At nine o'clock on the night of the ninth day of the Great Lawn Mowing Operation, the alarm from the Awakened Kuroshio was constantly coming.

It was destined to be a sleepless night.

In his personal lounge, Lin Feng read a book carefully by the faint light. Qi Hai sat directly across from him, looking at his teacher in a daze.

The book that Lin Ban was reading in his hand really made this young man feel incredible.

The book Lin Feng was reading was the first volume of "Mao Heze Crab East Anthology", in the old era, there were very few young people who had the patience to read that leader's works, and in the last days, even fewer people would read his books.

Qi Hai came to Lin Feng to ask for some advice on the use of microwave skills. In the past few days of continuous fighting, he has some new application experience, but he didn't expect to bump into this scene.

Qi Hai couldn't help but ask:

"There is light in his books, and I am looking for light."

"Light?"

Lin Ban sensed the surroundings, there were only two people in the room, he and Qi Hai, so Lin Jian asked:

"Before the outbreak of the Awakened crisis, you, like Zhao Qingfeng, were also college students. What did you think of this society at that time? ”

Qi Hai said hatefully: "What do you think? It's dark, it's corrupt, it's a bastard! ”

Lin Ban smiled faintly.

Qi Hai said puzzledly: "What's wrong?."

Lin Ban closed the "Mao Xuan" in his hand and looked at Qi Hai with interest, after a few seconds. He said:

"Xiaohai, you may not know that seven years ago, since my mother's death, I have been living in the dark for a long time, and the anger and resentment in my heart are a hundred times deeper than you now, and a hundred times more radical than you"

Qi Hai was silent, Lin Feng's past, he had some knowledge from the conversation between him and Wang Chao that day.

"At that time, I thought that if the world was dark, then as long as my heart was darker than the world, then the world would be bright in my eyes."

Lin Ban lowered his head, and touched the dagger pinned to his waist with his right hand, seven years ago, there were three serial cases of slashing people in Fengcheng one after another, but in fact, the people who were cut were not three, but nine! The remaining six people were not found, but because Lin Qi cut them up, broke their bodies, and sank into the river.

"At that time, I was like a ghost from hell! At that time, I hated this society. Hate all the people in this world, I was at that time, and I swore to love only myself and live only for myself"

Qi Hai looked at Lin Feng quietly, he knew that he only needed to be an observer now.

"But then I finally got out of the darkness of my over-ego."

Is it really out of it? Lin Ban said to himself, no, at that time, I just cut myself off, and escaped at the cost of losing myself, after the brain tumor, I changed back again, but at that time I was so sick that I couldn't move, so I could only honestly wait at home for death.

"Then, I got sick, very sick, and then it was the crisis of the awakened, and on the second day of the crisis, I received some lessons from reality, and afterwards I finally understood that this idea of being darker than the world, only for myself, will only drag myself into the endless abyss in the end, and since then, I have begun to want to try, to see the world beyond the darkness."

Lin Ban knew that no matter how clever the deception technique was, it could only deceive people for a while, and it was impossible to deceive people for a lifetime. If you want to follow a different path than you used to, you can't always play this trick of deceiving the world with the idea that "I'm deceiving people."

A fake is a fake after all, and no matter how clever the deception is, it will one day be exposed!

If you don't want to be exposed, the only way to change yourself fundamentally is to let yourself embark on the path of light because of your "bright nature".

Change your own villain's preferences from the bones? This is the hardest thing in the world, because it has to completely subvert your outlook on life and worldview.

Lin Ban asked himself, "Can you do it?" ”

"People like Chen Taotao were originally the ones I hated the most, but haven't I completely reversed them now?"

So Lin Feng began to analyze himself again, he looked for countless "selves" of different ages in the past. , the closest to the "sunshine" of the self.

He soon found "his own sunny boy before the catastrophe at home." At that time, he was influenced by his father, believed that the world was beautiful, and was kind-hearted and helpful.

Lin Qi, who is nearly thirty years old, has experienced great hardships, and has a fully mature heart, no matter what, he can't let himself turn back into the naïve boy of fourteen or fifteen, but he has been trying to see the world with the "eyes" of his own that has long been "dead".

Looking at Qi Hai's slightly childish face in front of him, Lin Feng secretly laughed at himself and said:

"It's ridiculous to think about it, I used to desperately want to kill that self, but now I desperately want to resurrect him. I spun around and finally got back to where I was

Ended the staccato "nonsense." Mixed with personal "cranky thoughts", Lin Feng gathered his mind and aligned with Haidao squarely:

"The world is not dark, and the world is not light. This world has always been a mixture of darkness and first, light. However, in different periods of time, the world sometimes has light as the main theme, and sometimes as the darkness has become the main theme. You understand that just the old old mouth yang... 8 fisherman's concave body clams!

Qi Haidao: "Are you saying that my past mentality was too dark? But in the past era, the darkness should have been heavier, right? ”

"No matter how dark you are, is there the darkness of me then?"

Lin Ban smiled and raised his right hand, and his palm glowed with white light, which suddenly increased the brightness of the room a lot.

"So now the hearts of people in this world are small, do you think there is more darkness or more light?"

Qi Hai said without thinking: "It's a little more dark, because everyone is very selfish." "So what kind of mindset are you going to use to face the world?" Is it to be a hero, to try to save people and restore the light of the world, or to be a person to save yourself? I know you're not going to be like Tang Jian's gang,

Qi Hai moved his lips and wanted to answer, but Lin Feng pointed at his mouth and sealed the words behind.

"You don't need to sue me for an answer! Do you remember Chen Ming and Xie Yi? ”

"Yes, those two half-awakened ones."

"On the battlefield, do you want your comrades to be like them?"

"Of course! I'll just give my back to people like them to protect. ”

"So can you tell me the answer now?"

Qi Hai was stunned, he understood that Lin Feng had "trapped" him just now.

"This. I may belong

Lin Feng said: "Most people. Probably all of you think like this, but in this last days, this

Lin Ban is "educating" Qi Hai, but at the same time, he is "educating" himself. The establishment of the so-called outlook on life is, in a sense, also a hypnosis, a hypnosis of the self. Lin Ji believes that as long as he continues to carry out this kind of "self-hypnosis" one day, he can change himself, and it is not without such examples, in the past world, many cult "magic sticks" were in this way in the process of repeated self-indoctrination, deceiving others while finally deceiving themselves, and finally even believing themselves in the lies they made up.

Lin Ban is "hypnotizing" himself.

Unlike them, who "use lies to deceive others", he uses "too true to be true" and "too bright to be brighter" to "hypnotize" himself.

"There are more than 400 people in our battalion, if everyone can be like Chen Ming and Xie Yi, willing to sacrifice themselves for others, how strong do you say our battalion's combat effectiveness will be?"

Qi Haidao: "Of course we are very strong in that case. But people are selfish. You can't really be like that. ”

"Yes! That's why we need to look for the light, believe in the light, and suppress the darkness in our hearts with the light. ”

Lin Ban knocked on the "Mao Xuan" on the table, and then said:

"The time he lived in was the darkest time for this country, and the environment he lived in was as difficult as ours. But he and his comrades-in-arms believed in the light, sought the light, and finally gathered the power of light in people's heartsIn fact, our current situation is very similar to the era in which he lived, and you now understand why I read his book, right? ”

Qi Hai nodded thoughtfully.

"We're in a bad situation right now, and it's a very difficult task for us to stay here for 10 days. We need strength, not only physical strength, but also strength in our heartsIn fact, this is said a lot in TV and movies in the old days. ”

Qi Hai couldn't stop nodding in understanding.

"Xiaohai, I read this person's book, in fact, I want to find inspiration from it, I want to try to be like him and his comrades-in-arms, and gather the light in people's hearts in Yizhi"

In front of the "students", Lin Feng expressed his true "dream" in his heart

When Qi Hai left the room, his philosophy of life had been completely reversed by Lin Qi.

Instructor Han Fang walked in, and as soon as he came in, he said to Lin Feng, "You said it so well!" Do you know, Xiaolin, how to do the following ideological work during this time, I, the instructor, have a headache. I think you're better suited than I am. ”

The previous conversation between Lin Feng and Qi Hai, the Han side happened to hear the second half outside the door.

"I just realize that at the end of this place, if everyone is still so selfish, sooner or later we will be killed by the Awakened. That's why in the camp, I tried my best to pass on my knowledge and skills to each of them. I'm just trying to get involved in these teachings to tell you something about your thoughts."

"Well said! I can't see those guys, who have some abilities and just like a treasure. Xiaolin, how nice would it be if everyone was like you? ”

Compared with Shen Yan's temperament of not being lukewarm, not soaked in oil and salt, this camp instructor Han Fang was said to his heart by Lin Feng in a few words. If he still had a little prejudice when he saw Lin Feng and the semi-awakened Lu Cheng "discussing" during the day, he was now completely convinced by him.

Lin Ban took the opportunity to hit the snake with the stick, and humbly asked the Korean side for advice:

"That, old Fu, can you tell me how you used to do the ideological work of the soldiers?" ”

Chill yourself.,Originally, this chapter was going to start writing the battle plot.,But when I went to fill my teeth this afternoon.,Suddenly a flash of inspiration.,As a result,The battle between the awakened and the humans.,I had to push it to the next chapter to begin.

Monthly passes, of course, are still wanted, and frogs only ask for this month's monthly passes.

At nine o'clock on the night of the ninth day of the Great Lawn Mowing Operation, the alarm from the Awakened Kuroshio was constantly coming.

It was destined to be a sleepless night.

In his personal lounge, Lin Feng read a book carefully by the faint light. Qi Hai sat directly across from him, looking at his teacher in a daze.

The book that Lin Ban was reading in his hand really made this young man feel incredible.

The book Lin Feng was reading was the first volume of "Mao Heze Crab East Anthology", in the old era, there were very few young people who had the patience to read that leader's works, and in the last days, even fewer people would read his books.

Qi Hai came to Lin Feng to ask for some advice on the use of microwave skills. In the past few days of continuous fighting, he has some new application experience, but he didn't expect to bump into this scene.

Qi Hai couldn't help but ask:

"There is light in his books, and I am looking for light."

"Light?"

Lin Ban sensed the surroundings, there were only two people in the room, he and Qi Hai, so Lin Jian asked:

"Before the outbreak of the Awakened crisis, you, like Zhao Qingfeng, were also college students. What did you think of this society at that time? ”

Qi Hai said hatefully: "What do you think? It's dark, it's corrupt, it's a bastard! ”

Lin Ban smiled faintly.

Qi Hai said puzzledly: "What's wrong?."

Lin Ban closed the "Mao Xuan" in his hand and looked at Qi Hai with interest, after a few seconds. He said:

"Xiaohai, you may not know that seven years ago, since my mother's death, I have been living in the dark for a long time, and the anger and resentment in my heart are a hundred times deeper than you now, and a hundred times more radical than you"

Qi Hai was silent, Lin Feng's past, he had some knowledge from the conversation between him and Wang Chao that day.

"At that time, I thought that if the world was dark, then as long as my heart was darker than the world, then the world would be bright in my eyes."

Lin Ban lowered his head, and touched the dagger pinned to his waist with his right hand, seven years ago, there were three serial cases of slashing people in Fengcheng one after another, but in fact, the people who were cut were not three, but nine! The remaining six people were not found, but because Lin Qi cut them up, broke their bodies, and sank into the river.

"At that time, I was like a ghost from hell! At that time, I hated this society. Hate all the people in this world, I was at that time, and I swore to love only myself and live only for myself"

Qi Hai looked at Lin Feng quietly, he knew that he only needed to be an observer now.

"But then I finally got out of the darkness of my over-ego."

Is it really out of it? Lin Ban said to himself, no, at that time, I just cut myself off, and escaped at the cost of losing myself, after the brain tumor, I changed back again, but at that time I was so sick that I couldn't move, so I could only honestly wait at home for death.

"Then, I got sick, very sick, and then it was the crisis of the awakened, and on the second day of the crisis, I received some lessons from reality, and afterwards I finally understood that this idea of being darker than the world, only for myself, will only drag myself into the endless abyss in the end, and since then, I have begun to want to try, to see the world beyond the darkness."

Lin Ban knew that no matter how clever the deception technique was, it could only deceive people for a while, and it was impossible to deceive people for a lifetime. If you want to follow a different path than you used to, you can't always play this trick of deceiving the world with the idea that "I'm deceiving people."

A fake is a fake after all, and no matter how clever the deception is, it will one day be exposed!

If you don't want to be exposed, the only way to change yourself fundamentally is to let yourself embark on the path of light because of your "bright nature".

Change your own villain's preferences from the bones? This is the hardest thing in the world, because it has to completely subvert your outlook on life and worldview.

Lin Ban asked himself, "Can you do it?" ”

"People like Chen Taotao were originally the ones I hated the most, but haven't I completely reversed them now?"

So Lin Feng began to analyze himself again, he looked for countless "selves" of different ages in the past. , the closest to the "sunshine" of the self.

He soon found "his own sunny boy before the catastrophe at home." At that time, he was influenced by his father, believed that the world was beautiful, and was kind-hearted and helpful.

Lin Qi, who is nearly thirty years old, has experienced great hardships, and has a fully mature heart, no matter what, he can't let himself turn back into the naïve boy of fourteen or fifteen, but he has been trying to see the world with the "eyes" of his own that has long been "dead".

Looking at Qi Hai's slightly childish face in front of him, Lin Feng secretly laughed at himself and said:

"It's ridiculous to think about it, I used to desperately want to kill that self, but now I desperately want to resurrect him. I spun around and finally got back to where I was

Ended the staccato "nonsense." Mixed with personal "cranky thoughts", Lin Feng gathered his mind and aligned with Haidao squarely:

"The world is not dark, and the world is not light. This world has always been a mixture of darkness and first, light. However, in different periods of time, the world sometimes has light as the main theme, and sometimes as the darkness has become the main theme. You understand that just the old old mouth yang... 8 fisherman's concave body clams!

Qi Haidao: "Are you saying that my past mentality was too dark? But in the past era, the darkness should have been heavier, right? ”

"No matter how dark you are, is there the darkness of me then?"

Lin Ban smiled and raised his right hand, and his palm glowed with white light, which suddenly increased the brightness of the room a lot.

"So now the hearts of people in this world are small, do you think there is more darkness or more light?"

Qi Hai said without thinking: "It's a little more dark, because everyone is very selfish." "So what kind of mindset are you going to use to face the world?" Is it to be a hero, to try to save people and restore the light of the world, or to be a person to save yourself? I know you're not going to be like Tang Jian's gang,

Qi Hai moved his lips and wanted to answer, but Lin Feng pointed at his mouth and sealed the words behind.

"You don't need to sue me for an answer! Do you remember Chen Ming and Xie Yi? ”

"Yes, those two half-awakened ones."

"On the battlefield, do you want your comrades to be like them?"

"Of course! I'll just give my back to people like them to protect. ”

"So can you tell me the answer now?"

Qi Hai was stunned, he understood that Lin Feng had "trapped" him just now.

"This. I may belong

Lin Feng said: "Most people. Probably all of you think like this, but in this last days, this

Lin Ban is "educating" Qi Hai, but at the same time, he is "educating" himself. The establishment of the so-called outlook on life is, in a sense, also a hypnosis, a hypnosis of the self. Lin Ji believes that as long as he continues to carry out this kind of "self-hypnosis" one day, he can change himself, and it is not without such examples, in the past world, many cult "magic sticks" were in this way in the process of repeated self-indoctrination, deceiving others while finally deceiving themselves, and finally even believing themselves in the lies they made up.

Lin Ban is "hypnotizing" himself.

Unlike them, who "use lies to deceive others", he uses "too true to be true" and "too bright to be brighter" to "hypnotize" himself.

"There are more than 400 people in our battalion, if everyone can be like Chen Ming and Xie Yi, willing to sacrifice themselves for others, how strong do you say our battalion's combat effectiveness will be?"

Qi Haidao: "Of course we are very strong in that case. But people are selfish. You can't really be like that. ”

"Yes! That's why we need to look for the light, believe in the light, and suppress the darkness in our hearts with the light. ”

Lin Ban knocked on the "Mao Xuan" on the table, and then said:

"The time he lived in was the darkest time for this country, and the environment he lived in was as difficult as ours. But he and his comrades-in-arms believed in the light, sought the light, and finally gathered the power of light in people's heartsIn fact, our current situation is very similar to the era in which he lived, and you now understand why I read his book, right? ”

Qi Hai nodded thoughtfully.

"We're in a bad situation right now, and it's a very difficult task for us to stay here for 10 days. We need strength, not only physical strength, but also strength in our heartsIn fact, this is said a lot in TV and movies in the old days. ”

Qi Hai couldn't stop nodding in understanding.

"Xiaohai, I read this person's book, in fact, I want to find inspiration from it, I want to try to be like him and his comrades-in-arms, and gather the light in people's hearts in Yizhi"

In front of the "students", Lin Feng expressed his true "dream" in his heart

When Qi Hai left the room, his philosophy of life had been completely reversed by Lin Qi.

Instructor Han Fang walked in, and as soon as he came in, he said to Lin Feng, "You said it so well!" Do you know, Xiaolin, how to do the following ideological work during this time, I, the instructor, have a headache. I think you're better suited than I am. ”

The previous conversation between Lin Feng and Qi Hai, the Han side happened to hear the second half outside the door.

"I just realize that at the end of this place, if everyone is still so selfish, sooner or later we will be killed by the Awakened. That's why in the camp, I tried my best to pass on my knowledge and skills to each of them. I'm just trying to get involved in these teachings to tell you something about your thoughts."

"Well said! I can't see those guys, who have some abilities and just like a treasure. Xiaolin, how nice would it be if everyone was like you? ”

Compared with Shen Yan's temperament of not being lukewarm, not soaked in oil and salt, this camp instructor Han Fang was said to his heart by Lin Feng in a few words. If he still had a little prejudice when he saw Lin Feng and the semi-awakened Lu Cheng "discussing" during the day, he was now completely convinced by him.

Lin Ban took the opportunity to hit the snake with the stick, and humbly asked the Korean side for advice:

"That, old Fu, can you tell me how you used to do the ideological work of the soldiers?" ”

Chill yourself.,Originally, this chapter was going to start writing the battle plot.,But when I went to fill my teeth this afternoon.,Suddenly a flash of inspiration.,As a result,The battle between the awakened and the humans.,I had to push it to the next chapter to begin.

Monthly passes, of course, are still wanted, and frogs only ask for this month's monthly passes. D