Chapter 14: Dispersion
Ever since I entered this treacherous underground, my heart has been held by a silk thread that is so thin that I can't see it, and I can't let go of it at all, and my mind is not stable for a moment. This abnormal emotion is a warning from the body, a subconscious warning, when a human being is about to face danger, it is not controlled by anything, you cannot predict its arrival, and you don't know when it will leave.
And at this moment, my heart, which had been hanging in the air, fell, into a bottomless abyss.
We are surrounded by a herd of furry monsters in the patio tunnel, and Yue'er discovers a dark room, but the way to leave is to leave one person to open and close the stone door. Of course, the fat man and I couldn't leave Yue'er behind, and when we decided to stay and fight with the hairy-faced monster, Yue'er lied that she had a way to leave, insisted on staying and opening the mechanism, and persuaded us to retreat to the stone room behind the alcove.
And just after the two of us entered the stone room, the stone door slammed shut, but Yue'er was not able to come as promised.
The moment the stone gate closed, the fat man and I were dumbfounded, and ran to the closed stone gate, slapping the stone door desperately, while shouting Yue'er's name.
At this time, the hairy-faced monster surrounding the two of us could not understand our impatient mood at this time, ignoring our worried actions, and began to launch a fierce attack without hesitation. Looking at the few hairy-faced monsters in front of me, the anger burned every cell in my body and the fat man's body, I made up my mind in my heart, gritted my teeth and stared at the hairy-faced monster viciously, and said to the fat man beside me: "Let's not scatter the fight, grab a hairy-faced little beast and beat it to death, kill one and then go down to the next one." ”
With the decision made, the two of us stopped dodging at all, aimed at a target, and pounced on it like a hungry tiger. As the saying goes: the hard ground is afraid of the horizontal, and the horizontal is afraid of the dead. If there is no desire, we are ready to sacrifice our lives, we have no scruples at all, put our lives out of the way, and have the attitude of sacrificing our lives to accompany the gentleman, and go out to fight to the death with a few hairy monsters.
Killing the red-eyed two, when the last hairy-faced monster was chopped alive, the whole body was already skinless, just like two blood gourds. The two of us endured the pain all over our bodies, and hurriedly searched around the stone room for a mechanism that could open the stone door.
As a result, we found that the stone chamber was empty, and the stone door could only be opened by an external mechanism. The stone chamber we are in has three stone walls, and on the wall directly opposite the stone door is a one-person-high gray vortex, as if connected to another space.
Remembering our previous discussion, it turned out that in this stone room, there is indeed a staggered space in this mysterious underground, which does not have day, only night, and time is not easy to detect like air, but like a galloping horse, it passes quietly without stopping. In this strange and unusual underground, there are all kinds of mysteries, and we unfortunately go deep into it, and encounter a terrifying experience that we have never imagined in our lives. And at this moment, we may be about to lose our most important friend here.
Thinking that Yue'er would be left alone in this extremely strange underground, my heart and the fat man's heart were like being pricked by countless needles and needles, and we couldn't breathe. The two of us searched the stone room over and over again, and this stone room seemed to be made of nature, and the mechanism that opened the stone door was not even found on the stone wall.
The only difference in the stone room was the gray vortex on the inner stone wall, which seemed to be left by the devil as a door of sin to hell, and I couldn't help but feel a thousand silent resistance to it. The fat man and I stared at the swirling gray vortex, and we didn't dare to step half a step into the swirling nest, for fear that we would never come back after entering.
The stone door could not be opened in the stone room, so the fat man and I could only keep banging on the stone door and shouting Yue'er's name loudly, hoping that she would open the stone door again. However, there was only a deathly silence, accompanied by the sound of us banging on the stone door.
The cold, lifeless heavy stone gate isolates sounds, hopes, expectations, friendships, and even love, etc., one by one
The fat man and I kept banging on the stone door, from hope to disappointment, and then to despair. At first, we both believed that Yue'er would find a way to get in. However, as time passed, our voices became hoarse, our hands were swollen, and our tears dried up, and the stone door was still quietly closed, indifferently ignoring our urgency, and the fat man and I sat down in front of the ruthless stone gate, unable to accept the reality that Yue'er could not enter.
There is no concept of time and space in the extremely strange underground, and the fat man and I are in the dim stone room, and we don't know how a day, two days, or three days passed quietly. In this suffocating space, in addition to thirst and hunger, more stress comes from the psychological aspect.
The fat man had been sitting on the ground in a delirious way since he had been talking to the air in front of him, and I knew that his psychological bottom line was about to collapse. The fat man's physique is stronger than mine, but his psychological quality is not as good as mine, and besides, he has a heart for Yue'er's girl, and it must be more difficult for him to accept this fact than me.
Thinking of Yue'er, I also had a palpitation, she sacrificed herself for the two of us to escape. Usually, she is always chattering around us, I and the fat man still think she is arguing, now without her by our side, the heart is like an empty hole, which makes people feel uncomfortable.
I remembered finding Yue'er who was besieged by hairy monsters in the tunnel before, when she saw the two of us rushing to rescue her, and afterwards, she changed her playful and naughty normal, and said to me and the fat man with a sincere expression that she had never had before: "When I first met the two of you, the impression I had of the two of you in my heart was that one was a playboy who hid a knife in his smile all day long, and he was hypocritical like a playboy with a bad heart; The other seems to be a fierce and vicious hooligan thug. However, it doesn't take a long time to get along with the two of you, and you will understand that you are both rare and warm-hearted, willing to sacrifice yourself for your friends, and are rare good people in the world. ”
At that time, the fat man and I were a little embarrassed after listening to Yue'er's praise, and the fat man said to her teasingly: "Actually, you are wrong, we are definitely the ones who will stab others in the back." ”
I nodded in agreement next to me, laughing in agreement, "The fat man is right." After that, the fat man and I also exposed each other's bad things, showing that neither of us is a good person.
After listening to our rebuttal, Yue'er didn't get angry when she saw that we were arguing, but continued very calmly: "You two will never be merciful to the enemy; But if you treat your relatives and friends, you must be willing to give up your life. It's nice that I've had the privilege of being friends with both of you, and I'm very happy. ”
At that time, after listening to Yue'er's rare sincere words, the fat man and I were very surprised, Yue'er could say such a heartfelt word, and she could see us both so thoroughly, I had to admit that under her innocent appearance, there was a Hui Zhilan heart that could penetrate people's hearts.
Recalling the past, I remember it vividly, but the person who said these intimate words at that time was uncertain about life and death and left us. Thinking of this, my tears flowed down unconsciously, flowing to my chapped lips and seeping into my mouth, and I suddenly felt extraordinarily salty, bitter, and indescribably unbearable taste.
I sat on the ground against the stone wall, and I didn't dare to talk to the fat man, I was afraid that the delirious him would ask me about Yue'er, and I didn't know how to answer him. I'm afraid that if I pierce this layer of transparent window paper, which is almost shiny, he will not be able to withstand the blow of reality and will have a nervous breakdown.
However, looking at the fat man who kept muttering to himself, I knew that he was on the verge of collapse. I know very well in my heart that even if I am helpless and stinging, in the face of the fat man's current appearance, I must no longer sit idly by, if I continue to let him continue like this, he will be completely lost in his own world, and finally in exchange for the destruction of the soul.
I have made up my mind that no matter what kind of unacceptable pain and blow, I will bear it with the fat man. I can't look at the people around me, one is uncertain, the other is about to go insane, I have to force myself to speak, to hold back my grief, to comfort another soul who is more grieving.
I approached the fat man and whispered to him twice, "Fatty." The fat man sitting on the ground did not react, and continued to talk to the air in front of him with blank eyes.
I didn't call out to him, but listened to his whisper, and I heard him say, "When I entered the cave room, I found that the bride was you, and I was so happy, but I mistook the phantom for reality, so I missed the opportunity to save you." It's all because I was greedy at that time, and I made a fatal mistake to fulfill my heart's expectations. And when I see you alive again, I really want to hug you tightly, but I'm afraid that you will be mistaken and unhappy. Although I always quarrel with you, it is just to talk to you, to attract your attention and get your attention. And now, I am like a fool again, I have lost you, this qiē is to blame me, it is my mistake, it is all my fault, it is all my fault, it is all to blame."
I understood the conversation between the fat man and the air, it turned out that he was talking to his fantasy Yue'er, explaining his heart, he kept saying that he was wrong, which shows how annoyed and remorseful he was in his heart. Before I could listen to the fat man's whispering, sad tears flowed, tears fell like beans, I hated myself for being useless, and I didn't have the ability to protect the people I cared about the most. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but hug the fat man sadly and cry bitterly, I hope the fat man can also cry out loud, otherwise he has been holding back, and he will definitely be suffocated and go crazy.
The fat man's crumbling embankment finally broke in my crying, he hugged me and cried bitterly, crying and choking and scolding himself for being useless and unable to save Yue'er, and lost her again. He lay on my shoulder, let his snot and saliva splash everywhere, and cried like a helpless child, so miserable that the listener could not help but cry.
I was in the same mood at this time, although I didn't know how to comfort him, but I was afraid that he would cry and go out of breath, so I could only pat him on the back and keep saying "cry, cry, just cry".
Just when the fat man lay on my shoulder and cried, my right shoulder began to suffer from severe pain, as if there was a sharp weapon, constantly cutting the flesh on my shoulder, and then using a sharp awl, kept stabbing at my exposed shoulder blades, so painful that the facial features on my face were distorted, and finally I couldn't help screaming, and then, uncontrollably, my body kept hitting the stone wall around me with my painful shoulder.
Seeing the intensity of my pain, the fat man hurriedly hugged me tightly with both hands, then rolled up a corner of my clothes and stuffed it into my mouth to prevent me from accidentally biting off my own tongue.
The pain in my shoulder continued to intensify, and my body twitched more and more violently, and I knocked the fat man holding me to the ground. My body was still shaking violently because of the pain in my shoulder, and I began to be dizzy, ringing in my ears, unable to speak, and my mind slowly became chaotic and trance-like, only the pain only increased and did not decrease by half a point. I don't know how long I was tormented to the ground by the severe pain, and after rolling for a long time, the pain was so painful that I couldn't stand it anymore, and my eyes were black, and I passed out.
However, I never expected that this time I fainted, and I almost ended up with the fat man.
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