Chapter 39: Brother!
Xiao Qi, get up and eat!
Don't eat! I'm not hungry!
I've been in this state for two days.
Since my grandfather left, my soul seems to have been emptied, and now I am just a skin, without consciousness, without thought, and even without hunger.
I curled up on the deck like a rabbit, lying face down.
Of course, to say that the rabbit is to lift itself.
Actually, I'm more like a dead fish now.
I don't eat, I don't drink, I don't sleep, my eyes are scary.
I can't remember how many times I've shed tears in the past two days.
If collected, my tears would have been able to drown myself.
I didn't want to get up because I didn't have the courage to get up, I didn't have the courage to face reality, I didn't have the courage to face the days without my grandfather.
Dad disappeared, Mom turned into a ghost, and Grandpa died fighting to protect himself.
I really want to ask God, how can you bear to impose so much misfortune on a child?
I feel like I'm the unluckiest person in the world.
I knew that life was so difficult, I would rather die with my mother in the first place!
I suddenly felt a little angry with myself, why was I so tenacious in the first place? If it were a hundred, I wouldn't have to suffer so much alone.
Xiao Qi, let's eat something! Uncle Huzi came to me with a bowl of hot rice.
In the past two days, Uncle Huzi has repeated this action dozens of times, but I still haven't eaten a bite of food, and I don't even want to drink water. Uncle Huzi was afraid that I would collapse, so he dipped a cotton swab in water and applied it to my lips, so that my lips were not chapped.
Xiao Qi, I know you're sad! I also know that the third master is your dearest relative! The third master sacrificed so much for you, what is it for? I hope you can live well! But the way you look now, haven't you lived up to the expectations of the third master? Uncle Huzi taught tirelessly.
I have only two reactions to this.
One is deaf, of course, it's not that I'm not listening to him, but my mind is blank, I listen to every word Uncle Hu Zi said, but it was quickly filtered out by the brain.
The second is to cry, crying silently, without saying a word, the tears flow. Because once Uncle Huzi mentions grandpa, I will have a piercing pain.
Later, Uncle Huzi didn't dare to mention his grandfather, but every time he saw me like this, he couldn't help but continue.
Ay! Uncle Huzi sighed heavily: The rice is next to it, you can eat a little if you are hungry!
Uncle Huzi had no choice but to take me, sighed and returned to the cabin to continue sailing.
I was about to close my eyes, Cai Sixi appeared in front of me, he picked up the bowl of rice, and said coldly: If you don't eat it, don't eat it!
After saying this, Cai Sixi actually raised his hand and threw the rice into the river, and then he looked down and glared at me: Anyway, people like you will die sooner or later, and eating is just a waste of food!
Cai Sixi's actions were a little unexpected to me, and his words were more like sharp thorns, stabbing at my heart again and again, and my eyes turned red.
Cai Sixi shook his head, snorted coldly, and said in a mocking tone: I really feel sorry for Geng Sanye, Geng Sanye's generation of heroes, how did you give birth to your unsuccessful grandson? You look like a wreck, it's really not worth the third master to sacrifice for you! Hum!
Cai Sixi glanced at me, turned around and left.
Hold it! I suddenly reached out and grabbed Cai Sixi's ankle.
My eyes were red, and the blood in my body rushed to my brain, and Cai Sixi's words deeply angered me.
What are you going to do? Cai Sixi stood there proudly, looking condescending, his eyes full of disdain.
Who do you say is a wreck? I felt like my voice was coming out of the depths of my throat.
You're not just a wreck! You're still a coward! It's a pity that tears can't kill, so no matter how many tears you shed, Cai Sixi's sarcasm and scolding made me furious, and all the grievances and grief in my heart poured out frantically at this moment, and my whole person was like a volcano erupting, completely burning.
Before Cai Sixi's words fell, I grabbed his ankle and pulled it suddenly, Cai Sixi was caught off guard and was dragged to the ground by me.
Cai Sixi, you little bastard, I'm going to kill you! Angry flames erupted in my eyes, and I felt like my whole person was about to explode, I rolled over and rode on top of Cai Sixi, reaching out to pinch Cai Sixi's neck.
Bang!
Cai Sixi raised his knee and hit my vest, and I threw myself forward and fell to the ground, falling a dog eating.
Cai Sixi jumped up with a carp, raised his foot and kicked me in the face, pulled me out on the spot, and scolded angrily: You wretched! Get up! I can't even beat it! Rubbish! The Geng family's waste!
Hot blood flowed down from my nostrils, and it dripped on the deck, the word waste echoed in my ears, I shook my drowsy head vigorously, screamed, and threw myself at Cai Sixi with all my strength: I'll fuck your second uncle!
I was like a cannonball, Sixi couldn't dodge, and I slammed it to the ground with a muffled thud.
Then I raised my fist and couldn't help but say something, and punched Sixi's handsome little face.
Bang!
This punch accumulated all my resentment, and at once it knocked Sixi's nose crooked, his eyebrow bone was broken, and blood rushed out at once.
Under the severe pain, Cai Sixi was also angry, and took advantage of the gap between my fists to stand up suddenly, and hit my chin with his forehead.
My forehead is one of the hardest parts of the human body, and I felt like my entire teeth were about to break, and blood was running down the corners of my mouth.
Cai Sixi flipped me to the ground and kicked me again.
I squinted my eyes and pinned the direction of his foot, and I took the first step, wrapping my arms around Sixi's ankles and twisting him to the ground.
I roared and got up, suppressing Sixi again.
Sixi punched me hard in the face, causing me to have stars in my eyes, and the vision of my eyes suddenly became blurred.
I fell to the ground, and Cai Sixi rolled over and rode on top of me again, regaining the advantage.
I couldn't see it clearly in front of me, so I could only wave my hands and grab Cai Sixi's hair.
Cai Sixi also reached out and stuck my neck, I suddenly felt my breath stagnate, and the strength in my hand suddenly decreased by half a point.
I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill you I roared manically, and because Cai Sixi was stuck on my neck, my voice was a little indistinct.
Cai Sixi also yelled at me, and all the spit stars splashed on my face: Coward! Come on! Aren't you going to kill me? Is that all you have to do?
I'm fighting with you! I scuffled with Cai Sixi with all my strength, we were like two meat balls, rolling around on the deck, rolling around, no one was convinced, no one was willing to let go, it was really red-eyed.
Poof!
Cai Sixi and I both rolled off the deck and fell into the icy Yangtze River.
All of a sudden, the world fell silent, and the only sound was the rattling of running water in the eardrums.
The cold river water wrapped my body, and I suddenly felt a lot more sober, and the fire in my heart seemed to be extinguished by the surging river.
The first thought that came to my senses was, Oops! I can't swim!
In the past, I was so short of a soul that I couldn't even get close to the river, and naturally I couldn't swim.
I wanted to shout but couldn't, my mouth opened, and the river water poured into my stomach with a gurgling face. The oxygen in my body was quickly depleted, I panicked, struggling under the water, my strength gradually ran out, coupled with the lack of oxygen in my chest, my struggle became more and more weak, and the whole person was like a scale, slowly sinking underwater.
Just when I was in a daze, thinking that I was going to report to Lord Yama, a pair of small hands supported my waist. I felt that the whole person was light, as if floating in the clouds, constantly floating, and then rising to the surface with a bang, the fresh air poured into my lungs at once, I opened my mouth and breathed heavily, and finally picked up a small life from the ghost gate.
A long penny used to support the boat was inserted into the water, and the rough voice of the tiger sounded in his ears: Hurry up and catch it!
The instinct to survive made me reach out my hands without hesitation and hold on to the penny tightly.
Hold on! Rise! Huzi let out a deep sigh and jerked me out of the water.
I was lying on the deck wet, feeling as if I was about to collapse, my legs and stomach were trembling, and I couldn't even stand up.
Crash!
A figure broke through the water and landed on the deck.
I looked up and saw that Sixi was also dripping water all over his body, he staggered two steps, and lay down directly beside me, his chest heaving violently, I could clearly hear his breathing, which was duller than pulling the bellows.
Huzi glanced at the two of us, didn't say a word, and walked into the cabin by himself.
The sun shone on my body, I felt warm, and finally it was not so cold.
I wiped a handful of water from my face and relieved myself: Why did you save me?
Cai Sixi grinned: It turns out that you are not a coward! You're a little bit stronger than I thought you would!
Ouch! Sixi touched his mouth: You are really ruthless!
I touched my red and swollen cheeks: aren't you the same?
But I didn't hit you in the face! Cai Sixi retorted.
Who told you to be more handsome than me! I say.
Then we were silent and looked at each other.
After a few seconds of silence, Sixi and I burst into laughter.
At this moment, I suddenly understood the meaning of the word brother!
How's it going, have you come back to life? Sixi asked.
Well! It's alive! I nodded.
Sixi said: That's good! Isn't it much more comfortable to fight?
It's really not so blocked in my heart! Why don't you let me fight again! I said with a wicked smile.
Get lost! Sixi got up from the ground: You should be hungry now, right?
Grunt!
My stomach was very appropriately transmitting the sound of hunger, and I touched my stomach: is there still rice?
I'll bring it to you! Sixi turned around and walked to the cabin.
Ay! Give me another whole glass of wine! I shouted from behind.