49 The metamorphosis of Haruki Arita
"But do you think that with this 'helpless' reason, your cowardice can exist in your heart as a matter of course?"
Just when Arita Chunxue's sense of shame began to weaken and she was about to return to her usual cowardly Humpty Dumpty who accepted her as a matter of course, Chu Xuan's cold and piercing words rang out at the right time again.
"Do you know the 'crotch humiliation'? Do you know 'Lying on the Sidelines'? Do you know that 'ten years is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge'? Do you know that 'ten years of life and reunion, ten years of lessons'?
Temporarily enduring a sting in order to achieve victory is a complete difference from accepting one's own incompetence and willingly being ridden on the head by others, but it is completely different.
The most fundamental difference between the two is that one side completes its revenge plan ten or even twenty years later, defeating a powerful enemy that seems impossible to defeat; The other party, after 20 years, will take the initiative to educate their children that they must obediently be obedient to the people, and never resist no matter how oppressed they are.
Haruki Arita, what kind of person do you think you are? β
Although Chu Xuan's last question was light, it seemed to have brought a very heavy pressure to Arita Chunxue, his face was blue and red for a while, and he was silent for a long time, and then he trembled his lips and replied in a low and hoarse voice:
"I ...... I am...... Clause...... Two kinds of people! β
Human beings can easily accept their incompetence in their hearts, but it is difficult for anyone to admit their incompetence in front of others, and after Arita Haruki said the answer that made him painful with great difficulty, he finally deeply realized how painful "incompetence" is.
Arita Chunxue's answer made Chu Xuan quite satisfied, he pushed down his reflective glasses, then straightened his already straight back, and asked the cowardly Humpty Dumpty quite seriously:
"So, in order to stop yourself from being bullied, in order to make a tragedy like Dai Tuowu happen in front of you again, what you can do is not just helplessly watch your companions die, are you willing to pay any price, even if it is to die, to become stronger?"
"I do! Vice President Chu Xuan, please train me strictly! Please make me stronger!
Even if I die, I don't want to be bullied anymore! Even if it is death, I don't want to watch my friends die in front of me anymore!
Please! β
Arita Chunxue performed the most solemn kneeling ceremony to Chu Xuan in a five-body posture, his voice was full of heart-wrenching determination, he was awakened by Chu Xuan, he was no longer a weak person who cowardly survived, but a strong person who died on the road to becoming stronger even if he died.
"Do you have the consciousness of death...... I hope you'll be able to say that to me after you've been trained to live or die.
However, it's your own business to consume your life, and even if you give up halfway, I won't have any opinion. β
Chu Xuan said this indifferently as he stood up from the floor and simply sorted out his clothes.
"If I had to continue to be a piece of shit, I'd rather die!
I'm absolutely, definitely not going to give up halfway! β
Arita Haruki still maintained the posture of touching the ground with her forehead, and once again shouted in a loud voice that she had never heard before, and her voice was so high that there was even a "broken sound".
Chu Xuan ignored Tian Chunxue for the time being, but dragged the only chair in the room over, sat down condescendingly in front of Arita Chunxue, and then ordered him:
"Then, you should start learning from 'sitting upright' and start changing yourself from words and deeds."
"Yes!"
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"Good morning, Asuna!"
"Oh, oh...... Good morning......"
"Good morning, Kuroyukihime!"
"Hmm...... Good morning, good morning......"
"Good morning, President Black Cat!"
"Hey...... Early, early. β
The next morning, Haruyuki Arita who everyone thought would continue to lock herself in her room turned out to be in the guild's cafeteria early, and took the initiative to greet everyone loudly.
Although the original Arita Haruki was polite, he would also greet the members of the wasteland team who often met, but his voice was so small that he could barely hear it clearly, and he would never take the initiative to greet the girls in the guild who had no contact.
But this morning, Arita Haruki took the initiative to say good morning to everyone she saw with an unusually serious attitude, and instead made the girls who had become accustomed to ignoring this ordinary Humpty Dumpty who was always following Dai Tuowu.
This is...... Stimulated, right?
It feels like the whole person's surname has changed greatly...... Could it be that you can't accept your friend's death, so you want to imitate your friend's words and deeds as much as possible, and make yourself a stand-in for Dai Tuowu?
The girls of the "Holy Black Cat Knights" were stunned and looked at Haruyuki Arita who was seriously greeting people one by one, and they all speculated in their hearts.
But for some reason, Arita Chunxue's unusually serious expression always felt very familiarβit was definitely not Dai Tuowu's very gentle and polite smiling face, which made people feel like a spring breeze, but it was very similar to the feeling of Vice President Chu Xuan.
"I thought it was ...... You're going to let him go on like that......"
The black cat, who had not succeeded in consoling Kurashima Chiyuri last night, came to Chu Xuan's side, and whispered to Chu Xuan while looking at Arita Haruki, who was still greeting everyone loudly at the door of the restaurant.
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Chu Xuan turned his head and looked at the black cat seriously for a moment, and then asked very abruptly:
"Do you think that I deliberately let Dai Tuowu die, and by the way, break the spirit of Arita Haruki and clear the obstacles for my strategy mission?"
"Hey...... That, that ......"
Chu Xuan's straightforward question made the black cat unable to answer for a while, she blinked her eyes vigorously, and then looked away with some weakness, and replied with a dry smile rather reluctantly:
"IβOf course I've always believed in you~
You're my black cat man, handsome and evil, majestic and cold, making all kinds of women fall in love with you, and then cruelly abandon them......
Oh, hehe, hehe! β
Suddenly, the black cat, who had committed another terminal illness called "Zhongji", unconsciously danced with his hands, and the two beautiful eyes like rubies radiated a bewitching light, making the tear mole under the corner of the left eye even more gorgeous.
However, the black cat, who let out a queen-like laugh, actually diverted the topic and did not answer Chu Xuan's question head-on.
"I've always believed in you" or something...... I should believe that Chu Xuan would definitely do that, right! (To be continued.) )