Chapter 36 No more than three months to live

"Feng'er, who is the woman you just called? Father helped you find ......"

Ji Feifan was a little anxious, on the one hand, he was also worried about his son's life, but on the other hand, he was worried that he would not be able to complete the important task of extending the heir.

He had to settle this matter quickly, he wanted to see the Ji clan become the only king of the entire continent with his own eyes.

"Peach Blossom? Is it Peach Blossom? Tell your father where she is, and your father will help you find it, so that you can marry her as a concubine?" Ji Feifan's voice was a little eager.

Monsoon looked at his father, smiled at him, and shook his head.

"Father, she's just a friend. ”

He didn't want to hurt her, but she had something else to love in her heart.

He is already very satisfied to be able to stand in the position of a friend, but he is afraid that he will not even be able to reach a friend in her heart.

"Feng'er, you ......"

Ji Feifan was at a loss for the first time.

"Qingyun, when will your master be able to come back?"

He had to pin his hopes on the old man Xuanji.

But Qingyun's answer disappointed him again.

"I don't know. My master is uncertain and I have tried to contact him, but I have not yet received a reply from him. Qingyun shook his head helplessly.

"But when the master left, he said that when the time came, he would come back. ”

Ji Feifan nodded, it can only be like this, so ...... What else could he do?

He looked at Monsoon, whose face was pale, and his lips moved, but he didn't say anything.

He is an emperor, and he must put the country and society first.

"Feng'er, or we can marry Concubine Chongxi......"

He had been married to him for nearly twenty years, and the queen certainly knew what he was thinking.

This disaster was caused by her niece, although she felt sorry for Feng'er, but she also had to help Yan'er stop it.

What's more, as a mother, of course she hopes that even if her son is gone, there is still a trace of blood left in the world.

Ji Feng shook his head slightly, after this out-of-body experience, he didn't seem to care so much about life and death.

There is no joy in life, and there is no pain in death.

If you can't live the life you want, what's the difference between life and death?

If the scene in the dream is your past life, it should be your past life, and you can't inhale pollen at all in this life, so how can you get close to that peach forest, that peach tree......

If we can meet in a previous life, and we are destined to miss this life, then there may be a new story in the next life......

Looking at Ji Feng's expression, Ji Feifan's heart sank.

I knew that this was the case, and it would have been a good thing if the flying goose had been done that day.

He resented Feiyuyan's nonsense, but he was also annoyed that she had not managed to climb into his bed.

"Feng'er, how can you be so depressed......"

The queen rushed forward and hugged Monsoon, tears rolling down her face.

"If you leave, what will you do with the queen mother?" she didn't want to force him, she just wanted him to live well.

Monsoon gently reached out and wrapped his hand around the queen's shoulder.

"Queen Mother, let me stay with you for the rest of the day?" he whispered.

"Ah——!h......h

She hates, she resents, she hates that she can't break the flying feather goose into pieces.

But she couldn't, she was her brother's only daughter, and she killed his son, but she still had to protect her......

How can she be willing, and how can she be at ease......

Why, why did Heaven put her through such torture, why?

"Qingyun, tell me how much time I have left?"

Monsoon looked at Qingyun, his heart was extremely peaceful at this moment, he thought that if he could stay so quiet until death came, it should actually be a very happy thing for him.

It's just that he hopes that he can see his little peach blossom again before he dies.

Qingyun lowered his head and didn't say anything for a long time.

"Tell me, I'm mentally prepared. Monsoon reassured him, "This is my life, no one will blame you." ”

"Your Highness......" Qingyun raised his head, his face was very ugly, and there was a hint of choking in his voice.

"Up to three months ......"

Monsoon clearly felt the queen mother's body tremble, and she cried even more sadly.

"Mother, don't be sad, I just left early, maybe when I enter the samsara, I will come back soon in another capacity. ”

He looked up at Ji Yu, who had been silent until now, Ji Yu, who liked to scare himself the most in Su Ri, was surprisingly quiet today.

"Maybe I'll throw myself into the belly of my brother and sister, and we'll be a family again. Monsoon smiled and joked.

"Queen Mother, I'm tired, I want to rest......"

After saying so many words, he really felt very tired, this is the current state of his body, and he slowly lay down with the help of the palace people.

Soon, he was the only one left in the entire dormitory.

Monsoon stared at a certain point on the roof with his eyes open.

"Little Peach, in the next life, can we meet again? If we do, I hope you won't avoid me again. ”

There was a trace of sadness in his eyes, "Little Peach, do you know, the days I met you were the happiest and most relaxed days in my eighteen years of life, but the days when I lost you were the darkest days in my life......

"Little Peach Blossom, you must come to see me in the next life...... I want to be friends with you......"

The grunting sound fell silent, and the monsoon fell into a deep slumber again.

The Peach Blossom Fairy walked out slowly, in fact, she had been here for a long time.

From the moment Monsoon fell into a coma, she heard the discussions of the palace maids who went to the Peach Blossom Stream to deliver food.

She was very worried about him, but she also knew that she couldn't do anything about it, his life was destined by him, and she couldn't intervene casually.

She would come to see him in the dead of night every day, and if it weren't for her peach blossom spirit, maybe he wouldn't have woken up even this time.

She knew he didn't live long.

He has always asked the palace maids to send snacks to the peach blossom stream, which shows that he has never forgotten himself in his heart.

But as a fairy, she could no longer break into and destroy his original life, she could only care for him secretly in this form.

He said he regarded her as his most important friend, so why wasn't she?

But mortals and fairies are not destined to be friends.

If there is an afterlife......

Monsoon, do you know that immortals will not have an afterlife......

I'm sorry, I'm destined to fail you......

The Peach Blossom Fairy walked out gloomily, but the corner of her eyes suddenly swept to an open painting scroll, which always had a sense of familiarity.

The Peach Blossom Fairy walked over slowly, slowly unfolding, but saw that the scroll was a woman exactly like herself.

That was the way he was sitting there that day, and the Peach Blossom Fairy looked up at the table where the peach blossoms had been placed, and the scenes of the day were presented one by one.

It turned out that on that day, he painted not only the peach blossom, it turned out that he secretly painted her into it, and the peach blossom fairy grinned, but tears flowed out silently.

It turned out that he had already put her in a very important position at that time.

But his appearance was a disaster for him after all.

If I hadn't shown up that day, would everything have been different?

He will not lose his will to live at all, he will not be depressed, he may have married his princess and enjoyed their married life happily......

But all of this was disrupted because of his appearance, and he still disturbed the order of this world after all.

"Little Peach, is that you?"

Just as the Peach Blossom Fairy was looking at the scroll in a daze, Monsoon quietly appeared behind her.

He was very excited, but he tried his best to suppress it, he was obviously asleep, but suddenly he seemed to sense the breath of the little peach blossom and suddenly woke up.

He heard a faint voice coming from the outer study, and he thought it was just his own thoughts.

When he walked to the door, he found that it was really Little Peach Blossom standing there.

He had traced it in his mind countless times, and he recognized her at first sight.

"Little Peach, have you finally come to see me......" he choked up.

In an instant, he found that his heart was full of grievances, how could she not come back to see herself after saying goodbye for so long!

The Peach Blossom Fairy slowly turned around and looked at him quietly.

He lost a lot of weight, he was much haggard, he was much paler, he was sicker, and he did not live more than three months......

Her nose was sore, and her voice choked up, "I'm sorry......."

"It's okay......" he smiled warmly at her, "Come over and have some snacks, I'll have them for you here." ”

Monsoon himself walked over and sat down first, he was too weak to stand for long.

In addition to ordering people to send snacks and sweet spring water to the peach blossom stream every day, in this study, he also asked people to change fresh food every day.

Just thought that one day if Peach Blossom came, she could eat these favorite snacks for the first time.

He twisted up a piece of red bean crisp, and his dream came true.

He handed her the red bean crisp as he had done last time, "I haven't eaten it for a long time, try it and see if the taste has changed." His voice was gentle.

The Peach Blossom Fairy slowly approached him, and she sat down on the stool beside him, and she looked at him, but did not reach out to pick it up.

"I'm not hungry......"

Seeing him like this, how could she still eat it, and all this was her own harm.

Monsoon put down the red bean crisp in his hand in disappointment.

"Then I'll pour you a cup of sweet spring water. ”

There was a hint of flattery in his voice, and a faint anticipation.

Peach Blossom Fairy nodded, she didn't want to see the glint in his eyes fade again.