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The real Li Yin didn't know that there was a self exactly like him that was created. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

That fake Li Yin was originally a living person, no, it should be said that every part that made up the fake Li Yin's body was once a living person. They were all pretended to be a novelist of the same age as Li Yin, and after he was killed, the fake occupant attached his head to the corpses of other deceased people, and made his face exactly like Li Yin. But it was erased from its memory and only existed as a puppet. Of course, although the fake Li Yin has been erased from his memory, he was once a human being. In fact, he is really not much different from Mary Shelley's Frankenstein.

On the train, Mi Zhen and Li Yin beside her, the two of them continued to wait in this silent wilderness.

In the final analysis, Mi Zhen didn't know that the Li Yin in front of him was just an empty shell, and he didn't have a so-called heart at all.

"Actually, there is a reason why Mitian and I were able to live to the tenth blood word." Mi Zhen said with a solemn expression: "I am actually ...... A psychic shrine maiden. ”

"What?" Li Yin's eyes widened, and he asked urgently, "Is what you said true?" ”

"Yes, of course...... Fake. ”

Li Yin's expression froze suddenly, and then he saw Mi Zhen covering his mouth and smiling, and said: "Haha, senior, you have been fooled again, you have always been like this before, as long as I speak seriously, you will be deceived by me 100% ......"

Mizhen, who showed a smile, suddenly made people feel a feeling of looking at the city and then the country.

Then, Mi Zhen saw that Li Yin beside him was also laughing, and he smiled very naturally, naturally.

He didn't know what it was, as if something was sprouting in his heart, and for the first time, instead of showing a mechanical expression, he really laughed.

He has obviously lost his heart, he has obviously lost his feelings. However, he laughed naturally.

Laughing, he felt like a very distant feeling. How far away is it? He doesn't remember either. It's just that when he saw Mi Zhen smiling at this moment, he actually felt that the smile in front of him was the most beautiful scenery in the world.

"I ......" he laughed unconsciously, from the bottom of his heart, but even he felt a little incredible.

"Senior, you're finally smiling." Yama looked relieved and said, "That's it, it's fine." Actually, what I just wanted to say to you is that Mitian and I can live because I haven't given up my smile. Even the Grim Reaper will be defeated in front of a smile. So, you must not lose your smile. That's what I said to myself after my parents died. Because at that time, as an older sister, I had the responsibility to take care of Mitian and let me live well with him. For that reason alone, I can't fall down or lose my smile. If you don't have a smile, then you really admit that you don't have any hope in life. ”

There was silence on the train.

He closed his eyes. The smile seemed to echo in his mind as if the best music had made him obsessed for a moment.

"Well, you're right." Reopened his eyes and looked at Ya Zhen, he also showed a smile and said, "Yes, we must still have hope, hope!" ”

"Senior, do you remember?"

"What?"

"You've told me that before. We first met. Do you remember? ”

Yajin will never forget that day. It was the first time she reported to Jinyu College, when she and Mitian came to Jinyu College together, the school reporting office, checked the student number, and after the classroom where the class was located, she went to the teaching building.

College life is just a place to dispel fear and find spiritual sustenance during the blood interval in the apartment. However, Mitian still felt very depressed.

"It's a big playground, and there's a tennis court, it's heavenly!" Mi Zhen visited the campus with great interest, after all, he really entered the university.

Mi Tian never said a word. At that time, Mitian had always been very gloomy, and even learned to smoke and drink heavily, so his spirit was also a little sluggish. Even when the sun shines on his face, he doesn't feel warmth.

"Hey!" Mi Zhen slapped Mi Tian on the head with the college introduction manual he got and said, "You dare to ignore your sister?" ”

"Got it!" Mi Tian stroked his head and said, "Why did you hit me on the head." ”

"What? Not convinced? Ya Zhen stretched out his hand and touched Mi Tian's head and said, "Okay! Don't be so sad, today is the first day of reporting! Forget all the blood letters, and get to know your new classmates! Well, by the way, I thought about it and decided to live there. ”

Mi Tian was stunned for a moment, and then asked in disbelief: "You, are you kidding?" Sister? Really? ”

"Of course it's true."

"Hey, how is this possible? You should know, we have to ......"

"Ann, la, la. This is Baiyan District, the city center, the subway transportation is very convenient, we only need to go back to the apartment once during the lunch break the next day, and then go back to school? Do you like to stay in that apartment? ”

"Of course...... Not anymore. ”

"That's it! After that, we stayed in the apartment on Sundays, and we usually stayed in the dormitory, met ordinary people, and lived a normal life. At present, most of the residents are extremely pessimistic people, and many of them are suicidal, and if you stay there, your depression will become more and more serious. In this case, let's treat it as if you have never entered the apartment and live the life of an ordinary person! ”

"Sister, you're really different......

"Of course. Life is originally a joy in suffering. Even normal people can die from car accidents, robberies, diseases, and other reasons, and we have to face more dangers than ordinary people. However, it's nothing, anyway, no matter how much you regret entering the apartment in the first place, it's useless, after all, this is our life. That's it! Don't be listless! When you go with me to meet your new classmates, be more energetic and smile, and then I will go back to the apartment with you in the afternoon to move my luggage into the dormitory and buy some things for my classmates. ”

"Shopping?"

"yes, I have to get on good terms with my new classmates! We're going to be together for four years, aren't we? Alright, let's go! ”

Finally, the two of them went to the classroom where the class was. Three days after the official start of school, more than 30 students had gathered in the class, and everyone was very happy to talk. After the training of the college entrance examination, everyone is extremely excited to enter this university, after all, this is the result of their three years of struggle in high school, and this college is quite prestigious among undergraduate colleges.

Mi Zhen found a vacant seat and sat down with Mi Tian, and in front of her, sitting was an extremely beautiful girl. As soon as she saw Mi Zhen and Mi Tian, she immediately spoke: "Hello, my name is Qian Xiyue!" ”

"Chu Mizhen!" Mi Zhen pulled Mi Tian and said, "He is my brother Mi Tian, we are twins!" ”

"Really?" Xiyue looked at the two of them and said, "Yes, they look alike!" Your name is also very nice. Do you live on campus? ”

Ya Zhen immediately said, "Stop! Mitian, you also live on campus, right? ”

"I ......" Mitian was still hesitating, but after looking at Yazhen who was squinting, he had to say, "Well, I'll live, I'll live." ”

"How do you feel about this house?" Xiyue propped her chin and asked, "Not bad, right?" ”

"Of course!" Ya Zhen also said with great interest: "I want to go to the library at noon, why don't you go with me?" Mitian, are you going or not? ”

But she found that Mi Tian was staring at Xiyue, and hurriedly leaned over and said in his ear: "Hey, don't look at people like this, answer me!" ”

Xiyue covered her mouth and smiled, and said, "You brothers and sisters are so interesting." Mizhen, well, can you call it that? ”

"No problem," Mi Zhen said with a smile, "Then, I'll call you Xiyue too!" ”

According to what Mi Tian said to Ya Zhen later, if he didn't know that Mi Zhen was an apartment resident, he really couldn't imagine that a person who laughed so naturally would live such a terrifying life at the same time, accompanied by death and ghosts all day long. Even if the darkness is taken away from the world, there can still be light.

Just as Mi Zhen was about to speak, a person came over next to Xiyue and asked softly, "I'm sorry, can I sit here?" ”

That person is Li Yin.

He had a book on his shoulder, a copy of Emily Brontë's Wuthering Heights.

"Ah, yes." There was an empty seat next to Xiyue, and she hurriedly moved a little away to let Li Yin sit down.

Li Yin looked very elegant, and after sitting down, he nodded slightly and said, "Thank you." Well, my name is Li Yin, please advise. ”

"Hello!" Ya Zhen also nodded and said, "Are you watching "Wuthering Heights"? I love that book! ”

"Really?" Li Yin took the book and said, "I borrowed it from the library." Have you seen it? I only looked at the beginning. ”

"It's a tragic love story." Yajin looked at the cover of the book and said, "It seems that it was introduced earlier, and I don't know if the translation is good." ”

"Really? Miserable, isn't it? Li Yin looked at the book and said, "Actually, I also know some of the storylines roughly. is a man who has given his life for love, and finally embarked on the road of despair. Sacrifice for love, I think it should be a very beautiful story. Even if it's a tragedy, I want to see it. ”

At that time, Mi Zhen was attracted by Li Yin's slightly sad eyes. Of course, she didn't know about the contradiction between Li Yin and his father.

"You like, a little sad, don't you?" Mi Zhen keenly captured Li Yin's thoughts and said, "Is there anything unsatisfactory?" ”

"There are always some things in life that are very helpless," Li Yin put away the book and said, "However, no matter what, it will be better than simply hating for hate, hating for love." ”

Mi Zhen understood these words and nodded. Then, she suddenly said: "However, don't think about it so much, senior, since everyone knows each other, even if there is anything sad, forget it!" Read the books at night and have fun visiting the academy during the day! ”

"Excuse me...... Why do you call me senior? ”

"I should be a year younger than all of you." Ya Zhen touched his head embarrassedly and said, "When I used to study, I dropped out of school with my younger brother for a year. ”

That year, of course, was the year when my parents died in a train accident.

"There's no need to call me a senior, just call me Li Yin."

"How can that be? There's a difference between respect and inferiority, it's better to call you a senior. ”

Looking back now, Xiyue didn't ask at the time, "Then why don't you call me senior sister?" ”

Next, I met Han Zhen, Wen Qian, Yan Lang and others, and no matter who they were, they all had a very good impression of Mi Zhen, and for more than four years, Mi Zhen has always been the most popular girl in the class, and many boys have a love for her. She is beautiful, cheerful and lively, talkative, humorous, and empathetic, and almost no one dislikes her.

No one can imagine what kind of life she spent outside of her college life.

After completing the check-in procedures, Ya Zhen moved her luggage into her room, and was pleasantly surprised to find that she and Shigetsu were in the same bedroom. The other two girls in the same dormitory were also very happy to stay in Mizhen, and they both felt that with her, there would be a lot of laughter and laughter in the dormitory in the future, full of youthful atmosphere.

At that time, it was already close to dusk. Mi Zhen came to the outside of the academy and strolled along the huge playground of the Golden Mile Academy. Then, she suddenly saw Li Yin appear in front of her. He was standing on the tennis court, leaning alone against barbed wire.

Mi Zhen walked in, and Li Yin was unaware of her entry.

"Senior?"

"Huh?" Li Yin turned his head and noticed Mi Zhen approaching, and hurriedly said, "It's you, Chu Mizhen." Don't call me senior, it feels weird. Then again, you seem to have to call me a senior. ”

"What, don't like it?" Mi Zhen walked up to Li Yin and said, "I thought you would feel very vain." ”

"No, whatever you like, call it whatever you like." Li Yin raised his head, looked at the waning sun, and said, "Well, in the future, we will get along for four years." ”

"yes." Mi Zhen turned his head to look at Li Yin's side face, which was reflected in the afterglow of the setting sun.

"You must be happy in your life, right?" Li Yin stood with his hands in his hands, slowly walked to the front, picked up a tennis ball that fell to the ground, and said, "I, it's different." I'm very confused now, and I don't know how to choose a lot of things. Actually, I didn't plan to go to the School of Economics, but to go to the School of Medicine. ”

"Really? So why did you change to the School of Economics? Yajin also walked over and asked.

"I don't want to be a doctor anymore." Li Yin squeezed the tennis ball tightly and said, "When I was a child, I always felt honored for the profession of a doctor, and I used to think that I could become a good doctor in the future. But now, I feel like it's just wishful thinking. In the end, I changed my first choice without telling my parents. But now that I have entered this college, I am at a loss, is my choice the right one? Could it be that I'm going the wrong way? ”

"What do you want to do so much?" Mi Zhen bent down, grabbed Li Yin's hand holding the tennis ball with both hands, and said, "Relax, life has a lot of difficulties." Don't get along with yourself too much, and if you regret it, then think about what you can do to reduce it. Anyway, you're already a member of the Golden Mile Academy, and I think this kind of life is not bad. ”

Li Yin's hand slowly let go, and the tennis ball fell to the ground. He turned his head to look at Yajin and said, "Really? Sounds like that, perhaps. I think it will be fun to have a classmate like you in the future, right? ”

Yajin picked up the tennis ball, then slammed it into the sky, raised his head, and said, "yes, that's how it should be, it's okay to smile more." Anyway, as long as you live, no one can make a definitive conclusion about your life. A person who says he is desperate when he is alive is actually dead. Just like me, I'm still alive anyway, so there is still hope for my life! Alright, I'll go first, senior! ”

This is the first acquaintance between Mizhen and Li Yin. A girl who feels relaxed and happy wherever she goes, even if she falls into darkness, she has to create light for herself. Even if you are desperate, you must create hope for yourself......