What's going on? I asked in surprise.

Teacher Zheng looked at me and smiled slightly: This is what I filled in. When I saw this work for the first time, I couldn't help but blurt out one word, and that was the door. Children, let's coincide, tell me, why did you choose the name of the door?

Xie Ling looked at me with interest.

I said, "Mr. Zheng, I don't know photography, I can say whatever I want."

Say. What you want is to express your heart directly. Teacher Zheng encouraged me.

I looked at the painting on the wall and said slowly: this photographic work seems to be a random framing, but it is original, and the structural elements on the picture, such as the old house, dead trees, thorns, including the chimney in the distance, are actually carefully chosen. These elements form an image, a door, a door of imagery, a mysterious door that leads nowhere. In fact, the concept of the door is not only the door panel at the entrance of the room, but the broad meaning of the door should be understood in this way, and all the entrances to the concepts of another realm, realm, and world should be called a door.

Xie Ling said with a smile: Teacher Zheng teaches students to solve their doubts and open up new areas of knowledge, and she is also a door?

I quickly nodded: yes, exactly! That's how it is understood. To use a vulgar example, an unemployed virgin goes to bed for the first time and knows what it is like to be a woman, and this woman is also his door. Otherwise, how did the word Yin come about?

Teacher Zheng didn't think I was vulgar, but found it funny, hugged my shoulders and smiled and asked me: "Then child, tell me what is behind the painting of this door?"

At this time, my mind was opened, and I thought about it and said: as a door, there are actually two characteristics. One is how to open it up, and the other is what the world behind it is like. As the door itself, I think it's a neutral substance. Take the work in front of me as an example, I think the whole painting actually has no substantive content, all the elements are just to show the concept of going out, but there is no expression of the world behind the door.

Why do you think this is the case? Teacher Zheng asked.

I said, "Maybe it's because the photographer wants someone to take the initiative to explore what's behind the door." I will set the door here to see if you dare to enter.

Teacher Zheng laughed: It's really good to know two little friends, come, drink tea, let's talk slowly.

I can rarely be appreciated, so when Teacher Zheng said this, I was fluttering, and I was about to go out with her, when I suddenly saw Xie Ling standing in front of the whole picture and not moving. I went over to call him, and suddenly he was startled, Xie Ling's expression was very wooden, his eyes were firmly fixed on the painting, and his eyelids didn't blink at all, this state was very abnormal.

I was about to pat him, but Mr. Zheng said softly: Don't touch him, he seems to be in a trance.

I hesitated to retract my hand, waited for a moment, blinked at the bell, breathed a sigh of relief, looked at us, and said: This painting is a bit of a thing he didn't say.

Teacher Zheng didn't ask, and the three of us went back to the balcony to drink tea.

After unwinding the bell and watching the painting, his expression was a little sluggish, and he drank tea without speaking. I had no choice but to say: Mr. Zheng, can you tell me about your impression of Fan Xiong, we are here for her today.

Teacher Zheng nodded: Fan Xiong's first impression on me was not good, this person was very dull and not cheerful, when he first entered school, all the young people mingled, and she was a loner and didn't seem to have made any friends. In fact, when it comes to colleges and universities, knowledge is indeed secondary, the main thing is to learn to socialize with people and meet friends, so that you can better enter the society in the future. Fan Xiong, a little too strict. And according to my observation, she is also inflexible, and her thinking and demeanor are a little stiff, but from another point of view, I have seen a lot of slippery students, and I rarely meet people like her who are frank and sincere. I had to know about everyone in the class, and I secretly observed, and I found a little secret about Fan Xiong at that time.

What the? I asked.

This little secret later became known to everyone, and it also caused a big storm. She said.

I was even more puzzled, and stopped the teacup to look at Mr. Zheng.

Teacher Zheng said: Fan Xiong always twitches his chin unconsciously. It's like this. She demonstrated, twitching the corners of her mouth.

She continued: This tic is not very frequent, and the amplitude is small, it is generally not noticeable, and it is easy to ignore. I feel that this is more similar to spasms that are not consciously controlled, is it an organic lesion? I don't know the answer to this question, as a teacher, I think Fan Xiong must be aware of this, this is her own privacy, I will not open this lid for the sake of curiosity. But just because I don't reveal it doesn't mean that others don't want to do it.

Teacher Zheng said that it was a girl in Fan Xiong's dormitory who lifted the lid. This little girl is more vain, loves makeup and loves to play a little temper, and Fan Xiong are simply two extremes, but the two of them still have bunk beds, and the contradiction is gone. Fan Xiong's temperament is straightforward, outspoken, and seemingly fearless, with no notion of taking into account the feelings of others, which is why she seems out of place in the crowd. When there is a conflict, the little girl can't beat her, and she can't say anything, Fan Xiong scolds people without dirty words, and every sentence is heart-wrenching, and he specifically points to your death hole. Hitting someone doesn't slap you in the face. The little girl is crying and making trouble, looking for a teacher and counselor every day, the teacher sees that her head is big, and it is trivial to talk about it in detail, everyone is an adult, can you not be like a child.

The teacher failed to adjust, and the girl was resentful, so she began to fan the yin wind and light the ghost fire among her classmates, and made fun of Fan Xiong's diet and daily life. Fan Xiong doesn't have much to do, she usually lives like an ascetic, gets up at half past five in the morning, runs and eats, and then goes to class to study, goes alone, and the place where she appears is either a study room or a reading room, and it is more difficult to make a lace news and attack her with a relationship between the sexes. The little girl made fun of Fan Xiong twitching the corners of her mouth, and told her classmates that Fan Xiong must have had sheep epilepsy when he was a child.

When Teacher Zheng said this, he sighed and said: Everyone has a psychological bottom line, Fan Xiong's bottom line is what happened when she was a child, no one can talk about her childhood, and if she talks about it, she will touch the scales.

That day in the cafeteria, in full view of everyone, Fan Xiong walked up to the little girl, and without saying a word, he was a big mouth, and the whole house was shocked.

Because of this incident, the little girl wants to die or live, and the trouble is known all over the school. Later, she changed her dormitory, and the school gave Fan Xiong a demerit. After this incident, Fan Xiong became a complete outlier, and he didn't like to contact people even more.

Teacher Zheng really wanted to talk to her at that time, and once saw her in the reading room and found Fan Xiong reading a book about literature.

Teacher Zheng took this as a topic to chat with her, and after a deep understanding, Teacher Zheng found that Fan Xiong had an artistic talent that ordinary people did not have.

That's a sensitivity. Teacher Zheng said: This feeling is difficult to describe, and her brain composition and understanding of the world seem to be different from ours. I'm curious to see what the world will look like from her perspective. Her behavior and state made me feel like a human being, a bit like a person who has detached herself from human nature and reached divinity. Do you know what divinity is?

This sentence can turn me down, how can I know what divinity is a dick.

Xie Ling said lazily next to him: Divinity is simply inhuman. Or to put it this way, the greater the power, the less worldly morality binds him. To reach the realm of God means that he has come to wreak havoc, to destroy the shackles of a qiē rule, until he smashes the old world and creates a new one.

Teacher Zheng was quite appreciative and nodded: It does mean a little bit like this. Fan Xiong speaks without subtlety and never shy away from it, and even has little emotion. The more I got to know her, the more I felt that she was a very strange person, and even had an unfathomable feeling. She seems to have no fear, no sadness, no joy, in a word, no feelings. There is no politeness and no transition in communicating with people, simple and straightforward, and straightforward. She once told me that she didn't have the same empathy for worldly etiquette as ordinary people. Personally, I think that she was born in the wrong era, if she was born in ancient times and could hold great power and decide the life and death of many people, this kind of thinking and thinking of hers, I don't know what kind of world she can create, what kind of situation she can lead the race to.

Does she have faith? Xie Ling asked suddenly.

Teacher Zheng was stunned: The strangest thing is here.

How?

Fan Xiong herself has a certain divinity, but she has no faith and is simply indifferent to God. We've really discussed this issue. She asked me what I believed in, and I said that I had come from that era, and that I had believed in atheism when I was young, but now I have changed a bit and started to lean towards Buddhism. Teacher Zheng picked up a book on the ground, and I saw that it said "Introduction to Buddhism", which was written by a foreigner.

I studied Buddhism, but I didn't reach the level of faith, I just wanted to find some key to solving my spiritual problems in ancient wisdom. Teacher Zheng said: Fan Xiong told me at the time that she had also studied these things, but she was never able to understand people's complex feelings about God, as well as the complex rituals and systems under the entire belief system. She said she could only understand simple, strong, direct emotions, and I was in a state of mind, and you know why?

I blinked, and suddenly it occurred to me: Fan Xiong's emotion was a bit more like God's feeling for people.

Teacher Zheng sighed and sighed: You are very powerful, that's what I think. Fan Xiong's perspective is always from God's point of view, which is very sad.

I looked at each other with Xie Ling, indicating that I didn't understand what was sad.

Teacher Zheng took a sip of tea and said: The reason why God can see people from God's perspective is precisely because he is God.

This sentence seems to be nonsense, I scratched my head and still didn't understand it, and Xie Ling said: What you mean is that God can see people from God's perspective because he is God, he has the power of God, and his worldview depends on his methodology. And if ordinary people also adopt God's worldview, but they don't have God's power, then the end must be very bad.

It's just bad. Teacher Zheng said: It's a tragedy.