After 02050606060606 a while of embarrassment, the two of us began to check Chen Feng's things. Having the experience of inspecting Rayong's items last time, this time we both looked very closely. I am even more concerned about things like notebooks, for fear of missing any clues. Half an hour later, we basically cleaned up Chen Feng's belongings, but we didn't find anything useful. This couldn't help but disappoint both of us a little.

At this time, He Zhiyuan came back from dinner, I asked him when the two roommates left, he said that when he came back from the hospital, he told them about it, and they immediately got up from the bed, packed up their things overnight, and said that they would go out to find a rental house at dawn. By the time He Zhiyuan woke up, the two had already moved away.

Liu Jin asked He Zhiyuan if he had noticed anything wrong with Chen Feng recently. When he heard this, he shook his head and said, "We know what he knows." The fact is also the same, as far as I know about Chen Feng, his abnormality is only a matter of the past few days.

"Chen Feng seems to have a diary." He Zhiyuan's sudden remark rekindled my hope. Private votes.

"Where?" Liu Jin and I asked almost in unison.

"Didn't you find it? Several times I saw him lying on the bed and writing something in a brown notebook. I guess I'm writing a diary. "

After listening to him, we returned to Chen Feng's bookcase. Looking carefully for the brown notebook, it turned out to be a big disappointment.

"No, he does have a book like that." He Zhiyuan was a little puzzled.

When Liu Jin heard his words, he seemed to suddenly think of something, and went directly to Chen Feng's bed, I saw him rummaging around on the bed, and finally took out a notebook from Chen Feng's pillowcase, and the cover was brown!

After Liu Jin came down, I happily came up. Chen Feng hid this notebook so secretly, it must have recorded some secrets of his own, or we can find some clues.

Turning the cover, the first page was written with the words "Confession of the Heart", when I saw these words, I was a little nervous, and I felt that the record on it must be a different Chen Feng.

At this time, He Zhiyuan walked back to his computer desk alone, although I am not a policeman and have no right to see Chen Feng's privacy, but I am deeply involved in this series of things, and Liu Jin also knows my relationship with Chen Feng, so he did not let me avoid it, and we slowly looked at the contents of the diary.

After only reading a few pages, I understood that Chen Feng seemed to have a crush on a girl, and he would write his thoughts about that girl in his diary every day. I didn't expect that his dignified one-meter-eight man would also have a crush, but it's a pity that he has no chance to confess now.

Looking back, one day, Chen Feng wrote that when he was queuing up in the cafeteria, he accidentally bumped into a person, who yelled at him and threatened to "clean up" him, Chen Feng wrote in his notebook that I was scared, when I was a child, I was beaten and scolded by my drunk father every day, and after I went to college, I hadn't been beaten for a long time, and I was afraid of that feeling

Seeing this, I was depressed and shocked that Chen Feng actually grew up in such an environment. From this point of view, it is not difficult to understand his timidity and inferiority, he dare not confess to the girl he likes, but he is afraid of being beaten by others.

Liu Jin's speed of turning the pages of the book slowed down, and I knew that his mood was also affected. Later, there were still some words that Chen Feng couldn't confide in outsiders in his heart, but from beginning to end, he didn't specify which college, which class, and what her name was that girl.

From the diary, I also learned a habit of Chen Feng, every morning at six o'clock he would go to the east gate of the woods to read English in the morning, there was far away from the dormitory area, few people passed, plus the time was early, there was no one who ran in the morning, only there, he dared to read English words aloud. This is still related to his inferiority complex.

Slowly, the notebook was more than halfway over, and we still found no clues related to his death, until a diary full of words appeared.

Prior to this diary, each of Chen Feng's diaries was short, almost a few hundred words, and sometimes only a few sentences. Therefore, when this diary appeared, Liu Jin and I were both in good spirits. And just after a few lines, he and I got up from our chairs in unison.

This diary tells about an incident that happened a few days ago, and the content of the incident turned out to be the rape and murder case.

In the diary, Chen Feng recorded that at six o'clock in the morning that day, he went to the edge of the woods at the east gate to read in the morning as usual, but when he just took out the book and had not yet started to read, he heard the sound of "help" coming from the woods, and he was a little puzzled, so he slowly walked inside.

After walking in, the sound didn't sound anymore, coupled with the dim light in the woods, the timid Chen Feng was a little hesitant, just when he was about to turn around and go out, he vaguely heard a voice like a woman's painful moan, and he boldly continued to walk forward for a while.

As he walked, he saw a bush shaking in front of him, and when he walked over, he saw a man pressing against a woman, who was struggling under him, and the man was holding her throat with his hand.

Chen Feng was originally timid, and when he saw this scene, he immediately sat on the ground in fright, and then made a sound, but the voice was heard by the man. Chen Feng sat on the ground and saw the man looking back at this side, the man's face showed a fierce expression, and the woman also looked at him, but her eyes were full of begging.

At that moment, Chen Feng was faced with two choices, and as a result, the man picked up a sharp knife from the ground and gestured at Chen Feng, this action contributed to Chen Feng's choice, he struggled to get up from the ground, turned around and staggered out of the forest

Chen Feng ran back to the living area in one breath, and after confirming that he was safe, he panicked and touched the phone to call the police, and it happened that at this time, he found that he had lost his student ID card in his bag, and after recalling, he was sure that he had fallen in the forest when he escaped.

He remembered the man's fierce appearance and the movement of wielding a sharp knife, and hesitated again, he thought, that man was just rape, even if he was caught, he would not be sentenced to death, and he would definitely come to him for revenge when he was released, so he put down the phone in his hand and chose to be silent.

The narrative of the matter ends here, and there is still a lot of content behind, all of which are Chen Feng's guilt for the girl, he actually hates his cowardice and cowardice, but he just can't control his body.

I know that Chen Feng's character is completely because he has been beaten and scolded since he was a child, and the growth environment when he was a child can really change a person's life.

After reading this diary, Liu Jin and I were a little stunned, Chen Feng turned out to be an eyewitness to the rape and murder case, and even saw the appearance of the murderer, his heart was really hidden too deeply!

The diary was recorded at 7 a.m. on the day of the crime, when He Zhiyuan and the three of them should not have gotten up yet, and Chen Feng did not know that the girl who was raped was actually dead and had her hands cut off.

This diary is followed by an article that was recorded at 14 o'clock in the afternoon on the day of the crime, and the handwriting is very sloppy, starting with "She is dead, what should I do?" At that time, the rape and murder case had already spread in the school, and Chen Feng's mood must have been greatly affected.

This one also has a lot of words, but many of them are repeated, repeating his guilt for the girl, as well as his contempt for himself, but in the end, he lost to his cowardice again, he wrote: "The murderer has run away, even if I report it to the police, the police may not be able to catch him, but will provoke him, he can kill the woman, and he can come to kill me, me, me"

There was no more, Chen Feng chose to be silent again and did not provide clues to the police.

The diary turned another page, this time at ten o'clock in the evening on the second day of the crime, there was a strange sound on the door last night, could it be that she came back to ask for her life? I bought incense paper to worship, hoping that she would forgive me.

I thought about it, I went to the real yàn room with Chen Feng during the day, and listened to him talk about it, originally he didn't think much about it, but I asked how the lights on the corridor were on, his face changed all of a sudden, and he had been absent-minded when he went downstairs, the lights went out in the elevator, and he even screamed out in fright, it turned out that he was already a little suspicious at that time.

This is also very understandable, for any person, when this kind of thing happens, there is a "ghost" in his heart, he feels that he can't stand the woman, and he is worried that she will come back to ask for her life.

When I saw this, I couldn't wait to look back, because it was on this night that Chen Feng appeared abnormal again and passed out, and when he woke up, he saw a shadow.

When the page was turned over, there was no large text as we expected, the diary was recorded at 15 o'clock in the afternoon, and there was only one sentence I saw her

The "she" in Chen Feng's mouth is undoubtedly the victim of the rape and murder case, the five words on this page are written very large, and the strokes are bent a lot, it seems that the handwriting has changed a little, and a few places of paper have been punctured, it seems that Chen Feng spent a lot of effort when writing, and the last "has" word almost became a vertical, I can't help but guess, could it be that Chen Feng's consciousness was already a little out of his control at that time?

This is the end of the diary, because Chen Feng has never woken up since he passed out for the second time that night, and now, he will never wake up.

I'm curious, the last diary was recorded more than ten hours before Chen Feng's accident at night, what was his state during this period, and what did he do?

When I thought of this question, my eyes just fell on He Zhiyuan.