56 Don't you like me?
"No...... I'm not asking about this, it's about your mind. ”
Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses and said to Qingpu very seriously.
"I—my mind?"
Qingpu froze for a moment, but she quickly reacted and put her poker face back on.
"Didn't I already say it, I don't want to."
"Yes."
Chu Xuan nodded calmly, as if he had known that she would say this.
"So, don't you like me?"
"You, you ......"
Hearing such a question, Qingpu's eyes widened in surprise in an instant, and he looked at Chu Xuan with a nonchalant expression in disbelief.
She really didn't know how cheeky a man needed to be to ask such a thing to a girl openly.
However, looking at Chu Xuan's appearance, he didn't seem to feel that there was anything wrong with his problem at all.
The two looked at each other silently for a while, and in the end, Qingpu was defeated first.
Qingpu turned his head in an instant, pressed his hand on the back of the seat of Xiyuan Temple World, his eyes fell on her desktop, and said in a low voice:
"It's useless to lie in front of you, I know you've probably seen me through to being so smart.
Then you should also know that although I like you, I will never be with you for the sake of the world.
Because I value the world I've been with since I was a kid more than you. ”
Although Qingpu was a little shy because she confessed her heart in front of Chu Xuan, her face, which was flushed with anger before, helped her hide this very well.
What was shown in front of Chu Xuan was a strong girl who valued deep friendship more than the love that had not yet sprouted.
But unfortunately, Qingpu instantly knew that as long as she made it clear that she wanted to date Chu Xuan, the world would probably turn against her regardless of her friendship for more than ten years.
It's not a question of who's right and who's wrong, it's just that everyone's values are different.
Qingpu Instant attaches more importance to friendship, while Saionji World attaches more importance to love.
"Is this really possible?"
Chu Xuan didn't express an opinion on Qingpu's choice in an instant, but just pushed down his reflective glasses with an expressionless face and asked lightly.
"Yes.
For me...... That's it. ”
Although Qingpu's tone was a little sad, it was very firm.
With a different surname she likes on one side and a best friend on the other, it is impossible for Qingpu not to struggle in her heart for a moment, but she can still feel the weight of the balance in her heart and make a choice strongly.
It's hard to believe that a girl who is so short and thin on the outside can be stronger than most people in the world, including most men, in terms of feelings.
"I see."
Chu Xuan nodded, as if he understood Qingpu's choice in an instant.
After hearing his words, Qingpu's shoulders relaxed visibly.
However, she didn't raise her head, but lowered her head, as if she was afraid that Chu Xuan would see her expression at the moment.
"Are you so afraid of being abandoned?"
“!”
Chu Xuan's words were neither salty nor light, but Qingpu immediately raised his head angrily in an instant.
Her eyes were still filled with tears, and her face was still flushed with shyness, but her eyes were unusually cold.
"What do you mean?"
Qingpu asked expressionlessly in an instant, and his tone was like the polar air of more than minus forty degrees.
However, she had indeed built a transparent wall of ice between herself and Chu Xuan now.
"You and the world are both single-parent families with two mothers, right?
Me too.
I'm not doubting your friendship with the world, but you do have some other feelings in addition to friendship - such as dependence and security. ”
Chu Xuan said unhurriedly in his calm voice, which was not inhibited, but seemed to be able to soothe people's hearts.
By the time he finished speaking, Qingpu, who had been acting a little too aggressively just now, was like a small animal that had raised the fur on his body to bluff the enemy, and he calmed down in an instant.
She glanced at Chu Xuan lightly, then lowered her eyes and said noncommittally:
"So what?
Maybe in addition to friendship, I do rely on the world, because I am needed by her, because I can help her, so that I can feel safe, and I can find my own place...... But what's so bad about that? ”
"No, as long as you think it's good, then there's nothing wrong with that."
Chu Xuan replied crisply, and then pushed down his reflective glasses.
"It's just that now you don't feel good about it.
Because you are faced with a dilemma, you have to sacrifice something that you value in order to protect something that you also value. ”
"Didn't I say that? I want to value the world more than you.
So you don't want to be sentimental anymore, okay? ”
Qingpu turned his head to look at the seat of the world again in an instant, and said to Chu Xuan angrily.
Even though Qingpu said this instantly, Chu Xuan was still not discouraged, and still insisted:
"Even if that's the case, you still feel distressed, painful, and reluctant, right?"
"You...... You can really be cheeky enough to say such a thing...... Even if you are reluctant, there are times when you have to give up, otherwise you will end up with nothing.
That's why I advise you to quickly make up your mind to cut off relations with Gui Yanye and concentrate on interacting with the world. ”
Qingpu sighed deeply in an instant, then raised his head again, and looked directly at Chu Xuan's reflective glasses strongly.
Her eyes were full of determination, and she seemed to have realized what to protect by giving up something.
"I have to say that in the absence of a way, your decision is undoubtedly the wisest."
Chu Xuan also nodded, agreeing with Qingpu Instant's statement, but then he added:
But that's just no way.
Rather than giving up one side and choosing the other, it's better to have the best of both worlds, right? ”
"Didn't you say it yourself, there's no way."
Qingpu sighed again in an instant, with some helplessness in his voice.
Yes, she has no choice.
There's no way for your best friend to fall in love with the boy you like.
She has also read all the romance novels, movies and television dramas or anime works she can find, and even those love magazines that are very incompatible with her have quietly flipped through...... But there is no way.
There is no "practical" approach other than one side sacrificing itself and choosing to back down.
Those plots of two women serving one husband together, if they are not delusional works written specifically for male surnames, or critical realistic works that don't care about surnames and feelings, are definitely not suitable for her and the world.
"Maybe there is no way for you, but for me, there is still a way."
Chu Xuan pushed down his reflective glasses and said confidently to Qingpu in an instant.
ps: Continue to meow three more tomorrow and sprint towards the end of the month!
(To be continued)