44 The Dream of the Leaf

"Nana~ Have you heard? That 'little three' - it seems that he is about to fall out of favor. ”

"Huh? Is it...... Did I see the three of them coming to school together this morning? ”

"That's true when you go to and from school, but that's only when you go to and from school.

I heard that the recent 'little three' ate a bento in the classroom by herself at noon, while her boyfriend and 'Yuan Pei' were eating with several new girlfriends next door.

After all, if she can use ** to seduce other people's men, then of course other people can, right?

No matter how big her boobs are, men are creatures who like the new and hate the old.

Look, soon that 'little three' will be completely abandoned, I bet it won't take a month......"

……………… Yan Ye silently lowered his head, sat on the toilet in the bathroom, and waited until there was no sound outside before walking out expressionlessly.

Recently, because of the work of the School Festival, she has had to deal with the affairs that should be shared by the executive committee of the School Festival in each class for several days at noon, and she can't have lunch with Chu Xuan and the world.

And every time this happens, the world will pull Chu Xuan and her friends to eat together.

Yan Ye didn't blame the world for this, because the rooftop was a secret base that only belonged to the two of them and Chu Xuan, and Yan Ye didn't want anyone else to set foot on it.

Moreover, the work she needs to complete is getting heavier and heavier, and it is not possible to complete it quickly every day, and of course, it is impossible to ask Chu Xuan and the world to wait for her to eat together on the rooftop.

However, new rumors soon came out.

Although Yan Ye retorted loudly in her heart every time, "No, I was not abandoned", on the surface, she could only pretend that she hadn't heard anything, silently bowing her head and walking away quickly.

Because those people never named and said who "that little three" was, even if Yan Ye knew that this was aimed at her, he couldn't substitute himself into that dishonorable title to justify others.

However, in her dreams recently, she sometimes dreamed that on that happy rooftop, the world hugged Chu Xuan's arm, showed a very apologetic smile and said to her:

"I'm sorry, we won't be able to have lunch with you in the future, and we won't be able to go to and from school together.

But there is no way, because Chu Xuan doesn't like you now. ”

Then the few friends in the world who had lunch with Chu Xuan, Kato Otome and her three best friends, and even a lot of girls who couldn't see their faces clearly, were all naked [***] around Chu Xuan, who was sitting on a huge throne with an expressionless face.

And although she cried sadly and repeatedly said to Chu Xuan, "I'm sorry, please don't abandon me, I can't live without you", but Chu Xuan didn't seem to hear it, sitting on the throne without moving, only the pair of glasses was always reflecting.

Whenever she wanted to get close to Chu Xuan and let him take a look at herself, I don't know when Kato Otome, who was wearing the school uniform again, and her three best friends would appear, push her to the ground, and then line up a wall in front of her with her body, so that she couldn't even look at Chu Xuan.

Then, just as the four bad-hearted girls were looking at her condescendingly and smiling, the world appeared.

Although she wanted to ask her only friend for help, the world, but before she could say anything, she saw the world throw her Igai knife at her.

Then the world just looked at her with a sad and pitiful expression, shook its head slightly, and said nothing.

But she seemed to have understood the meaning of the world, sat up straight in despair, pulled out the Juhe knife that had slashed at Chu Xuan, stabbed it into her abdomen, and quickly pulled the pain before it spread to her brain...... Whenever this happens, Yan Ye will immediately wake up and find that her tears have wet the pillow towel.

Every time he woke up, Yan Ye would feel sad in his heart, and he couldn't help but continue to cry silently in the bed with the emotions in his dream, and he wouldn't fall asleep until he was tired of crying.

And recently, Yan Ye dreams about this dream more and more frequently when she sleeps, as if she is trapped in a world of endless reincarnation, which makes her more and more reluctant to fall asleep.

But in order to prevent the crying eyes and dark circles from being too obvious to Chu Xuan or the world, she had to force herself to sleep a little longer, and then get up early every day to compress her eyes with hard-boiled egg whites, and sometimes secretly use her mother's expensive liquid mask.

So when the entire school's school festival executive committee put all the work on her,,She was a little bit grateful to those guys who bullied her.。

- Now she has to study and work hard all day, and toss until ten o'clock at night, so that her brain can be tired to a blank slate, and she has no time to think about anything else, and falls asleep as soon as she dips her pillow on.

But now she wakes up every night from that dream, then goes to bed crying, and wakes up early in the morning to erase the traces of crying and dark circles under her eyes.

As the day of the school festival is gradually approaching,The leaves are getting more and more numb every day.。

But that's fine, now she can't hear the headless voices around her at all, and she doesn't have the energy to care about what the rumors of "that little three" have evolved again.

"Now, Yan Ye, have you been too busy lately?

It's been more than a week since I couldn't eat with us at noon...... I see that you are tired every day, and the dark circles under your eyes are getting worse.

Why don't I help you? ”

On the way to school, Yan Ye, who silently followed Chu Xuan off the tram, would hear the world say something similar to her almost every once in a while.

At this moment, she immediately tried to open her somewhat dry eyes, showed the elegant smile of Yamato Nadeshiko, which had taken more than ten years of training, and politely but sincerely declined:

"Ah,It's been a little busy lately.,After all, the school festival is getting closer and closer.。

But that's okay, I can handle it.

Anyway, it's only for a while.,In order to make everyone smile at the school festival.,I'm going to hold on!

If I need help, I'll be sure to reach out to you.

Thank you, world. ”

"Ah...... Really, that's right...... Well, okay then...... But don't push on.

If, at the most critical moment, you collapse from exhaustion, you are causing trouble for everyone.

If you need help...... Just tell me, I'll be sure to help you right away......"

Every time, the world would say something similar to her with great concern, as if it was yesterday, the day before yesterday, and the day before yesterday...... So, what day is it today?

(To be continued)