The depth of love and the depth of hate

Ah, the book eunuch here, many readers have chased to the book review area over there. How to say it. Xiaoqiang understands that this is also the depth of love and hatred.

In other words, Xiaoqiang's family is just an ordinary family, and there is not even much savings, it is already very difficult to get married, and it is even more difficult to get married now, at least to have a house and a car, until now, Xiaoqiang's bank account does not have a few deposits, if you continue to follow the previous path, Xiaoqiang may have to be a single.

Recently, Xiaoqiang has been suffering from insomnia and chaotic biological clocks, and his parents have sighed every day because of this, pressure, pressure is too great. is so big that Xiaoqiang can't bear it, Xiaoqiang has no choice but to fight once, after all, this is to get married. Xiaoqiang himself is also a more pessimistic person, he is under so much pressure, he is almost about to collapse, and now Xiaoqiang sleeps for no more than six hours a day, obviously sleepy to death, headache to death, lying on the chuang is just unable to sleep, anxious, and even found white hair when he looked in the mirror this morning, white hair. Not yet thirty years old.

Just now, the editor Sansheng Da also looked for Xiaoqiang, and talked a lot to Xiaoqiang, saying that Feilu's roots were not right, maybe one day a copyright problem website will praise it, and this Xiaoqiang also knows.

At the beginning, it was also because of this, as many readers in the book review area said, mixing at the starting point is a time, and the first book is like this, and the second book will be raised. Xiaoqiang knows, knows everything.

However, when I got married, a mountain weighed on my back, and I had a house and a car......

To be honest, Xiaoqiang's girlfriend has always been skeptical of Xiaoqiang's writing of a book and has always been opposed. The new book area is one month, two months before it is put on the shelves, I don't get a penny, and I earn three thousand in three months, even if it is this month, according to the previous update speed, it is five thousand. Maybe five thousand is a lot for people who have just started working.

But this is the Internet, there is no five insurances and one housing fund, and it is difficult to get a credit card with a large overdraft.

The difficulties of life are stuck here. Married, what a heavy word to marry. Xiaoqiang doesn't even want to get married, go to his M's girlfriend, go to his M's marriage, go to his M's house and car, but is this reality?

Xiaoqiang just wants to fight once, and he just wants to get married, get married.

From the time he wrote this book, Xiaoqiang said that Xiaoqiang came for money, for the manuscript fee, Xiaoqiang has great expectations, more than 20,000 collections, more than 20,000 readers, Xiaoqiang once naively thought, more than 20,000 readers, even if it is ten to one, there are 2,000 readers who spend money to subscribe, Xiaoqiang's income is almost enough, but in fact, the average subscription is 1,000, last month, the average subscription is 1,000, this month is about to pass, the average subscription has increased by dozens of ten, the average subscription is 1,000 yuan, continue to write this book, and then you can definitely earn 10,000 yuan a month, Xiaoqiang can pat his chest and guarantee, but Xiaoqiang doesn't have so much time.

Sansheng has told me a lot, there are all kinds of things, Xiaoqiang is very ashamed, and there are so many lovely readers in the book review area, you have also been supporting strongly, because of the eunuch's matter, you are very angry, and Xiaoqiang also knows. Xiaoqiang can only guarantee here that he will change every day, which is probably the bottom line.

In just a few days, I was already very haggard and very fragile, and the bride price, the house, and the car were mountains (to be continued......