gap between the two sides.

…… It was an existence that she was once extremely proud of.

…… It is also the existence that is making her extremely painful now.

As a weak "black beast", is she really qualified to stand by the side of "that person"?

Even the fluctuations of power that emanated from "that person's" actions were so powerful that they almost crushed her.

Her existence will only shackle "that person".

She wants to fight alongside "that person" and not be a burden and a burden to him.

But if she got closer, she would be burned by the glow of "that person".

She didn't want "that person" to be constrained in any way because she was concerned about her, and she wanted "that person" to be free to live freely.

Since she is not strong enough to bring any help to "that person", let her quietly retreat into the distance and watch his light from a place where "that person" can be seen.

This was the only thing she, the too weak black cat, could do for "that person".

PS: Tomorrow...... Or today is the Dragon Boat Festival~ I wish everyone and Qu Yuan a happy day.

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