438 What is happiness?
My name is Sanae Toshiya, and my dream is to accompany him happily to run a shrine that is not big or small, but it's a pity...... Reality has to make me give up this choice, as long as I stay by his side, the rest really doesn't matter! I just want to be there for him and make him happy.
From the moment I was born, I had a name in my mind, and by the way, I had my own mission - to protect him from death. Now that I think about it, I was really stupid at that time! But the moment I learned about my mission, I didn't have enough energy to try to protect him!
I forgot to mention that I'm actually a god, and I'm a very rare and great god! After all, it is an innate god born from chaos! Although that ...... Well, in terms of combat effectiveness...... Woo uh it's a little bit of a problem, it's definitely not an excuse for your weakness! To know that...... Hum! Youxiang Shenma is the most annoying!
They are also innate gods, so why do they need protection? And he still seems to be the kind of storage zài that can't save zài.,This question is a little incomprehensible until now.,Why would such a powerful save zài die so easily?
When I met him for the first time, I understood what a miracle is, and also made me understand how he is a kind of existence - the wonderful existence between the impossible and the impossible, the real and the unreal, the magical existence of the existence, and even more amazing is that this existence has a physical entity and appears in front of me.
With this kind of magical existence around me, I inexplicably have an urge to compete with it. Then I cultivated hard, and I cultivated with a momentum that was far harder than that fragrant guy, but ...... Why am I still the weakest? His words. I guess it's due to an innate advantage, right? Although it seems that I have never seen him cultivate, but looking at his stunned expression, maybe...... Hmm, what are you thinking about, or silently cultivating? Anyway, it's not this guy! What's that fragrance...... Damn fellow, isn't it the one who condensed his form one step before me and became the first to be born? What's the big deal, huh! Forget it, forget it! Regardless of this, let's just say why she doesn't work hard to cultivate!
It was probably morning. A large red ball of fire appeared overhead, and I began to breathe and breathe in the discomfort of adjusting to the night's sleep. What is she doing...... I secretly held him in my arms at night, and I haven't woken up until now.
Angry! Angry! It's definitely not jealousy! The kind of guy who seems to disappear in the next moment. Who cares! Hum!
"Yuxiang! You guy! What are you doing? "I'm angry, but it's definitely not jealousy, because it's important, so to make it clear, it's definitely not jealousy! Jealous!
"Uh-huh......" Yuxiang replied, rubbing her eyes and looking at me, confused. Is it morning so soon? Then she clasped his arms tightly. I closed my eyes......
"Ahhh Get up for me! Let me go! Stay away from me! "What's the matter, my heart seems to be grabbed, it hurts! It hurts! And why is Yuuka's expression so strange, and what does she want to say?
"Hey......!" With a long sigh, Yuka simply let go of her hands and prepared to get up, and at the same time straightened his body by the way, allowing him to stand up normally. "See? Like a puppet? ”
"Dolls?" What does that mean? Is Yuuka's head broken? It doesn't look like it! What does this mean? Hearing my rhetorical question, Yuka shook her head. I sighed helplessly, what a strange!
"Me! Since birth, it has had an independent consciousness. At the same time, I have mastered all kinds of necessary instincts, things like that. But! Do you feel this kind of thing from him? ”
"Nope!" What is there to say about this? If he had that kind of consciousness, how could he need our protection?
"Isn't that what it takes?"
Looking at Yuka's natural expression, I was entangled, and I always felt that I had forgotten something, what was it? Strength? Identity? Or ...... "What do you want to say?" ”
"If you want to protect him, you have to let him have the ability to protect himself, and to put it bluntly, it is to make him awaken his self-consciousness and not be in this puppet-like state."
"Alas, alas, alas......! Don't! "This kind of stupid state is cute, such a ...... It's so cute! Nothing else works, no work just doesn't work!
"Huh? Why not? Yuka rubbed her brow strangely and asked.
"That's it! It's not okay not to be cute! As long as it's cute, you know? "Ahhh......h Really, this guy doesn't even understand this, what a fool, huh! Well......? I'm always a little happy! A little bit, huh!
"Then you ......"
"As long as we are protected, it is enough! The rest of the qiē doesn't matter! I declared, and I did, and although there were all kinds of problems along the way, I really felt that it was the right thing to do, because he was so cute!
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As time goes by, our power grows stronger, but there is less and less wonderful energy for us to become stronger, and all kinds of life forms have begun to prey on us. I had a hunch that the rest of the day was going to be difficult, and it wasn't long before something happened that threatened him.
"Hand over that thing, or don't blame us for being rude!"
"That's right! That's right! How can this kind of thing, which can ignore a qiē and release infinite power, how can the two of you have it alone! Hand it over! Otherwise, don't blame us big guys for being polite! ”
"Hand it over! Hand it over! Hand it over! ”
"Humph! A bunch of crumbs! Don't make a noise when there's nothing to do! Believe it or not, the old lady is going to eat you! Yuxiang showed a terrifying smile, trying to drink off these cannon fodder-like little gods, but unfortunately these guys were cannon fodder who didn't dare to disobey the orders from above.
"Everyone! Don't be afraid! You know, behind us, there is ......."
Poof......! The white, flawless little hand passed through the mouth of the guy's heart. Golden blood gushed out, and after a while, that guy's divine body turned into bits of golden energy particles, and finally turned into ashes and returned to nature.
"Ahhh Oh no! Oh no! The leader has been killed! Tell the news! ”
"Go! Just go! ”
"Want to run? Don't you think it's too late? Yuka rushed to the guys who wanted to report the news with a bloodthirsty face.
Seeing this bloody scene as usual. I turned around and hugged his body to block his view, "You can't look at it!" ”
"Oh!" With our unremitting efforts, he finally got a little angry, responded lightly and fell silent, quietly lying in my arms.
Puff puff......
Ahhhh......h
Demons, ......!
Help me!
Fast...... Run!
"Sanae! Get out of the way! Yuxiang's exclamation appeared in my ears, and I turned my head to look behind me, and fluttered! A sharp dagger peeked out of his heart.
"Sure enough, you're a weakness! But. We've killed a lot of people to get close to you! Now, this thing is ours! Otherwise. I don't mind killing you completely! ”
The guy who should have been killed by Yuka just now actually ...... I survived, and I was successfully injured, even though my heart was stabbed. It made me feel like I was going to die. However, I know that I will not die because of this kind of process, and I don't even know how to really let me die.
Petting! He...... He's touching my face with his hand? This... This...... Is it the time for Yuka to say? But why at this time, damn it! What to do? I don't seem to have the strength to deal with the boss in front of me now!
"Does it hurt? Heartache? Regret it? Why would they kill you? "Talking, and so many words, today is a really good day. It's perfect without these eyesores.
"It hurts! But this kind of pain is far from real heartache. So don't worry! It'll be good in a while! So! Close your eyes, okay? "As soon as he woke up, he saw a bloody scene, which is really unlucky! However, instead of this kind of thing, let's find a way to deal with the crisis in front of us!
"Why close your eyes? These people are bad people! Damn these people! He ...... Could it be that he has been contaminated? Damn it! Damn it! It's all these guys, it's all these guys' fault! Damn it! Damn it! "I say, 'You are guilty!' Here, condemned! ”
A strange sound wave spread around him, and the guy who was swept by the ripples stood still as if he had been immobilized by a spell, and was powerlessly split into powder by the purple-black thunder and lightning that then fell from the sky.
Bang Bang Bang! "In one sentence, it was done! Terrible! That's amazing! Yuka clapped her hands back in front of us, and her blood-colored eyes fixed on his golden, emotionless eyes. Then, what do you want to do? ”
"Do what?" He looked down at me and reached out to touch my chest, which was ...... Yes! It's embarrassing, no! Wrong! This is a wound examination! That kind of thing, he ...... How can it be? "Why do you get hurt? Why did they kill you? Why? ”
I don't know who to ask, but without waiting for a satisfactory answer, he made a summary by himself, "Inferior roots!" Depraved! Evil! They are guilty, and this being of life is guilty, and here! Give them ruined miè! ”
"No...... Wait......" He left, he left without us to protect him, his heart hurts, it hurts! Tears can't stop dripping, why leave? If I'm a little stronger...... Damn it! Damn it! Damn!
"Now, our mission has finally been accomplished!" Yuka smiled lightly, which made people feel a little more relaxed when they saw it......
"Huh! Fragrant! What are you talking about? "I don't understand, I don't understand, I don't understand what she's thinking, it's like I can't understand why he left, why? Who can sue me!
"Don't you understand? Ay! ”
What's going on? Why did Yuka look at me with such a regretful expression? Why? "I just don't understand! I just don't understand why you can say that kind of thing after he leaves? ”
"Am I wrong? Am I wrong about that? Yuka responded to my questions as a matter of course, which made me even more angry. This kind of guy! Why don't you die! Damn!
"You guy! Die! I roared and pounced on Yuka, gathering the energy in my body to soothe the pain and pounce on Yuka.
Looking at me, Yuka closed her eyes. He smiled with relief.
"Die! Die! "Be happy! Sanae! ”
"Die! Die! ...... "Puff puff... Porphyry ...... Purple-gold blood flowed from the corners of Youxiang's mouth, but this qiē didn't matter, I frantically tore the wounds on Youxiang's body, as if I wanted to vent all my grievances.
Sizzle...... Woohoo...... Smack! Smack...... Sticky blood, purple-gold blood clots, and pieces of visceral flesh scattered all over the ground...... I held my head and laughed with a twisted face, now that I think about it. At that time, Yuka had already planned to die! Because of her mistakes, I was injured and woke him up at that inopportune time......
After calming down, I am. See the mess all over the ground...... I spat out a mouthful of purple-black blood and lay on the ground convulsing, is this the price? That's my sin!
Struggling! Struggling! I'm not dead, but I'm not far from death, am I? I really want to look at him, I want to see his smiling face. I really want to be angry with Yuxiang and then reconcile. Find a way to make him laugh together! But this qiē ...... Ahem! Puff puff...... cough ......
Smack! Smack! Sizzle...... An eerie noise reached my ears, probably caused by a storm of energy, right? Which one is coming to pick up the cheap guy? It's really cheap for him, but ...... He must not have thought that he hadn't picked up a bargain and met the Grim Reaper! Ahem-puff......
"Sanae! Delicate fragrance! "The crisp and pleasant but strange voice that makes people can't recall any specific feelings reached the ears, is it him? Can you catch a glimpse of him? Delicate fragrance! I'll be with you right away! Just for a moment......
Call...... A sound of wind sounded, and a thin but very reassuring embrace made me open my eyes, "Is that you?" ”
"Are you going to die?" Really. What are you talking about? People are going to die, and you still say such things...... But. That's what you're in, isn't it? That's what you are, and I can do this for you, isn't it?
"Yes, to death! And Yuka was killed by me, don't ...... "Ah...... What am I talking about? If you say something like that, won't you be hated by him? After all, I killed my dearest relatives! This kind of guy......
"It's okay! It doesn't matter if it's a qiē! As long as you're alive, it's enough! "The crisp and pleasant but emotionless voice blew away the depression in my heart, but it was too late! Yuxiang is dead, and I'm going to die too!
Reluctantly raised his hand and wanted to touch his face, but unfortunately it was too weak, so unwilling! I wanted to die just now, but now I ...... It's dirty! I ...... "Forget about us and ......"
"It's superficial!" It's a fluent response, which is worthy of a sentence that he studied hard, but what are you doing at this time? Selling cuteness or something can't bring me back to life! Oh really!
"Be my thing?" Asking or ordering, what a guy who can't be understood, can't he still see that as long as he says a word, can we give up a qiē for him?
"We were born for you, and you say we're not your thing! Hehehecough! Puff puff...... Ahem-goo-poof...... It seems like...... Not anymore! If I had said earlier...... "I didn't say the next thing, after all, I didn't want him to learn that kind of thing, because that kind of thing ...... What a shame! And moreover...... Who was the first? Who is the second? This...... No, no! What was I thinking?
"So! The contract is established! And then ...... And then...... Strike! Open! With a thud, I was pushed out of his arms and rolled to the ground.
This... What's going on? It was fine just now, why did it suddenly ...... It's painful! It seems that the consciousness will leave me in the next moment, but I really want to know the reason, I really want to ask him, why did he do this to me, and he asked that kind of embarrassing question just now, why did he ...... in the next moment
Click! Click! Click...... Like a mirror, he ...... Scattered all over the place......
"Nope! Don't! Miraculously, a heart-rending cry came out of my mouth, "Give me back!" Otherwise, I'll die for you! "Huh? Auditory hallucinations? How does it seem to be the sound of Yuka...... Turned...... It's easy to see the fragrance, and it's still intact, if you want to say where it's damaged...... Chest...... Poof! It's so flat! Well? The weird feeling of emptiness made me pat my chest, but unfortunately there was nothing, only a hard flat plate, which ......
"Be happy!" The ethereal sound echoed in the sky, and I looked at Yuka, who looked at me, and then the two of us walked hand in hand in the direction he had disappeared.
"Even if you die, we will be with you! Because! We're your thing! ”x2
To be continued (to be continued......