Chapter 23: Metamorphosis
"If it was me after cutting, what would he do in such a situation?"
When Lin Feng encountered a headache, he often asked himself like this.
After cutting, he is an absolute profit supremacist, pursuing the maximization of interests, and will not consider issues such as "like", "dislike" or "cool" at all.
It's a pity that this state of humanoid thinking machine is gone forever. Now, in the absence of strong emotional fluctuations, he can take the initiative to cut off all his emotions, and then make himself think, judge, and then act in a state closest to that "him". Theoretically, this is a good way of thinking, but the problem is that in many cases, those things buried deep in his bones will always pop up from time to time, affecting him to make correct judgments when he is unprepared.
For example, if he faced the catastrophe last night, according to his style, he would stay near a "promising" high-ranking official before the disaster, wait for the Awakened crisis to break out, see the best time or simply "create" the best time, and then use that high-ranking official as a life-saving benefactor to appear, and thus become part of the state machine. Then take advantage of this opportunity to need heroes in the last days, show your strength on the stage of last night's disaster, rescue some citizens, and finally take advantage of public opinion and merit to make yourself a "hero", and then climb up step by step.
But obviously, such a decision, Lin Feng, who now has love, hate, and strong self-affection, will never accept it. He who has a stricter plot of "hatred for the upper position" in his heart than anyone else, he really has such an opportunity, if he doesn't fall into the well behind his back and shoot the black gun, then it won't be Lin Feng. As for things like being a hero who saves the citizens, for him who has long made a grand wish of "only loving himself and living only for himself", he is occasionally kind-hearted or in a good mood, and he can pull someone to save him, or save people for the sake of a beautiful woman, but in addition to wanting him to reach out, unless you come up with a convincing reason for "equivalent exchange".
The previous Lin Feng, after cutting, thinks in the purest utilitarian way, and can be said to have the most potential to be a hero.
And now this real Lin Feng, although he is excellent in some aspects, but in him, it also embodies the inferiority of the vast majority of grassroots people in that era, as well as their resentment and resentment towards that era and that society - although he was already a wealthy "big money" before the outbreak of the Awakened disaster, the resentment when he suffered the destruction of his family when he was a student was like an unquenchable red lotus fire, still burning the old wounds in the depths of his soul.
This fire of resentment has always affected Lin Feng's behavior and influenced his judgment. At that time, after he saw himself, he did not hesitate to cut himself, and he did not have the idea of separating this flame from his soul.
Today, twenty hours after the outbreak of the Awakened Calamity, Lin Feng once again felt the negative impact of the huge flaws in his personality. At this time, he had just felt a setback from the snake man, and this frustration made Lin Feng rarely enter an extremely rational and rational state.
"If you don't give, you don't get back! This is the principle of equivalent exchange! I want to get more in return from somewhere else, from somebody else, and first of all, I have to do something for them. In the past, my biggest mistake was to put a qiē nest to death, unwilling to pay, but if I didn't pay the bait, how could I catch a fool? ”
"Although you can act unscrupulously in the dark, in the beginning, you can get a lot of things. However, excessive darkness is nothing more than turning yourself into a single husband and being infinitely isolated by everyone! And from the perspective of maximizing profits, the brightest darkness should be the darkness wrapped in a piece of brilliance! In the name of light, do the works of darkness"
"Don't be stingy, don't be short-sighted, don't be afraid to give, in these last days, a so-called hero who can save many people is what countless fools aspire to appear in their hearts! If I can play this role well, then the rewards will be unimaginable when I finally reap the benefits. ”
"Compared with light, light can unite all kinds of people tightly, which is the greatest advantage of light! Nothing is more deceptive than a beautiful thing! Take a look at the history of the founding of this country! So many heroes can be martyred for an illusory ideal! Darkness can find many like-minded collaborators, but can darkness make these people die for something other than themselves? ”
"I see, I really figured it out! I want to get more and stronger power, and I should get it from the light! Darkness is just plunder, that will provoke revolt, there will be rejection! And the light can make a group of fools willingly cut off their heads and sacrifice them to death without regret while still praising the light! ”
"Those guys I hate the most have actually understood this truth for a long time, but I, who have the ability to see through the essence of all things, can be blinded by hatred, and I don't even understand such a simple truth, so that I pursue this kind of darkness that does not enter the stream! I'm such a pig! The highest level of darkness is actually light! ”
Lin Feng, who had closed all his emotions and kept himself in an extremely rational state as much as possible, had been constantly analyzing himself, constantly calculating the possible consequences of acting by various means, and finally, he figured it out!
"Alright! If the public wants to take it, it must be given first! From now on, I'm going to play the role of my least favorite and most hated hot-blooded hero savior! ”
Figured it out, this time I really figured it out! It's not the kind of "figuring out" that can only be made after cutting at the cost of having no ego! But Lin Feng, who finally saw through the essence of human nature, completely overturned his old outlook on life in the past, and made a breakthrough after self-transformation.
Reborn, he stood on a residential building and laughed loudly, and said loudly to himself:
"You only saw through it after cutting off a qiē, but I, after overcoming myself, saw through it! I'll do better than you! ”
Now, Lin Feng, who has surpassed himself, does not plan to go back in a hurry, and now he wants to be a savior.
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When Lin Feng completed the transformation of his own soul, in the villa, the story between women continued.
In the past two hours, Ling Wei has been standing in front of the dressing mirror, constantly changing clothes, trying to show her most beautiful form.
Bai Ju had been watching quietly from the side, and finally, she spoke.
"Xiaowei, can you stop?"
"What's the matter, Sister Bai?"
"Everyone saw what you did today! He saw it too, and he understood it! As long as you're not too stupid, you'll understand! ”
Ling Wei was stunned, her hand that was sorting out her clothes stopped, and after a long time, she said to Bai Ju in the mirror: "I don't want to die!" Sister Bai, I know what you want to say, but I also know that it is the end of the world now, what will happen in the last days, you are also a smart person, you can also imagine it! He's strong, and I need this powerful man to protect me! ”
"You're not wrong! But it's a little wrong! ”
Bai Ju stood behind Ling Wei, curled up a piece of her hair with her right hand, put it on the tip of her nose and sniffed it lightly, then put her mouth to her ear and sighed softly:
"To be young is to be good! You know, Xiaowei, the first moment I saw you, I felt that you were very much like me, very much like me when I was a student! Smart, beautiful, everything"
"Sister Bai, you're only a few years older than us, a little younger than him, right?"
Ling Wei looked through the mirror at the mature woman behind her who was commensurate with her sister, she seemed to have a lot of fate with her, she had just met, but she talked to her for most of the night last night, although she had not yet made a deep friendship, but she had some respect for this sister in her heart.
Bai Ju said: "Now is not a troubled world, but the end of the world!" If a weak woman like us wants to survive in such a world, she must rely on a strong man to protect her! You realized it, I realized it, the sisters, the one who was the sister should also be aware! Lin Feng? What do you think of that man? ”
Ling Wei showed a hint of a smile and confessed, "It's powerful in some ways!" But in some ways, he was a little younger, about the same as the boys at school, even though he was older than us. Before today, he should have been an otaku! ”
In Ling Wei's heart, the meaning of otaku is equated with mental incompleteness.
"That's right! So let me ask you, if you were to be replaced by a man who is as strong as him but more mature than him, which one would you choose? ”
"Of course it's the more mature one! To be honest, I have a crush on him, but it's just my appreciation for his abilities. When it comes to protecting women, he's great and secure, but he's not the type of man I like! ”
In the mirror, Bai Ju smiled, and the expression seemed to be a kind smile that the eldest sister showed when she saw her little sister make a mistake.
Ling Wei asked rhetorically, "Am I wrong?" ”
"If it were me, I would still choose him! The reason is exactly what you say, his naivety. If we cling to a strong and perfect man, the best result is nothing more than a plaything or a mistress, because the perfect man does not need a woman to make up for his shortcomings. All they need is vases and toys! But if we are attached to a strong and crippled man, with the power of you and me, we can become the missing part of him! ”
Bai Ju's hand slowly touched Ling Wei's face, caressing it lovingly, Ling Wei was silent and fell into deep thought.
"You're bullish on him?"
"He's ambitious! Only ambitious men can be motivated! A crippled and ambitious man will have a great need to make up for the shortcomings! Most importantly, he is aware of his shortcomings and is eager to make up for them! ”
Bai Ju continued to whisper in her ear:
"Xiaowei, you are very beautiful, but with beauty, you still can't compete with those sisters! They're two people, and they're sisters, you know what that means! But, you also have your advantages! ”
"What advantages?"
"You've got me! A divorced woman! Among women, no one understands a man's heart better than a divorced woman! This is my experience, my capital, and it will be your experience."
A mature woman with all kinds of charms holds a woman with flowers from behind and combines them in the mirror.
"We don't make his women, we don't make vases! We should make that man notice something in us besides beauty, and make him respect us! Just do that, and you'll be an integral part of him! Men will throw away vases and playthings, but they will not cut off their hands and feet! ”
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In the room on the other side: willow eyebrows and willow snow are also carefully dressed,
"Dead girl, how can I wear such clothes without a bra? It's not going to be seen yet! ”
"Afraid of what? Anyway, it's just Brother Lin here! Sooner or later, you're going to have to let him see it, too! ”
"Say anything, I'll tear your mouth!"
"Sister Woo, I'm not doing this for you! I know that Aunt Ling too well, she is the most realistic woman! Women chase men, interlayer yarn, sister, your figure is better than her water-filled fake, take it out and show it, let her know that sister, you are stronger than her without wearing anything! ”
"Say no more! Are you ashamed? I'll spank your ass again! ”
"Sister, ask something, yours is so big, won't you feel tired?"
"It's a bit of a struggle! I only used E last year, and this year I have a bigger cup, and I sometimes feel that my back will be sore, I really don't know why those people are willing to go to breast augmentation, I still hope to be smaller! ”
"Hehe, if those neighboring airports heard you, they would have to vomit blood and die. Sister, have you noticed, every time they see you, their eyes are so jealous that they are about to breathe fire! ”
"I heard that if you have a child, you will get bigger again, how can you stand it if you continue to grow like this!"
As Bai Ju said, the biggest advantage of the combination of her and Ling Wei is not beauty, but experience, Bai Ju has several years of experience in understanding men than the Liu Mei sisters.
Heroes emerge in troubled times, and people are changed in the last days. Whether it was Lin Feng or the women in the villa, this apocalyptic crisis not only changed the trajectory of their lives, but also transformed each other.
What will tomorrow hold?
No one knows, but he and they both know that if they don't make changes, they will soon be eliminated by this era of drastic change.
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