57 The melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

"Excuse me."

After the expressionless Chu Xuan and Nagato Yuki returned to their common home with the same expressionless Liang Gong Chun and the embarrassed Ah Xu, Liang Gong Chun immediately took off his shoes and rushed into the house first, not even wearing slippers.

She pursed her lips and wandered around the fancy apartment, looking at almost every nook and cranny — except for one guest room that couldn't be opened at all.

"Cutlery, drinking glasses, towels, toothbrushes, cushions, room ...... There are many signs that although you live together, it is more like a shared house than a cohabitation. ”

After returning to the living room, Haruyu sat cross-legged on the cushion like a daimyo from the Warring States period, one arm on the quilt that had been removed from the outer quilt, and although his face was not so good-looking, it was much more relaxed than at the beginning.

Ah Xu sat behind Chun Yue as if he was a big name, looking at the poker-faced couple opposite who were ordered to sit by Chun Yu with an embarrassed expression.

Yes...... No, Chu Xuan and Youxi have already sworn to Chun Yue that the relationship between the two of them is similar to that of roommates, and it is definitely not a cohabitant relationship, nor a couple relationship, let alone a husband and wife relationship.

- Although the law does stipulate that the male surname is 18 years old and the female surname is 16 years old before they can get married, it is unfortunate that in terms of "setting", Chu Xuan and Youxi are still about half a year apart before they are of legal age for marriage.

In addition, the legal age of marriage in most countries in the world is 18 or 16 years old, whether it is 22 men and 20 women in China, 9 years old in Iran, 12 years old in the Netherlands, 14 years old in Russia, and 15 years old in France.

"Humph......"

Looking at the two same expressionless guys in front of him, Chun Yue felt a little uncomfortable.

Because Chu Xuan and Youxi's every move has a full logical surname, that is, a reason, and apart from living under the same roof, they really haven't done anything out of the ordinary that doesn't fit their identity as high school students, so Chun Yue obviously has a fire in his heart but can't vent it.

"Although I already believe that you are innocent for the time being, it is still too dangerous to let a perverted crazy man who plays Gongkou games with his laptop all day long live with a weak woman like Youxi, so Chu Xuan, you can move out.

I can understand that you want to move out and live by yourself because there are teachers in the high-end apartment where you exchange students live together, but even if the cost of sharing this kind of high-end apartment is reduced by half, you can still rent a cheap apartment with a single family. ”

Chun Yue gave an order to Chu Xuan very strongly, really like an ancient daimyo speaking to a retainer.

"I refuse.

For the time being, I have a reason why I have to live with Yuki. ”

Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses expressionlessly, and very simply refused Chun Yue's order, but his answer was simply like an excuse.

"What reason?"

Chun Yu's left eyebrow was raised, and he asked coldly.

"It's not that I don't want to say it, but I can't say it."

Chu Xuan replied confidently, this kind of thing can also be said so calmly, can only be said to be really worthy of Chu Xuan......

===== surname determines the fate =====

After coming out of the high-end apartment again, Ah Xu followed two or three steps behind Chun Yue, who was walking silently along the railroad tracks, and next to him was Chu Xuan, who was called out by Chun Yue.

If you continue to be aimless like this, you will only get farther and farther away from home, so although she knows that the atmosphere is not right, Ah Xuan can't help but ask Chun Yue:

"That...... Where to go next. ”

"I'm not going anywhere."

Suzumiya Haru didn't look back, and replied [***], not knowing what expression she had on her face now.

"That's right...... That...... Can I go home? ”

Ah Xuan cautiously probed.

Chun Yue suddenly stopped, and the whole person looked a little like she was about to fall forward, and then she turned around and looked at this side with an indifferent expression that was the same as Chu Xuan and Youxi:

"Have you ever felt like you're really just an insignificant screw on the earth?"

Without waiting for the two to answer, Chun Yue continued as if talking to himself.

"I've had this experience and I'll never forget it.

When I was in the sixth grade, my family used to go to the stadium to watch baseball.

I wasn't interested in baseball, but I was shocked when I got in – there were people everywhere and the spectators across the field looked as small as grains of rice.

At the time, I thought that maybe all the people in Ben had gathered in this stadium.

So, I asked my dad how many people were there.

Dad replied that because the audience was full, there should be 50,000 people.

After the race, the road leading to the station was full of people, and I couldn't help but be stunned when I saw that sight.

There are so many people in front of you, but they are only a small part of the total population.

We learned in social studies class that there are more than 100 million people in this book, but when I got home, I used my computer to do the math and found that 50,000 people was only 1/2,000 of the total population of this book.

At that time, I was stunned again.

It turned out that I was only one of the many people on the football field, and the number of people on the pitch seemed to be only one of the two thousandths of the total population of Ben.

Until then, I had always felt like a very special person, not only with my family, but also because I felt that my class had the most interesting people in the world.

But at that moment, I realized that it wasn't like that at all.

What I experienced in my class and what I thought was the happiest thing in the world actually happened in every school.

For the people of the whole country, there is nothing special.

When I found out about it, I suddenly felt like the world around me had faded.

Brushing your teeth at night and going to bed at night, getting up in the morning to eat, you can see this kind of thing everywhere.

The thought that this is the ordinary life that everyone is living makes me feel so bored.

I am convinced that since the world has such a large population, there must be people among them who live extraordinary and interesting lives.

But why isn't that me?

INTERVIEWER I was thinking about this until I graduated from elementary school.

It finally occurred to me that it was useless to wait for something interesting to happen.

So after I went to junior high school, I decided to change myself, and I wanted the world to know that I wasn't a girl who would just wait.

And I thought I did my best, but the result was the same.

In this way, before I knew it, I went to high school, and I still believe that there can be some changes in my life......"

Chun Yu was like a contestant in a debate meeting. After saying that, he regretted that he had said this, and stopped abruptly at the critical place, just showing a melancholy expression and looking up at the sky that had begun to turn red.

"Yes."

Chu Xuan, who had always been silent, suddenly said lightly, and the reflective glasses reflected Chun Yue's very lonely figure.

At this time, there was a tram whizzing by the railroad tracks next to Haruka, and she said something lightly on her hair, which was blown by the wind, and then walked in the direction she came.

Although she couldn't hear whether Chun Yue was saying "go back" or something else, her back was like wordlessly announcing to Chu Xuan and Ah Xu, "Don't follow", so the two of them could only stay where they were, watching Chun Yue leave until they couldn't see anyone.

When Ah Xuan and Chu Xuan separated and returned to their home, they found that Gu Quan Yishu was waiting for him at the door of his house, and Chu Xuan was actually there again.

The three of them listened to Gu Quan talk about the "mythology of the Suzumiya Haru that created the world" in the taxi, and after arriving at the intersection of the central business district of a metropolis outside the county, they watched a battle between superpowers and "gods" in the "closed space" before being released.

On the way back, Gu Quan opened his mouth and reminded:

"Please pay more attention to Suzumiya-san's behavior.

Her spirit, which had already shown a stable state, began to show signs of fluctuation again.

It hasn't happened in a while, like today. ”

PS: Thanks to the "Lost Gods" for rewarding 100 starting coins~