238.The Whispers of the Ship Girls (Part II)

The Admiral said that those who can't do it had better leave consciously.

Is it implying that Quincy doesn't need a shipwit like herself?

The battle was really scary, and to be honest, a fight like today's really didn't want to happen again, but Quincy also knew that such an idea was incorrect and impossible to achieve.

As long as they are ship girls, they must hold the consciousness that one day they will sink into the sea and fight in the deep sea, which is the embodiment of their survival value.

But I'm scared.

The thought of facing the horrific shelling of the previous perched ship group, as well as the torpedoes and missiles falling from the sky, wanted to escape.

Wouldn't the other shipwives be afraid, why could they say such righteous and awe-inspiring words, Quincy's words were so scared to death, and now when I think of the scene at that time, my feet keep trembling?

Even in my heart, I thought it was great that the battle could be settled in that situation, vile and selfish Quincy.

It's really annoying to be like this.

Quincy also wanted to say that he was unwilling to give up his companions like Iowa and Nagato-san, and if possible, he also wanted to fight as handsomely as they did, rather than being a deserter in a hurry, and feeling complacent about stealing peace.

But it can't be done.

Quincy is just a weak shipwit.

Tears flowed unconsciously, and when I noticed it, I realized that it was an emotion called unwillingness.

But what's the use of being unwilling?

"Little Tiny, Lu Quan's little brother, Aruyar, Mei Mei, Encore, Klene, Aunt Chen Yan, what should Quincy do?"

However, the smiling faces on the album just looked lonely and silently at Quincy, who was secretly crying.

Walking along the aisle outside the dormitory, this part is the part that Yuan Yi is most satisfied with with the new town guard mansion - the terrace.

At this moment, the terrace was not empty, Akagi and Lin Xian were here looking up at the stars.

Originally, I was going to make some supper, but after waiting for so long, I was already hungry, but it also became an opportunity to chat.

"What are you going to do with Akagi-san?" Lin Xian looked at the figure who was putting the big bowl full of steamed buns on the guardrail on the outer edge of the terrace and asked with relish.

Most of the time, when I see this person, my first impression is that I just need to feed her, but what is commendable is that the difference between Akagi and the big mackerel is that one can think with his brain, and the other follows the instincts of animals.

The cold moonlight shone on the shore in front of the Castle Guard, casting a layer of hoarfrost on the quiet night.

Not far away, the newly built lighthouse, fanning two halos of light that constantly shone on the waves on the shoreline, and here you can hear the sound of the waves crashing against the reef of the harbor, because the whole embankment has not been repaired, so occasionally there will be mischievous waves through the cracks in the rocks and rush to the harbor, but after a while, the rushing wave quickly retracts into the sea.

It was such a quiet and peaceful night, but people's hearts were destined to float, just like the tide that crashed on the shore, falling and tossing together.

Akagi naturally heard Lin Xian's words, but she was silent for a long time before answering.

"I guess I'll keep fighting."

"Obviously there is no obligation to do so?"

When he was first summoned to this nameless town guard's mansion, he was just following the orders of the naval command, and at that time, everyone didn't know what they were going to do here, and they were just living in a mess.

But since the current admiral took over, everything has begun to change, not only the town guards, but also their lives, and the ocean they are familiar with.

"In the final analysis, we are all ship mothers, and we can also be said to be soldiers, and it should be considered a vocation for soldiers to obey orders." Akagi rarely didn't eat while she spoke, because it would ruin the atmosphere if she did—even though she still had steamed bun crumbs on her lips.

"But......" Lin Xian stopped when he wanted to speak.

If the battle is still as it is today, or if it is more difficult, then sooner or later...... Some of them are going to die. But she knew very well that if she said that, Akagi would definitely say something like "Ship Niang should fight with this kind of consciousness" without care.

Moreover, from Lin Xian's own standpoint, this kind of thing is not appropriate.

His hands were already stained with blood, and as an assassin, he had to kill his opponent with the awareness that he would be killed by the other party.

I didn't say until now that I shouldn't go, I need to cherish my life and shouldn't take risks, this is not something I can say. But for himself who was in such a mood for a moment, Lin Xian felt a trace of incredible.

Indeed, if it was Lin Xian before they met Akagi, I am afraid that they would not hesitate to act or retreat to protect themselves, instead of standing here and hesitating helplessly. Maybe Lin Xian herself hasn't discovered that more than a year of time together has made her accustomed to such a peaceful and peaceful life, and she has become afraid of losing.

Even people like Fuxue and Lin Xian who have extraordinary experiences yearn for light, because that is the innate nature of human beings, no, it should be said that the more people sink in the dark, the more they yearn for that hard-won light. Afraid that the open window would close, afraid that his world would return to the mud and abyss, perhaps it was with such feelings that Lin Xian felt unacceptable.

However, Akagi's determination is clear.

Akagi looked up at the quiet moonlight, and I have to say that such a white moonlight as a background is really worthy of her slender figure. Of course, it's still the same sentence, if it weren't for the big pot of steamed buns in front of him and the steamed dandruffs stuck to his mouth, it would be too dramatic.

"I occasionally think about the meaning of the ship's existence in this world, the meaning of the deep sea, and the meaning of war. Why can't everyone in this world stay with Harmony and eat happily, so that no one will lose something important? ”

"Akagi-san......"

"But, it really doesn't work, I'm afraid I can't think of a solution with my head, so I can only perform my duties as a ship girl and a warrior. I can't solve disputes, and I can't solve anything, but even I, who am so weak and incompetent, have things that I want to cherish and protect. Akagi said this, turned around, and looked back at Lin Xian.

The moonlight put a trace of holy light veil on her, and her figure in the backlight looked so holy and beautiful, if it weren't for the steamed bun crumbs standing on her face and firmly grasping the steamed bun bowl.

"Admiral, Rinsen-chan, Yukikaze-chan, Shimakaze-chan, Mackerel sauce, Iawa-san, Pingkai-chan, Kitake-san, Yutachi-chan, and the newly added Daiho-san, Nagato-chan, Mutsu-chan, Andrea-chan, Fletcher-chan, Quincy-chan, and Fuyuki-chan. Of course, WO sauce and northern sauce are also important companions, and I want to protect everyone and live happily with everyone, and this mood has always filled my place. Akagi held his hand on his chest and smiled, "So in order to protect this place where everyone is bound, and in order to prevent the separation from staining my eyes again, I decided to fight!" ”

Ah, it's so foul to smile like that.

"Akagi Mulberry ......" Lin Xian bit his lip for a moment, why, why did his eyes that should have dried up long ago become moist.

Perhaps, it is the bond that Akagi said, and it also contains the part that Lin Xian cares about.

On the other side of the terrace, in the corner of the wall where the moonlight does not shine.

A figure with a short ponytail leaned heavily against the wall, as if determined. (To be continued.) )