When I said the words that I had buried in my heart for a long time, everyone was confused.

I seemed to see it in their faces, a kind of disbelief.

It felt like a murderous demon who suddenly said one day that he would not kill people from now on, but would save the common people.

The reason why I say this is that in the depths of my heart, I have never been able to let go, that is, Chen Nina, the pain she has experienced.

It made me seem, realized, that I was redeeming my own wretched soul.

Maybe this will give me a little comfort!

That night, we chatted late, looking at Fuqiang yawning one after another, I apologized and said: "It's not early, everyone hasn't had a good rest in the past few days, let's rest!"

Fugui seemed to have been waiting for me to talk about him, and he looked at me nervously and said:

"You all have a division of labor, what about me?

With a sneering expression, I glanced at him and said:

"You are an uncle, how dare I command you. I have a bad problem, I advise you, it's best to take my flower bath, catch up with a loudspeaker, and publicize it in the People's Square in the center of Yangbei to make me famous, you kid is so powerful, how dare I work for you.

Fugui Yileng said:

"Don't! Bingbing doesn't play with it, why are you holding grudges so much, but are you conscious?

I looked at Fugui's nervous look and said:

"Hehe, aren't you very capable? Let you continue to be able to.

When Fugui saw that I was getting up to leave, he rushed over and put his arms around my neck and said:

"My brother! I know it's wrong, can't it? I really know that I was wrong, and I swore an oath to Chairman Mao. No next time guaranteed.

As soon as I saw Fugui's aggrieved face, I couldn't help but smile and say:

"Huh. You kid, hey. Lao Tzu really can't help you, you go to the funeral home archives tomorrow to check if there is a female college student named Li Lina a few years ago.

The woman should be between 18 and 25 years old.

As soon as Fugui heard me say this, he hugged me and kissed me.

I wiped his banana bala and stuck my face.

I rubbed my face, pushed him away, kicked him and turned back to the bedroom.

Alone in the bedroom, for some reason my heart is empty.

Ever since Nina Chen passed away, I've developed a bad habit. That is, sleepiness during the day and energy at night.

I was lying alone on the bed, staring at the chandelier on the ceiling like a hundred flowers, and it was in this bed that I seemed to be reminded of our happy times.

It was a sour feeling that could not be forgotten for a long time.

People are always in the dead of night, constantly recalling the past, there is sweetness. It's sour, guilty, and even more painful.

People are in this world, for the right to money that smells of copper. Give up humanity, become ruthless, and trample on other people's feelings for yourself. Hurt others.

Isn't that a kind of sadness?

People sometimes think about a lot of things as they get older. I once lost myself and couldn't find the direction of my life.

The emptiness of life is helpless. But once the goal is determined, all the problems are solved, and there is a clear outline in the mind, that is, what to live for.

I am willing to take revenge, as long as I kill the rain dragon, I will return, my heart is like water, and I will recover from the desire for revenge.

But when I experienced it firsthand, when the sniper shot the bandit driver, one second ago, he was still alive, and a second later, his brain burst.

The fragility of life, that's so vulnerable.

Even if the rain dragon dies in front of me, can I let go? Apparently not. If you can't redeem your soul in another way?

The reason why I am so irritable is that I squeeze everything in my heart. The matter between me and Xing Rui is not a kind of calculation? Since I can forgive Fang Chen, why?

What about everyone? Some things may only be figured out by one person.

In the early morning, the sound of crackling firecrackers woke me up.

When I was a child, I loved Chinese New Year, when my mother would buy me new clothes and give me New Year's money. Make my favorite braised pork ribs, I don't know why after I became an adult, the taste of the New Year is getting weaker and weaker. Early in the morning, Guo Hao and I rushed to the Yangbei City Bureau.

When he arrived at Li Jun's office, he was sitting on a desk, looking at a text with a brown paper cover.

I knocked on the door, Li Jun turned his head and saw that it was me, quickly closed the text, glanced at me, and said in a stiff tone:

"You're here?

I glanced at his colleague in the office and said politely:

"I want to talk to you?

Li Jun smiled and said, "Let's go, let's go to the basketball court in the back."

Then Li Jun and I went downstairs one after the other to the basketball court full of cars.

I lit a cigarette, put it in my mouth and asked:

"Xing Rui, was it okay yesterday, has the high fever subsided?

Li Jun sneered and said:

"You came to me today to ask if Xing Rui is okay?

I'm not a doctor, I don't know.

When I saw Li Jun's expression, it seemed that last night and today were a different person, and I said in some surprise:

"Li Jun, you are a policeman, are you very good at playing with your heart, when you tmd begged me yesterday, what did you say, it's only been a night, and tmd has changed your face?

Li Jun stared at me and said:

"Do you clean your mouth for me?

I shook my head and sneered:

"Li Jun, I don't want to quarrel with you, people can't cross the river and tear down the bridge, unload the mill and kill the donkey. The thing on Xing Rui's body is very shrewd.

You are a smart person, if it weren't for that thing controlling Xing Rui's mind, you think that Xing Rui would let you get close to her. Li Jun, I sue sù, you can't take advantage of people's danger, it's not righteous, don't let Lao Tzu look down on you.

What does Xing Rui's usual eyes look like, what did she look like yesterday, she is so abnormal, don't you know in your heart?

The reason why Xing Rui makes a 360-degree turn on you is because the thing on Xing Rui's body is afraid of me, and it is for you to protect it.

Li Jun, if you are really for Xing Rui. You should know what I mean.

Li Jun stared at me angrily and yelled, "Don't talk nonsense.

Han Bing, I warn, if you dare to move Xing Rui's finger. I will kill you with my own hands.

You said that Xing Rui had something on him. You've got what it takes for me to see it.

Han Bing, you were originally schizophrenic, the diagnosis report of the Third People's Hospital of Yangbei City, and the admission record are very clear, intermittent schizophrenia.

You have two selves in your head, a furious ego and a calm ego.

You're confused, always suspicious.

After I investigated your background, you were different from others since you were a child, and you had a short temper. You're notoriously an outlier in the Big Bone Heap.

The children of the big bone pile were afraid of you at that time.

Why did you suddenly change schools when you were in elementary school, I thought, is it because the school knows that you are mentally ill and doesn't dare to ask you, right?

You couldn't stay in elementary school anymore and were forced to transfer, right?

How did a few of your roommates in the dormitory of the martial arts school die, and in the transcript of the extraordinarily large traffic in Wulitang, the transcript of your questioning. It's the head of the bull that doesn't match the horse's mouth.

Famous people know at a glance that this is what the mentally ill said.

After graduating from your martial arts school, you ruined your own family.

You are a dead star, you have ruined your family. was still not satisfied, and even sent Xing Rui's father to the cemetery. How did Nina Chen die, your good brother. How did Wu Hai die? How come you haven't reflected?

You are a mourning star, who is with you. They will surely die.

You scum who specializes in harming people, the court will not sentence you to death. It's blind.

You spend all day imagining out of thin air, who has a soul? What bullshit upper body?

In fact, it's all your own obscenity, it's not enough for you to kill Chen Nina, you still want to kill Xing Rui?

Aren't you a scumbag afraid of God's damnation?

Li Jun's words obviously stimulated me, and I instinctively took a few steps back and looked at Li Jun in shock.

A flame of anger burned in my heart, and at that moment I felt that the capillaries in my whole body were about to burst, and I clenched my gums and squeezed out a sentence from my mouth word by word:

"Li Jun, you ,,,,。

Li Jun pursed the corners of his lips with affection, glanced at the camera hanging on the east corner of the basketball court and said:

"This is the Municipal Public Security Bureau, you can move my finger and try it.

What else would you do besides violence?

You are a barbarian, Xing Rui has been transferred by me, there are more than a dozen hospitals in Yangbei, if you have the ability, you can go to find them one by one.

During Xing Rui's governance, I won't let you see her, even if she has a fever and burns into an idiot, I Li Jun will raise her for the rest of her life.

I rushed in an instant, lifted Li Jun up with one hand, Guo Hao saw that I was about to make a move, hugged my medicine from behind me and said:

"Bingbing, with a person like him, it's not worth being angry, he's not worthy.

Li Jun looked at me in disbelief, his eyes seemed to betray the fear in his heart. I squinted and glanced at the camera that Li Jun was looking at just now, and slowly put Li Jun down. Pointing at Li Jun, he shook his head and smiled bitterly and said:

"Li Jun, you are damn it, it's really insidious, you are a dog who can't change eating.

You bring Lao Tzu under the camera, deliberately provoke Lao Tzu, and use the camera to record the evidence of Lao Tzu's crime, so as to design a trap for Lao Tzu to straighten his neck and put it in the hemp rope. Hmph, you're underestimating me.

Seeing that I was not fooled, Li Jun was a little disappointed, and said with a smile: "You are full of brains now, and you also know that attacking the police is a crime!" I advise you to stay away from Xing Rui, otherwise, you will have to go back sooner or later in Yangbei First Prison.

I sneered and looked at Li Jun's arrogant face and said:

"Yangbei is a prison, I can't go back. I have a psychiatric record of the three hospitals, hehe! Even if I kill someone, I won't break the law, and you will admit that I am intermittent schizophrenia.

Hehe, the only advantage of this person is that he loves to hold grudges, and if I am uncomfortable for a while, I will let him live in peace for the rest of his life, Li Jun, from today onwards, I will be on a bar with you, don't think that you are a policeman, you are awesome, I sue you and I have never been afraid of the police.

Since you say that I am intermittent schizophrenia, maybe that day, I was mentally ill, and I came to your house with a kitchen knife and greeted your whole family. Hehe~ When I saw it, the court sentenced me like this?

As soon as I said this, Li Jun looked at me dumbfounded, and said as if stammering: "You ,,, you, you,,,

I looked at Li Jun's pale face, turned around and strode out of the basketball court. (To be continued......)