Chapter 141: Frankness
Does Lin Furui die? Lin Xiaohua's belief turned out to be Lin Furui? I couldn't help but think of these two thoughts in my head, and then I couldn't believe it.
Logically speaking, the soul of God was withdrawn from Lin Furui, Lin Furui is still a complete person, whether it is soul or body, the damage suffered in the previous war is not enough for him to die, how can he die?
Another thing, I don't want to admit it myself, is that my heart is a little sour, I can't believe that the person Lin Xiaohua loves like Xinyang is Lin Furui I don't know much about Lin Furui, at most I know that he is a 'bearer' of God, from Lin Jianguo's words, I know that he is a lover, other or very ordinary? After all, his whole personality is divine.
The only time his character was manifested was on the altar, when his will emerged, the weak call to Lin Xiaohua, Lin Xiaohua turned her head and cried, and there was her attachment to Lin Jianguo.
In short, Lin Furui is not a person with a distinct personality in my heart at all, but Lin Xiaohua is a woman with all kinds of charms, soft and charming, but she seems so maverick, I don't want to look at something with unfair eyes, but I always feel that the man Lin Xiaohua loves should be extraordinary, not like Lin Furui.
Why am I slightly sour? Could it be that I can't forget the kiss that Lin Xiaohua and I were so close? After all, it's that kind of contact, there will always be throbbing in the bottom of my heart, this is definitely not love, or even liking, but there is a heartbeat at that moment, right? I can't tell myself either.
Perhaps, this is also the complexity of human nature.
"Oh, after the catastrophe, order is restored, and all the debts owed by the borrowed life will be made up with life and life until the debts owed are repaid. Lin Furui owes the most, and after the catastrophe, he is the first to die. "The mind of the Dao boy quickly gave me an answer.
Presumably, all these gods and they, including Lin Xiaohua, also know that those who live by other people's longevity and other things, including the holy village, including the damned people in that town, will die after this catastrophe, and they will pay off what they have stolen from others.
It's just why Lin Furui owes the most? After all, God occupies his body, and everything is not what he wants.
"The way of heaven only looks at cause and effect, and does not ask about causes. Just like repaying debts, it is natural to kill people to pay for their lives, and in this world they may talk about some reasons. But the way of heaven is absolutely fair, after all, other people's longevity and even soul power are imposed on Lin Furui, this makes no sense. The greatest benevolence of the Heavenly Dao is that it did not treat Lin Furui as a sinner, and the Heavenly Tribulation did not add to him, but still allowed him to reincarnate to repay it. It's just a repayment, not a punishment. Do you understand? The Taoist boy preached in two words, simple but also quite profound, sin is not sinful, evil is not evil, and what is owed should be repaid, but it is the most reasonable.
After all, it is my other self, and it is difficult for me to have any negative emotions towards this Dao boy, even if I know that my will may be occupied by him, but he is the same to me, as if he is particularly keen to explain the way of heaven to me, as if he is deliberately cultivating his own life, but he does not say a word about the things that his will may encroach on me.
I feel that in my previous life, I was keen on pursuing the Heavenly Dao, every move, every word and deed, and even every thought made myself close to the Heavenly Dao, so I was so cold and alienated, absolutely sane but, is this really good?
I questioned myself in my previous life, but what I got was silence, but after a while, a will emerged in my heart: "It's really a ridiculous feeling, I can't look at everything in the world fairly and rationally, and I am actually invested in an inextricable relationship, in my own game, and I am attracted to the woman in front of me." Shouldn't you introspect? ”
Should I reflect? A painful expression appeared on my face, and this kind of pain was not something I didn't think my heart was beating at that moment, because Master's education since I was a child made me pay attention to nature, and as long as any of my feelings happened naturally, I should go along with it, and after precipitation, I should think about it.
This pain comes from the fact that I think of Ruxue, I can be sure that my affection is all given to her, even if there is only despair between me and her, no one can replace her, but why am I?
I fell into this pain, and the image of snow involuntarily appeared in my heart, and then I was disgusted with myself, but at that moment, my heart was inexplicably throbbing.
I certainly didn't have this pain from my own will, could it be him? I subconsciously felt funny, impossible, Dao Tongzi was so cold and ruthless in his previous life, don't say that he had never seen Ruxue at all, even if he did, how could there be any heartache? He probably won't even feel it.
Maybe I was too sad myself, so my heart hurt a little.
What I didn't realize was that the Taoist boy looked through all my memories, but what he didn't touch was about love.
At this time, Lin Xiaohua was still in my eyes, half-lying on the ground, holding the Heavenly Pattern Stone in one hand and Lin Furui's hand in the other, her face was pale, her eyes were full of tears, and her hair was still flying in the wind.
My eyes gradually blurred, not tears, but a kind of self-loathing brought about by scattered thoughts and pain, I couldn't see what was in front of me clearly, and I couldn't help but hold my hair and let out a moan.
Grandma Ling Qing noticed my situation, couldn't help but look back at me with concern, and asked, "Chengyi, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Like snow" I could only answer these two words painfully, and then I couldn't say a thousand words.
Grandma Ling Qing sighed, held my hand, and didn't know whether to relieve me, or said to herself: "My relationship with your master has been with me for a lifetime, but in these long years, your master has made many other women smile, every move, and even a small moment of heart-warming things. He didn't hide it from me, it was just a very natural heartbeat, it was an instinct of human nature, if you can't restrain it, you will naturally experience it, and you will eventually understand something. ”
"I don't understand." At this time, the second Heavenly Tribulation Thunder fell, and the faces of everyone present were extremely heavy.
The Tribulation Thunder still dispersed before it touched Lin Furui, and even if the target was lost, once this second Heavenly Tribulation began, it would only stop after completing the six Tribulation Thunderbolts.
"Naturally, you don't understand, just as a person is always facing another person, how can he test his loyalty? Just as it is written in the book, Yang Guo, who has been waiting for Xiaolongnu for sixteen years, has also experienced many beautiful women, and only then did she discover who she loved in her life and who was worth waiting for. Loyalty to feelings is naturally not to be compared with anyone, but a precipitation of the heart after experiencing thousands of red dusts. It's like refining the heart in the red dust, without experience, where can it be tempered? Chengyi, the meaning of the Tao is not forced, but natural, and the way of heaven does not pay attention to perfection, you can't deliberately pursue perfection. Anything that is lean and clear will have flaws. Beautiful things always make people tempting, but what you love is what you love doesn't need to be restrained, and it can also make you understand that your heart for beautiful things is just a simple heartbeat, just like seeing a TV series and liking the characters of the TV series, but it is still her who loves her. It is still her who has joined hands for a lifetime. Feelings never need to force you to be perfect. Grandma Ling Qing told me eloquently, but my face gradually returned to normal, and the pain gradually dissipated.
Yes, what Grandma Ling Qing said is indeed true, since I was a child, I have been dependent on my master for my life, and I have long understood Master's style. He really wouldn't refuse any beautiful 'big girl' and show his admiration unabashedly, but doesn't Master understand who the person he wants to stay with for the rest of his life? And he is also truly affectionate and courteous
And I also understand who I love all my life, and I never thought about what to do with Lin Xiaohua! Why should I be so sharp to resist the natural heartbeat of that moment, just face myself openly.
Sometimes in the face of complex human nature, all that needs to be done is really a frankness.
"Boring." Dao Tongzi obviously stood on the commanding heights again, and evaluated all this, but I was completely relaxed, and I let myself feel a little distressed about Lin Xiaohua.
The third thunderstorm is about to fall, at this time, Lin Furui's hand is holding Lin Xiaohua's hand tightly, his face is so ugly, and his whole body is a little trembling I don't understand why he is chasing death, but this tremor now is it because he is excited to realize his wish?
Compared with Lin Furui's exaggerated performance, it was Lin Xiaohua who had been calm, her eyes fell on Lin Furui's body, it was really tender like water At this time, there was a faint flash of lightning in the sky, and the third thunderstorm was coming.
"Xiaohua, help me." And at this moment, Lin Furui suddenly shouted out of control, this sound almost used up the strength of his whole body, and at the moment when his words just fell, the third thunder fell, and Lin Furui's face was extremely pale and a little distorted.
What to help him? I subconsciously frowned!