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Amen Lee was uninterested in the dismal fate of Lancer, Kenneth, and Sora, and was unmoved.

However, he was deeply impressed by Lancer's last words.

"Unforgivable...... I can't forgive you! The deceased who were captured by fame and fortune and belittled the glory of knights...... Defile that dream with my blood! I curse the Holy Grail! Curse your desires as calamities! When you fall into the cauldron of hell, do not forget the wrath of my Dilumudo! ”

The last sentence really came true, the despair of Emiya Kiritsugu, the desperation of Saber, the desperation of Alice Phil's remaining personality, the desperation of everything.

Why did Lancer leave such words before he disappeared? Li Amen seems to vaguely sense fate, or is it the driving force of inhibition?

The words were not meaningless, Lancer had already seen through them.

If the dismal fate of Lancer, Kenneth, and Sola is not worth noting, then Emiya Kiritsugu, who spoke further as an omen after Lancer, is a man who is still noteworthy despite knowing the development of the original plot, and Li Amen and Grass Mud Horse are watching there together.

……

In the end, the Knight King's sword failed to fulfill its promise with Lancer, and instead fell far short of credibility and glory. Tainted by the blood of the seppuku (i.e., cutting off the head of the seppuku to alleviate the pain caused by seppuku).

"Emiya, Kiritsuke—"

The emerald green eyes burned coldly. It's not looking into the eyes of a companion, nor is it looking into the eyes of a partner in the broadest sense of the word. It's exactly the same as when facing Caster's weirdness and Archer's arrogance. It's to shoot through the blade-like eyes of someone you identify as an enemy.

"Now I finally understand that you are a man of no morality. Originally, I believed that even if the path was different. The purpose is the same, I'm so stupid......"

Kiritsugu remained silent, and there was no need to answer. Because what Saber has just witnessed is completely "evil".

"I have believed Alice Phil's words until now, and have never doubted your character. But now, even if a man like you says he wants to save the world with the Holy Grail, I won't believe it anymore.

Answer me, Kiritsugu! Have you deceived even your own wife? What is your real reason for pursuing the Magnum Wish Machine?! ”

“——”

Kiritsugu - Silent despite his eyes looking at Saber with a cigarette in his mouth, despite his eyes looking bored with Saber. It was a look at a barking wild dog, which only contained the complete abandonment of understanding each other through words from the beginning. A decisive severance of diplomatic relations.

Saber already had a calm resolution in his mind that was almost resolute in his mind, "I can only kill him".

For this master, I'm afraid that in the end, there will only be soldiers. Even if it is prevented by the Spell, this clear hostility cannot be changed. In the Holy Grail War, this will probably be the biggest flaw in their camp. But in any case, as long as she is with Emiya Kiritsugu, she probably won't be able to wait for the Holy Grail she really wants.

"Even if my sword wins the Holy Grail, if I want to entrust the Holy Grail to you, I ......"

Saber's mind flashed the sunset over the sword bar, and her words were blurred at the end by a hidden wish.

In that void of grief. Other voices interjected from behind her.

"Answer me, Kiritsugu. In any case, this time you have an obligation to explain. ”

Even Alice Phil, who completely trusted her husband, had to raise her voice and question this time.

She's different from Saber. Fully understand your husband's way of thinking, and understand him. But there is a world of difference between the idea expressed in words and the actual action that is impactful in front of us.

Just now I was asked by Lancer about Rod. At the time of Elomeroy's fiancée. She had a cold premonition in her heart. But the conscience in her heart denied that possibility. Anyway, to the point where you want to do that......

Outcome. Even Alice Phil, who is his wife, underestimates Kiritsugu's viciousness.

"—So, this is the first time you've seen my 'killing methods' directly. Ellie. ”

Emiya Kiritsugu changed his silence so far. Replied in a dry voice. His eyes were dark, cold as he stared at Saber, and he cowered in shame as he turned to Alice Field.

"Now, Kiritsu. Don't talk to me, go talk to Saber. She needs to talk to you. ”

"No, I don't have much to say about that Servant. It is useless to say anything about a murderer who is swayed by honor and honor. ”

He kept talking to Alice Phil and fearlessly uttered insulting words about Saber. Saber certainly doesn't sit aside.

"Don't insult the knight in front of me, animal!"

Even in the face of the Knight King's angry shouting, Kiritsugu still did not move. He still didn't take Saber seriously, and his eyes were still only on his wife. But then, at last, he began to talk like beans poured from a bamboo tube.

"Chivalry can't save the world. This has been the case in the past, and it will be so in the future. Those guys advocate that there is a distinction between good and evil means of fighting, and they act as if they have dignity on the battlefield. Because the heroes of the ages have been shrouded in that illusion, how many young people do you think have been blinded by the reputation of heroism and eventually bled to death? ”

"That's not a fantasy! Even if it is a matter of life, as long as it is a human act, there must be laws and ideas that must not be violated. Righteousness must not be lost! Otherwise, the endless flames of war will eventually turn this world into hell again! ”

Saber retorted righteously. However, Kiritsugu scoffed at this.

"You see, it's like this—like you said. Ellie. This Heroic Spirit actually thinks that the battlefield will be better than hell.

Are you kidding! No matter what the era, the battlefield is a hell of a fake. There is no hope on the battlefield. There is just worthless despair. Some are just the sins of victory, built on the despair of the losers.

All the people who met there. There is no room for argument to admit the malice and stupidity of the act called 'war'. As long as people do not repent and do not regard it as the most evil taboo, hell will reappear on earth countless times. ”

For Saber, who only knows the cold, hard-hearted Kiritsugu, it was the first time she saw the other side of Emiya Kiritsugu - the man who was almost crushed by endless grief and lamentation, his mournful monologue.

"But no matter how high the mountain of bones the humans had, they did not perceive the truth. Because no matter what era it is, brave and fearless heroes have bewildered the eyes of people with gorgeous legends of heroism. Because of the fools' willfulness, and their unwillingness to admit that the bloodshed and sacrifice itself is evil, the essence of humanity has been stagnant since the Stone Age! ”

Whoever the anger in those eyes was directed at - that was self-explanatory.

Probably since the day he started the war in the land of this winter wood, Kiritsugu has been filled with unbearable anger. Look at the glorious figures of the heroic spirits who pride themselves on their courage and bravery in front of you.

Leaving behind the wise, longing for the wise, and the anger of these two that has nowhere to vent...... It is an abhorrence to the whole concept of "heroic spirits" that arises from people's prayers.

"—then Kiritsu, you humiliated Saber...... Is it because of the hatred of the Heroic Spirits? ”

"How could it be. I didn't have that kind of personal affection. I'm going to win the Holy Grail and save the world. I'm just going to take the most appropriate means in the process of fighting for this. ”

If the battle is carried out as planned, if Sola is killed immediately instead of capturing it, Lancer, who has completely cut off the supply of mana, should be destroyed naturally. However, Kiritsugu took a policy that completely ruled out the possibility that the Servant, who had lost his master, would make a comeback by signing a contract with someone else. Based on the results of his battle against Caster, he predicted that Kenneth, who was protected by the Church of Winterwood, might receive the Spell again. Thereupon. Prepare such a complicated trap.

Destroy the Servant with the spell of the hostile Master, and then kill the Master. Completely and thoroughly remove obstacles...... During this time, Saber was not asked to defeat Lancer, but to distract Lancer while Kiritsugu persuaded Kenneth, and simply acted as a soldier.

"Today's world, the way people live today. War cannot be avoided in any case. In the end, it will definitely need to be killed as evil. Then the best way to solve everything in the shortest possible time with maximum efficiency and minimum sacrifice. If you want to slander it as despicable and demean it as vicious, then you are at it. Justice will not save the world. I have no interest in that kind of thing. ”

“……”

Saber recalled the last angry glance of the vanished Lancer. Then. She stared motionlessly at the tragic corpses of the man and woman lying in pools of blood, and the pained expressions carved into their faces.

"Even if it's like that. You-"

Saber was about to say what he thought, but suddenly found that his voice was deeper and calmer than he had imagined. That's when she realized. His complicated feelings for Kiritsugu are no longer the anger just now, but have turned into some kind of pity.

True, he is perhaps a man who should be pitied.

It's not the world that needs to be saved, it's him, isn't it?

—Emiya Kiritsugu. I don't know what kind of betrayal you've been betrayed in the past, and what you're desperate for. But that anger, that lamentation, is undoubtedly what those who seek justice have. Kiritsugu, when you were young, you really wanted to be a 'partner in justice'. You should believe more than anyone else and want to be the hero who saves the world—don't you? ”

So far, Kiritsugu's attitude towards Saber has been either complete disregard or cold contempt. But at this moment, it was only at this moment that Kiritsugu, who heard Saber's quiet questioning, looked into his Servant eyes and showed other feelings for the first time.

It seems to be extremely boiling anger.

The sound of exhaust from cars disturbed the silence of dawn. Later, the light truck driven by Maiya Kuyu drove into the open space of the abandoned factory with bright headlights flashing. She was supposed to be returning to the new capital after finishing her mission as a sniper.

Kiritsugu looked away from Saber and walked to the van without looking back, opening the door on the passenger side. Saber was still speaking to the figure. She had one last sentence to say anyway.

"Kiritsugu...... Do you understand? If you do evil for the sake of hating evil, you will end up with only evil. The anger and hatred that sprouts there will again cause new wars. ”

Kiritsugu seemed to have the meaning to respond to Saber's heavy words and wanted to turn around for the first time - but he finally changed his mind and stared into the void and said.

"I'm going to let the never-ending cycle end. That's why I need the Holy Grail. ”

That's right, he said aloud as if talking to himself.

"To complete the transformation of the world, the transformation of the human soul, by miracles. I will let the blood shed in this winter wood city be the last blood of mankind.

For this reason, it doesn't matter if I have to bear 'all the evil in this world'. If that could save the world, I'd be more than willing to accept it. ”

“……”

Kiritsugu spoke his mind extremely calmly and calmly.

……

"Even if its means and path are intolerable evil—the faith in the pursuit of the Holy Grail is pure and selfless. I have to admit that if there is a Master in this war who deserves to get the Holy Grail, it should definitely be Kiritsugu Emiya. Li Amen said.

"However, it is absolutely impossible for Kiritsugu Emiya to obtain the Holy Grail, it was decided from the beginning."

The grass mud horse wondered: "The grass mud horse? (Translation: Why not?) ）

Because that desire is the last thing Alayah wants, one of the two major inhibitors, wants. If all of us were left with good thoughts, human emotions would be more impoverished than ever, unable to weave together better psalms, and without a greater future. It is precisely because of suffering that there will be happiness, and it is precisely because there is evil that there will be justice. In that way, only absolutely righteous things are left, and the most distorted world is the world. Shaking the fundamental situation of the human psyche is tantamount to distorting Alayah itself. "So, Emiya Kiritsugu is Alayya's enemy, so he got the Holy Grail and destroyed it with his own hands." This is not only the guidance and destiny given by Alaya in the dark, but also the inevitable choice of Emiya Kiritsugu himself. ”

So—

That morning, Emiya Kiritsugu's determination expressed loudly, and it can be seen from his resolute and heroic appearance that it was his unhypocritical and truly heartfelt words.

But what that uncanny metaphorical words meant—it took a few days for Kiritsugu to finally understand clearly.

In the midst of despair deeper than despair.

In the midst of remorse that is deeper than regret. (A good event for pie in the sky, cool mobile phones are waiting for you!) Follow from ~ Dian/Chinese network public account (WeChat add friends - add public account - enter ddxiaoshuo), participate now! Everyone has a prize, now pay attention to ddxiaoshuo WeChat public account! (To be continued......)