Chapter 1 Self-Redemption
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Location of the crime: Shadow Town.
Case reporter: Lin Fei.
Start time: after the 17th day of the 7th lunar month
Some people say that when you are grieving, you just want to disappear into this world. I didn't have the heart to think about whether I would survive or not, because I was numbed by this unprecedented injury. Who else but himself understands this bruised heart and the pain it brings?
It was at the end of the seventh lunar month, and it had been ten days since I met Xiao Wuchang alone that night.
Standing at the window, I coughed violently, and it was already raining outside.
I stayed in the study for seven days.
It's hard to feel hungry, or even tired, because as soon as I close my eyes, there will be a bloody picture of Lao Hu and Liu Yang lying in a pool of blood.
I stood at the window of the study and said to myself on a rainy day outside, which represented that God was also angry:
Heaven testifies, I just want to be an ordinary person.
But I went against this dream, and I went further and further.
The sky was gloomy, and I was reminded of that night, which was so hideous, like a flood beast that kept devouring and gnawing at my already fragile heart.
I suddenly remembered the first day I entered the North District Office, what was I like at that time?
Is it curious? Is it surprised? Still is
The horrors that happened in the morgue, and every time the supernatural problems encountered at the scene, people felt terrifying. But I forgot about the horror. Let yourself be enchanted with the pride of beating the horrors.
Hehe! A person who is not even afraid of ghosts sounds like how good he should be.
But I didn't find out until later. It's all wrong, and it's a mess.
However, when I realized this. I've made the painful mistake that for the first time in my life I've made myself want to remember for the rest of my life.
The seventeenth night of the lunar calendar.
I began to inadvertently think about what had happened that night and every word I heard.
"Do you really not know?"
Little Impermanence has asked me many times, many, many times.
At that time, I was confused, I didn't answer, or I didn't dare to answer, abbreviation: I didn't dare to admit it.
But now I really want to tell him: I know all of them, I remember every one of them clearly, but I don't dare to admit that I did it!
That night, Xiao Impermanence sneered, he was a smart man. As I often say, everyone has several sides, Chang Lotian is him, and Xiao Impermanence is also him.
Although I think of Chang Lotte, I feel that he really has a strong sense of disobedience with Xiao Impermanence. But just as Xiao Impermanence replied with certainty: "I am Chang Lotte." It's also a little impermanence! ”
Chang Lotian may be his real name, a name that few people know or have forgotten. Everyone remembers the name that represents his feared achievement-Little Impermanence.
Xiao Wuchang is a very arrogant person, arrogant he does not allow himself to lose, so every time he mentions winning or losing, it is difficult for him to treat it with a flat mentality, and he will lose his previous peace.
So in the end, in order to prove that he didn't lose, he sued me for something that instantly made me feel like I had lost and lost as much as he did.
"Don't you really know that your master's Hu Buwei's leg was cut off by you?" The sinister smile of the little impermanence has always been engraved in my heart.
I looked at him with a frown: "What did you say?" ”
But he didn't care about that, and he continued to say the unexpected.
"Don't you really know that Liu Yang's leg is broken, and it was crushed by you with a stone?"
Hahaha
He laughed maniacally. The laughter continued, drifting away in the distance.
There was a lot of pride in the laughter, yes, he was proud. It may even be nonsense.
I excitedly retorted to him: "This is impossible! It's absolutely impossible! ”
His smugness, his mockery became even more intense.
He looked at me coldly, but his eyes were extremely hot: "How is it impossible? Don't you know? ”
Don't you know?
What does this sentence seem to touch on me? Did it touch my nerves?
Know what? Don't know what?
He looked at me coldly, "You should know. And you know better than anyone else! ”
I gritted my teeth and didn't speak. Silence is the best answer. But the expression was stern and betrayed.
I've stated countless times that I just want to be a normal person.
But would ordinary people have such a killing aura? Ordinary people will be in a boiling mood after seeing blood. Lost in nature?
Xiao Wuchang looked at me quietly, he sneered, ridiculed, smirked, and smirked: "It seems that you know!" ”
Oh, yes! Looks like I know, what can I say?
Can I tell him that I did see Lao Hu lying in front of me that night, and that I cut off his arm with my sword?
Can I tell him, I clearly saw Liu Yang struggling beside me that night, and it was I who crushed his legs into flesh with a boulder?
I know that! But I still did it! And when I did that, I didn't hesitate at all, and I was very decisive. As if I had never been so decisive in my life, I seemed to enjoy the feeling of walking in a sea of blood.
I enjoyed watching people look at me with painful expressions. It was as if it wasn't evil that killed that night, but me.
hehe
Evil!
This crumb! From the moment he was put into my body by that strange Mr. Fu in Xishan, I knew about his existence. However, I chose to hide it and did not sue anyone, not even my most trusted fifth brother.
Maybe it's because I'm afraid I'll be judged by others because of this, or maybe I'll become an outlier in the eyes of many people because of this guy who may be hidden in my body forever. Or
When the evil evil used its power to help me defeat the evil demon in the West Mountain, I was already obsessed with this power, this power. A power over all people.
Damn it! In vain, I still claim that I have never valued strength, and I claim that I want to be an ordinary person.
It turned out to be just such a small temptation. The essence of human nature is revealed
It turns out that sex is so fragile.
He looked at me, at me who didn't speak, obviously acquiescing to this qiē.
He sneered. It doesn't seem to be going to stay here any longer, not going to stay here a little longer and continue to sarcastically mock me.
How I wished at that moment that he would continue to satirize my hypocrisy, my so-called justice.
When he walked past me, he said coldly: What is more hateful than a bad person like me in the world is a person like you who has been pretending, and everyone you pretend to believe in it so much, and they all pay for you for such a reason. And you blindly want to hurt Lin Fei for your own desires, and even others go to danger and hurt Lin Fei, your heart is so selfish! It's so vicious!
Oh, yes! I'm a selfish person! Selfish and vicious people!
I stood at the Dragon King River until late at night. Look at the moon that suddenly appeared, and look at the shadow that followed me closely behind me.
I thought to myself, maybe it's just evil, I want to go up and stomp on it a few times to relieve my anger. But the truth tells me that I can only get close to him forever and infinitely, but I can't move him or leave him.
Because without him, I would have been a dead man
I didn't go anywhere that night, maybe I should go to the hospital to see Lao Hu and Liu Yang.
But I chose to go home and shut myself up in my study.
That's seven days.
One morning seven days later. I don't know when I fell asleep on the couch in my study. When he woke up, he found himself wearing a black coat
I looked around and found a figure on the bookshelf. That man is the fifth brother
He was standing quietly next to the bookshelf, constantly flipping through my collection of books.
When he saw that I was awake, he asked, "Do you like to read?" ”
I nodded, and for a few days I stayed in self-blame. Makes me very weak.
The fifth brother immediately threw over a book, and after it came to my arms, I couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Carnegie??? ”
A famous writer of a century.
But after the events of that night. Do you think I'll still believe what this man says?
I smiled wryly: "He's a liar!" ”
However, the fifth brother did not look at me, but continued to look for something on the bookshelf?
He said as he looked for it: "The biggest liar in this life is himself!" ”
The biggest liar is yourself?
The fifth brother deliberately sighed and said, "You young people now! I lost a love at every turn. I'm going to die or live, why don't I believe in love! When you encounter a setback, you are compassionate. It's not fair to say anything! This year, you have to keep saying that there is a level, and you can fucking be fair! ”
After the fifth brother finished speaking, he finally found a reprinted copy of the Tao Te Ching on the bookshelf and took it down, then walked up to me, threw a copy of the text into it, and turned around and left without saying a word
But when he reached the door, he suddenly stopped, did not look back, but looked at the door and said, "Think clearly, and then sue me!" ”
Then left
I opened the copy he threw down and was stunned for a moment.
Look at the bottom of Wen Jiàn, there is a book hidden, and it was thrown on the table at the same time.
After I looked at it, I couldn't help but smile bitterly again: "The weakness of human nature! ”
But when I couldn't help but open the title page of the book, a note was revealed inside, and a sentence was written on it:
People can make mistakes, but they can't continue to make mistakes!
I walked silently to the window, took the note back into the book, and then held it tightly in my arms along with Wen Jiàn.
Then he turned his head and walked out of the study.
Seeing the fifth brother who was chatting with Xiaojun downstairs at the moment, I definitely told him: "I'll take this case!" (To be continued......)