While breathing weakly, the android opened his eyes. Her empty eyes lost focus, and her vision was noticeably weakened, but she still judged the voice of her enemy.

Yan Feng...... Qili, just like I thought, you did it......"

"The Holy Grail War is about to be decided. Perhaps, I will be the one to fulfill the long-cherished wish of your Einzberen clan. ”

Although there is no conceit of victory, for Qili, this can be said to be a conservative estimate.

"Still such an uncooperative attitude, are you so dissatisfied with me?"

"Of course...... There is only one person to whom I will entrust the Holy Grail...... That's never you, agent. ”

Although it was difficult to even speak, the hatred and momentum contained in her voice made Qili frown.

"I don't understand. You are nothing more than a puppet carrying the Holy Grail. Rather than the situation of victory or defeat, the completion of the ceremony should be the ultimate goal. It's all at this point, why are you still obsessed with a specific master? ”

"yes, how can you understand...... You don't even have a wish for the Holy Grail. ”

The hateful ridicule made Qili even more puzzled - was this woman really a doll? Why do androids who don't even have souls have these feelings?

"Yan Feng Qili...... You don't even understand the meaning of this war. You can't win against that person...... Be mentally prepared, my knight, my husband will surely wipe you out......"

“…… Why are you saying things about me? ”

What puzzled Qili even more was the content of her words. Why can this puppet see his sincerity so accurately? Shi Chen, even his father and wife, couldn't do this.

"Hmph. Scared? Well, I'll tell you...... Your heart has been seen through by Emiya Kiritsugu. That's why he's wary of you. Treat you as your worst enemy...... Kiritsugu will pounce on you more ruthlessly and ruthlessly than anyone else. Be prepared......"

I see—Qili nodded in satisfaction.

If it is that man, or if there is someone who understands him, that person must be the same kind of person as himself.

Emiya Kiritsugu lived up to his expectations. Although he didn't meet once, he made the most appropriate evaluation of Yan Feng Qili.

"Thank you, woman. For me, it's gospel. The man Kiritsugu Emiya is exactly what I imagined. ”

However, the answer to Qili was a burst of ridicule.

“…… What a stupid man. Do you want to say that you understand Kiritsugu Emiya? …… Hum. Don't make me laugh, it's a man who can't even match his heels. ”

"-What did you say?"

The sudden sound made him tremble. It was hard for him to forget.

"That's right...... Emiya Kiritsugu can see through you, but you can't guess him...... Yan Feng Qili, what exists in that man's spirit, you don't have the same. ”

Before the words of ridicule could continue to flow, Qili grabbed her slender neck. Even if the death match in the forest of Ainsbelen was to be played out again, the anger and confusion that had sparked in the current letter were incomparable to those of the time.

“…… I confess, indeed, I am an empty person. Nothing. ”

His roar seemed calm at first. Or rather, the excitement only came to light later.

"But what's the difference between me and Kiritsu? And the man who will only throw himself into a senseless war - not get anything out of it, but just repeat the killing! That's out of the ordinary. That in vain, he's not a confused person or what!? ”

Qili asked hoarsely.

His questioning is like going through all imaginable trials without getting the answers he seeks. The roar of the soul in the midst of anguish.

"Dolls, if you can answer it, just say it. Why did Emiya Kiritsugu pursue the Holy Grail? What is the wish of the wish machine that the guy pins on the wish machine!? ”

Qi Li defiantly let go of the hand that was holding the android's neck. Allow her to breathe in order to answer. Contains a wordless warning that she will stop breathing with an ambiguous answer.

Even so. The woman still showed no fear. She crouched under Qili's knees, weak and desperately inhaling oxygen as pitiful as a silk. Even so, the way she looked at Qili still contained a victorious sneer and a sense of superiority.

It's like it's a kili to bend your knees.

"Well, I'll tell you - Emiya Kiritsugu's long-cherished wish is to save humanity. Put an end to all wars and bloodshed, and achieve eternal world peace. ”

In Qili's opinion, this is nothing more than a joke. After a few seconds, he laughed.

"-What is this?"

"You can't understand it. This is the difference between you and Him, the presence or absence of faith. ”

Is this woman really talking about the character of Emiya Kiritsugu? Qili had doubts about this. What kind of person is Emiya Kiritsugu pretending to be in front of this puppet?

“…… Woman, what are you to Emiya Kiritsugu? ”

"As a wife, I bore him a child. During these nine years, I watched his heart and shared his troubles...... It's not like you've never seen him once. ”

Nine years, or this period, should not have been spent just in lies, and Qili did not have such doubts. However, his instinct was that this could not be, and what existed in this woman's heart was undoubtedly the trust in Emiya Kiritsugu. It is inconceivable to form such a strong personality on the basis of empty lies. This woman was just an ordinary doll.

The focus of anger began to shift from the woman in front of her. Qili let out a worried sigh and sat down in the chair next to her.

"Alice Phil. Feng. Einzbelen, have you been a good wife for all these nine years? Did you win the love of Kiritsugu Emiya? ”

“…… Why do you care? ”

"I don't understand the bond between you - you are proud of her husband and trust him. It's almost like a real couple. But. If Emiya Kiritsugu is the man who pursues the Holy Grail, you shouldn't just be a tool to fulfill his wishes. He doesn't have a reason to give you love. ”

“…… If you laugh at him for being stupid. I won't forgive you. ”

This is a resolute word that only those who possess something indesecrated can speak.

“…… I have no father or mother. Nor is it a product of love. So. Can't understand what a 'good wife' is. Even so...... The love he gave me was everything to me. This is something that no one can insult. ”

"You're the perfect wife, then. Alice Fell. ”

Qili said as if she were making an uninterested judgment, which was neither a compliment nor a sarcasm.

"However, because of this, I can't understand Emiya Kiritsugu. If you love you as a wife, why ...... What is the eternal world peace to say? Why sacrifice a loved one for the sake of such a meaningless ideal? ”

“…… That's a strange question. A man like you who even admits that he is meaningless...... Actually laughing at other people's ideals for being meaningless? ”

"As long as it's an adult in a normal mind, everyone will laugh at it."

It's a completely different anger than just now. It was Qili's heart that swelled.

"Struggle is in human nature. To eradicate it is no different from eradicating humanity. Isn't that meaningless or what? Emiya Kiritsugu's so-called ideal cannot be called a thought from the beginning, but just a child's dream! ”

“…… Because of this, he can only rely on miracles......"

Alice Fell tried her best to keep her composure and said.

"He lost everything for the ideals he was pursuing...... In order to save the contradiction of those who cannot be saved, he always endures punishment and is deprived of everything around him...... I'm one of those people. So far, he has been forced to make the decision to leave the people he loves more than once......"

Qili stood up from her chair. Staring at Alice Fell with a bottomless gloomy gaze. "You're saying it's not just this one time - it's the man's way of being?"

"Yes, Kiritsugu is too gentle. Even if I know that I will lose each other one day, I still don't hesitate to love my ......"

For Qili. These answers are sufficient. He had completely lost interest in the artificial man in front of him.

“…… I understand. ”

He grabbed the woman's neck with his strong fingertips, blocking the flow of her blood.

Look at each other's weakened and painful expressions. Qili said calmly.

"I finally got it. This is Emiya Kiritsugu. ”

Qili threw the unconscious woman aside, staring emptily into the dark space.

Judging by the results. Qili was mistaken from the start—the question was answered, and the expectation turned to disappointment.

Emiya Kiritsugu is not looking for the truth in pointless entanglements.

The man just reduced everything that was meaningful to nothingness.

He wasn't without a desire. It is because of this whimsical desire that one falls into the chain of nothingness. This futility, this waste, stupidity and incorrigible.

Kiritsugu may be able to see through the hollowness of Yanfeng Qili's heart, and he may be afraid of that emptiness and be wary of it. However, he could never have imagined the meaning of having such emptiness. The crazy longing that Qili had in his arms was completely incomprehensible to him.

Emiya Kiritsugu's life can be summed up as a repetition of giving up everything.

The joy and happiness that the man gave up. Even if it is just a fragment of it, in the eyes of Qili, it has the value of being worth guarding with her life, and even at the expense of being martyred.

For men who can't find even a small piece of these joys and happiness and continue to be confused, the living situation of this man is in his own envy and longing.

How can it be tolerated that the hunger that cannot be satisfied, the lack that cannot be filled, so belittled and fooled? How can he not be hated?

The gloomy emotions welling up in her heart made Qili's smile distorted.

He finally understood the meaning of war.

He has no interest in the Holy Grail. It doesn't matter if you don't have the idea of fulfilling your wish at all.

If you can crush the ideals of this man who has blocked everything in miracles with your own hands, even if it is a holy grail that is worthless to yourself, it will have meaning to take it.

The excitement of the approaching battle made Qili's hands tremble. The high-spirited battle intent burned in his chest, as if he was about to pull out the black key and pierce everything in front of him.

In the dark space that emitted the smell of blood, Yan Feng Qili laughed loudly. The beating of the soul has never stopped over the years.

Sure enough, the man's words were correct. Leave malice and negativity in this Holy Grail War, and Emiya Kiritsugu is the best sacrifice. When a man who clearly has everything but abandons himself, when such a person's dream is shattered, my heart will definitely be filled. Qili laughed and said, "In that case, after I find my daughter again, I will definitely be a person who is in good spirits and no longer empty." ”

Compared with the completely more empty Qili in the original plot, this Qili has gradually met Li Amen's requirements.

Li Amen, who had secretly seen all this, had already determined in his heart that compared to Jian Tong Yanye or Emiya Kiritsu, this person, Yan Feng Qili, was the most suitable person to become his own believer.

Death is not the constant giving of Jian Tong Yanye and Emiya Kiritsu, but the continuous demand of Yan Feng Qili.

Death is essentially just giving birth to right and wrong for no reason, doing things that normal people cannot understand or accept.

If you don't think the world is too boring, so you have to die for fun, otherwise what's the point of dying?

In fact, Li Amen and Yusheng Ryunosuke, and even Jian Tong Dirty Yan are also such people.

The only difference with Qili is that their hearts are not completely empty.

Once the personality is completed, Qili will definitely be the most standard believer of Li Amen, that is, a saint like Ryunosuke.

In particular, as a Templar Church-born, there is no one more suitable to be the most prominent Catholic.

Therefore, the idea of expecting Geese and Kiritsugu to become their own believers in the past was wrong from the beginning, and these two people could only become false believers of Li Amen at best.

It wasn't until he saw this gift in front of him that Li Amen finally came to his senses. (To be continued......)