40. Another start

I kept staring at the silence sitting next to me, probably seeing that she was a little weak, glanced at me, and muttered softly, but deliberately lowered my voice so that I could hear, "Engrave a name......

I took a breath to myself, I seem to understand a little, but I'm not sure, I just don't think about it anymore, today compared to more than 30 years ago, there have been too many changes, it can already be regarded as two completely different eras, from people's thoughts and values, I think more than 700 years ago is closer to that era, the dialogue between the two eras, whether it is an exchange or a compliment, we people still don't break it.

Eliminate the curiosity about the mausoleum and the stone tablet engraved in the coffin, the most important information for us is what Li Fern took away, this thing can't be guessed now, it is certain that it is related to the Prophet family, but Huang Lao can provide only these clues, the next step to find Li Fern should be the focus of 083.

Half an hour had already passed, and the nurse knocked on the door and stood at the door of the reception room, hesitating for a moment, until Huang Lao nodded at her with a haggard face, and then walked in lightly and pulled the wheelchair away from the table.

The old man was very anxious, different from our curiosity, what words were engraved on the stone tablet that finally led to the death of the company commander, which was a knot that he couldn't untie in his heart for so many years, seeing that the wheelchair was being pushed away, the old man who couldn't bear it shouted: "Wait." ”

The old man's eyes were red, and his face showed a sad expression, "Captain Wang...... Elder Huang, I just want to know what the last words of Lian Chang told you before his death, and ...... Where he was buried when he died, I wanted to see it. ”

Perhaps touched by Lao Fang's words, Huang Lao sighed, slowly turned back to the nurse and said, "Give me two more minutes." ”

"My memory is very good, after the whole thing, I have personally checked the files of everyone involved in it," Huang Lao looked up at the ceiling, his eyes began to redden, "For those of you who are involved, this is a knot in your heart that cannot be solved in your life, in fact, why not for me?" I've been a soldier for most of my life, and I can't remember how many people I've killed, that's the duty of a soldier, there's no right or wrong. And the only regret was that I had to force Company Commander Zhang and Xiong Dahai who didn't actually do anything wrong, no one ordered me, but I had to do it. I will never forget the names of both of them. I asked you to come here today just to take another look at the soldiers of the past, I don't know if this is a kind of atonement. ”

After a pause of more than ten seconds, Huang Lao turned his head, a glimmer of light flashed in his cloudy eyes, and looked at Lao Fang, "Do you remember the bones you found when you opened the temporary tomb door?" ”

The old man nodded without hesitation and said: "At that time, you said that it was a 'tomb man', who voluntarily entered the mausoleum before his death, killed himself in the tomb in the hope that the ghost would not go away, and would always protect the mausoleum. Speaking of this, Lao Fang's voice became smaller and smaller, and his face gradually became sluggish with an extremely surprised expression.

Huang Lao's eyes were red, and he tried his best to control his fluctuating feelings, and sent his voice smoothly and clearly into everyone's ears, "Your company commander has no tombstone, and his last request is to be a 'Lingling person', you ...... Got it? ”

I wasn't overly surprised, but my heart was beating faster, and everyone else was stunned by the ultimate answer. The wheelchair slowly turned and pushed out of the door, Huang Lao didn't look back, his voice gradually deepened, "I can't say whether Company Commander Zhang made such a choice, maybe there is no absolute right or wrong in anything, an era must have the traces of that era, wait for the past hundred years or two hundred years, and then put it in history and evaluate it from the beginning......

Huang Lao, who was lying in a wheelchair, walked away, I vaguely felt that it also represented the vague back of an era, no matter how noisy and noisy the world was, their generation could not hear it, that era was gone, for us living in the present, history is too heavy, not to indulge or carry it, but to look forward may be the wisdom and true meaning of life.

When he said goodbye to a few of us, the old party's feelings were calm, and he may have already opened the knot in Li Fern's heart, and the years are sometimes used to give us to forget the past, at most I think of it with a little sentimental nostalgia, but that's all.

……

A conference room in the 083 headquarters was brightly lit in the middle of the night, and Lao Lin held a meeting to analyze the problems in front of him after dinner, and the secret of the first mausoleum in the world came to an end, and the things taken away by Li Fern in the Tianji jade coffin became the focus of everyone's discussion. Judging from the current summary of information, there is no doubt that 083 has approached Group A and obtained a lot of clues, but about that mausoleum, except that Lao Lin originally gave us the name of "Gubai Village", as if a stone had sunk into the sea, the official and Group A remained silent at the same time, with different purposes, but tacitly wanted to erase a qiē from people's memory.

The more this is the case, the more mysterious and terrifying the thing that Li Fern took out that was sealed in the coffin many years ago. I've been absent-minded, this kind of clueless guessing is meaningless, Lao Lin's clues in front of us always make me feel confused, Qin Weiguo, who doesn't show up, is the one who has the most secrets, does he really not know what it is?

After going through so much, the mystery of my own body bothered me more and more, if Gu Guangming was a descendant of me and the prophet who had a very special bloodline in my silent conjecture, it could explain the past, although he had not met for thousands of years, but he was in line with the reason for his existence in the world. The fact that I am a transparent person who could not be foreseen by the prophet even made me wonder if all life was an illogical dream, and I had no sense of existence like a ghost who had accidentally drifted into the sun.

I gradually pointed the finger at Qin Weiguo, if there is one person who can solve this mystery, it must be him, this is not curiosity for me, I have a hunch that if I don't take the initiative to approach this mystery, there will be constant trouble to find me, it is difficult to guarantee that my ending will not be able to escape the tragic fate in the future, I know that 083's career is very great, probably for the whole world, but I am afraid that I am like the bear sea that accidentally has a secret on his body, who knows how they will deal with me? I even fear that they will kidnap me and sacrifice me with a morality that has risen to the height of all mankind, but of course this is only the worst-case scenario.

These days, things are piling up on me, and I haven't had time to carefully sort out this dangerous cause and effect, and I was distracted throughout the meeting until Lao Lin announced the dismissal of the meeting.