After a pleasantry, my father said, "I have to come sooner or later, I know I won't be able to hide it for long......," and then he opened the package and took out a notebook covered in a crusty green cloth from the package. The notebook had been blistered and looked slimy, the corners had been rolled up, and the middle part was bulging, and from my vision, it looked like the tiles on the room.

"Layue, come here, I have hidden this diary for seventeen years, and it should be handed over to you." My father shuddered and handed it into my hands.

I was very surprised, I had never seen and mentioned it before, but I felt inexplicably familiar. Puzzled, I asked, "Is it mine, who wrote it?" ”

"It's yours, I don't know who wrote it, but I found it in the package on you after I picked you up. I thought I would never be able to hand it over to you, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly, you are Layue's family, right? The father turned to Chang Butong and said, looking depressed.

Chang Butong was obviously surprised, and he didn't know where to start, so he waved his hand again and again, and said, "You misunderstood, isn't this the purpose of the old man's visit?" ”

At this juncture, I was completely blindfolded, and for a while I said that I was not an ordinary person, and for a while my father over there denied me. I noticed that the people and things in front of me became stranger than I had ever been, and gradually, my head began to swell again, and my vision blurred again. On the eve of fainting, someone held my temple and rubbed it constantly, and I knew that it was my mother who was comforting me.

She helped me to sit down on a bamboo chair and motioned for me to rest first, and I was anxious to figure out why, and held back to see what they had to say.

The father sighed and said, "Things have come to this point, I have to say it if I don't say it, I thought you called Layue to recognize your relatives, hey, don't hide it from you, Layue is not born to me and his mother." Seventeen years ago, I picked him up by the river on the way back to my hometown, when he was only two or three years old, lying in a small boat, dying of cold, I waited for a long time, but no one came to pick him up. Seeing that the child's life was about to be saved, so he stayed, and wanted to wait for him to wake up and then look for his relatives, but after Layue woke up, he lost his memory, and he didn't remember his name at all, where he came from, so I moved my selfishness, thinking that my Xiong family has sons for several generations, and I only have four girls, so it is better to keep our Xiong family as a descendant, and I think I am also worthy of the ancestors of the Xiong family. Because I didn't know where he came from, I took the name - Layue. After so many years, Yiqiē is safe and sound, until today, I heard that he was called by your police station, and I thought I helped him find his family, so I ...... Just...... I hope the government will be lenient and forgive me for my mistakes......"

"I said Lao Xiong, you buried this matter deep enough, we have been friends for so many years, you didn't tell me, forget it, it's not a bad thing, although you don't know about it, but after all, you saved Layue's life!" Runzi's father persuaded.

"It's all my fault, if I insist on looking for relatives for Layue, it won't make him so uncomfortable, it's all my fault...... My mistake ......" said, his father fell to the ground on his knees, "I hope the government will help me no matter what, my Xiong family is grateful......

Runzi's father stepped forward to help his father and said, "Old Xiong, don't worry about this, you can leave the matter of finding someone to me, don't be too sad, get up and talk." ”

The blow came so quickly and so hard, my mind went blank, tears swirled in my eyes, I couldn't fall for a long time, I don't know if it was because of my father's actions back then or his confession now, maybe it was all my hallucination, or a dream, but the painful reality made me uncomfortable.

"You are all liars, everything you do is lying to me, what relatives, what abilities, I am not, I am nothing, I am just an ordinary person, an ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary, you all give me away, give me away......" I shouted hoarsely.

My mother held me tightly in her arms and sobbed hard to give me one last bit of support.

I saw that everyone wanted to persuade me, but at this moment I could no longer be quiet, and shouted to them: "If you don't leave, I will go, I will never come back......"

I broke free of my mother's hands and rushed out of the house without looking back, and before I ran two steps, Runko came up to me, and when she saw that I was angry, she didn't dare to stop me, and the crying and sighing behind me were endless.

Junko was behind me trying to stop me, how could I listen to him, and ran out far, far away until I was too tired to breathe. I really want a heavy rain to swallow me, but reality is reality after all, there is no righteous and proud rumor, there is no heavy rain of life and death, and all that is left is the tattered diary in my hand.

I ran to the beach, facing the sea, fell on the sand, looked up at the sky, the sun shining through the clouds to my eyelids, very heavy and strong, at that moment, tears burst out of my eyes, like a loose faucet, which could never be tightened.

"Twelve, what's going on, you're killing me......" Junko's voice appeared in my ears, and she kept asking why.

"It's okay with you, I'm leaving, get out of here, I don't want to stay here anymore, even for a minute." I said firmly.

"I heard my father say, you want to be that old man's apprentice and go to other places with him, but you won't be so sad, you really won't come back, can you take me with you?" Runzi is still unwavering in nature, and at this time she still has the heart to think about her own affairs.

It seems that Junko doesn't know my background, and I don't know how to tell him for a while, but when he asked, I rearranged my thoughts.

Actually, I'm a person who doesn't like unfamiliar environments, since I've come to this point, it's redundant for me to stay, and often don't go, it's not necessarily a bad thing, maybe a different environment can make me know myself again, maybe I can find my biological parents. Bring Runzi, you can also be a companion, I made up my mind, decided to go back and inform Chang Butong, if he doesn't agree, as long as I insist repeatedly, he will never refuse to agree to me, I have a plan in my heart, I have already thought of a rhetoric.

"Okay, no problem!"

Seeing that I agreed, Runzi was very happy and said to me: "Haha, you kid still has a way, it's too boring here, and finally have the opportunity to go out and see it again." ”

Yes, the life of the commune is too boring, everyone is like a tied machine, can't have their own opinions, can't come and go casually, it's like a prison, one qiē listens to the arrangement, one qiē is arranged, and like Runzi's statement, I finally have the opportunity to go out and see it.

Junko and I had a long conversation about our dreams for the future. The two of us had never chatted so quietly, and I could see that Junko's restless mind was full of longing for a better future, which I admired very much, and he could always speak amazingly. In addition to my life experience, I also told him about Jiumen, which made him even more excited, urging me to hurry home and help him intercede.