Chapter 776: I've Decided
The drizzle is like a bead with a broken thread, and the dim sky looks as depressing as a human mood, Ji Qiuxuan stood on the steps and shouted to me.
I looked back at her, and saw her standing thinly clothed in the rain, so I asked:
"Are you still in business?
Ji Qiuxuan was only five or six meters away from me, and under the floating of the breeze, a trace of hair was coiled on her head, flying in the wind, and she stood there motionless, with a gloomy expression.
I closed the car door and walked over.
However, at this time, Ji Qiuxuan, depending on what she wanted to say, bit her lip lightly, and asked in a slight voice:
"Are you ready to get married? The voice was small, like a mosquito.
I nodded.
Ji Qiuxuan asked again: "It's that beautiful policewoman, right?"
I asked, "Does it matter?"
A damp breeze came, and the professional dress she was wearing, which seemed to be difficult to resist the erosion of the cold wind, she was shivering, and I took off my coat and draped it over her, and said:
"Let's go back to work
Ji Qiuxuan was unusually disappointed, she suddenly pushed away my coat and said:
"I don't need to pretend to care.
After she finished speaking, tears swirled and swirled in her eyes, but in the end, the deep grooves in her eye sockets did not block those tears.
The tide rolled down the goose-egg-like cheeks, then covered his face, stumbled and turned to run to the store?
I grabbed her arm with a lunge and said, "We are not people of the world,
I'm going to hurt you.
Ji Qiuxuan cried and said:
"Hurt me? I don't care?
Do you have to force me to stand in the street and kneel before you? Like a beggar, beg for your mercy. Extravagant in your feelings?
I shook my head and said, "Ji Qiuxuan, I've never thought about it like this.
Ji Qiuxuan stared at me and asked, "For thirty-three days, I won't go to the bar." Don't you want to ask me why don't you go to SKY.
Do you know? When I first entered the store, my heart was beating wildly.
I was so happy that I thought you would ask me, why don't you go to the bar? Will ask me why? But I didn't realize that you were here to buy an engagement necklace for that policeman?
I don't know if playing with other people's feelings in the eyes of you rich people is the so-called talking point in your circle. You have to use this way to tear apart a woman's most unspeakable, reserved and stubborn. Is it enjoyable?
In the past 33 days, I have been waiting for your call, do you have any feelings for me?
I pursed my lips and smiled bitterly, looked up at the dim sky, and said:
"In the past thirty-three days, I thought that maybe your boss owes you wages, and you have no money to spend.
On her pear-rained face, two dimples were printed out without reservation, and she said:
"Our boss pays our salaries on time and never owes our employees wages.
Han Bing. ,, Actually, I ,......
I raised the corners of my mouth and said:
"Forget Qiu Xuan, don't say anything, we are not people of the same world. I'm not as good as you seem on the surface, you don't know me.
Ji Qiuxuan asked:
"It's because you married Nina Chen. Did Wan Xinyi kill Nina Chen?
I jerked my head up and looked at her in amazement.
Ji Qiuxuan raised her neck and stared at me and said:
"Xing Rui came to me that day. Tell me your story.
I could tell that Xing Rui's words meant to keep me away from you.
Although she pretends to be good for me, women are naturally defensive against women.
So for the past thirty-three days, I've been thinking about it.
What am I in your heart? We're all adults, and even though we don't say anything, I trust my instincts.
My instincts tell me that my heart has been stolen by you, a liar.
But sadly, I don't know if you have me in your heart.
I can also see that Xing Rui loves you deeply, she is not afraid of a policeman, what can I be afraid of? Your previous events were like a movie that stunned me.
If it weren't for the words that came out of the mouth of a policeman, I wouldn't believe that a man with few words and an introverted personality would have such a legendary experience.
Remember the first time I saw you at SKY Bar? You gave me the first impression at the time, you were like a cynical man.
Especially your long braids, give me the illusion that you are like a master of love, and your first impression feels too bad.
But I didn't expect that what I said I saw was false and unreal.
I inquired about you privately, when I asked my girlfriend if you knew Han Bing from SKY Bar?
My girlfriend told a lot of your story? You have too much aura on you, so much so that I never dare to look into your eyes in front of you.
I know I'm not worthy of you, so I've been running away, but sometimes people can't fool their hearts.
SKY is such a fascinating place, in fact, I used to go to SKY a lot, and I liked the slightly sad music of the blues and blues in the bar.
Because it's not as noisy as other bars, it gives a very comfortable quiet.
Just like I saw in the novel, on the banks of the Rhine, sipping coffee and looking at the turquoise water, the hair floating in the breeze and the ears is quiet, as if time has stood still.
Secular society puts an invisible shackle around our women's necks.
They don't allow women to soak in bars all day, maybe bars are a dirty place full of endless desires in the eyes of normal people.
Perhaps in the eyes of normal people, only juniors, young misses, and sluts seeking one-night stands will often soak there, which is the true portrayal of our small city.
So to give myself a good reason, I weaved a lie and disguised myself as a wounded woman.
Actually, I've never been in a relationship at all, and if I didn't, I wouldn't have found a reason to spend all my salary in a bar every month, isn't it ridiculous!
I don't know what it's like to be in love, women are always used to finding many, many reasons for themselves, and it is reasonable for them to do what they do.
But I know that I am in love with a man with a story.
This is the most terrifying. Maybe this man will break me completely, but I've decided. I want to try, even if it's a moth to a fire.
Because the moment of love is eternal.
I want to put the novel that vigorous love. Become a reality.
But do I need a male lead?
I'm ready, I want that male protagonist in that novel to give me a role?
I don't know why, I designed the scene, if according to the script, I should hold Ji Qiuxuan in my arms at this time, personally put the love Ding Jin Qiu on her jade neck, say some sensational words, and let her marry me.
At this moment, my heart suddenly tingled.
I felt secretly frightened in the hospital room. After I heard Ji Qiuxuan's confession, looking at her clear eyes, my heart suddenly softened.
Ji Qiuxuan is too simple, she is like an undeveloped piece of jade, so sincere.
Looking at her immature face, I saw myself a few years ago, when I had this idea for Chen Nina, stubbornly believing that vigorous love can overcome some.
But does it prove it? The union of men and women must have a thoughtful understanding of each other, the persistence of encountering problems, and the sense of responsibility that a man has the courage to take on.
But Ji Qiuxuan and I have none to rely on.
I said indifferently, "I'm sorry, I don't deserve your affection."
After saying that, he turned around and left.
Back in the car. started the engine and looked at Ji Qiuxuan squatting on the ground with her shoulders crossed, crying like a child.
Tears were rolling in my eyes. I didn't let it stay in the end because there were no more tears in my eyes.
I drove directly to the Yangbei City Bureau. It should be at this point, Xing Rui hasn't gotten off work yet?
I called Xing Rui downstairs.
A few minutes later. Xing Rui went downstairs and got into the car.
Xing Rui looked at the wealthy gold store on the bridge, reached out and took the beautifully packaged box, opened it, glanced at me with a smile and said:
"Yikes! It's beautiful! You're not going to call me and ask me to come down just to send me this, are you?
I lit a cigarette and stared at Xing Rui and said:
"Xing Rui, I really can't see it, you are sometimes quite insidious? Don't you police officers like to play yin?
Xing Rui moved his gaze from the necklace to my face, and seeing that I didn't want to joke with her, he asked with a stupid expression, "What's wrong with me?"
I said: "Xing Rui, don't talk about my past affairs secretly, I don't care if I say it openly in the future." Xing Rui: Do you know what kind of person I annoy the most? It's just that he pretends to be nothing on the surface, but he does something two-faced and three-faced!
Xing Rui threw the box on the driver's platform and asked in a hurried tone: "Han Bing, who are you talking about, I am looking for Ji Qiuxuan, what is the purpose, I think so in my heart, can you not know?"
Dare you make a fuss, come to me to be angry? Han Bing, I don't understand?
I, Xing Rui, am not as good as the little girl who sells gold.
You'd rather be nice to your simple little girl than ignore me.
Are you tired of me?
I looked at Xing Rui's flushed face and said, "I'm tired of it, right?"
Ji Qiuxuan is very simple, I know she is not your opponent. I can handle my affairs with her by myself, and I don't need you to interfere?
Xing Rui snorted and said:
"Han Bing, don't say yourself so innocently, no one is simple these days, who do you say she is simple, who do you say she is simple, pretending to be tender?
I took a puff of cigarette and said, "Xing Rui, do you know what annoys you the most?" The most annoying thing about Lao Tzu is that you look like no one in your eyes, and you always look at others as inferior to you, what do you have?
Compared to looks, can you compare to Nina Chen?
Can you compare to Wan Xinyi than rich?
Can you compare to Ji Qiuxuan in terms of figure?
When I was with Chen Nina, you were bitter and mean to Chen Nina.
What happened to Nina Chen when she went to accompany the wine? What's wrong with being blind? People earn money to support themselves based on their skills.
Although Wan Xinyi killed Kuroko, if Kuroko forced her to be anxious, would she be a killer.
On the other hand, what do you Xing Rui have? You will hurt me except the people around me.
What else can you do?
You look down on this all day long, look down on that? I don't understand, why are you! Who gave you the confidence.
What do you have to be proud of! If it weren't for this outfit on your body, what would you have?
Xing Rui: Do you know how to write the word upbringing? I thought you had learned a lot in the past two years at the police academy, but it turns out that you are still the same as before? Nothing has changed. (To be continued.) )