I should be happy for Master, but I am sad for my emotions.

Master will not lose his soul, that is the best ending, although I am not sure if everyone really has reincarnation in this world, just like the past and present lives of me and the Dao Boy cannot be used as a universal basis to prove the existence of reincarnation

I don't know if there is any netherworld, heavenly fairyland, but I always believe that there will always be a place for souls in the world, and there will be different levels divided by the way of heaven, either sublimation or complete destruction.

I know a lot about Master's life, and I think Master should be able to get greater hope in his new journey

In this world, many people believe that good people do not live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years, and for this, the general view of righteous path cultivators is to scoff at it, because if life is a long movie, and you only watch it for ten minutes, can it be called the end?

In this world, I firmly believe that everyone is experiencing reincarnation, and it is a real competition for the survival of the fittest in the soul, whether it is Buddhism or Taoism, they never only look at this life, and are obsessed with this life, because the cause and effect are entangled so deeply, even the gods cannot understand every trace of cause and effect.

You can't be sure if the bad person's blessings in this life are consuming all the blessings of his previous life and this life, and then they will never be recovered.

You can't be sure that the tribulations of a good person in this life are the tests given by God again and again to fulfill his sublimation? The ancients understood this truth, and the heavens descended to the people, and they must come first

I understand a lot of these truths, and I should be happy for Master, but my trembling body shows that my sad emotions definitely occupy the whole of my mind.

Feelings are the biggest suffering in the world, and I finally chewed on it.

"Chengyi, don't be sad to watch the sunrise with Master, maybe this is something that will never happen again in this life, although what I said is also a little sad, but do you remember what I said to you back then? Thinking but not being able to get, thinking but not being able to do it is suffering, but people who are destined may be waiting for you at the next intersection, and will accompany you for a while, as long as fate is not exhausted, people will not be separated, regardless of the past life, this life, or the next life, this road is very long, very long" Master's words resounded in his ears, he put down the bag he was carrying, and took out a charcoal stove from it.

The warm fire lit up, the heat gradually melted away, and the freezing of my fingertips didn't know if it was because of Master's words, or this small charcoal stove, the sadness in my heart finally melted a little, in fact, I also understand that people always have to face differences, and what I care about is not the length of time, but every bit of warmth in getting along.

I've had a lot of them

Tonight, Master's words are many from when I was a child, all the way to his own childhood, whether it is a happy memory or a memory of suffering, after I have experienced it, I can tell it like this, with some ridicule and peace of mind that I have experienced.

My tears gradually stopped, and I slowly had a smile on my face, and I began to talk to Master, and under the warm firelight, time seemed to pass again and again, Master became him 20 years ago, and I became the young Chen Chengyi

And the surrounding background seems to be blurred a little bit of transparency, with us as if we have walked through thousands of mountains and rivers back to the small bamboo forest that haunts the soul of the small building, I seem to smell the smell of bamboo leaves, hear the rustle of the bamboo forest, the gurgling water, people feel peaceful.

"Master, I feel as if I'm back in the bamboo forest" At this time, at the end of the sky, a trace of extremely beautiful red has begun to appear, which makes people feel intoxicated, and before I know it, Master and I have been talking all night.

"Really? If the heart is where the person is, in fact, there is also where the eyes are closed, which is where the heart is, so it doesn't matter if the person is adrift. Master laughed, his voice revealing infinite heartiness.

At this time, a round of red sun finally jumped out from the end of the mountain over there, and with a crumpled golden light, it sprinkled over the whole earth, and also fell into the eyes of Master and me.

"It's sunrise again." The master stood up, the wind subsided, and the light of the charcoal stove gradually faded until it was gone, leaving only a curling light smoke.

In the light smoke, I wanted to smile at Master, but at this moment, a voice full of guilt suddenly sounded in the depths of my soul: "Chen Chengyi, I'm sorry, I've been trying hard to suppress it, I want you and Master to stay a little longer, but I tried my best." ”

A trace of bitterness welled up at the corner of my mouth, and then I felt that my own will began to blur, as if another person had occupied my brain, and countless chaotic memories began to merge with me, and I became a little unconscious, and even a little confused about who I was.

Master's figure is still shrouded in light smoke, but it seems to be getting farther and farther away from me, but I always remember that he is Jiang Lichun, my master, and the biggest pillar in my heart.

"Chen Chengyi, when you completely integrate my memories and belong to your own will, you will become more and more relaxed, you will think that you are me, use my method to do things, and look at the world with my eyes At that time, your will will will be very sorry, in fact, between you and me, I can't tell whose will is better, just resign to fate, I also hope you don't give up, I also heard your master's words, right is right and wrong is wrong" The Taoist boy was intermittently communicating with me about something.

At this outbreak, we can no longer be very strange like multiple personalities, there are two people living in one body, and they can still talk like this, I am just like the Taoist boy said, it will sink completely, and then slowly dissolve like a snowman in winter.

I don't give up, but how do I not give up? I didn't have an answer in my heart at this moment, but under the leadership of the Dao boy, I suddenly raised my arm, and I wanted to grasp the master as if I were grasping the warmest support.

"Chengyi" Master turned around all of a sudden, and saw me who was half-raised in arms, but it was stiff and motionless.

I could feel that the Dao boy's gaze at Master was full of guilt, and at times, how much I wanted to call Master again, and his eyes were full of sadness

Master stepped forward and grabbed my hand at once, his hand was shaking at first but then it became extremely firm, he just said to me: "Chengyi, I will wait for you to come back and take care of me, I don't want others, as long as you are my apprentice!" I'm sure you'll be back, and it won't be long. ”

"Master Jiang, I'm sorry" The boy said with guilt, but he didn't know that at this moment, my will suddenly soared to the sky and held Master's hand tightly, looking at Master, a tear slipped down his cheeks, sometimes a certain belief is not a burden?

I finally whispered: "Master", but in the next moment, the soul of the Dao boy and I felt a certain pain at the same time, which went straight to the bottom of my heart, directly hitting the soul, and our common body suddenly felt a severe headache, and we chose to cover our heads at the same time, and began to scream heartbreakingly

Then, the world began to slowly become dark and golden, and the first day slowly disappeared Master's worried but calm face was the last image I saw Then, the severe pain made me and the Dao boy fall into a coma

It was only in a blur that I heard Master say to me, "Come, Chengyi, Master will carry you down the mountain." ”

Downhill? Is he carrying me down such a steep mountain?

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Time began to lose its concept, and in the infinite sinking, I kept searching for myself, I didn't know my birth, I only knew that I was saved by a Venerable Master who was also worshipped here on a snowy night, after I was starving to the extreme.

There is no place, there may be a real fairyland, but at least this is not me, I just know that this place may be closer to the way of heaven than many places, and it is full of opportunities and many blessings in many worlds to make people come here.

However, what is the blessing of my birth, I don't know my parents, I am starving, this is really a place that many people yearn for? I still think about this question a lot after I came to the Venerable Master's Taoist temple for so long, and I didn't ask the Venerable Master about it, but he always asked me to find the answer myself, and he laughed and didn't answer.

It's just that once, he told me that the end of the road is a fairyland, and when you get to the end, you can come out of it, you know? If the fairyland you want is absolute fairness, then by devoting yourself to the avenue, you can see the fairness behind all injustice.

The Venerable Master's words are always so unfathomable, but at that time, I planted a seed of the Tao in my heart, and I wanted to go to the end of the path to take a look, and I wanted to see what it was that was the absolute fairness behind the unfairness

Although, the experience of starvation as a child planted such a deep shadow in my soul that I had an almost cult of food, I felt that I would eventually get rid of it.

"Since the heart of the Tao is firm, if you are not willing to accept the Tao, your Taoist name is called Chengdao."

Yes, my name is Chengdao is my Tao name, and it is also the name of my nameless orphan from now on!

Acceptance? No, my name is Chen Chengyi!!

Suddenly there was a strong struggle in my heart, I seemed to have a lot of past events, it was very messy, my head hurt, I didn't want to think about it, I struggled, and woke up all of a sudden.

It's a rudimentary hole in the ground, and everything seems strange? Where am I? I can only think about this question, and as for the question of who I am, I put it down for the time being!

"You've been in a coma for three days and you're finally awake, boss?" An old, cold voice rang in my ears.

I turned my head and saw that it was an old man, and the white robe on his body was already dirty and a little colorless, but I was no stranger to him, I had seen it

I didn't rush to think about who he was, but subconsciously asked, "I've been in a coma for so long?" ”

"As far as time is concerned, in terms of the situation soon, it will be a long time since the issuance of the Snow Mountain One Vein Token, before the real big war, the small collision of the parties has begun, and your time is running out."