The phone hung up, and when I turned around, I slowly tasted the weakness and impatience in Qin Weiguo's voice. I shook my head secretly, what kind of pretentious distress does Qin Weiguo, who has the power of life and death and can manipulate the fate of others at any time?

I also heard another layer of meaning in his tone, Qin Weiguo obviously thought that out of the fate of being unwilling to be manipulated, the efforts I made were not smart enough, I didn't know how to "give up", and I should immediately give up the search for my answer, cut off and stay away from the one around me, and escape to the tropical island country in the southern hemisphere to start a new life.

Looking left and right, I still couldn't find the eyes staring at me, and I couldn't say anything in my heart. I encountered a real crossroads in my life, instead of wandering here, it is better to simply break the jar and fall, born with a lack of singleton spirit like a big head, then I will change, the right to die once, life is not my own, how can I manage so much, I walked into the door of 083 with my head held high.

The environment is still that environment, I haven't met an acquaintance for half a day, and no one stops me wherever I go, everyone is air for me. I walked straight to Qin Weiguo's office, knocked on the door and didn't respond, I couldn't push it away when I tried to push it, and when I was scratching my head a little, a gentle footstep came from behind me, and I turned my head to see that it was the sycamore in Qin Weiguo's office, and she smiled at me, "It's here." You go to the back and stay for a while, Professor Qin is not here for the past few days. ”

Fortunately, Wutong's table is finally normal, I know that the "back" she said refers to the dormitory building of 083, and I was about to turn around and leave, and Wutong handed me a file bag in his hand. I was a little flustered when I took the file bag, and then I realized that she was waiting for me here on purpose.

I didn't speak, I put the bag under my armpit and hurried down the stairs, I realized that I was extremely inferior now, like the first child in the class, blushing everywhere I went. Actually, I didn't do anything wrong, but let me face the world with confidence again, and I'm afraid I won't be able to find that courage again.

I didn't want to see any scenery outside the window, and I didn't want to have anything to do with anyone, so I pulled the curtains and fell crooked on the bed, and my body that had been tense for several days completely relaxed, not because I felt particularly secure, but because the loneliness I was most afraid of in the past unconsciously became my real friend, and I only deserved to live in my own closed world.

I gradually began to understand that I really shouldn't continue to rely on the familiar crowd, I could only leave as far away as possible, and suddenly I thought of my parents, although I kept telling myself that it might just be an adoption that happened more than twenty years ago, and that we were not related by blood, but no matter what, I couldn't get rid of the family bond that time had cultivated. Well, sadness is always inevitable, it's probably good to get used to it, I can't trouble those who love me, choosing to leave maybe another expression of love, right?

What a painful realization...... I wiped away the tears that had accidentally spilled out, and for a moment remembered that I had forgotten the file bag. Sitting at the table and slowly opening it, in addition to some English materials, there was also a passport, my heart tightened, and I probably knew what it meant.

My English was not very good, but I could barely make out the transliterated Trinidad and Tobago, and when I opened it and posted a picture of myself on it, I was smiling at me, and I quickly closed it and threw it aside as if I had seen it. I began to have a headache when I read a few words in the rest of the thin stack of materials, took it in my hand and quickly flipped through it, and found an A4 paper with a few lines of Chinese written at the bottom, and let out a long breath.

The handwriting is beautiful, at a glance, you can see that it is from a woman's handwriting, probably or the sycamore, I looked down line by line, and when I figured out what was written on it, I felt very uncomfortable.

It was a list of everything that was in my possession, except for the Trinidad and Tobago passport to prove my identity, a certificate of property and a few other documents of property, all in the name of the owner. I forced myself to calm down and roughly calculate, enough for the rest of my life to be well fed and clothed.

I tried my best to calm down the chaotic and unspeakable state of mind, realizing that nothing could be changed, Qin Weiguo had already circled the rest of my life, and it was already polite that he didn't forcibly escort me to an international flight, and a few days later, it might be the last conversation out of pity for me, that is, the moment to wave goodbye to me.

How many years of habit, I always can't help but think in an optimistic direction, holding the passport of this South American island country, you can also go to the Chinese embassy to apply for a tourist visa to return to China, I just want to go home to see relatives and friends, far away from 083, I am not short of money, the world is a global village, this is actually not much different from moving to a remote countryside, even better than that. I nodded secretly and flipped the A4 sheet of paper over, only to find a small pencil line written on the bottom of the other side, "Criminal Record", with a question mark on the back.

In an instant, I understood, as if I had been hit by five thunderbolts, Qin Weiguo was planning to give me a Chinese criminal record, so once I leave the country, I want to return to China to visit relatives and travel in the future, all Chinese embassies around the world...... Yes, visa refusal.

I almost went crazy, couldn't calm down at all, and slammed the ashtray on the ground, and the crooked cigarette butts scattered all over the ground. What the fuck is this? Let me say goodbye to everyone? I continued to toss in a fit of rage, knocking over the table and mattress to the ground until I was so tired that I sat on the ground and gasped, thinking viciously, the more the fuck you don't let me come back, I will come back, and I can spend money to find a snake to smuggle in. Then I realized that it was unreliable to think like this, where in the world can I get on a smuggling boat bound for China......

Two hours later, I went to take a shower, silently cleaned up my room, and curled up motionless in bed, frustrated. With the calmness coming, slowly there was a feeling that something was wrong, Qin Weiguo took so many pains to calculate me, this is not like dealing with an outcast, but like dealing with a monster, am I so dangerous? Is he afraid that Li Fern will use me again to make some waves?

If Lao Lin and Gu Guangming are carrying out another more important action, judging from Qin Weiguo's "one qiē is over", the game of chess he played has reached the final stage of winning and losing, then what else is he worried about me...... Or is it afraid? Qin Weihui is afraid of me? Why don't you kill me if you're afraid of me?

I have to wait until I see Qin Weiguo, I began to secretly make a plan for myself, compared to Qin Weiguo, my strength is not worth mentioning, and I have no ability to turn the tables, but if you ask for a price, I have to sit on the ground and pay back, this is the way the little people struggle, I will not put on a posture to provoke you, and give you an excuse to tear your face and completely rectify me, but I have to find a way to know what you are afraid of me, this is the last hole card I can handle. That's it.