Zhao Jiadi returned to the community and changed the car, the middle ring road, Wuzhou Avenue, the ring highway to the Shanghai-Shaanxi Expressway, through Changxing Island, all the way to speed, and finally arrived at Chongming Island South Sijiao Town, GPS navigation, asking for directions, plus telephone inquiries, in the riverside location finally hard to find a petite figure, lonely, Zhao Jiadi stopped the car, walked to her side, accompanied her to see the river. On the body of this mother river, there is the White Emperor City Guankuimen World Male, there is the ghost city of Xudu where good and evil will be rewarded in the end, there is the swallow rock that shakes the ground and looks at the feet of the torrential waves, originates from Tanggula Mountain, enters the sea here, rolls the river, witnesses too many soldiers and gunsmoke, prosperity is like a brocade, the rise and fall of honor and disgrace, the clouds and smoke rise and fall, the girl in front of Zhao Jiadi sits on the cement steps, only forty or fifty steps away from the turbid river, holding her cheeks, stunned, a simple and noble silver earring is hung on the left ear, it is about to enter winter, the wind is strong by the river, She was dressed very thinly, jeans, a woolen sweater, and a hand-woven scarf. Zhao Jiadi's lighter was too cheap and had no windproof effect, so he couldn't light a cigarette, so he could only give up, sit behind her, and ask softly. She didn't speak, she wore a pair of canvas shoes on her feet, one black and one white, very weird, in fact, two pairs of shoes, but because she liked both, she didn't know which pair to buy, she bought both, and she didn't know which pair to wear, so she simply put on one foot and put them on, so she was satisfied. Thankfully, she didn't still step on a little sandal during the season. Zhao Jiadi sat there quietly, and wanted to take off his coat and put it on her, but he would be rejected, so he wouldn't annoy people. The tongue is like a lotus, and a few words can make a woman turn sunny and sunny, which has always been his dream realm, but there is little hope in this life, and it is unattainable.

"Do you know how to sing 'About Winter'?" She finally broke her silence.

"I've heard it, I've learned it, but I can't sing it."

"I heard someone's voice, like the whimpering river in a dream...... Clever child, carrying fragile lanterns......" she hummed a little tune, still not turning her head, "do you know what song it is?" ”

"Know, "The Way You Look." Zhao Jiadi smiled. How could he not know this song, she used to hum a lot back then, and she could blow the whistle, but after learning that Zhao Jiadi could blow leaves, she was always entangled.

"It's so ugly for you to sing." She said politely, but left room for it, "But the erhu at the music festival was good, and I listened to the recording to my grandfather afterwards, and he said that he had worked hard and appreciated it." ”

Zhao Jia laughed first. His pop music has always been the most willing to be hit and sarcastic by fox friends and dog friends, and Zhao Jiadi does not feel aggrieved, it is really absurd, but it is Peking Opera, maybe it is crooked, it is slightly better. This has to blame Zhao Shanhu, who has taught difficult Peking Opera and Henan Pendant Opera since he was a child, and the level is too big, and normal music has become a threshold that Zhao Jiadi cannot cross. There is a large auditorium in high school, graduated from high school, Zhao Jiadi's gang in addition to tearing books and smashing wine bottles and only wearing pants in the whole school These activities and projects, and finally in the middle of the night Yang Pingping was called to the auditorium, when they scolded their mothers into the auditorium, Huang Hua and Wu Dengke also pistol threatened to let Zhao Jiadi bravely dedicate himself, and the evil Sister Pingping ooxx, anyway, it was the eight or two classmates who suffered Sister Pingping to take advantage, and most of the time afterwards Sister Pingping was holding a toothpick, Laughed presumptuously at someone who was lying on the ground in disheveled clothes and crying, Xiao Baliang, don't worry, my sister will be responsible for you in the future. Yang Pingping stood under the stage, holding a loudspeaker in one hand and a very large tape recorder in the other, laughing loudly and listening, tonight, someone is going to make a closing performance for the end of Comrade Baliang's high school career.

Curved.

A woman dressed as a flower girl came out, what a delicate girl she was, in the most youthful years, wearing the most gorgeous costumes, fireworks and powder, and she was like two people who usually smiled and dressed casually.

She sang, "Since I, I have fought with the king in the east and west, suffering from wind and frost and toil, year after year." Hate only hated the unTaoist Qin to ruin the lives of the people, only causing the people to suffer and be distressed", the skill was shocked.

Secretly practiced the Beijing accent for more than a year.

Her song "Farewell My Concubine" shook her heart.

On the stage, she stood alone.

Yu Ji is dead, but it was for her Chu Overlord.

What about you?

Zhao Jiadi looked at the surging river, and then looked at the back of the girl in front of him. Little green worm, Li Qinghu.

"Hey, do you think it's interesting to be alive?" She asked.

"Interesting." Zhao Jiadi said softly.

"Of course you are interesting, to make a little white face for a high-flying woman like Cai Yanzhi, there is no shame in saying it, and there is a sense of accomplishment. and the pair of sisters in Hangzhou, who are a perfect match, hooked up, how many people will envy you. If you have money in your family, you can buy two Audi A6 cars with a license plate, and if you take a ride, there will be a lot of beauties in your arms. The head melon is not bad, the person looks good, make do, no wonder it can make Tong Xia die, in fact, Shen Qiuluo is very fond of you, one of the girls has a photo of you hugging left and right hugging red Yicui as the desktop background, you say a few sweet words, maybe you can hook up and, so a complete life, if you think life is boring, then how many people have to jump the Huangpu River and the Yangtze River, my question, too idiot, right? Li Qinghu laughed at himself.

"I think it's boring to live, I've seen it." Zhao Jiadi said softly, falling into memory, "I went to Shanxi in 05, my father was the emperor of the soil over there, and in the early 90s, he made a lot of black holes over there, that is, the coal mine with incomplete procedures, and began to bleach and integrate after 00 years, and now he has not withdrawn from Shanxi, how much money he earned, how much money he sent, I'm afraid even he can't remember, I was a sophomore in high school, and I said that I was going to do an internship, but in fact, I felt that I was tired and crooked, didn't your coal mine collapse every day, I went to see it, I really died below, I don't resent God." The place I went to is called Lijiapo, the coking coal produced here has a large lump, small cracks, good crushing strength, high anti-wear xìng, belongs to the best coking coal, my family has several white mouths in the big rì into the gold bucket over there, but there are few black mouths, I sneaked over, and the work was to pull the rope, the coal transportation channel under the pit was uneven, there was always a downhill and downhill, you have to use the winch to use the wire rope hanging on the axle of the coal car to help the puller 'go up', and occasionally make a cameo to repair the tire. The safety factor is much higher than that of diggers and pullers, and then I met an 'old man', surnamed Sun, and called him an old man, not because he was old, but because he was old, experienced, and was the leader of the coal mine. Old man Sun didn't shout about digging coal, he told me to say' Please charcoal', he is an old Shanxi native, has dealt with coal all his life, has three sons and one daughter, in the early 90s with a family to dig a kiln, because only by digging out charcoal, he can earn a daughter-in-law and dowry money for his son and daughter, he dug the first opening, sold to my father for 400,000, when digging the second, the younger son died, it was a matching yīn marriage, the girl who died opposite because of her high Chinese credentials, the asking price was several times that of the general yīn marriage, Old man Sun gritted his teeth and agreed, saying that he could not wronged his son. After that, the old man Sun has been working under my father's mine, a small twenty years, perennial labor, countless accidents, old man Sun arm strength and hearing are excellent, do things with ease, every time before going down the mine are used to smoking a bag of dry tobacco, and then pin the small plate axe that does not leave the body at all times, the black mouth is not as good as the white mouth, for example, the latter in the pit under the bracket are all with steel columns, with mechanical hydraulic jacking to support the top, where will the former be so luxurious, can not bracket will never bracket, It's really not possible to use manpower to make a few pieces of pit wood, Old Man Sun is very powerful, listen to the sound to know where there is a problem, where you need to get a wooden bracket, so everyone likes to see Old Man Sun, except for the old man can' Saving his life', and then he opened his mouth to have a string of vernacular slang and jokes, I was also happy to chat with the old man, he could even accurately identify who the dung heaps in the grass outside the pit were lined up one or two feet high, every time the old man Sun accepted the cigarettes I sent, he would pull me to squat next to the coke oven to watch the smoke, and said a lot of things, he said that in the last five or six years, the workers in the mine next door had to pay 200,000 yuan for every death of the coal boss, and they would join forces with the gang to trick the homeless people from other places to death, and then create an accident scene, and then get a woman from relatives to pretend to be the daughter-in-law of the deceased, cry, make trouble, hang themselves, and get money, according to the pre-agreed apportionment. The old man smiled and said that there was a Wenzhou coal boss who drilled money in his eyes was too picky, and the miners couldn't stand it, so they united and sent a person who could act to tell him that something big was wrong, the mine collapsed, and more than 100 people died. The boss was so frightened that he peed his pants, and he fled that night, and I almost didn't go crazy when I heard it. Old man Sun also said how many old brothers died, which year, month, and day died in which coal mine, and in the end, the old man would always sigh that there were people living under every opening. But when Old Man Sun said this, he may have some sadness, but he never had a look of great sadness, Old Man Sun was lame in a leg, which was cut off with a small board axe when he collapsed, and the eldest son was behind him, unable to climb up, and went with the younger son, fortunately Old Man Sun gave birth to a pair of grandchildren, and the incense was not broken. Old man Sun left a good cypress coffin, I helped him paint the oil, he was okay to go around it all day, day after day, and then smoked a bag of dry tobacco on the stone at the door, muttering, I once asked, old man, what do you want. He said, why don't you die, the brothers in the underground are waiting to drink together. ”

"And then?" Li Qinghu finally turned his head and asked softly.

"Later, when he died, he was killed by a partial collapse, and the rest of the young descendants were driven out of that area by him, intentionally or unintentionally. After Old Man Sun was dug out, he was carried directly into the coffin. Last year, I was in a place in Sichuan, and I heard someone tell me that Old Man Sun died a painful death. Zhao Jiadi said slowly, and felt out the smoke again, but he still couldn't light it because the wind was too strong.

"If you're ten minutes late, I'll jump." The little green worm pointed to the Yangtze River.

"Then you are not as good as Old Man Sun, it will be very painful to drown, and even if you catch it, your death will not look good." Zhao Jiadi said calmly.

"If I jump now, will you save me?" She asked, staring at Zhao Jiadi.

"I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of pain. I'm afraid that many people will be sad. Zhao Jiadi did not answer the question. But the answer is that he will jump along, although he can only gouge, but he doesn't dare to say the answer, for fear that she will really jump, "I don't care what other people think, I just think that life is a long time, and loving someone is a long thing." It's not because my family has money that I got to where I am today, but it's not because I've experienced something that I want to tell someone's life what I'm going through. Li Qinghui, if you like someone and are hurt, you feel that life is not interesting, then okay, I also came here like this, I will tell you as a person who has come over, it's nothing, really good people will always be waiting for you somewhere, you have to hold on for a while, otherwise you don't say sorry for your parents and relatives, at least I'm sorry for myself. I've seen lawless gentlemen, they think that living is a blessing for granted, and I've also seen people like Old Man Sun, who feel that reincarnation is to live, and to live is to suffer, I'm like you, I've grown so big, I can finally support myself, I must be sorry for anyone, there are regrets, there are guilt, there are remorse, these words, in fact, once they are spoken, they are very hypocritical. Everyone has their own ups and downs, and no matter how heartless a calf is, he may be afraid of cold hands and feet because of a minor illness of his parents. Immature children may feel that they have failed in the midterm exam, and think that the sky is about to fall. And mature adults, for love, for career, and marriage, which one has no unspeakable emotions? ”

"I don't want to hear it, and I can't listen to it!" Li Qinghu's eyes were red, his eyes were moist, he buried his head in his knees, and choked up: "My most distressed uncle died, he was burned to death, and my uncle died alone in such a big factory." My grandfather belonged to the Ministry of Public Security, but to this day he has not found out who set the fire. My dad and my mom started to quarrel before I was born, a small quarrel a day and a big quarrel for three days, quarreling for 20 years, not enough quarrel, I am most annoyed that they pretend to be affectionate every time in front of me, my dad even has an illegitimate child outside, and keeps saying that he loves me the most, my mom checked my dad's accounts, and found that there are tens of thousands of people over there, and finally couldn't help it, and today she had a showdown with me, poured a stomach of saliva, and said that she was going out to wrap a little white face. She asked me if I wanted to divorce, whether I would follow her or follow my father, but I refused to say, and she scolded me for having no conscience. ”

"Little green worm, you have to know that adults also have childish times. And when they are childish, they will be particularly unreasonable. Zhao Jiadi said softly, "My mother immigrated to Canada, and for so many years, because she resented that man, she ignored me by the way." When I was a child, I had a cold and a high fever, and the first thing that came to mind was not my mother, but my sister. But doesn't my mom love me? Apparently not. Love very little, no. They are parents, and they have felt sorry for us for ten or twenty years, so we are not allowed to understand them once or twice? ”

Li Qinghu was silent.

"I wrote and wrote a song "Qingping Tune" by myself, which was written for a girl, but unfortunately she couldn't hear it, do you want to hear it? If you don't listen to it, you won't sing it to anyone, and it has nothing to do with how bad it is. Zhao Jiadi said suddenly.

"I don't want to hear it." She pouted, "But I'd like to reluctantly listen to it for her." ”

Zhao Jiadi sat up straight suddenly.

Li Qinghu turned his body and looked up at him.

Beijing dialect.

Regardless of the common people, do not ask about ghosts and gods, and do not touch cause and effect.

Close your eyes, cover your ears, and dry your heart.

Yellow rolls and green lights, majestic snow, 800 years, only seeking longevity.

Ride Qingluan.

Hoarse narrator]: Life is only a hundred years, can you accompany me to get drunk 36,000 times? In the next life, you and I go around the bed to make green plums and hold our hearts.

The organs are exhausted, the authorities are deceitful, and the authority is monstrous.

Glory and wealth, iron-blooded horses, reaching the peak, building a bronze bird platform.

However, the history books are a few hundred crosses.

I'm willing.

The narrator is sad]: Wahaha, my Cao Mengde is a thief of Qingping, a hero of troubled times, and this life is enough. Let there be no loneliness in the world, I don't know how many people are called emperors and how many people are kings! Alas, big and small Joe, I was willing to exchange the country for the country.

Natal Tai Sui, ghostly and ghostly.

Pipa Qinse, Quartet Imp, respect my eight kings!

The rivers and lakes are in chaos.

Narrator's tone is gloomy]: In this life, I only wish that when I get Bodhi in the next life, my heart is like glass. You don't need the eight winds to move, you don't have to be like a rock, save one or two points of Buddha heart, and achieve the white elephant Bodhisattva after 10,000 years, please be warm.

It has been passed down through the ages, and it has been stinking for thousands of years.

The rivers and mountains are splendid, and they are invincible to cinnabar.

Seven steps into a poem, only to account for eight buckets.

Shoot all over the railing.

Fly camp bull fighting ant song, talk about empty is better than talk about ghosts.

No regrets.

Narrator]: Xiaosheng Cao Zijian, dare to ask the girl's name, a song "Luo Shen Fu", can you have a touch of red makeup?

upside down the crown and holding "Huang Ting".

Carry books and swords to go to the wilderness, and walk in the peach blossom garden.

The old man in Beihai holds a bamboo pole and waits for half his life to catch a big whale.

In summary

On Huangquan Road, on the Naluo Bridge, the lady's name is called.

In the next life, peel the yellow mandarin for you.

Narrator: Who and whom, can live and be happy?

One song is over.

Zhao Jiadi said softly: "It's not good, right?" ”

Li Qinghu's eyes were red again.

"Still don't want to live?" Zhao Jiadi asked.

She shook her head and whispered, "It's just a little bit." ”

Zhao Jia was the first to take Li Qinghu's hand, walked up the steps, and stuffed her into the passenger seat, then he got into the car and started the sports car, the vehicle moved back violently, and the tires rubbed against the ground violently.

The front of the car points straight to the Yangtze River.

Li Qinghu's face floated a sickly cháo red, and he bit his lip.

Zhao Jiadi said flatly: "It's not easy to want to die. cāo eggs alive. ”

Li Qinghu's body trembled, and he said with a crying voice: "You dare to rush down like this? ”

Zhao Jiadi, who often drives and wears a seat belt honestly, didn't have it this time, the car was ready to go, Zhao Jiadi smiled, didn't speak, and the xìng could have an excellent car and rushed out directly.

Rush out of the riverside.

Soar in an instant.

The river is rushing.

At that moment, the pictures in Li Qinghu's mind were wandering.

Zhao Jiadi picked her up and jumped out of the car.

The two fell heavily on the last step, only a foot away from the river, Zhao Jiadi's feet were already in the river, his back fell to the ground, without saying a word, Li Qinghu sat on him.

Li Qinghu turned his head to look at the river, where was there any trace of the car, and then turned his head to look at the man with a resolute expression, he was also in tears, but with a smile.

Li Qinghu, who had been paranoid to the point of being unreasonable and unkind, finally cried.

Zhao Jiadi hugged her and said gently: "Don't cry." ”

She hugged Zhao Jiadi's neck, cried painfully, and sobbed and asked, "Why?" Why are you stupid to stay with me? ”

Zhao Jiadi hugged this stubborn girl tightly, and said in a slightly hoarse but unusually warm voice: "Because I know that you may still be a little ignorant, but in fact, you are all very kind, very good children." ”