I felt the world spin around, my headache splitting, and I took a few steps back and sat down in a chair.

Nothing shocked me more than it, I felt weak and broke out in a cold sweat. Whether Xiao Guolin saw Song Guilong in the last operation, or whether he had entered the underground passage and saw Song Guilong again, or in his later work or life, he saw Song Guilong somewhere outside the passage. Song Guilong is still alive, which makes me unbelievable and deeply frightened. The simple three words of Song Guilong are already the curse of my life.

Song Guilong is still alive, but in order to find him, we have experienced a torment that is more terrible than hell, and Zhao Pai's eyes are worse than death and Lian Chang Li's bloody head are shaking in front of my eyes at this moment.

Song Guilong is still alive, how is this possible? What's going on?

I didn't have the strength to walk to the computer, or the courage to read the letter again, so I sat weakly in my chair, and my mind began to go blank.

"Hadron, hadron." The fat man's voice pulled me back to reality.

Leaning on the backrest, I opened my eyes weakly to see all three people in front of the computer turning their heads to look at me.

"Are you alright?"

"What do you want to say?"

Xiao Ting and Jack asked me almost at the same time.

I set my eyes on Xiao Ting, and I thought my gaze should be complicated, because my mood is complicated and indescribable. But what was going on in my head was: You know why I didn't let you see this letter.

Obviously, Xiao Ting didn't understand the message conveyed by my gaze, and she even said a little excitedly: "Captain Song is still alive, then my father must be alive." ”

I can only smile bitterly, God knows.

The fat man quickly waved his hand and said, "Come here, see what this means?" ”

I felt very uncomfortable in my body and had no strength in my legs. Qiang stood up, thought about it, didn't force himself, and dragged the chair over. Jack moved a little to the side with interest, and I tucked the chair in and sat down against Xiao Ting.

The letter was very long, and they had already read most of it, probably because they had something to ask me, only to realize that I was not reading it, and I was still sitting in a chair in high spirits. Xiao Ting pointed to a line of words and asked me, "What does this mean?" ”

I took one look and my heart trembled. He said, "I didn't read it before, and I don't understand what it means if it's incoherent." ”

Xiao Ting pulled the mouse up and let me look at it from the beginning. Seeing that place, Xiao Ting stopped the mouse and asked me again, I shook my head and said, "I don't know, keep looking, there may be a hint later." ”

Jack snorted behind me, and I ignored it. Xiao Ting didn't react, and continued to slide the mouse to read the letter. The letter ended with a map.

The content of the letter is very messy, and some of the information is reversed in order, such as writing the results in advance and adding some details of the process later. And the narrative is not organized, it gives me the feeling that I remember what to write, and it is revealed between the lines that this letter was not written overnight, but was written intermittently, and the time span is very large. In the process of writing letters, Xiao Guolin's mood is constantly changing, sometimes irritable, sometimes quiet. Overall, his state of mind is gradually calming down, which is consistent with Xiao Ting's description.

After reading the letter, we didn't speak, and everyone's mood will not be the same, but it will not be easy. I took the mouse and looked at it again. I'm going to sort out all this messy information and come up with reliable clues. Because the content of this letter is so unreliable, even the second half of the letter, which is already very logical in terms of tone and narrative structure, still makes me unbelievable and incomprehensible.

This letter has been talking about one of Xiao Guolin's dreams from beginning to end, and it should be said that there are many dreams. Xiao Guolin recorded these dreams as if he were taking notes, and the background of these dreams was the underground passage that I was familiar with. In fact, this kind of nightmare often appears in my sleep, and I think that anyone who survives from the passage will be haunted by this nightmare for the rest of their lives.

But Xiao Guolin's dream is different from mine, there are no things I am afraid of in his dream, such as Company Commander Li, Platoon Commander Zhao, and dense insects. Instead, a key figure appeared, Song Guilong. Darkness is the subject of his nightmares, including Song Guilong in his dreams, which is also black. One of the strangest things about his dreams was that he could walk unimpeded in the dark passages, as if it was not his vision that guided him at that moment, but another sense beyond my comprehension.

Loneliness, loneliness, and fear keep him running in nightmares, constantly waking up. In the second half of the letter, he began to systematically record the passages he had run through, and drew a map of the passages accordingly. This map is consistent with the underground passages I have experienced, and the hexagonal passages stretch out underneath like a giant beehive. And Xiao Guolin seems to have searched all over the underground passages, this map not only details the route we entered last time, but also marks the location where we were attacked by the big worms, which is the opposite shore of the underground lake. This place is leaning against an underground lake on one side, and Xiao Guolin is painting an abyss on the other side.

At that time, we were chased by the big worm and fled, so how could we have time to search here. However, Xiao Guolin painted a dream scene, I really can't take it seriously, in fact, I am more worried that Xiao Ting believes in this map, if Xiao Ting searches for Xiao Guolin according to this map, it is to find death. Obviously, Xiao Guolin and their actions this time were based on this map, and they disappeared. With this lesson from the past, I will never allow Xiao Ting to take this risk and make the same mistake.

Fortunately, judging from Xiao Ting's current expression, she also didn't believe this map, and everyone's faces were full of disappointment. No one was even in the mood to re-read the letter with me.

The only person who appeared in Xiao Guolin's dream was Song Guilong. I couldn't understand how he could be sure that this person was Song Guilong in a completely dark dream. His belief that Song Guilong was still alive based on his dreams alone not only made me doubt the credibility of the letter, but also worried about his mental health.

I even think that their accident this time is directly related to Xiao Guolin's leadership. It is strange to let such a person with mental problems lead the team, and it is not a problem.

There are many things about this letter that puzzle me, but it has no practical meaning. The only thing that makes me feel like a clue is a sentence written in his letter: I left something with Cao Mingzhe, and if something happens to me, please keep it for you. Cao Mingzhe knows this matter more thoroughly than I do, and if you have any doubts, you can ask him.

Things went around and turned to Cao Mingzhe. According to Xiao Ting, Cao Mingzhe has disappeared again, where can I find him. And I can't trust Xiao Guolin anymore, he relies entirely on the clues left by his dreams, and he can't be sure where to point. If I follow the clues he left, I will go to the ditch.

Everyone bowed their heads, either pensive or confused. Suddenly, Xiao Ting asked, "What is my dad doing in Guangxi?" ”

PS: Good morning. Yesterday, I was just secretly glad that my life and work were regular, and I could write more, but today there was a situation again, and my mother was hospitalized to accompany the bed. The world is unpredictable.