Chapter 201: Strange Woman
On a stone chair at the entrance of the village, the woman claimed to have been lost by Qiao Haoyu and was abandoned afterwards, and was telling Chang Liangdi how she was deceived after meeting Qiao Haoyu in 1510:
"I'm a very traditional girl, and my popularity is okay. Actually, the people in our dormitory are very nice, but the strange thing is that only two of the six people are in love, and one of them has been in high school since high school. In other words, there is only one person who starts to fall in love in college, and college life without love seems empty.
"When the Internet became a popular trend, all the girls in our dormitory went out together and often spent the whole night in the Internet café. The next day, we make up for the excessive consumption with enough sleep, and after waking up, we are still busy with this and that.
"And I'm a die-hard Internet fan, when I talk about the day, sometimes I forget to eat. The Internet has given us girls who have no one to chase a space to show themselves. There we can talk and laugh freely, we can dress up as a talented 'talented girl', we can pretend to be an innocent girl at the right time, and we can also become a mature woman with all kinds of charms. In short, anyone can become a 'girl with a thousand faces' on the Internet.
"Previously, I also set a rule for myself: don't go online if you don't see netizens. But feelings are not so easy to control, and when netizen 'Haoyu' appeared, the rules were broken all of a sudden. Actually, I don't have many netizens, they are all carefully selected by me. The criteria are very simple, just from the name, choose a mood, choose a color, choose an animal, choose a plant, and so on. Although they all look different, one thing is the same, and that is that the gender column is all 'male'.
"I met Haoyu the most, and he also said that he rarely went online, but he met me almost every time. I don't know if it's true, but I really like his name. He is Haoyu, and I have long dreamed of flying out of the earth and into the vast universe. Haoyu didn't take the initiative to add, in his words, it was 'self-throwing net', my screen name is called 'Mengtian', and the message in the personal information: Everyone has a dream, my dream is to get out of the arms of Mother Earth, fly to the blue sky, and fly to the vast universe.
"When Haoyu first started talking to me, I also asked him why he chose me. He said that he was like-minded and suitable to be friends with me, which he read from my personal message; If it were possible, he would take me out of the earth and take me to fulfill my dream of flying to the vast universe. He said that his name 'Haoyu' means 'the vast universe'. He said that 'Haoyu' is both his screen name and his real name. At that time, I was a little inexplicably moved.
"Undoubtedly, Haoyu's first impression on me is good, I imagine that he must be a handsome man with both civil and military skills, he must be a gentle gentleman in terms of literature, and he must be a powerful warrior in terms of martial arts......
"Haoyu is a person who knows humor, and he thinks that this humor needs to be supported by talent and wisdom. He told me jokes on the Internet, full of meat and vegetables, which made my stomach burst with laughter, it hurt!
"'Stomach ache?'
"'Yes, it's all your fault! It's all your fault! 'I'm unreasonably coquettish.
"'Okay, okay, I'll rub it for you, and you'll be fine.'
"'Thank you, you're so nice. Let's move on. So he obediently teased me again.
Sometimes, he would suddenly become very sad, and talk to me about the unsatisfactory in life, the emptiness of feelings, he said that he once really loved a girl, but the other party never regarded himself as an emotional trash can, never took into account his feelings, and he was hurt a lot.
"Whenever this happens, I usually act as his comforter, and I'm content with that. He would also say to me as if he had suddenly become stronger: 'It's okay, the garbage has been taken out, and now I am new every day, and I will no longer suffer passively.' ’
"Whenever I am bullied by someone or encounter something unpleasant in real life, I always like to talk to him, and I quickly send a message on the computer keyboard: 'Haoyu, I'm in a bad mood, I want to cry on your shoulder!'
"'I'll forget it today.'"
"This guy is so faceless, I'm a little angry: 'Stingy, I gave you face to let you have this honor, you dare to refuse this girl, it seems that you are not small!'
"'The villain doesn't dare, it's just that I finally put on a new suit today, and I can't bear to let you mess with it!'
"'Hmph, don't say that this girl's tears are spilled on your suit, even if the snot and tears come together, you have to bear it silently! It's the rule, you know? ’
"He replied with deliberate trepidation: 'Yes, no matter what, it is also a tear of happiness, shake it off!'
I smiled on the computer, and my previous depression was swept away.
"His humor, thoughtfulness, and subtlety completely lost me, and I started to surf the Internet frequently, sometimes even passing the scheduled classes for an appointment.
"Unconsciously, the distance between me and Haoyu is closer than my friends in reality.
"After we had known each other for two months, I took the initiative to give out the phone number of the dormitory. I said to him: Haoyu, call me, let me hear your voice. Actually, I was scared, and I thought I was in a situation where I couldn't help myself. But after my message was sent, Haoyu didn't reply, I thought he didn't receive it, so I sent it again, but it turned out that Haoyu automatically disconnected.
"That night, I actually had insomnia, and I couldn't understand why Haoyu was like this.
"Early the next morning, a classmate shouted in the dormitory that I should listen to the phone, I slowly moved over and picked up the phone, it was him! He called me. I was intoxicated by the magnetic voice peculiar to men, and I felt that his hoarse and deep voice was a bit like Yang Kun, and his heart was pounding.
"I was about to ask him what happened last night, but he took the initiative to explain: 'Silly girl, I was surfing the Internet at an Internet café last night, and I was supposed to go to the phone booth after the connection was disconnected. I wanted to surprise you, but the phone booth is closed, and you're no longer there......
"All the doubts in my heart were solved at once, so it was!
"Although every online chat and offline phone exchange makes us feel happy, he insists on one principle: he never asks me to call him, saying that he is afraid of wasting my phone bill. I asked him for his phone number, and he said that when the time came, he would sue me. I was silent and didn't ask any more questions. To be honest, I believe everything he says, as if he is his own sky, and he is a star in his bosom.
"Because of his presence, I spent more and more time online, and just like that, the strong attraction of the Internet completely sucked me in, and my online path slipped farther and farther...... At that time, I never wanted to go to love, I said that I didn't love online, but when the tide of love hit, my fragile love city suddenly collapsed.
"My friend asked me, 'Mengtian, are you in love?'
"I hesitated and said, 'We're just better friends!' Their eyes were full of doubt and disbelief, and I was a little suspicious of myself.
"The contact with Haoyu made me experience another feeling, an urge to get close to him. One day he said to me, 'Mengtian, I've been missing you a little lately. ’
"'I don't want you, haven't you become unrequited? Ha ha! ’
"'I'll tell you really, I swear, I won't lie to you.'"
"'I swear too, I lied to you.'"
"He giggled and snickered, and then he was silent for a long time, and then he suddenly said, 'Mengtian, I love you!'
"In the face of Haoyu's confession, I felt a tremor in my heart. Although I didn't answer, I could clearly feel it - I was really caught in an online relationship. Because my longing for Haoyu is as unstoppable as a surging flood, it is absolutely true. What was once so sworn to be said cannot be adhered to or taken back in the face of the reality that is out of control.
"Maybe he sensed my nervousness, and then changed the subject: 'Mengtian, you not only have lofty flying ideals, you must also be a beauty, and you are so understanding. In my opinion, beautiful women are arrogant and arrogant, and rarely take into account the feelings of others. ’
"'What do you think?'
"'I thought you must be beautiful!'
"'Really?' People who love me say I'm beautiful, people who hate me say I'm ugly. ’
"I laughed a few times in my heart, and if this guy knew what I really was, he might pass out and fall to the ground. I honestly told him that I am not a beauty, but I think that a real beauty is not only a reasonable layout of appearance, but also a perfect woman, a perfect temperament and connotation. Sometimes, a beautiful woman is not necessarily comfortable, but a comfortable woman must be beautiful, I think so.
"Haoyu immediately called: 'Mengtian, although I haven't seen you, I'm sure you must be a beauty, I want to see you!' It is followed by ten exclamation points.
"God knows what happened to Haoyu today, all the rules and taboos were broken at once, listening to his words, I was a little hesitant, a little nervous, but I felt that I couldn't refuse.
"I said to him: 'Haoyu, it's not that I don't want to see you, it's just that one of us is in the south and the other is in the north, and we are too far apart, and it is too wasteful to come and go, not to mention that I don't have time. Well, let's talk about it during the summer vacation! When I go back to my hometown in the south, I'll stop by and see you, okay? ’
"He was obviously satisfied with my answer, and he said to me, 'Well, it's only a month or two anyway, and don't forget our agreement!'