Chapter Seventy-Nine: The Confused Monkey
When he woke up, he opened his eyes with difficulty, only to see corpses dripping with blood all over the ground, and a monkey sitting on the side of the earth with a face even darker than in the afternoon, he found a pack of cigarettes out of nowhere, and was trying to light the match with his trembling hands, but he could not do it at the moment when the match was about to be lit, the cigarette butts under his feet were scattered indiscriminately, and some were still emitting faint green smoke, obviously, we had been in a coma for a long time, and he had smoked several packs of cigarettes during this time.
I looked at him, then turned to the strangers who were still holding their guns until they died, and immediately guessed what had happened. The monkey's pace was relatively fast, and he must have run away when the explosion occurred, and he was not affected much. The explosion was not enough to kill all the members of the Order who came from all directions, and after we fell unconscious due to the aftermath, the surviving members of the Order must have rushed over with the intention of shooting them, as can be seen from the corpse of the guy covered in bullet holes at my feet. Later, the monkey must have quickly woken up, realized that the men were slaughtering everyone, turned around and rushed back, and killed them with all his might.
It's no wonder that he is in such a posture at the moment, I endured the severe pain all over my body, struggled to get up and sat down next to him, stretched out my hand to ask him for a cigarette, anyway, there is no need to worry about more support coming for the time being, and with everyone's current state, I can't run, it is better to smoke this cigarette quietly.
The cigarette burned out, and after all, it was inevitable to speak, "Monkey, I understand your current mood, although everything has a first time, but taking people's lives, I'm afraid that no matter how many times you go through, it won't make people feel better in their hearts." We are all ordinary people, who would have thought that today's hands would be stained with so much blood and so many lives on our shoulders. It's normal for you to feel uncomfortable, whose human heart is not fleshy, if it really evolves into killing people without blinking, wouldn't it be the same as the devil. ”
I didn't get any response, and I didn't care if he was listening or not, and continued to himself, "Take Heizi as an example, in Changsha that night, in order to regain Hu Wuye's territory, how many people died in his hands overnight, but is he really used to this kind of life? In my opinion, I'm afraid it may not be, but he knows that there are some things that must be done, for Hu Wuye, it is to repay his kindness, and after partnering with our people, most of the killers are under him, but it is to protect the overall situation. But I think that every time he kills someone, he probably feels a pain in his heart, but the reason in his head is telling him that something must be done, and in this kind of industry where you don't eat people and don't spit out bones, if you don't solve them, they will in turn destroy you. Although there is a Buddhist saying: I don't go to hell, who goes to hell. But in real life, no one wants to die. If the time comes when either they die or we die, there is nothing wrong with choosing to protect ourselves. Monkey, I'm not urging you to forget about these things, because I know it's impossible, I just want you to come out of it and live well. After all, if you don't work hard to live, then why are these efforts? ”
The monkey was still silent, but fortunately, his hands were no longer trembling, the cigarette in his mouth was lit smoothly, he took a deep breath, spit out a smoke ring, and the chaotic pupils gradually regained some clarity, looked at the unconscious or dead people on the ground, and sighed long, "Mosquito, death does not make me afraid, what really scares me is that I dare not imagine that I will become this kind of murderous and unblinking demon, and I will become another appearance that I no longer recognize." ”
Seeing that he was finally willing to open ** flow, I put my mind at ease, "Indeed, people will change, but inside. "I pointed to my chest" as long as you stick to yourself, you will never be lost, and with us people by your side, you will never let that happen. ”
The monkey quickly finished the cigarette in his mouth, stretched out his hand and wanted to light it again, but touched an empty cigarette case, so he had to give up, "Is this kind of scene going to happen often in the future?" ”
I stared at him for a long time before replying, "Monkey, how I wish I could tell you no, that as long as you complete this mission and defeat this evil organization, everything will be over." However, I can't, because I think that the whirlpool that everyone is unconsciously involved in is actually endless, and the only way out is to fight as hard as you can, with the belief that there will be a bright day, otherwise, not only will you kill yourself in the next journey, but also the people around you will lose their lives together. So monkey, with your ability, if you get out and leave at this moment, you still have the ability to protect yourself, I promise that no one will blame you, on the contrary, everyone is suffering in their hearts because of the fact that they have affected you to this point, and they can't help it. ”
As if he had heard some joke, the monkey couldn't help but put a faint smile on his face, shook his head and said helplessly, "I just want to get the answer from you, and now that I know, it's enough." As for leaving, it's impossible, although the world is big, but there is no place for a lonely person like me to stay, so it's good to follow you like this and occasionally make a contribution to everyone. ”
"He's recovered." I told myself this in my heart, got up and patted him on the head gently, "In that case, hurry up and wake up all these lazy pigs, and we have to keep going." lest more people come here again and kick them together. ”
A quarter of an hour later, the people who were still alive woke up one by one, and after glancing at the familiar and unfamiliar dead people around them, they silently put on their equipment, bowed to the dead guy, turned and walked forward.
Walking here, as if we were careless, our team of thirty or so people had shrunk by nearly half, looking at the map, there were still about twenty minutes to go to the destination, the big head solemnly looked around, there was no unusual wind and grass, and the cold corpses lying in a mess on the roofs on all sides did not look so cold and deserted in the warm autumn sun. The whole island seemed to be quiet suddenly, there was no wind, no gunshots, not even the slightest sound of birds, it was so quiet that it was terrifying.
The smoker reached into his pocket and tried to pull out the cigarette, but he took it out, strangely like an inquiry and as if he was saying to himself, "Hey, where did all my cigarettes go?" Finished smoking? Did anyone see it? ”
I looked at the monkey and laughed secretly.
Surprisingly, Liu Yun saw him looking for cigarettes everywhere, so he suddenly took out two packets, one pack was handed to the smoker, and the other pack was thrown at the fat man.
"Up to now, hundreds of members of the island organization have been killed or wounded, and such a number should not be underestimated for them. Unless there are still one or two hundred people secretly waiting for the right time, it should be much easier for everyone to reach their destination next. ”
As he said this, I turned to look at the dozens of corpses behind me, and a strange sense of confusion hit my brain, inexplicable but lingering, which was really annoying.