To be honest, I don't have any testimonials until now.

For my daughter, from the initial interest, to the joy and joy afterwards, and the heart after the book was closed, it can be said that all the enthusiasm and joy have been completely deprived of a certain point.

When I first started writing this book, I was very happy.

I envisioned a lot of plots, a lot of settings, and a lot of later stories.

Including what Filia's country is like, what Li Yunfei will encounter when he goes there, what is the social structure and current situation of the abyss, and how Li Yunfei kills from the bottom of the abyss and meets his wife.

These things have taken a lot of my mind.

Unfortunately, before I could write out these ideas one by one, reality gave me a heavy blow.

During that time, a certain point was wantonly sealed books, especially the tragic death of the house to the text one after another, pit tree, 883, and Xueba...... These house-oriented figures were sealed one after another, and the entire library of 1.4 million was sealed to only 140,000 copies, and even the entire fandom was blown up, leaving not a single book left.

As for me, I am also a member of the army that has been tragically sealed.

As for the reason for the closure of the book this time, some people say that the top will be cracked down, and some people say that the top management and the Penguin management have a performance bet, so delete those books that cannot create value to cut expenses...... Of course, no one knows.

We only saw that at a certain point, when books were closed and anti-pornography were wantonly blocked, and when it was strictly ordered to hold hands and not be able to write, other websites sat on the Diaoyutai and did not react with any of the necessary reactions when they cracked down.

Even in the second half of the year, new rules were introduced, so that many authors who were originally eligible for the semi-annual award could not get their own semi-annual awards...... After all, your update didn't meet the new standard.

Ha? You say you can get it according to the old standards? Sorry, although our new standards are only coming out in the last few months, who told you to go a little bit more? Unconvinced.

I am one of the unlucky ones who did not meet the new standard in the update, and the semi-annual bonus of more than 10,000 yuan is no.

My editor helped me plead with the above, but not only did it not help, but the editor was scolded by their editor-in-chief.

A lot of things happened in my life during that time, and I was already exhausted, coupled with the book sealing turmoil, the whole person was not good.

The book that has been revised several times has been sent back by the review department to be revised, and sometimes I want to just pick and choose to quit, and just change the vest to open a new book.

But in the end, he reluctantly passed the review and released the book a month after it was sealed.

Then began the painful long-distance running journey.

After the book was released, plus the reason for changing the name, many subscriptions were lost.

In the past, there were more than 1,300 subscriptions within 20 hours of updating a chapter, and there were more than 2,000 subscriptions, but only more than 300 chapters were updated after the book was closed, and the average subscriptions have been dropping.

It was more than three hundred chapters at that time, right? Although I was in a very angry mood, a very aggrieved mood, and a very unhappy mood, I continued to write it down after all.

And then I kept writing and kept writing, and my friends all persuaded me to open a new book after knowing my situation, anyway, this book has long had no nostalgic value.

But with the last bit of enthusiasm and inspiration, I finally kept writing.

Three hundred, four hundred, five hundred...... Until now, there are more than 600 chapters, and I have persevered in writing until today when I have almost all the subscriptions and my popularity is extremely bleak.

Although a lot of things happened along the way, although my enthusiasm was long since exhausted, and although the latter part of the book was so miserable that even I could not bear to read it myself, it was finished anyway.

A nightmare that has tormented me for a year is finally over today.

It feels like a foreign body in your throat that makes you sleep.

When I finished writing the last chapter, I only had one sentence in my mood - the starting point, I fuck you, uncle! Lao Tzu is no longer serving!

When I'm done with this chapter, I'm done.

My fate with you is probably here for the time being.

Although I still want to continue to write books, and I want to continue to complain happily with everyone, I am really just an ordinary mortal, and I don't have so much time to squander at will.

As a part-time writer, I don't have enough time to write, and all my writing time is taken out of my spare time, and I can only update the code every day by squeezing my rest time.

It's been a long time since I started writing a book, and I haven't watched a TV series, or played a game, or spent a vacation with my family, and I don't think I'll be able to make it last long if I had to spend my time and energy writing a book and get nothing.

The writing road of Cheung Chau Winter Horse is probably over today.

So if you want to write a new book, you're probably gone.

One day I may be able to go back to the beginning again and continue my writing career, but I guess by that time I will have no worries about food and clothing, no longer have to be busy in the city, and no longer have to worry about a small amount of money, right?

How dare I come back? The story you worked so hard to create, and the future that you worked so hard to build, just because of the above sentence or a plan, all your efforts are wiped out and all your achievements are in vain.

After suffering a loss, struggling and persevering for a year in this state of despair, I finally finished writing this book that haunted me like a nightmare, and I no longer have any memories of this place.

If I were a billionaire with a wealth of money and no worries, I wouldn't have to worry about whether next month's salary and manuscript fee would be enough, and I would probably be able to finish the book I wanted to write with a normal mentality, right?

Ha...... Who knows.

Ordinary people who can't worry about food and clothing can't even continue their dreams, I think this is probably the most cruel and hideous side of reality.

But no matter what, I'm really grateful to have been able to get to where I am today and to have the support of all of you for so long.

I hope to see you again in the future.

Thank you.

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In addition, my cousin July Brewmaster wrote a new book on a website called "One Punch Separates Life and Death", as his cousin, although I don't write anymore, I will also guide his writing in my free time, so if you are interested, please support him.

You can directly search for the title of the book "One Punch Separates the Road of Life and Death" on Baidu.

Remember, it's the July Brewmaster, my cousin, not me.

Definitely not me.

It's really not me.

Please trust me (serious face).

In addition, there is a new activity recently, copy this link and register an account and bind a mobile phone number, you can receive 1000 book coins for free. However, the activity object is limited to users who newly register and bind their mobile phones, and they can get the highest reward - 1000 book coins (about 1000 starting coins) if they complete the mobile phone registration and bind the mobile phone number for the first time and receive the task of binding the mobile phone number on the task interface.

Belch...... I don't know the specifics, but if you're interested, you can give it a try, although old users don't seem to be able to participate in this event, but these book coins are different from the starting point's gifts, which are included in the author's manuscript fee (to be continued.) )