Lin Chuan actually wanted to learn more about himself from He Daji, although it felt awkward to say this, he really hoped that he could get back those lost memories.

This is true for He Daji, and it is also true for Liang Jin.

He was keenly aware of their disappointment, not because they were too obvious, but because it was too easy for the bloodline to detect subtle changes in the other party.

But he didn't keep He Daji and Sun Jing after all, just like he didn't try to ask Liang Jin what had happened between the two.

Some things, after losing a certain opportunity, the development is completely different.

When night fell, he sat alone on the roof of the Golden Tower in Mindong, and someone slowly climbed up the stairs.

"Brother Li." He greeted the man in a low voice.

"Lin Chuan." Li Mingfeng walked up to him and sat down, and handed him a cigarette. "What are you thinking?"

Lin Chuan shook his head, did not answer the cigarette, and did not answer.

"It's weird, isn't it?" Li Mingfeng asked.

"Huh?"

"For you, it happened yesterday, but for us, it was a few months ago."

Lin Chuan silently lowered his head and did not speak.

"We've forgotten what you remember, and what you want to say, no one can understand." Li Mingfeng continued. "And we're talking about things you don't know, you're out of place, aren't you?"

Lin Chuan nodded.

"But what does it matter?" Li Mingfeng said. "Everybody who has been out of the group for a short time feels like you're away for a while. Take a few days to slowly come to terms with this fact. When you get to know what has happened here in the past few months, there will be no more estrangement. ”

"You don't understand, Brother Li. It's not that simple. Lin Chuan shook his head. Leaving Jianghai to find Huang Ande for an answer, this is something I have planned for a long time. For a long time, I've been thinking, weighing, I've made countless assumptions, I've made countless deductions, for me. Because of these processes, there is a strong desire for answers, and it drives me. I have to go to the northwest and see what's going on there. He sighed heavily. But when I woke up, everyone was telling me that you had already been there. A lot happened on the road. And you died because of it. Can you understand the feeling? It's as if you've made up your mind to hit a solid wall and you're ready to bounce back. But when you hit it, you realize that it's actually empty behind it. Not only that, but behind it is an abyss, but you have no chance or ability to change this reality, because it has already happened, and you have already fallen into mid-air. ”

This time, Li Mingfeng was silent. "It's not as strict as you say." He said only after half a ring.

"I'm very uncomfortable, Brother Li. This feeling of emptiness makes me very, very uncomfortable. I know something has happened, and it's important. Perhaps with the consequences of being very strict. The previous one I even died because of this, and I can't pretend that everything is okay and pretend that nothing happened. I have a terrible feeling that danger is going to come at some point, maybe not for long. But I had no idea what it was, and I didn't know what to do. ”

"You're thinking too much." Li Mingfeng shook his head. "You're just cranky because you're not used to it, trust me, you'll be fine in a few days."

"Is that really the case? He Daji said that I can easily tear down a building with my bare hands, Brother Li, I have that kind of power, but I am dead, do you think I am thinking nonsense? ”

Li Mingfeng was silent again, and after a long time he asked, "Do you want to leave again?" ”

Lin Chuan nodded. "This time I have a stronger reason than last time." He stood up and walked to the edge of the rooftop, watching the occasional flashlight flickering from the sentries around him. "Look at the bottom of that, people have fully adapted to life without me. You have a water source and start growing vegetables and food. You've installed solar packs, so electricity is no longer a problem. The underground tunnels gradually become more extensive, and the range of activities becomes more extensive. It turns out that you are better off without me. ”

"That's just an indication of the phenomenon." Li Mingfeng shook his head and said. "The Commission has innumerable problems, which are only hidden under the surface of stability......"

"Do I have to solve those problems?" Lin Chuan asked. "Isn't it possible to solve those problems by other means?"

Li Mingfeng couldn't answer.

"Brother Li, the meaning of me here no longer exists, but I have a more important mission, I must go and remove the source of danger that threatens this qiē." Lin Chuan continued. "Otherwise, I will never be at ease."

He looked back at the staircase.

"Did you say so?" He asked.

He knew that the man had been hiding there and listening to their conversation.

"Why do you always have to carry such a heavy burden on your back?" Liang Jin's tears finally flowed out. "Why do you always have to live yourself on a mission? So many people have died, but the world has not stopped spinning. Why can't you just let go of those meaningless things and try to live with us with a normal heart? ”

In the past few months, her concern, worry and longing for Lin Chuan, and the unconscious discussions and expressions of others, have magnified her feelings for Lin Chuan step by step, and at this moment, she can no longer suppress her feelings.

She had imagined countless times what state he would be like.

Is it covered in scars and found nothing? Or are you complacent and full of ambition?

In her wildest dreams, she dreamed that Lin Chuan had wiped out all the monsters, eliminated Huang Ande and his henchmen, and even eliminated Wang Zhi. He integrated all the surviving humans in Huaxia and led them to start building their homes again. And she became his wife, sharing the glory that belonged to him.

But it was just a dream, after all.

Lin Chuan's blood suddenly began to change, and when it became a bloodshot that only appeared in that nightmare, if it weren't for He Daji standing on the side, she would have died.

She had used that pendant to stick to her face countless times as if it were Lin Chuan, and she would press it under the pillow every night.

She never imagined that one day it would become so dangerous.

In fact, until now, she has not been able to completely break free from her fear.

She firmly believes that she loves Lin Chuan, but she doesn't know if she is willing to be devoured by him like Wang Yuanzhen and become a part of him.

"I believe it's my destiny." At this time, she heard Lin Chuan say this. "Heaven won't let me get such an ability out of thin air, why not a tank, not Lao Leng or someone else who is stronger than me? Just because I'm luckier than them? No, I never thought so. I am what I am because God needs me to be able to accomplish some missions. I used to be looking for it because I didn't know what it was, but I now believe that it was because he needed me to help more people, to help people come out of the apocalypse. ”

"That's not the case......" Liang Jin shook her head desperately in the dark, but Lin Chuan didn't care to look at the tears that had already flowed all over her cheeks.

"You've adapted to the world, and I'm no longer necessary here." He said. "I have to help more people, to help those who are still struggling with the end times. If this mission is for me to eradicate the source of unrest, then I will return to that place again and again until I succeed. (To be continued......)